What is on your mind - Page 484

clay · 12-27-2012, 05:34 PM

I agree with you totally, SB. I am a HUGE beliver in telling folks just how much I care for them. I always think of "today could be your last day, and if you felt it, but didn't share it, then it meant nothing".
I always believe in calling my close friends often, and saying that to them, so they DO know how much they mean.
I am one who gets attached very easily, deeply, and wholly. Time waits for NO ONE...so I am usually always the first to say "I love you" and majority of the time, I am the one who loves the deepest. That is okay, too, for each has their own ways.
This morning I saw Medusa's post about Mike, almost 2 minutes after she posted it. His death hit me hard...for I "felt" his sincerity, his gentleness, and his huge heart...and he has been on my mind all day. I tried to nap a bit this afternoon ( I am with the beginnings of a dang cold) but couldn't relax enough to get there.
I want my GF to always be able to "know" and to "feel" what I feel for her. I end the day with her, and I usually always text her when I get up to let her know I am thinking of her.
In my own huge heart of hearts, I am also easy to "forgive" others...because I want to let that "negativity" of bygones go. Of course, some things I can't "forget" but for most part I do.
Most of my posts I will end with "I heart you all"...for I truly do heart most people I know.
When that sun sinks, I want to have my heart be whole, clean, and pure...and I want my people to know they ARE loved..beyond all measure...and especially that one special gal....
So yes, love and showing people is on my mind.
The song If Tomorrow Never Comes, is always my last thought at night, so "she" will know..I always did..I always will. I do so now...

DamonK · 12-27-2012, 07:55 PM

Several random things.

Most pressing is.. do I want crystal light or tea? Or both?
And... what's for dinner?

And... random music from my playlist.
And... random projects being worked on.
And... a potential sketch idea.

PaPa · 12-27-2012, 08:19 PM

What's on my mind??

My frustrations with a prison system that sometimes fails it's people...I received a letter today from an old high school friend who I have not talked to since 2005 when he went to prison for something he did not do. That was 7 years ago..and right after he was sent up, his step-father died and they refused him to go to the funeral. I know things we experience change us...I just hope his change has not been for the worse...and I hope it has not hardened his heart toward others. *Sighs. He was such a nice guy too...just makes me feel badly that his path led there. I guess this calls for a re-read of the book entitled "When bad things happen to good people". :-S

Gemme · 12-27-2012, 10:58 PM

Today has been such a difficult day.

Between the afternoon phones calls back and forth, unexpected bad news, Mike, not eating between 1:08pm and 9:51pm, a massive headache for most of the day and a few crying jags here and there, I am spent.

Really and truly.

I haven't been this happy to see a day come to an end in a very long time.

MissItalianDiva · 12-27-2012, 11:04 PM

I am not even sure right now...sitting in a fog or at least it feels that way

TheDreadPirateRoberts · 12-27-2012, 11:47 PM

staying in & watching the snow fall ...curled in blankets watching a movie ..& maybe even sharing hot chocolate & exchanging soft smiles with someone special

cinnamongrrl · 12-27-2012, 11:50 PM

A friend.....and what happens next....

12-28-2012, 07:59 AM

Spending twice as much as I anticipated on a ukulele.

falloutmk · 12-28-2012, 09:38 AM

My mind is running through the different shades of polyamory that 3 people can make and how to make them work and function for everyone involved. Also kitties~!

Breezy · 12-28-2012, 04:37 PM

I am monogamous. It's staying that way no matter who comes along.

12-28-2012, 04:50 PM

Ukuleles ...still! However, I think it's narrowed down to 3 or 4 models now and two in particular.

DamonK · 12-28-2012, 05:54 PM

I'm not really sure. I can't really make any sense out of the mess in my head.

sylvie · 12-28-2012, 06:53 PM

Inhaling. Exhaling.
Learning to breathe and find the positives in things.
i miss my daughter terribly, right now. i am holding her close, regardless in hopes she will make some good decisions and turn her life around. i continue to worry about her, daily - that will never change.

However, i know eventually she will learn through life's lessons, and i am focusing on being grateful for her being safe, healthy and that she still calls me every night to tell me she loves me very much before going to bed.

