What is on your mind - Page 535

Sun · 03-09-2013, 12:21 AM

Gratitude for friends that have made the last few months much more livable than they would have been otherwise. A painful breakup is one thing, but losing what was once a beautiful relationship and family life, is something else entirely. My concept of love has shifted and grown, I can look back and love her, love what she gave to me, love that she brought a magnificent daughter into my life, love the memories, and even in many ways, still love her. Yet the type of love has shifted and I am more at peace each day. What I desire for us both is health and happiness on our separate journey's. A few months ago I never thought I would say that. Those who knew us in real time or got to know us as a couple on Facebook always said we seemed like the perfect couple.

For a moment in history in this vast universe, there was perfection. Perfect love casts out fear. I was fearless. I would have done anything to make her happy. It was nice to have been there. Now I am glad that I am in the place in my life that I am at. I can look back, smile at the memories and wish her all the best.

Letting go was beyond brutally hard, it seemed impossible.

Thank you friends who walked with me through the darkest nights of my soul.

I love you all.

Elijah · 03-09-2013, 12:30 AM

The future, possibilities...

TheMerryFairy · 03-09-2013, 12:32 AM

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Originally Posted by Sun

Gratitude for friends that have made the last few months much more livable than they would have been otherwise. A painful breakup is one thing, but losing what was once a beautiful relationship and family life, is something else entirely. My concept of love has shifted and grown, I can look back and love her, love what she gave to me, love that she brought a magnificent daughter into my life, love the memories, and even in many ways, still love her. Yet the type of love has shifted and I am more at peace each day. What I desire for us both is health and happiness on our separate journey's. A few months ago I never thought I would say that. Those who knew us in real time or got to know us as a couple on Facebook always said we seemed like the perfect couple.

For a moment in history in this vast universe, there was perfection. Perfect love casts out fear. I was fearless. I would have done anything to make her happy. It was nice to have been there. Now I am glad that I am in the place in my life that I am at. I can look back, smile at the memories and wish her all the best.

Letting go was beyond brutally hard, it seemed impossible.

Thank you friends who walked with me through the darkest nights of my soul.

I love you all.

It feels so nice, so free to be able to float along as you still walk your path and it's even nicer when friends or even lovers can join you sometimes before going their own ways. I am happy you have found peace.

Sun · 03-09-2013, 12:38 AM

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Originally Posted by TheMerryFairy

It feels so nice, so free to be able to float along as you still walk your path and it's even nicer when friends or even lovers can join you sometimes before going their own ways. I am happy you have found peace.

Thank you. There are days when I miss her very much and yes I am at peace because I know that we are on different paths and that is ok.

clay · 03-09-2013, 12:40 AM

122 hrs OR 7320 minutes

MissItalianDiva · 03-09-2013, 01:35 AM

Just got done watching "The Neighbors From Hell" segment on 20/20 and let's just say not only am I shocked but I have a new appreciation for my neighbors who occasionally argue loudly.

TheMerryFairy · 03-09-2013, 02:09 AM

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Originally Posted by Sun

Thank you. There are days when I miss her very much and yes I am at peace because I know that we are on different paths and that is ok.

I have the same feeling now and I really don't think I'd change things if I could because it's obviously what is meant to be. *S

Angeltoes · 03-09-2013, 02:39 AM

Even though my job is not prestigious and it doesn't earn a lot of money it is very satisfying to me in ways I never expected. For example, someone will call in about a phone that can make but not receive phone calls. Initially the customer is angry and all business, but if my tone is empathetic and I promise to stick with them until we find a resolution their tone changes. Before long they're telling me they need this phone to keep track of their elderly mother with Alzheimers. At that point I can connect by relaying my own experience with a relative who had the same condition. By the end of the call the customer is asking for my direct line and almost in tears because a technical support agent had never cared so much or done so much to help.

It makes me feel that even though I did not complete college I can positively influence someone's life and help...So that's what's on my mind right now.Of course I get some weirdos too, but they keep it interesting. I can handle so much more than I thought I could a year ago.

