What is on your mind - Page 497

Bard · 01-26-2013, 07:14 AM

Told my goose last night that I did not get the permotion and that I am no longer a corporal she cried in my arms it about broke my heart. She knows what it meas and with the changed to my days off and her school I will not be able to see her as much. And I will be having to work overtime to make up for the large pay cut. Today she and I are going to see our horse Skyler to say goodby Sky is going to a new home where I know she will be loved and spoiled it makes it a little less had to take but ... Still do not know what shift I am being assigned to my commander was to have called yesterday to tell me but when he did call he just wanted to have me make a appointment to have my uniforms get the stripes off and arrange at time for me to clean out my desk area when I ask about the shift and days off he said he did not have his notes but he was going to make sure this wan not hard on my family I started to laugh god he is a pompas ass

~ocean · 01-26-2013, 09:15 AM

trying to put "pieces" of this house back together ~ not knowing where to start ~ a child's ?'s I cannot answer ~ breaks my heart ~ his little heart so confused ~ he looks up in my eyes and offers his help ~ and begs me to pick up the phone ~ I take the blame for his missing pieces ~~ I remind him of this weeks sign up for little league

~~ a diversion to heal ~

Bèsame* · 01-26-2013, 09:25 AM

Om my mind..

Waiting for the other shoe to drop.

Ginger · 01-26-2013, 09:42 AM

On my mind...

thinking about the frozen-in-time aspect of online communities. Love is documented in all its phases, from discovery to disentangling. Arguments can be revisited, jokes relived.

Bèsame* · 01-26-2013, 09:46 AM

This is so true...how it grows and changes right before our eyes.

Quote:

Originally Posted by IslandScout

On my mind...

thinking about the frozen-in-time aspect of online communities. Love is documented in all its phases, from discovery to disentangling. Arguments can be revisited, jokes relived.

StrongButch · 01-26-2013, 10:02 AM

Im missing a certain little man. I wish he could go with me today and ride horses. I miss you little man !

SelfMadeMan · 01-26-2013, 11:12 AM

What to make for lunch!!! I'm thinking red velvet pancakes...

KCBUTCH · 01-26-2013, 01:01 PM

the journey and being ok with knowing I am on it although not clear on where it'll take me

how much I love my itunes collection

if you can get dehydrated from crying

how one moment my heart can ache and the next I can be clear and joyful and feel blessed even for the pain

TheMerryFairy · 01-26-2013, 04:30 PM

A new job offer, daydreams, sorting/packing, a talk I know I NEED to have, conversations I want to have, going dancing, doing things for ME and quietly keeping my attentive eyes focused while I let my energy out to play in a constructive way. I am also thinking it will give me great pleasure to enjoy a home cooked meal all to myself.

SoulShineFemme · 01-26-2013, 04:59 PM

I'm at a place in my life right now that I never would have foreseen even a year ago. It's so incredibly exciting and new and different. It's not exactly what I hoped or planned but that's ok. I'm not afraid. That's a really, really good thing. I have this deep sense of calm and knowing everything will be alright.

dixie · 01-26-2013, 05:43 PM

I didn't get to go to bingo but I did get to go out to dinner. Sitting in a Greek restaurant, waiting on my food and looking around, I noticed the folks sitting across from me. There were two sets of adults (one set on each side of the table) and two teen girls (sitting side by side). What caught my attention was the two teen girls, roughly around age 14-15. One was dainty, long blonde hair, and dressed in a red floral dress. Beside her, the other girl was taller, dressed in a sweater, dress pants, and dress shoes, with hair buzzed fairly short.

I didn't think much of it at first. Then I noticed that each time the parents were involved in conversation amongst themselves, the taller one would turn to the blonde, wink, and they would both share that "knowing" smile. I'll admit, I'm a nosey person lol Throughout my meal I would occasionally glance over at their table. Most times, the two girls would be holding hands under the table. Then, towards the end of the meal, the taller one became more bold and placed her arm around the shoulder of the blonde. The blonde froze for a moment and looked almost fearful, glancing at the parents. Then, both sets of parents smiled to the girls and (not knowing what was said) the whole table was laughing and cheery. The girls both seeming perfectly at ease then.

