What is on your mind - Page 508

TheMerryFairy · 02-07-2013, 08:25 AM

I still have "sleep" in my eyes, I need to go back to bed. I already got dressed earlier and I want today to be a pajama day in the worst way. The problem is if I get undressed I will have to get dressed again to go to the store later. Or maybe not. Maybe I'll say screw it, skip the grocery store and go to the corner store in my pj pants. I'm only going to get water in case the water system gets shut down in the storm.

I want breakfast. A big breakfast. I wonder if the local diner delivers breakfast? They deliver everything else. I'm too tired to cook, even though I should. *Sigh*

Is it sad this is all my brain is able to process today? It has been such a long week. Once I stop for more then a couple of hours, my exhaustion kicks in and comes to fight off my insomnia. I do believe that is a sign that I needed this break from work before starting the new job.

StrongButch · 02-07-2013, 09:00 AM

Was 72 yesterday raining today. (wtf) I hope it stops. I am not wanting 60 people in my house tomorrow night for Shawns engagement party. Ill pray like hell it stops raining. (lol)

Bèsame* · 02-07-2013, 10:18 AM

On my mind...

Listening about this storm coming to the east coast, all the preparing I'm reading here....I've never been stuck in a storm, loss of power, unable to get out. Thinking what an adventure it would be ..just ONE please

Maybe a storm chase should come my way....hmmmm

Lazy Daze · 02-07-2013, 10:52 AM

How very hurtful just a handful of words can be

PinkieLee · 02-07-2013, 11:04 AM

how much the side effects from this new medication SUCK!

WingsOnFire · 02-07-2013, 12:25 PM

worried about my ankle that I think I sprained on Saturday. It has a hard knot in it. Hope it isn't fractured. Sigh. Going to have looked at after work.

WingsOnFire · 02-07-2013, 12:30 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by MaggieBluIze

Today is a day of doctor appointments.

I was finally able to get a day to do my yearly checkup, go to dentist again (yuck) and then to my Chiropractor.

Can't quit stressing about not being able to find a dermatologist. Did not know that would be so hard. This is the one that is most needed.
*deep breath* That's ok. It will happen.

I am so thankful I have insurance, just really do not like our new company we are using.
They really seem to be working against you, not with you.

I really wish I had someone to go with me. Can't help it. Just do.

Oh ... Also going to Apple store to FINALLY fix my iPhone. This has been needed for far too long.

I have to turn in something to my supervisor by tomorrow of things I have accomplished this year ...
Ummmm ... It was a crazy year ... My brain goes blank.
Maybe google will help me with ideas of things supervisors are looking for. It could happen.

I will see today as a day of accomplishments, getting things done, taking care of myself.

I can never shut my brain down.
Hopefully getting it all these things done today will finally ease some of the thoughts.

Who knows, I might sleep tonight. That would be good.

Have a great day ...
Thanks for listening to some of what's been on my mind ...

Have a great day!!!

hugs to my sissy! Sounds like an eventful day. Do you blog or write down or email your boss during the year to maybe give you ideas of what to turn into your boss? Maybe write down things you did that might then spark some memories. Did you write about any of them here?

Good luck

JustLovelyJenn · 02-07-2013, 12:47 PM

files, records, lists, organization... and upcoming appointments

dixie · 02-07-2013, 12:49 PM

The phone tag finally paid off. I have an interview next Thursday with one of the local behavioral health centers. I am excited about this because if I get it, not only will it be some decent money but also an enjoyable job. Plus, it it part-time (Tue-Fri) and will not interfere with my photography. Wooooooooo! I just wish the interview wasn't a week away. I would much prefer getting in and wowing them with my awesomeness lol

Keep your fingers crossed, because I really want this job!