Trev · 03-09-2013, 07:32 AM

Do I or don't I? Seems like when I do, it goes unnoticed. Keep on working at it, it's what I do best....work. Maybe it isn't the little things after all.

TheMerryFairy · 03-09-2013, 10:16 AM

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Originally Posted by ElijahRene

The future, possibilities...

This is on my mind too. A lot.

TheMerryFairy · 03-09-2013, 10:21 AM

I am thinking that there's not a whole lot to celebrate right now so I should just climb back into bed and wait a little longer.

My friends are on my mind along with so much business related stuff and traveling idea questions that I should probably put on some kind of protective gear.

I am not sure how to think about anything else. Maybe I just need to stop thinking.

Cid · 03-09-2013, 11:11 AM

I have a very dear friend that was told a couple of weeks ago that she has to have her gall bladder removed. She's been sick for such a long time, they're finally going to do something about it.
Now yesterday she was told by a neurologist that she has to have surgery on her neck. She's had really bad pain in her hands and arms for a long time and now it's getting into her legs.
She also told me that things aren't going well at work and she's having a hard time working with the pain. They're giving her a hard time about it and writing her up.
Why is it that some people (really, really good people) get pounded on all at the same time?

DamonK · 03-09-2013, 02:42 PM

...things I wish I could say without having to say a single word
...no, I don't mean sex
...nor signing
...entertaining a couple tattoo ideas again
...homework
...work

KCBUTCH · 03-09-2013, 03:22 PM

My cars potential buyer took it out for a test drive an hour ago and has yet to be back- is very much on my mind...
glad I have the title with me and a copy of her license

kannon · 03-09-2013, 03:22 PM

I'm thinking about going to my parent's wedding anniversary. I should have been there earlier to help them prepare.

Trev · 03-09-2013, 05:28 PM

It's raining out... I'd like to dance..in the rain.

KCBUTCH · 03-09-2013, 05:32 PM

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Originally Posted by Trev

It's raining out... I'd like to dance..in the rain.

DO IT BROTHER!!!!!

KCBUTCH · 03-09-2013, 05:35 PM

Hockey tonight live in person KINGS vs. CALGARY
meeting up with a former "ex" well F*# Buddy is more accurate from about 9 years ago of whom I have not seen since nor really had much contact with tmrw for lunch and catching up ??? it'll prove interesting Why she asked to meet and catch up out of the blue baffles me-

Bèsame* · 03-09-2013, 07:19 PM

how things can go in a different direction.

SoulShineFemme · 03-09-2013, 08:03 PM

Getting back home to ONLY and her sweet boy where I belong.

03-09-2013, 12:21 AM	#10681
Sun Senior Member How Do You Identify?: Trans Preferred Pronoun?: He, him, his Relationship Status: Single Join Date: Jun 2010 Location: N/A Posts: 1,775 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 4,557 Thanked 5,551 Times in 1,456 Posts Rep Power: 21474853	Gratitude for friends that have made the last few months much more livable than they would have been otherwise. A painful breakup is one thing, but losing what was once a beautiful relationship and family life, is something else entirely. My concept of love has shifted and grown, I can look back and love her, love what she gave to me, love that she brought a magnificent daughter into my life, love the memories, and even in many ways, still love her. Yet the type of love has shifted and I am more at peace each day. What I desire for us both is health and happiness on our separate journey's. A few months ago I never thought I would say that. Those who knew us in real time or got to know us as a couple on Facebook always said we seemed like the perfect couple. For a moment in history in this vast universe, there was perfection. Perfect love casts out fear. I was fearless. I would have done anything to make her happy. It was nice to have been there. Now I am glad that I am in the place in my life that I am at. I can look back, smile at the memories and wish her all the best. Letting go was beyond brutally hard, it seemed impossible. Thank you friends who walked with me through the darkest nights of my soul. I love you all. __________________ “Lovers don't finally meet somewhere. They're in each other all along.” ― Rumi