This surprises me so much. In my area, where those in our community are so frowned upon/bullied/hated upon, these two sets of parents gathered in a public restaurant so that their teen daughters could have a date night. You could see the support from both sets of parents. You have no idea how very much this warmed my heart. THAT is my idea of a Hallmark moment. <3

KCBUTCH · 01-26-2013, 05:43 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by TheMerryFairy

A new job offer, daydreams, sorting/packing, a talk I know I NEED to have, conversations I want to have, going dancing, doing things for ME and quietly keeping my attentive eyes focused while I let my energy out to play in a constructive way. I am also thinking it will give me great pleasure to enjoy a home cooked meal all to myself.

keep on keeping on doll-"YOUR" journey only needs to be your own. let your truth guide you, once you set the intention the universe will do the rest, just keep doing what you do. you are a blessing

jcisbutch · 01-26-2013, 07:37 PM

thinking that theres just something im missing and trying to remain positive but something isnt just right....that little voice in my head isn't so little tonight, its screaming duck!!!

TheMerryFairy · 01-26-2013, 08:03 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by KCBUTCH

keep on keeping on doll-"YOUR" journey only needs to be your own. let your truth guide you, once you set the intention the universe will do the rest, just keep doing what you do. you are a blessing

Thank you

! That is very thoughtful of you. It's certainly been doing a wonderful job since I set my New year resolutions!

ButchEire · 01-26-2013, 08:06 PM

I found out today that my gf can walk on water! Wowzeramamanana

deb0670 · 01-26-2013, 08:17 PM

on my mind:
I found out last night that my step dad has stage 2 bladder cancer and has to get his bladder removed. They are going to rebuild him another type of bladder out of his bowels but he will have to use the rest room every three or four hrs due to not having the sensation.
My mom found out she has the HPV virus and had to get pieces of her cervix cut and removed.
I wish I could be there for them, I might have to make an emergency trip to Cali in a couple of weeks.
Sighs.

DamonK · 01-26-2013, 09:04 PM

Plans slowly coming together. A little more one day at a time. Cautious excitement building as a result. And dreams.

KCBUTCH · 01-27-2013, 12:47 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by deb0670

on my mind:
I found out last night that my step dad has stage 2 bladder cancer and has to get his bladder removed. They are going to rebuild him another type of bladder out of his bowels but he will have to use the rest room every three or four hrs due to not having the sensation.
My mom found out she has the HPV virus and had to get pieces of her cervix cut and removed.
I wish I could be there for them, I might have to make an emergency trip to Cali in a couple of weeks.
Sighs.

I am so sorry for your news-sending prayers and warmth for healing-if you need a Cali contact please PM me I am near Los Angeles and will be happy to be of support

KCBUTCH · 01-27-2013, 01:08 AM

thinking of all those hurting tonight and sending them warmth and prayers for healing light and peace.

thinking I have strong arms to hold gently those in need of comfort and safety

thinking I have ears to listen for those who need to be heard

Thinking I have understanding and joy and genuine concern

My heart goes out to all my brothers and sisters, friends, crushes, non crushes, all the daddys and girls, every he, she and me's, all the flirters and those who dont care, those taken and those broken.

May your head rest soundly on your pillow tonight, may your dreams be vast and clear, and most of all may you all know that someone is thinking of you and wishing you only the best that the universe can imagine for you

Cowboi · 01-27-2013, 07:05 AM

Today is my Momma's Birthday. She would have been 91. She has been gone from this world for almost 20 years come this March. Not a day goes by that I don't think of her. I have never gotten over it.