SelfMadeMan · 02-07-2013, 01:47 PM

Starting a 12 week learning program through Mayo Clinic that will end in my being scheduled for gastric sleeve surgery

MaggieBluIze · 02-07-2013, 04:09 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by MidnightBlueEyes

hugs to my sissy! Sounds like an eventful day. Do you blog or write down or email your boss during the year to maybe give you ideas of what to turn into your boss? Maybe write down things you did that might then spark some memories. Did you write about any of them here?

Good luck

OMG Sissy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
No, I haven't!!! I will from now on!!
Thank you so much for the idea.
I cannot believe I never thought of that on my own.

Next year's evaluation will be full of things, thanks to you and your idea!!
((((((((((huggles))))))))))

LoyalWolfsBlade · 02-08-2013, 05:19 AM

The conversation I had tonight.
Music old and new
Not being able to text my babygirl makes for a worried guy!
This time last year.
She is and the smile she put there.
Oh did I say she is of course....

StrongButch · 02-08-2013, 07:21 AM

Time to make some changes!

WingsOnFire · 02-08-2013, 07:39 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by ~KnightsBlade~

The conversation I had tonight.
Music old and new
Not being able to text my babygirl makes for a worried guy!
This time last year.
She is and the smile she put there.
Oh did I say she is of course....

Not having a connection with You is driving me crazy!! i love You baby...

i am so glad i can put a smile on Your face.. always..

i miss You like crazy not having contact sucks!

DamonK · 02-08-2013, 01:22 PM

I wish I could touch her. I need to feel her close.

WingsOnFire · 02-09-2013, 10:15 PM

What is on my mind...

Wishing my SAD wasnt rearing its ugly head... and wishing more that the sun would shine soon.

Hating that my phone is dead and i have not heard from Him since before my nap.. Yahoo messenger doesnt help when He isnt logged in

The fact that Peppa is finally sleeping. She is once again in heat and driving me nuts.. yes I know.. she should have been fixed by now. Trust me! It will happen before the next heat!

Wanting life to settle down again. I dont like feeling like my world is spinning out of control. I know that is the depression and that it will be ok... It is just hard sometimes to deal with my high pressure job and life when it is out of control. I miss my therapist in Missouri really badly right now. She was so helpful with my SAD.

AzAshburn · 02-09-2013, 10:36 PM

I wish that I could tell her the truth but I know that I just couldn't...If she only knew...

clay · 02-09-2013, 10:40 PM

learning that sticks grunt....okkkkkkaaayyyyyyy

MissItalianDiva · 02-09-2013, 10:41 PM

The tick tock of the clock...really tonight feels like it is on pause

TimilDeeps · 02-09-2013, 10:43 PM

greasy grimy gopher guts

02-07-2013, 09:00 AM	#10142
StrongButch Member How Do You Identify?: I see the world thru a lens Preferred Pronoun?: Yes Boss Relationship Status: Chillin out with awesome women Join Date: Jan 2010 Location: San Francisco Posts: 1,376 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 4,018 Thanked 4,183 Times in 1,180 Posts Rep Power: 21474853	Mind Was 72 yesterday raining today. (wtf) I hope it stops. I am not wanting 60 people in my house tomorrow night for Shawns engagement party. Ill pray like hell it stops raining. (lol) __________________ Life is like music,so it can be played in many different styles.

02-07-2013, 10:18 AM	#10143
Bèsame* Practically Lives Here How Do You Identify?: Femm Preferred Pronoun?: She Relationship Status: loved by many Join Date: Sep 2012 Location: Closer to the waves Posts: 15,341 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 29,067 Thanked 40,900 Times in 10,700 Posts Rep Power: 21474864	On my mind... Listening about this storm coming to the east coast, all the preparing I'm reading here....I've never been stuck in a storm, loss of power, unable to get out. Thinking what an adventure it would be ..just ONE please Maybe a storm chase should come my way....hmmmm __________________ kisses A kiss is a whisper in your mouth. Can I borrow a kiss? I promise to give it back.