03-09-2013, 12:30 AM	#10682
Elijah Member How Do You Identify?: Genderqueer Butch Preferred Pronoun?: Masculine ones Relationship Status: Open to healthy possibilities... Join Date: Apr 2011 Location: Michigan Posts: 554 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 738 Thanked 1,629 Times in 393 Posts Rep Power: 21474851	The future, possibilities... __________________ "There is a sacredness in tears. They are not the mark of weakness but of power. They are messengers of overwhelming grief and of unspeakable love." ~Washington Irving

03-09-2013, 12:40 AM	#10685
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03-09-2013, 07:32 AM	#10689
Trev Senior Member How Do You Identify?: Just a good ole boy Preferred Pronoun?: Male ones Relationship Status: She Thinks My Tractor's Sexy Join Date: Jan 2012 Location: Somewhere between right and wrong Posts: 3,372 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 13,988 Thanked 10,142 Times in 2,400 Posts Rep Power: 21474853	Racing through my mind.. Do I or don't I? Seems like when I do, it goes unnoticed. Keep on working at it, it's what I do best....work. Maybe it isn't the little things after all. __________________ Trev

03-09-2013, 11:11 AM	#10692
Cid Member How Do You Identify?: ultra femme princess Preferred Pronoun?: she, lady..whichever Relationship Status: waiting for the right one Join Date: Nov 2011 Location: Don't follow me, I'm lost. Posts: 807 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 2,627 Thanked 2,731 Times in 632 Posts Rep Power: 21474850	I have a very dear friend that was told a couple of weeks ago that she has to have her gall bladder removed. She's been sick for such a long time, they're finally going to do something about it. Now yesterday she was told by a neurologist that she has to have surgery on her neck. She's had really bad pain in her hands and arms for a long time and now it's getting into her legs. She also told me that things aren't going well at work and she's having a hard time working with the pain. They're giving her a hard time about it and writing her up. Why is it that some people (really, really good people) get pounded on all at the same time? __________________ Life isn't about waiting for the storm to pass, it's about learning to dance in the rain.

03-09-2013, 01:35 AM	#10686
MissItalianDiva Senior Member How Do You Identify?: Miss Twiggy Preferred Pronoun?: Supercalifragilisticexpialidocious and that shit doesn't sound atrocious! Relationship Status: divorce happens..all that glitters ain't gold Join Date: Nov 2009 Location: SLC Utah Posts: 2,284 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 2,768 Thanked 7,159 Times in 1,793 Posts Rep Power: 21474854	Just got done watching "The Neighbors From Hell" segment on 20/20 and let's just say not only am I shocked but I have a new appreciation for my neighbors who occasionally argue loudly.

03-09-2013, 02:39 AM	#10688
Angeltoes Senior Member How Do You Identify?: Femme Preferred Pronoun?: She Relationship Status: Nunya Join Date: Jul 2012 Location: Bernlandia Posts: 1,740 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 4,286 Thanked 5,526 Times in 1,386 Posts Rep Power: 21474850	Even though my job is not prestigious and it doesn't earn a lot of money it is very satisfying to me in ways I never expected. For example, someone will call in about a phone that can make but not receive phone calls. Initially the customer is angry and all business, but if my tone is empathetic and I promise to stick with them until we find a resolution their tone changes. Before long they're telling me they need this phone to keep track of their elderly mother with Alzheimers. At that point I can connect by relaying my own experience with a relative who had the same condition. By the end of the call the customer is asking for my direct line and almost in tears because a technical support agent had never cared so much or done so much to help. It makes me feel that even though I did not complete college I can positively influence someone's life and help...So that's what's on my mind right now.Of course I get some weirdos too, but they keep it interesting. I can handle so much more than I thought I could a year ago.