She's 16 - beautiful, intelligent and very much loved with support all around her when she's ready for it. And i will continue to *try* and understand in the meantime, but sure do miss having her around. So i'm planning a girl's night, sleepover, with food, movies and girl stuff & can't wait!

deb_U_taunt · 12-28-2012, 07:00 PM

fiscal cliff

Gemme · 12-28-2012, 11:31 PM

My privacy was violated. I'm not sure how to feel about it.

Dash · 12-29-2012, 12:18 AM

Working late tonight, but would really like to be sleeping.

VintageFemme · 12-29-2012, 12:20 AM

...what to do, what to do, what to do

I'm off for the entire weekend with nothing to do. Quite a conundrum...

Bella~Vita · 12-29-2012, 12:39 AM

lately it seems my mind never shuts off .... i realized something tonite , after a friend and I talked . I need new surroundings ... what to do ... I feel like I should be somewhere else. Mostly back in NY

ruffryder · 12-29-2012, 09:08 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by GPS

thinking this tree is coming down today.

Looking at ours and wondering when this one is coming down! Ready for the new year!

Blade · 12-29-2012, 09:48 AM

All the things I need to busy myself with today, especially outside while it is nice out. I have plenty to do inside as well but it can wait until the weather isn't suitable to be outside or dark.

12-27-2012, 05:34 PM	#9661
clay Practically Lives Here How Do You Identify?: Butch (Silver Fox) Dom Daddi Preferred Pronoun?: 50 Shades of Clay Darker & Deeper Relationship Status: married to my forever Join Date: May 2011 Location: salt air & sandy beaches Posts: 13,136 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 97,015 Thanked 31,677 Times in 7,748 Posts Rep Power: 21474864	^5 SleepyButch I agree with you totally, SB. I am a HUGE beliver in telling folks just how much I care for them. I always think of "today could be your last day, and if you felt it, but didn't share it, then it meant nothing". I always believe in calling my close friends often, and saying that to them, so they DO know how much they mean. I am one who gets attached very easily, deeply, and wholly. Time waits for NO ONE...so I am usually always the first to say "I love you" and majority of the time, I am the one who loves the deepest. That is okay, too, for each has their own ways. This morning I saw Medusa's post about Mike, almost 2 minutes after she posted it. His death hit me hard...for I "felt" his sincerity, his gentleness, and his huge heart...and he has been on my mind all day. I tried to nap a bit this afternoon ( I am with the beginnings of a dang cold) but couldn't relax enough to get there. I want my GF to always be able to "know" and to "feel" what I feel for her. I end the day with her, and I usually always text her when I get up to let her know I am thinking of her. In my own huge heart of hearts, I am also easy to "forgive" others...because I want to let that "negativity" of bygones go. Of course, some things I can't "forget" but for most part I do. Most of my posts I will end with "I heart you all"...for I truly do heart most people I know. When that sun sinks, I want to have my heart be whole, clean, and pure...and I want my people to know they ARE loved..beyond all measure...and especially that one special gal.... So yes, love and showing people is on my mind. The song If Tomorrow Never Comes, is always my last thought at night, so "she" will know..I always did..I always will. I do so now... __________________ To find someone who will love you for no reason, and to shower that person with reasons, that is the ultimate happiness. ~Robert Brault

12-27-2012, 10:58 PM	#9664
Gemme Practically Lives Here How Do You Identify?: Queer Stone Femme Girl of the Unicorn Variety Preferred Pronoun?: She, as in 'She's a GEM' Join Date: Nov 2009 Location: The roads are narrow here Posts: 36,631 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 182,498 Thanked 107,998 Times in 25,667 Posts Rep Power: 21474887	Today has been such a difficult day. Between the afternoon phones calls back and forth, unexpected bad news, Mike, not eating between 1:08pm and 9:51pm, a massive headache for most of the day and a few crying jags here and there, I am spent. Really and truly. I haven't been this happy to see a day come to an end in a very long time. __________________ Gemme's Journal I'm misunderestimated.

