What is on your mind - Page 480

jac · 12-18-2012, 07:42 PM

What is on my mind....

I have so much to be thankful for and yet all I can do is think about the crap, the sad, the disappointing. I really need to get a grip on it. One more sad note before I try to reverse the process... My sweet grandson was sickie last night. My daughter said he threw up 5 times in a 3 hour stretch and had a round of diarrhea in bed (with his sidekicks, mom and dad) and didn't say anything. Okay a chuckled at that just a little

She hasn't answered me back since and I wanna know how the little guy is doing tonight.

Now to think of fun and happy to reverse this crap mood I have fallen into... My Spritz and the general will be coming on Friday and we have a holiday to enjoy together!!

Excited for all the plans we have made so far... tree hunting. tree decorating. gift buying. gift wrapping. breakfast out with a BFP friend. Christmas Eve with the family. Christmas morning for the Little Family. And so much more............

Yes I will sleep on this and - reverse the curse - of diarrhea on the brain.

DamonK · 12-18-2012, 08:14 PM

Change.
Music.
Plotting and planning.

Leigh · 12-18-2012, 09:33 PM

Planning my future

PaPa · 12-18-2012, 09:49 PM

Tonight my mind is busy...
I think of what the job has in store for me tomorrow; the vet appointment that Ginger needs so badly; the picture I need to get done by week's end for my license; the cookies still unbaked; the way my Father sat forward in his seat all night as if he had pain; the tired look on my Mother's face; the thoughts that this Christmas may be the last one shared with them. For some reason, all of these thoughts keep me overwhelmed. It builds anxiety, uneasiness, and tension. They are not thoughts conducive of sleep which is what I need more than anything. For that reason, I must put thoughts on the shelf for the night. Right now I will focus on the present. Ginger is ready for bed. Mom and Dad are already there. Tomorrow will be here soon enough, but every ounce of my being needs sleep. Therefore. What is on my mind?? Sleep. Good night BFP Friends and Family.

grenade · 12-18-2012, 10:42 PM

I think I have the flu. I hate sleeping alone. I dont wanna work tomorrow. I'd whine and cry but I dont think the dogs care. I need softer tissues.

JustLovelyJenn · 12-18-2012, 11:24 PM

Bring on the snow day...

LoyalWolfsBlade · 12-19-2012, 02:04 AM

The storm heading my way
The inner storm I am experiencing
The beauty and intensity of some storms
I really dislike, nope I hate sleeping alone

PinkieLee · 12-19-2012, 09:23 AM

What's on my mind right now...

I am having my first mammogram on Friday. Not gonna lie, not really looking forward to it.

Talon · 12-19-2012, 09:59 AM

See Me...keep it for Me...feel Me.

Light Me up.

kittygrrl · 12-19-2012, 10:08 AM

cookies are on my mind, flour on my apron..it's a tradition I bake every yule..it's a goddess thing

JAGG · 12-19-2012, 10:38 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by grenade

I think I have the flu. I hate sleeping alone. I dont wanna work tomorrow. I'd whine and cry but I dont think the dogs care. I need softer tissues.

Puffs with lotion are awesome. Puffs with vicks work great too if you are congested. But not so good if you have to wipe your eyes. Don't ask me how I know.

LoyalWolfsBlade · 12-19-2012, 11:53 AM

The apt. I have in two hours

The apt. I have on Friday and oh how I am wishing to much snow will fall between now and then to justify a reschedule of that one.

The lack of sleep I have had this week and how I am hoping that is going to change again soon.

Wow can you believe Christmas is only 6 days away.

Kobi · 12-19-2012, 01:50 PM

So much has happened in the last 2 weeks.

Im tired. My body is tired. Brain is tired. Emotions are tired.

Just want to sleep for a few days.

Gemme · 12-19-2012, 02:53 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by JAGG

Puffs with lotion are awesome. Puffs with vicks work great too if you are congested. But not so good if you have to wipe your eyes. Don't ask me how I know.

Don't wipe your glasses with them either.

BoiJen · 12-19-2012, 09:12 PM

-wondering what's in my box that my girl is sending to me

gotoseagrl · 12-19-2012, 09:18 PM

sometimes birthdays end up being better than you were even expecting.

MissItalianDiva · 12-19-2012, 09:19 PM

I am so excited for Christmas this year....yikes 6 days!!!! I have only six more days of throwing away advent calender chocolate!!!!

Also wondering when my soggy balls are coming in the mail from Gren....I get all teary eyed knowing Gren cared enough to send me her soggy balls..wipes tears. Wondering now if I can return the favor with an extra kick. Thinking coconut flakes might do the trick for the extra texture lol

grenade · 12-19-2012, 09:30 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by MissItalianDiva

I am so excited for Christmas this year....yikes 6 days!!!! I have only six more days of throwing away advent calender chocolate!!!!

