What is on your mind - Page 498

Kenna · 01-27-2013, 07:38 PM

why does the weather app on my phone keep telling me I'm in Cleveland? ... Did I make a trip I don't know about?

TheMerryFairy · 01-27-2013, 07:44 PM

I am still flying high from my burst of energy earlier. I am so happy today was a wonderful day. I got to go shopping and socialize at a flea market, I cooked a wonderful meal for myself, spent some time with friends and got all of my paperwork done!

Tomorrow is going to be another amazing day. I can feel it. It is on my mind. I'm a little nervous but it's nothing compared to the excitement and freedom my confidence is beaming.

DamonK · 01-27-2013, 07:59 PM

Random ideas.

PaPa · 01-27-2013, 08:00 PM

A wonderful horoscope, a great meditation, some pleasant conversation, memorable family time while sharing a meal, homework almost done AND with enjoyable class conversation on the discussion board to boot! I got cuddle time with my pup, a gift from my sister, and have thoughts of a car inspection and oil change tomorrow on a day when the roads are to be bad and I do not have to leave the house (they pick it up) AND I have the day off tomorrow so I get to stay nice and warm inside while the weather is blustery outside. Have I said the most important thing of all yet?!?

I. Am. Blessed.

KCBUTCH · 01-27-2013, 09:02 PM

The quietness, my mind feels unburdened, my heart feels light
my dog is happily snoring his little heat out
My tummy is full of yummy soup
I am truly blessed. not for anyone thing
But for what I call my life-what an amazing gift
I am thankful for all that has been taken and all that is left behind...

also some friends, crushes, peeps, buddies, etc...

bright_arrow · 01-27-2013, 09:46 PM

Grateful for friends helping trace ancestry!

spritzerJ · 01-27-2013, 10:06 PM

That hy is safe on hys travels back. What it means to build our family and the changes to come. That our time together is a blessing even though we are more than ready for it to be everyday.

Breezy · 01-28-2013, 03:28 AM

Thanking everyone who sent me good wishes and healing.

DamonK · 01-28-2013, 04:49 AM

I stumbled across a video a moment ago...

And about hit the floor laughing...

Funny stuff there!

It may be my new favorite.

dixie · 01-28-2013, 04:17 PM

I am so tired. I could say I don't sleep good, but at this point I pretty much don't sleep at all. I toss and turn and flop around so bad that pretty much everything on the bed ends up on the floor, including the bottom sheet. Restless shit. I'm TIRED of being TIRED.

kittygrrl · 01-28-2013, 04:28 PM

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Originally Posted by dixie

I am so tired. I could say I don't sleep good, but at this point I pretty much don't sleep at all. I toss and turn and flop around so bad that pretty much everything on the bed ends up on the floor, including the bottom sheet. Restless shit. I'm TIRED of being TIRED.

how about some hot chocolate? turkey? chocolate cupcake (this works for me

)??

JustLovelyJenn · 01-28-2013, 05:11 PM

Waiting for a job offer...

CA_BabyCakes · 01-28-2013, 05:12 PM

Anatomy test on Wednesday...... good grief

sierragirrl · 01-28-2013, 05:37 PM

i had a MRI done today at least i think thats what it was called they tried to find a vein 4 different times made me drink this stuff.being told the stuff could give you the trots..
guess who has a toilet that don't work so good
yes i have plunged it a bunch of times..
FML! oh im out of TP as well
thank goodness for baby wipes
YUP its Monday

TheMerryFairy · 01-28-2013, 05:46 PM

My day, catching up and moving forward. I need to eat something to settle my nerves.

Kent · 01-28-2013, 07:12 PM

Changes...

KCBUTCH · 01-28-2013, 07:30 PM

How yummy this guacamole is...

Gemme · 01-28-2013, 09:06 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by dixie

Compatibility and desire....and how exactly those will play into my next romantic venture....if and when the next occurs. I usually deny myself one or the other, for one reason or another. Not again. I have no plans on "settling". I know what I want. I will settle for no less.

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Originally Posted by Kenna

is there really such a thing as peace of mind?

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Originally Posted by dixie

Have you ever had a day when you just wanted to get away? Not just a mini-break or vacation...away from all that you are? I have those from time to time. Today is one of them. I'd like to step out of myself, out of my life. Just be someone else, or even better, no one...just for a little while. Almost a sort of mental holiday, I would say. Just...a break. No worries, no fears, no longings, no desires. Nothing negative, just neutral. Just for a short time......