02-07-2013, 10:52 AM	#10144
Lazy Daze Member How Do You Identify?: * Preferred Pronoun?: * Relationship Status: * Join Date: Sep 2011 Location: * Posts: 1,036 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 1,665 Thanked 2,807 Times in 745 Posts Rep Power: 21474851	How very hurtful just a handful of words can be __________________ *In a world where you can be anything..be Yourself*

02-07-2013, 11:04 AM	#10145
PinkieLee Senior Member How Do You Identify?: Femme Relationship Status: I need ya boo, gotta see ya boo Join Date: Nov 2009 Location: Big Money Texas Posts: 4,708 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 24,309 Thanked 13,074 Times in 3,049 Posts Rep Power: 21474856	What is on my mind right now... how much the side effects from this new medication SUCK!

02-07-2013, 12:25 PM	#10146
WingsOnFire Senior Member How Do You Identify?: Queer..femme.. .babygirl...girl Preferred Pronoun?: Female Ones... Relationship Status: Enjoying life but ready to meet someone Join Date: Nov 2009 Location: Portland Oregon Posts: 3,945 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 12,015 Thanked 12,476 Times in 3,357 Posts Rep Power: 21474855	worried about my ankle that I think I sprained on Saturday. It has a hard knot in it. Hope it isn't fractured. Sigh. Going to have looked at after work. __________________ Previously known as MidnightBlueEyes ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ http://gailsforum.files.wordpress.co...-psd340941.png

02-07-2013, 08:25 AM	#10141
TheMerryFairy Senior Member How Do You Identify?: Pansexual/Sapiosexual femmey dyke who likes to crossdress now and then Preferred Pronoun?: She/her OR ze if I'm crossdressing Relationship Status: Floating and walking My path, happy in life. Join Date: Dec 2012 Location: On my Merry Fairy way! , Canada Posts: 3,630 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 8,727 Thanked 8,694 Times in 2,987 Posts Rep Power: 21474852	I still have "sleep" in my eyes, I need to go back to bed. I already got dressed earlier and I want today to be a pajama day in the worst way. The problem is if I get undressed I will have to get dressed again to go to the store later. Or maybe not. Maybe I'll say screw it, skip the grocery store and go to the corner store in my pj pants. I'm only going to get water in case the water system gets shut down in the storm. I want breakfast. A big breakfast. I wonder if the local diner delivers breakfast? They deliver everything else. I'm too tired to cook, even though I should. Sigh Is it sad this is all my brain is able to process today? It has been such a long week. Once I stop for more then a couple of hours, my exhaustion kicks in and comes to fight off my insomnia. I do believe that is a sign that I needed this break from work before starting the new job.

02-07-2013, 12:47 PM	#10148
JustLovelyJenn Senior Member How Do You Identify?: Femme Preferred Pronoun?: She/her Relationship Status: That's Need to Know Join Date: Nov 2009 Location: Aberdeen, WA Posts: 4,478 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 12,464 Thanked 13,993 Times in 3,685 Posts Rep Power: 21474856	files, records, lists, organization... and upcoming appointments __________________ --Jenn

02-07-2013, 12:49 PM	#10149
dixie Infamous Member How Do You Identify?: I usually just poke it with a stick. Preferred Pronoun?: Bitch Relationship Status: Intertwined deeply Join Date: Nov 2009 Location: We're all a little mad here. Posts: 6,627 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 10,972 Thanked 21,384 Times in 4,808 Posts Rep Power: 21474858	The phone tag finally paid off. I have an interview next Thursday with one of the local behavioral health centers. I am excited about this because if I get it, not only will it be some decent money but also an enjoyable job. Plus, it it part-time (Tue-Fri) and will not interfere with my photography. Wooooooooo! I just wish the interview wasn't a week away. I would much prefer getting in and wowing them with my awesomeness lol Keep your fingers crossed, because I really want this job!