Also wondering when my soggy balls are coming in the mail from Gren....I get all teary eyed knowing Gren cared enough to send me her soggy balls..wipes tears. Wondering now if I can return the favor with an extra kick. Thinking coconut flakes might do the trick for the extra texture lol

great minds think... well, I made some with coconut flakes.

Nomad · 12-19-2012, 09:30 PM

"...i did my best, it wasn't much
i couldn't feel, so i tried to touch
i've told the truth, i didn't come to fool ya

and even though it all went wrong
i'll stand before the Lord of Song
with nothing on my tongue but Hallelujah..."

Leigh · 12-19-2012, 09:39 PM

Thinking about the future & what it holds ~ wondering where i go from here

12-18-2012, 07:42 PM	#9581
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12-18-2012, 09:33 PM	#9583
Leigh Infamous Member How Do You Identify?: Femme Preferred Pronoun?: She, Her, etc Relationship Status: Single Join Date: Nov 2009 Location: Canada Posts: 7,767 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 9,029 Thanked 13,024 Times in 4,784 Posts Rep Power: 21474859	Planning my future __________________ "When you fall off the wagon ... clutch the sides of it until you get a better grip!"

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12-19-2012, 02:04 AM	#9587
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12-18-2012, 08:14 PM	#9582
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PaPa Senior Member How Do You Identify?: GQ Butch Daddy Relationship Status: A Very Protective BIG Daddy... Join Date: Mar 2010 Location: Pennsylvania Posts: 2,657 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 7,597 Thanked 5,871 Times in 1,530 Posts Rep Power: 21474854	Tonight my mind is busy... I think of what the job has in store for me tomorrow; the vet appointment that Ginger needs so badly; the picture I need to get done by week's end for my license; the cookies still unbaked; the way my Father sat forward in his seat all night as if he had pain; the tired look on my Mother's face; the thoughts that this Christmas may be the last one shared with them. For some reason, all of these thoughts keep me overwhelmed. It builds anxiety, uneasiness, and tension. They are not thoughts conducive of sleep which is what I need more than anything. For that reason, I must put thoughts on the shelf for the night. Right now I will focus on the present. Ginger is ready for bed. Mom and Dad are already there. Tomorrow will be here soon enough, but every ounce of my being needs sleep. Therefore. What is on my mind?? Sleep. Good night BFP Friends and Family.

12-18-2012, 10:42 PM	#9585
grenade Senior Member How Do You Identify?: Full Flavor Femme Join Date: Apr 2011 Location: Midwest Posts: 2,929 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 5,925 Thanked 8,058 Times in 2,121 Posts Rep Power: 21474853	I think I have the flu. I hate sleeping alone. I dont wanna work tomorrow. I'd whine and cry but I dont think the dogs care. I need softer tissues.

12-19-2012, 09:23 AM	#9588
PinkieLee Senior Member How Do You Identify?: Femme Relationship Status: I need ya boo, gotta see ya boo Join Date: Nov 2009 Location: Big Money Texas Posts: 4,708 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 24,309 Thanked 13,075 Times in 3,049 Posts Rep Power: 21474856	What's on my mind right now... I am having my first mammogram on Friday. Not gonna lie, not really looking forward to it.

12-19-2012, 09:59 AM	#9589
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12-19-2012, 11:53 AM	#9592
LoyalWolfsBlade Senior Member How Do You Identify?: Pre-Op FtM, Preferred Pronoun?: Masculine ones plz Relationship Status: Single but haven't given up on finding the One Join Date: Apr 2012 Location: I gaze upon the same moon as you do Posts: 3,827 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 13,214 Thanked 9,646 Times in 3,123 Posts Rep Power: 21474853	The apt. I have in two hours The apt. I have on Friday and oh how I am wishing to much snow will fall between now and then to justify a reschedule of that one. The lack of sleep I have had this week and how I am hoping that is going to change again soon. Wow can you believe Christmas is only 6 days away. __________________ Life should never be stagnant hence my quest for new knowledge will continue until my last breath. Wolf

12-19-2012, 01:50 PM	#9593
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12-19-2012, 09:12 PM	#9595
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12-19-2012, 09:18 PM	#9596
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12-19-2012, 09:19 PM	#9597
MissItalianDiva Senior Member How Do You Identify?: Miss Twiggy Preferred Pronoun?: Supercalifragilisticexpialidocious and that shit doesn't sound atrocious! Relationship Status: divorce happens..all that glitters ain't gold Join Date: Nov 2009 Location: SLC Utah Posts: 2,284 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 2,768 Thanked 7,159 Times in 1,793 Posts Rep Power: 21474854	I am so excited for Christmas this year....yikes 6 days!!!! I have only six more days of throwing away advent calender chocolate!!!! Also wondering when my soggy balls are coming in the mail from Gren....I get all teary eyed knowing Gren cared enough to send me her soggy balls..wipes tears. Wondering now if I can return the favor with an extra kick. Thinking coconut flakes might do the trick for the extra texture lol

12-19-2012, 09:30 PM	#9599
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12-19-2012, 09:39 PM	#9600
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