I don't have these days much anymore. Once in a long while, in a blue moon. Yet today I'm having one.

Maybe it's just me.

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Originally Posted by Uniqueswtfemm

Om my mind..

Waiting for the other shoe to drop.

Quote:

Originally Posted by IslandScout

On my mind...

thinking about the frozen-in-time aspect of online communities. Love is documented in all its phases, from discovery to disentangling. Arguments can be revisited, jokes relived.

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Originally Posted by KCBUTCH

keep on keeping on doll-"YOUR" journey only needs to be your own. let your truth guide you, once you set the intention the universe will do the rest, just keep doing what you do. you are a blessing

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Originally Posted by DamonK

Plans slowly coming together. A little more one day at a time. Cautious excitement building as a result. And dreams.

All of these above quotes have something that strikes a chord for me with recent experiences I've had and/or am going through right now.

I feel that I am on a new road. One free and clear of mental and emotional debris and one that lacks roadblocks and hazards. I believe that the past couple of months especially, though difficult, have shown me what I need to see to move past shadows and darkness and into the proverbial light.

I see truths that were not evident to me previously and, though it's not ideal, I can work with what has been given to me. I'm stronger than I gave myself credit for and I can move beyond these temporary setbacks to gain greater insight into myself as well as those around me.

This too shall pass. What doesn't kill you makes you stronger. Insert your cliche of preference here.

I'm 'that' sort. The sort to wait for Unique's same shoe. But maybe it doesn't have to fall. Maybe it's fine where it is, wherever that may be. Maybe I don't even need that damn shoe. Maybe barefoot is the way to go.

The past few days have allowed me the chance to step outside of myself. Outside of limitations placed on me, both by others and myself. I dropped into a world of possibilities and I'm hopeful.

Like dixie, I won't settle. Not this time. Big girl panties are fully engaged and ready for pulling, should the need arise. But I don't think so. I think we'll be fine. This feels fine. This feels good.

I don't want to follow old patterns and behaviors and don't feel as if I am. At least not internally. So, what's different? What makes THIS situation different than previous ones? Me? Them? Both?

I can breathe. Fear is minimized. Obstacles dealt with openly and honestly. Maybes and what ifs have made their way into the recesses of my crotchety old brain. Could bes and why nots have followed.

For the first time in a while, I feel free. Freedom is the greatest gift one can give to another and I feel very rich right now.

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Originally Posted by Cowboi

Today is my Momma's Birthday. She would have been 91. She has been gone from this world for almost 20 years come this March. Not a day goes by that I don't think of her. I have never gotten over it.

I love you Momma........
Your Tomboy

My mom's birthday was the 24th. Maybe they're sharing a cake.

Quote:

Originally Posted by dixie

I am so tired. I could say I don't sleep good, but at this point I pretty much don't sleep at all. I toss and turn and flop around so bad that pretty much everything on the bed ends up on the floor, including the bottom sheet. Restless shit. I'm TIRED of being TIRED.

Quote:

Originally Posted by kittygrrl

how about some hot chocolate? turkey? chocolate cupcake (this works for me

)??

Warm soymilk?

KCBUTCH · 01-28-2013, 09:11 PM

Grilled Marinated steak and chili- but cooking it for someone who may need a rest after working too long a day.

and I'd bring some chocolate just in case

dixie · 01-29-2013, 12:06 AM

01-27-2013, 07:38 PM	#9941
Kenna Senior Member How Do You Identify?: Fiery, Sassy, Tough As Nails, Femme Tomboy Preferred Pronoun?: She Relationship Status: I am your favorite hello and hardest goodbye. Join Date: Nov 2009 Location: NC & CO Posts: 4,806 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 4,624 Thanked 12,195 Times in 3,779 Posts Rep Power: 21474856	why does the weather app on my phone keep telling me I'm in Cleveland? ... Did I make a trip I don't know about? __________________ **************************** She has been through hell, so believe me when I say, fear her when she looks into a fire and smiles. ~E.Corona~

01-27-2013, 08:00 PM	#9944
PaPa Senior Member How Do You Identify?: GQ Butch Daddy Relationship Status: A Very Protective BIG Daddy... Join Date: Mar 2010 Location: Pennsylvania Posts: 2,657 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 7,597 Thanked 5,873 Times in 1,530 Posts Rep Power: 21474854	On my Mind...Today's great happenings! A wonderful horoscope, a great meditation, some pleasant conversation, memorable family time while sharing a meal, homework almost done AND with enjoyable class conversation on the discussion board to boot! I got cuddle time with my pup, a gift from my sister, and have thoughts of a car inspection and oil change tomorrow on a day when the roads are to be bad and I do not have to leave the house (they pick it up) AND I have the day off tomorrow so I get to stay nice and warm inside while the weather is blustery outside. Have I said the most important thing of all yet?!? I. Am. Blessed.