12-27-2012, 11:47 PM	#9666
TheDreadPirateRoberts Member How Do You Identify?: self made Preferred Pronoun?: He Relationship Status: perfectly content with true love Join Date: Dec 2011 Location: Here&There Posts: 576 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 407 Thanked 895 Times in 487 Posts Rep Power: 6114335	staying in & watching the snow fall ...curled in blankets watching a movie ..& maybe even sharing hot chocolate & exchanging soft smiles with someone special __________________ "Go confidently in the direction of your dreams. Live the life you have imagined." - Thoreau

12-28-2012, 06:53 PM	#9673
sylvie Senior Member How Do You Identify?: Mr Mtn's babygirl Preferred Pronoun?: girly, she Relationship Status: fiercely protected ♥ Join Date: Jan 2010 Location: Moving home in OR with Him VERY soooon !! Posts: 2,548 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 4,834 Thanked 7,501 Times in 1,850 Posts Rep Power: 21474854	Inhaling. Exhaling. Learning to breathe and find the positives in things. i miss my daughter terribly, right now. i am holding her close, regardless in hopes she will make some good decisions and turn her life around. i continue to worry about her, daily - that will never change. However, i know eventually she will learn through life's lessons, and i am focusing on being grateful for her being safe, healthy and that she still calls me every night to tell me she loves me very much before going to bed. She's 16 - beautiful, intelligent and very much loved with support all around her when she's ready for it. And i will continue to try and understand in the meantime, but sure do miss having her around. So i'm planning a girl's night, sleepover, with food, movies and girl stuff & can't wait! __________________ my Mantra: i am letting go of angers, continuing to find forgiveness, welcoming inner peace & deserving of it all. my facebook weight loss page: http://www.facebook.com/asyllyjourney

12-28-2012, 11:31 PM	#9675
Gemme Practically Lives Here How Do You Identify?: Queer Stone Femme Girl of the Unicorn Variety Preferred Pronoun?: She, as in 'She's a GEM' Join Date: Nov 2009 Location: The roads are narrow here Posts: 36,631 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 182,498 Thanked 107,998 Times in 25,667 Posts Rep Power: 21474887	My privacy was violated. I'm not sure how to feel about it. __________________ Gemme's Journal I'm misunderestimated.

12-27-2012, 07:55 PM	#9662
DamonK Senior Member How Do You Identify?: . Preferred Pronoun?: . Relationship Status: . Join Date: May 2010 Location: . Posts: 2,199 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 1,527 Thanked 7,762 Times in 1,881 Posts Rep Power: 21474854	Several random things. Most pressing is.. do I want crystal light or tea? Or both? And... what's for dinner? And... random music from my playlist. And... random projects being worked on. And... a potential sketch idea.

12-27-2012, 08:19 PM	#9663
PaPa Senior Member How Do You Identify?: GQ Butch Daddy Relationship Status: A Very Protective BIG Daddy... Join Date: Mar 2010 Location: Pennsylvania Posts: 2,657 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 7,597 Thanked 5,873 Times in 1,530 Posts Rep Power: 21474854	What's on my mind?? My frustrations with a prison system that sometimes fails it's people...I received a letter today from an old high school friend who I have not talked to since 2005 when he went to prison for something he did not do. That was 7 years ago..and right after he was sent up, his step-father died and they refused him to go to the funeral. I know things we experience change us...I just hope his change has not been for the worse...and I hope it has not hardened his heart toward others. *Sighs. He was such a nice guy too...just makes me feel badly that his path led there. I guess this calls for a re-read of the book entitled "When bad things happen to good people". :-S

12-27-2012, 11:04 PM	#9665
MissItalianDiva Senior Member How Do You Identify?: Miss Twiggy Preferred Pronoun?: Supercalifragilisticexpialidocious and that shit doesn't sound atrocious! Relationship Status: divorce happens..all that glitters ain't gold Join Date: Nov 2009 Location: SLC Utah Posts: 2,284 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 2,768 Thanked 7,159 Times in 1,793 Posts Rep Power: 21474854	I am not even sure right now...sitting in a fog or at least it feels that way

12-27-2012, 11:50 PM	#9667
cinnamongrrl Infamous Member How Do You Identify?: cleverly disguised as a responsible adult* Preferred Pronoun?: wild woman Relationship Status: No, thank you. Join Date: Feb 2010 Location: Home in NC..gonna dig in like a tick this time… Posts: 7,655 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 15,207 Thanked 27,592 Times in 6,951 Posts Rep Power: 21474859	A friend.....and what happens next....