I love you Momma........
Your Tomboy

01-26-2013, 07:14 AM	#9921
Bard Family Man How Do You Identify?: TG Male Preferred Pronoun?: Masculine ones Relationship Status: She just gets me Join Date: Nov 2009 Location: ..... Posts: 2,828 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 2,997 Thanked 12,786 Times in 2,431 Posts Rep Power: 21474854	Told my goose last night that I did not get the permotion and that I am no longer a corporal she cried in my arms it about broke my heart. She knows what it meas and with the changed to my days off and her school I will not be able to see her as much. And I will be having to work overtime to make up for the large pay cut. Today she and I are going to see our horse Skyler to say goodby Sky is going to a new home where I know she will be loved and spoiled it makes it a little less had to take but ... Still do not know what shift I am being assigned to my commander was to have called yesterday to tell me but when he did call he just wanted to have me make a appointment to have my uniforms get the stripes off and arrange at time for me to clean out my desk area when I ask about the shift and days off he said he did not have his notes but he was going to make sure this wan not hard on my family I started to laugh god he is a pompas ass __________________ This is ten percent luck, twenty percent skill Fifteen percent concentrated power of will Five percent pleasure, fifty percent pain And a hundred percent reason to remember the name! Give yourself over to absolute pleasure. Swim the warm waters of sins of the flesh - erotic nightmares beyond any measure, and sensual daydreams to treasure forever. Can't you just see it? Don't dream it, be it.

01-26-2013, 09:15 AM	#9922
~ocean Infamous Member How Do You Identify?: femme blows a kiss off my finger tips * Preferred Pronoun?: ~ hey girl ~ Relationship Status: ~ single & content ~ Join Date: Nov 2009 Location: Massachusetts ~coastal Posts: 7,905 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 22,958 Thanked 16,044 Times in 4,728 Posts Rep Power: 21474859	trying to put "pieces" of this house back together ~ not knowing where to start ~ a child's ?'s I cannot answer ~ breaks my heart ~ his little heart so confused ~ he looks up in my eyes and offers his help ~ and begs me to pick up the phone ~ I take the blame for his missing pieces ~~ I remind him of this weeks sign up for little league ~~ a diversion to heal ~ __________________ ~ Always, ocean

01-26-2013, 09:25 AM	#9923
Bèsame* Practically Lives Here How Do You Identify?: Femm Preferred Pronoun?: She Relationship Status: loved by many Join Date: Sep 2012 Location: Closer to the waves Posts: 15,341 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 29,068 Thanked 40,898 Times in 10,701 Posts Rep Power: 21474864	Om my mind.. Waiting for the other shoe to drop. __________________ kisses A kiss is a whisper in your mouth. Can I borrow a kiss? I promise to give it back.

01-26-2013, 10:02 AM	#9926
StrongButch Member How Do You Identify?: I see the world thru a lens Preferred Pronoun?: Yes Boss Relationship Status: Chillin out with awesome women Join Date: Jan 2010 Location: San Francisco Posts: 1,376 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 4,018 Thanked 4,183 Times in 1,180 Posts Rep Power: 21474853	On my mind Im missing a certain little man. I wish he could go with me today and ride horses. I miss you little man ! __________________ Life is like music,so it can be played in many different styles.

01-26-2013, 01:01 PM	#9928
KCBUTCH Senior Member How Do You Identify?: Undaunted QUEER Dom, Daddy Preferred Pronoun?: MYSELF, Syr, Hy, or friend prefered Relationship Status: Cautious, indifferent... Join Date: Jan 2013 Location: Below the foothills above the beach Posts: 1,848 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 4,240 Thanked 3,305 Times in 884 Posts Rep Power: 21474850	the journey and being ok with knowing I am on it although not clear on where it'll take me how much I love my itunes collection if you can get dehydrated from crying how one moment my heart can ache and the next I can be clear and joyful and feel blessed even for the pain __________________ "If you want to know the secrets of the Universe, think in terms of energy, frequency and vibration"-Nikola Tesla

01-26-2013, 09:42 AM	#9924
Ginger Senior Member How Do You Identify?: Femme lesbian Join Date: Mar 2012 Location: East coast Posts: 2,416 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 5,829 Thanked 12,299 Times in 2,057 Posts Rep Power: 21474852	On my mind... thinking about the frozen-in-time aspect of online communities. Love is documented in all its phases, from discovery to disentangling. Arguments can be revisited, jokes relived.