01-27-2013, 09:02 PM	#9945
KCBUTCH Senior Member How Do You Identify?: Undaunted QUEER Dom, Daddy Preferred Pronoun?: MYSELF, Syr, Hy, or friend prefered Relationship Status: Cautious, indifferent... Join Date: Jan 2013 Location: Below the foothills above the beach Posts: 1,848 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 4,240 Thanked 3,305 Times in 884 Posts Rep Power: 21474850	The quietness, my mind feels unburdened, my heart feels light my dog is happily snoring his little heat out My tummy is full of yummy soup I am truly blessed. not for anyone thing But for what I call my life-what an amazing gift I am thankful for all that has been taken and all that is left behind... also some friends, crushes, peeps, buddies, etc... __________________ "If you want to know the secrets of the Universe, think in terms of energy, frequency and vibration"-Nikola Tesla

01-28-2013, 05:11 PM	#9952
JustLovelyJenn Senior Member How Do You Identify?: Femme Preferred Pronoun?: She/her Relationship Status: That's Need to Know Join Date: Nov 2009 Location: Aberdeen, WA Posts: 4,478 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 12,464 Thanked 13,993 Times in 3,685 Posts Rep Power: 21474856	Waiting for a job offer... __________________ --Jenn

01-28-2013, 07:12 PM	#9956
Kent Member How Do You Identify?: Male Relationship Status: Single Tournaments Won: 2 Join Date: Dec 2010 Location: TX Posts: 1,079 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 3,564 Thanked 2,058 Times in 720 Posts Rep Power: 19241326	What is on your mind? Changes... __________________ Kent

01-27-2013, 07:44 PM	#9942
TheMerryFairy Senior Member How Do You Identify?: Pansexual/Sapiosexual femmey dyke who likes to crossdress now and then Preferred Pronoun?: She/her OR ze if I'm crossdressing Relationship Status: Floating and walking My path, happy in life. Join Date: Dec 2012 Location: On my Merry Fairy way! , Canada Posts: 3,630 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 8,727 Thanked 8,694 Times in 2,987 Posts Rep Power: 21474852	I am still flying high from my burst of energy earlier. I am so happy today was a wonderful day. I got to go shopping and socialize at a flea market, I cooked a wonderful meal for myself, spent some time with friends and got all of my paperwork done! Tomorrow is going to be another amazing day. I can feel it. It is on my mind. I'm a little nervous but it's nothing compared to the excitement and freedom my confidence is beaming.

01-27-2013, 07:59 PM	#9943
DamonK Senior Member How Do You Identify?: . Preferred Pronoun?: . Relationship Status: . Join Date: May 2010 Location: . Posts: 2,199 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 1,527 Thanked 7,762 Times in 1,881 Posts Rep Power: 21474854	Random ideas.

01-27-2013, 09:46 PM	#9946
bright_arrow ☆ the stars are aligned ☆ How Do You Identify?: one queer mama Preferred Pronoun?: she/her Relationship Status: married to my Boo Daddy <3 Join Date: Feb 2010 Location: nor cal Posts: 2,910 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 3,644 Thanked 9,363 Times in 2,296 Posts Rep Power: 21474854	Grateful for friends helping trace ancestry!

01-27-2013, 10:06 PM	#9947
spritzerJ Timed Out - Permanent How Do You Identify?: Queer (gender), female (biological marker) Preferred Pronoun?: she will work as a default. Relationship Status: engaged to jac until 8/10/14 Join Date: Nov 2010 Location: Maine Posts: 3,154 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 30,307 Thanked 15,802 Times in 2,905 Posts Rep Power: 0	That hy is safe on hys travels back. What it means to build our family and the changes to come. That our time together is a blessing even though we are more than ready for it to be everyday.