12-28-2012, 07:59 AM	#9668
Daktari Guest Tournaments Won: 1 Posts: n/a My Photo Gallery	Spending twice as much as I anticipated on a ukulele.

12-28-2012, 09:38 AM	#9669
falloutmk Junior Member How Do You Identify?: Femme Queer Preferred Pronoun?: Ze, Zir, or She, her, ect if needed. Relationship Status: Single, Poly, and happy. Join Date: Nov 2012 Location: Michigan Posts: 88 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 105 Thanked 297 Times in 68 Posts Rep Power: 3839795	My mind is running through the different shades of polyamory that 3 people can make and how to make them work and function for everyone involved. Also kitties~!

12-28-2012, 04:37 PM	#9670
Breezy Member How Do You Identify?: . Join Date: Apr 2012 Location: . Posts: 1,372 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 7,337 Thanked 4,555 Times in 1,199 Posts Rep Power: 21474851	I am monogamous. It's staying that way no matter who comes along.

12-28-2012, 04:50 PM	#9671
Daktari Guest Tournaments Won: 1 Posts: n/a My Photo Gallery	Ukuleles ...still! However, I think it's narrowed down to 3 or 4 models now and two in particular.

12-28-2012, 05:54 PM	#9672
DamonK Senior Member How Do You Identify?: . Preferred Pronoun?: . Relationship Status: . Join Date: May 2010 Location: . Posts: 2,199 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 1,527 Thanked 7,762 Times in 1,881 Posts Rep Power: 21474854	I'm not really sure. I can't really make any sense out of the mess in my head.

12-28-2012, 07:00 PM	#9674
deb_U_taunt Senior Member How Do You Identify?: ........ Join Date: May 2011 Location: ....... Posts: 1,748 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 5,324 Thanked 5,257 Times in 1,361 Posts Rep Power: 21474852	fiscal cliff

12-29-2012, 12:18 AM	#9676
Dash Timed Out How Do You Identify?: FtM Preferred Pronoun?: He Join Date: Dec 2012 Location: Manhattan Posts: 89 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 269 Thanked 171 Times in 50 Posts Rep Power: 0	Working late tonight, but would really like to be sleeping.

12-29-2012, 12:20 AM	#9677
VintageFemme Senior Member How Do You Identify?: Femme Relationship Status: Single Join Date: Jul 2011 Location: Outside Posts: 2,299 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 3,828 Thanked 7,623 Times in 1,655 Posts Rep Power: 21474852	...what to do, what to do, what to do I'm off for the entire weekend with nothing to do. Quite a conundrum... __________________ Unfinished Business & Open to Serendipity

12-29-2012, 12:39 AM	#9678
Bella~Vita Member How Do You Identify?: femme Preferred Pronoun?: she Join Date: Nov 2009 Location: where salt is used for Margaritas not Snow Posts: 891 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 1,049 Thanked 1,322 Times in 443 Posts Rep Power: 7157596	lately it seems my mind never shuts off .... i realized something tonite , after a friend and I talked . I need new surroundings ... what to do ... I feel like I should be somewhere else. Mostly back in NY __________________ ~ I believe that pleasing everyone is impossible..... but pissing everyone off is a piece of cake ~

12-29-2012, 09:48 AM	#9680
Blade Infamous Member How Do You Identify?: TG Preferred Pronoun?: He Relationship Status: once in a while someone amazing comes along...and here I am! Join Date: Jan 2010 Location: Down on the farm Posts: 5,501 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 9,855 Thanked 14,414 Times in 4,058 Posts Rep Power: 21474857	All the things I need to busy myself with today, especially outside while it is nice out. I have plenty to do inside as well but it can wait until the weather isn't suitable to be outside or dark. __________________ Yeah so what if I'm triple dipped in awesome sauce? The best way to predict the future, is to create it.