01-26-2013, 11:12 AM	#9927
SelfMadeMan Member How Do You Identify?: Transsexual Man Preferred Pronoun?: Male Relationship Status: Married to The Woman of My Dreams <3 Join Date: Nov 2009 Location: Minnesota Posts: 802 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 796 Thanked 2,668 Times in 527 Posts Rep Power: 18972345	What to make for lunch!!! I'm thinking red velvet pancakes...

01-26-2013, 04:30 PM	#9929
TheMerryFairy Senior Member How Do You Identify?: Pansexual/Sapiosexual femmey dyke who likes to crossdress now and then Preferred Pronoun?: She/her OR ze if I'm crossdressing Relationship Status: Floating and walking My path, happy in life. Join Date: Dec 2012 Location: On my Merry Fairy way! , Canada Posts: 3,630 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 8,727 Thanked 8,694 Times in 2,987 Posts Rep Power: 21474852	A new job offer, daydreams, sorting/packing, a talk I know I NEED to have, conversations I want to have, going dancing, doing things for ME and quietly keeping my attentive eyes focused while I let my energy out to play in a constructive way. I am also thinking it will give me great pleasure to enjoy a home cooked meal all to myself.

01-26-2013, 04:59 PM	#9930
SoulShineFemme Senior Member How Do You Identify?: All girl. All the time. Preferred Pronoun?: She, Her Relationship Status: Married to my beloved ONLY Join Date: Jan 2010 Location: Living in Canada with U.S. Roots Posts: 2,472 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 1,775 Thanked 1,363 Times in 455 Posts Rep Power: 11561204	I'm at a place in my life right now that I never would have foreseen even a year ago. It's so incredibly exciting and new and different. It's not exactly what I hoped or planned but that's ok. I'm not afraid. That's a really, really good thing. I have this deep sense of calm and knowing everything will be alright.

01-26-2013, 05:43 PM	#9931
dixie Infamous Member How Do You Identify?: I usually just poke it with a stick. Preferred Pronoun?: Bitch Relationship Status: Intertwined deeply Join Date: Nov 2009 Location: We're all a little mad here. Posts: 6,627 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 10,972 Thanked 21,384 Times in 4,808 Posts Rep Power: 21474858	I didn't get to go to bingo but I did get to go out to dinner. Sitting in a Greek restaurant, waiting on my food and looking around, I noticed the folks sitting across from me. There were two sets of adults (one set on each side of the table) and two teen girls (sitting side by side). What caught my attention was the two teen girls, roughly around age 14-15. One was dainty, long blonde hair, and dressed in a red floral dress. Beside her, the other girl was taller, dressed in a sweater, dress pants, and dress shoes, with hair buzzed fairly short. I didn't think much of it at first. Then I noticed that each time the parents were involved in conversation amongst themselves, the taller one would turn to the blonde, wink, and they would both share that "knowing" smile. I'll admit, I'm a nosey person lol Throughout my meal I would occasionally glance over at their table. Most times, the two girls would be holding hands under the table. Then, towards the end of the meal, the taller one became more bold and placed her arm around the shoulder of the blonde. The blonde froze for a moment and looked almost fearful, glancing at the parents. Then, both sets of parents smiled to the girls and (not knowing what was said) the whole table was laughing and cheery. The girls both seeming perfectly at ease then. This surprises me so much. In my area, where those in our community are so frowned upon/bullied/hated upon, these two sets of parents gathered in a public restaurant so that their teen daughters could have a date night. You could see the support from both sets of parents. You have no idea how very much this warmed my heart. THAT is my idea of a Hallmark moment. <3