01-28-2013, 03:28 AM	#9948
Breezy Member How Do You Identify?: . Join Date: Apr 2012 Location: . Posts: 1,372 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 7,337 Thanked 4,555 Times in 1,199 Posts Rep Power: 21474851	Thanking everyone who sent me good wishes and healing.

01-28-2013, 04:49 AM	#9949
DamonK Senior Member How Do You Identify?: . Preferred Pronoun?: . Relationship Status: . Join Date: May 2010 Location: . Posts: 2,199 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 1,527 Thanked 7,762 Times in 1,881 Posts Rep Power: 21474854	I stumbled across a video a moment ago... And about hit the floor laughing... Funny stuff there! It may be my new favorite.

01-28-2013, 04:17 PM	#9950
dixie Infamous Member How Do You Identify?: I usually just poke it with a stick. Preferred Pronoun?: Bitch Relationship Status: Intertwined deeply Join Date: Nov 2009 Location: We're all a little mad here. Posts: 6,627 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 10,972 Thanked 21,384 Times in 4,808 Posts Rep Power: 21474858	I am so tired. I could say I don't sleep good, but at this point I pretty much don't sleep at all. I toss and turn and flop around so bad that pretty much everything on the bed ends up on the floor, including the bottom sheet. Restless shit. I'm TIRED of being TIRED.

01-28-2013, 05:12 PM	#9953
CA_BabyCakes Member How Do You Identify?: All Femme Join Date: Mar 2012 Location: \ Posts: 364 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 231 Thanked 1,174 Times in 282 Posts Rep Power: 7129097	Anatomy test on Wednesday...... good grief

01-28-2013, 05:37 PM	#9954
sierragirrl Member How Do You Identify?: .... Relationship Status: <3 Join Date: Jun 2010 Location: ..... Posts: 783 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 4,417 Thanked 2,870 Times in 667 Posts Rep Power: 21474852	i had a MRI done today at least i think thats what it was called they tried to find a vein 4 different times made me drink this stuff.being told the stuff could give you the trots.. guess who has a toilet that don't work so good yes i have plunged it a bunch of times.. FML! oh im out of TP as well thank goodness for baby wipes YUP its Monday

01-28-2013, 05:46 PM	#9955
TheMerryFairy Senior Member How Do You Identify?: Pansexual/Sapiosexual femmey dyke who likes to crossdress now and then Preferred Pronoun?: She/her OR ze if I'm crossdressing Relationship Status: Floating and walking My path, happy in life. Join Date: Dec 2012 Location: On my Merry Fairy way! , Canada Posts: 3,630 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 8,727 Thanked 8,694 Times in 2,987 Posts Rep Power: 21474852	My day, catching up and moving forward. I need to eat something to settle my nerves.

01-28-2013, 07:30 PM	#9957
KCBUTCH Senior Member How Do You Identify?: Undaunted QUEER Dom, Daddy Preferred Pronoun?: MYSELF, Syr, Hy, or friend prefered Relationship Status: Cautious, indifferent... Join Date: Jan 2013 Location: Below the foothills above the beach Posts: 1,848 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 4,240 Thanked 3,305 Times in 884 Posts Rep Power: 21474850	How yummy this guacamole is... __________________ "If you want to know the secrets of the Universe, think in terms of energy, frequency and vibration"-Nikola Tesla

01-28-2013, 09:11 PM	#9959
KCBUTCH Senior Member How Do You Identify?: Undaunted QUEER Dom, Daddy Preferred Pronoun?: MYSELF, Syr, Hy, or friend prefered Relationship Status: Cautious, indifferent... Join Date: Jan 2013 Location: Below the foothills above the beach Posts: 1,848 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 4,240 Thanked 3,305 Times in 884 Posts Rep Power: 21474850	Grilled Marinated steak and chili- but cooking it for someone who may need a rest after working too long a day. and I'd bring some chocolate just in case __________________ "If you want to know the secrets of the Universe, think in terms of energy, frequency and vibration"-Nikola Tesla

01-29-2013, 12:06 AM	#9960
dixie Infamous Member How Do You Identify?: I usually just poke it with a stick. Preferred Pronoun?: Bitch Relationship Status: Intertwined deeply Join Date: Nov 2009 Location: We're all a little mad here. Posts: 6,627 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 10,972 Thanked 21,384 Times in 4,808 Posts Rep Power: 21474858