02-07-2013, 01:47 PM	#10150
SelfMadeMan Member How Do You Identify?: Transsexual Man Preferred Pronoun?: Male Relationship Status: Married to The Woman of My Dreams <3 Join Date: Nov 2009 Location: Minnesota Posts: 802 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 796 Thanked 2,668 Times in 527 Posts Rep Power: 18972345	Starting a 12 week learning program through Mayo Clinic that will end in my being scheduled for gastric sleeve surgery

02-08-2013, 05:19 AM	#10152
LoyalWolfsBlade Senior Member How Do You Identify?: Pre-Op FtM, Preferred Pronoun?: Masculine ones plz Relationship Status: Single but haven't given up on finding the One Join Date: Apr 2012 Location: I gaze upon the same moon as you do Posts: 3,827 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 13,214 Thanked 9,646 Times in 3,123 Posts Rep Power: 21474853	The conversation I had tonight. Music old and new Not being able to text my babygirl makes for a worried guy! This time last year. She is and the smile she put there. Oh did I say she is of course.... __________________ Life should never be stagnant hence my quest for new knowledge will continue until my last breath. Wolf

02-08-2013, 07:21 AM	#10153
StrongButch Member How Do You Identify?: I see the world thru a lens Preferred Pronoun?: Yes Boss Relationship Status: Chillin out with awesome women Join Date: Jan 2010 Location: San Francisco Posts: 1,376 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 4,018 Thanked 4,183 Times in 1,180 Posts Rep Power: 21474853	Mind Time to make some changes! __________________ Life is like music,so it can be played in many different styles.

02-08-2013, 01:22 PM	#10155
DamonK Senior Member How Do You Identify?: . Preferred Pronoun?: . Relationship Status: . Join Date: May 2010 Location: . Posts: 2,199 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 1,527 Thanked 7,762 Times in 1,881 Posts Rep Power: 21474854	I wish I could touch her. I need to feel her close.

02-09-2013, 10:15 PM	#10156
WingsOnFire Senior Member How Do You Identify?: Queer..femme.. .babygirl...girl Preferred Pronoun?: Female Ones... Relationship Status: Enjoying life but ready to meet someone Join Date: Nov 2009 Location: Portland Oregon Posts: 3,945 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 12,015 Thanked 12,476 Times in 3,357 Posts Rep Power: 21474855	What is on my mind... Wishing my SAD wasnt rearing its ugly head... and wishing more that the sun would shine soon. Hating that my phone is dead and i have not heard from Him since before my nap.. Yahoo messenger doesnt help when He isnt logged in The fact that Peppa is finally sleeping. She is once again in heat and driving me nuts.. yes I know.. she should have been fixed by now. Trust me! It will happen before the next heat! Wanting life to settle down again. I dont like feeling like my world is spinning out of control. I know that is the depression and that it will be ok... It is just hard sometimes to deal with my high pressure job and life when it is out of control. I miss my therapist in Missouri really badly right now. She was so helpful with my SAD. __________________ Previously known as MidnightBlueEyes ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ http://gailsforum.files.wordpress.co...-psd340941.png

02-09-2013, 10:36 PM	#10157
AzAshburn Junior Member How Do You Identify?: Butch Preferred Pronoun?: He Relationship Status: Show me how to fix my broken heart? Join Date: Feb 2013 Location: Somewhere Over The Rainbow Posts: 12 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 6 Thanked 45 Times in 11 Posts Rep Power: 1549795	I wish that I could tell her the truth but I know that I just couldn't...If she only knew...

02-09-2013, 10:40 PM	#10158
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02-09-2013, 10:41 PM	#10159
MissItalianDiva Senior Member How Do You Identify?: Miss Twiggy Preferred Pronoun?: Supercalifragilisticexpialidocious and that shit doesn't sound atrocious! Relationship Status: divorce happens..all that glitters ain't gold Join Date: Nov 2009 Location: SLC Utah Posts: 2,284 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 2,768 Thanked 7,159 Times in 1,793 Posts Rep Power: 21474854	The tick tock of the clock...really tonight feels like it is on pause

02-09-2013, 10:43 PM	#10160
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