01-26-2013, 07:37 PM	#9933
jcisbutch Member How Do You Identify?: just JC Preferred Pronoun?: hy Relationship Status: the hardest to learn was the least complicated Join Date: Jan 2013 Location: NE Ohio getting ready for a move though Posts: 412 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 2,681 Thanked 1,157 Times in 318 Posts Rep Power: 13500137	mind thinking that theres just something im missing and trying to remain positive but something isnt just right....that little voice in my head isn't so little tonight, its screaming duck!!! __________________

01-26-2013, 08:06 PM	#9935
ButchEire Timed Out How Do You Identify?: Permanent ban 3/17/2013 - TROLL Relationship Status: Partner to my best friend Join Date: Jun 2010 Location: For now, Buffalo Posts: 701 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 1,618 Thanked 1,874 Times in 485 Posts Rep Power: 0	I found out today that my gf can walk on water! Wowzeramamanana

01-26-2013, 08:17 PM	#9936
deb0670 Member How Do You Identify?: femme/ baby girl Preferred Pronoun?: she,her Relationship Status: Single Join Date: May 2010 Location: Illinois Posts: 1,348 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 24,520 Thanked 6,027 Times in 1,189 Posts Rep Power: 21474853	on my mind: I found out last night that my step dad has stage 2 bladder cancer and has to get his bladder removed. They are going to rebuild him another type of bladder out of his bowels but he will have to use the rest room every three or four hrs due to not having the sensation. My mom found out she has the HPV virus and had to get pieces of her cervix cut and removed. I wish I could be there for them, I might have to make an emergency trip to Cali in a couple of weeks. Sighs. __________________ Remember the lessons, forget the details. Use the stumbling blocks of the past as stepping stones to help build the future.

01-26-2013, 09:04 PM	#9937
DamonK Senior Member How Do You Identify?: . Preferred Pronoun?: . Relationship Status: . Join Date: May 2010 Location: . Posts: 2,199 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 1,527 Thanked 7,762 Times in 1,881 Posts Rep Power: 21474854	Plans slowly coming together. A little more one day at a time. Cautious excitement building as a result. And dreams.

01-27-2013, 01:08 AM	#9939
KCBUTCH Senior Member How Do You Identify?: Undaunted QUEER Dom, Daddy Preferred Pronoun?: MYSELF, Syr, Hy, or friend prefered Relationship Status: Cautious, indifferent... Join Date: Jan 2013 Location: Below the foothills above the beach Posts: 1,848 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 4,240 Thanked 3,305 Times in 884 Posts Rep Power: 21474850	thinking of all those hurting tonight and sending them warmth and prayers for healing light and peace. thinking I have strong arms to hold gently those in need of comfort and safety thinking I have ears to listen for those who need to be heard Thinking I have understanding and joy and genuine concern My heart goes out to all my brothers and sisters, friends, crushes, non crushes, all the daddys and girls, every he, she and me's, all the flirters and those who dont care, those taken and those broken. May your head rest soundly on your pillow tonight, may your dreams be vast and clear, and most of all may you all know that someone is thinking of you and wishing you only the best that the universe can imagine for you __________________ "If you want to know the secrets of the Universe, think in terms of energy, frequency and vibration"-Nikola Tesla

01-27-2013, 07:05 AM	#9940
Cowboi Senior Member How Do You Identify?: Butch Relationship Status: Holding My Red Circle Join Date: Nov 2009 Location: Louisiana Posts: 1,811 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 3,051 Thanked 3,962 Times in 1,230 Posts Rep Power: 21474853	Today is my Momma's Birthday. She would have been 91. She has been gone from this world for almost 20 years come this March. Not a day goes by that I don't think of her. I have never gotten over it. I love you Momma........ Your Tomboy __________________ Let There Be Cowgirls