03-09-2013, 10:21 AM	#10691
TheMerryFairy Senior Member How Do You Identify?: Pansexual/Sapiosexual femmey dyke who likes to crossdress now and then Preferred Pronoun?: She/her OR ze if I'm crossdressing Relationship Status: Floating and walking My path, happy in life. Join Date: Dec 2012 Location: On my Merry Fairy way! , Canada Posts: 3,630 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 8,727 Thanked 8,694 Times in 2,987 Posts Rep Power: 21474852	I am thinking that there's not a whole lot to celebrate right now so I should just climb back into bed and wait a little longer. My friends are on my mind along with so much business related stuff and traveling idea questions that I should probably put on some kind of protective gear. I am not sure how to think about anything else. Maybe I just need to stop thinking.

03-09-2013, 02:42 PM	#10693
DamonK Senior Member How Do You Identify?: . Preferred Pronoun?: . Relationship Status: . Join Date: May 2010 Location: . Posts: 2,199 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 1,527 Thanked 7,762 Times in 1,881 Posts Rep Power: 21474854	...things I wish I could say without having to say a single word ...no, I don't mean sex ...nor signing ...entertaining a couple tattoo ideas again ...homework ...work

03-09-2013, 03:22 PM	#10694
KCBUTCH Senior Member How Do You Identify?: Undaunted QUEER Dom, Daddy Preferred Pronoun?: MYSELF, Syr, Hy, or friend prefered Relationship Status: Cautious, indifferent... Join Date: Jan 2013 Location: Below the foothills above the beach Posts: 1,848 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 4,240 Thanked 3,305 Times in 884 Posts Rep Power: 21474850	My cars potential buyer took it out for a test drive an hour ago and has yet to be back- is very much on my mind... glad I have the title with me and a copy of her license __________________ "If you want to know the secrets of the Universe, think in terms of energy, frequency and vibration"-Nikola Tesla

03-09-2013, 03:22 PM	#10695
kannon Member How Do You Identify?: bloke Preferred Pronoun?: He Relationship Status: Happy is the heart that believes in angels Join Date: Oct 2010 Location: Land of Milk and Honey Posts: 884 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 1,920 Thanked 2,068 Times in 584 Posts Rep Power: 21474851	I'm thinking about going to my parent's wedding anniversary. I should have been there earlier to help them prepare. __________________ Sticking feathers up your butt does not make you a chicken.

03-09-2013, 05:28 PM	#10696
Trev Senior Member How Do You Identify?: Just a good ole boy Preferred Pronoun?: Male ones Relationship Status: She Thinks My Tractor's Sexy Join Date: Jan 2012 Location: Somewhere between right and wrong Posts: 3,372 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 13,988 Thanked 10,142 Times in 2,400 Posts Rep Power: 21474853	It's raining out... I'd like to dance..in the rain. __________________ Trev

03-09-2013, 05:35 PM	#10698
KCBUTCH Senior Member How Do You Identify?: Undaunted QUEER Dom, Daddy Preferred Pronoun?: MYSELF, Syr, Hy, or friend prefered Relationship Status: Cautious, indifferent... Join Date: Jan 2013 Location: Below the foothills above the beach Posts: 1,848 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 4,240 Thanked 3,305 Times in 884 Posts Rep Power: 21474850	Hockey tonight live in person KINGS vs. CALGARY meeting up with a former "ex" well F*# Buddy is more accurate from about 9 years ago of whom I have not seen since nor really had much contact with tmrw for lunch and catching up ??? it'll prove interesting Why she asked to meet and catch up out of the blue baffles me- __________________ "If you want to know the secrets of the Universe, think in terms of energy, frequency and vibration"-Nikola Tesla

03-09-2013, 07:19 PM	#10699
Bèsame* Practically Lives Here How Do You Identify?: Femm Preferred Pronoun?: She Relationship Status: loved by many Join Date: Sep 2012 Location: Closer to the waves Posts: 15,341 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 29,067 Thanked 40,898 Times in 10,700 Posts Rep Power: 21474864	how things can go in a different direction. __________________ kisses A kiss is a whisper in your mouth. Can I borrow a kiss? I promise to give it back.

03-09-2013, 08:03 PM	#10700
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