What is on your mind - Page 565

s0litude · 04-18-2013, 02:55 PM

I received a call today regarding the follow-up on my in-depth eye examination. I qualify for blind services because of the impact on other medical conditions. I need to meet with them Tuesday to discuss options such as surgical, patching the bad eye to reduce strain (causes severe migraines-- patching or eliminating use of the eye that doesn't work will reduce/eliminate these), and blind training (cane, Braille, independent living without the use of my limited vision, and other possibilities) have been opened to me. What a relief! It also strengthens my legal case being handled by my lawyers for disability. Additionally, it permits me training options so I can return to work in the future. Not sure how long my ego/pride can handle not working.

My eyes, I'm told, are one of my best features. It's a shame they're so 'broken". Sometimes, they ache so badly that I just close them and maneuver without them; I've become quite proficient at moving around in total darkness. Some days, those pretty blue orbs aren't much more than face decoration.

BUT, doctors told my dad I'd likely be blind by the time I was 20. I'm 40 and still have decent vision in one eye. Not bad. Maybe I'll piss off the all-knowing specialists entirely and keep what little vision I have for another 20 years. :-P

TheMerryFairy · 04-18-2013, 03:59 PM

What I could've done differently to prevent so much chaos in my life

TheMerryFairy · 04-18-2013, 07:47 PM

I am just floating again, I feel happy and free. It should stay that way!

Breezy · 04-18-2013, 07:51 PM

How much we laugh when we are together is on my mind. I love how easy it is being with my husband. Thank You, Universe.

TheMerryFairy · 04-19-2013, 01:00 PM

How do I enjoy the sun this afternoon?

I wonder what my friend is thinking right now? I hope she has coffee.

What to do next for my travel project annd what kind of meal should I cook for myself ?

Bard · 04-19-2013, 01:12 PM

A campus police officer lost his life today shot in the line of duty many time those of us in this field are not considered "real" police officers.. just security but the dangers we face are real.. the same scum that did that are suspected in the Boston bombing killed this officer.. As a Campus Police Officer this strikes close to home now there is a black stripe across my badge to Honor or Fallen Brother Rest In Peace

KCBUTCH · 04-19-2013, 02:01 PM

Well that's over
-I learned a few things about myself this week during my state evaluation
1) I am average at math
2) I am being recommended for the funding for school for my choice of careers 3) I have almost tested out the Superior IQ range to the next level, based on both of the nations tests
4) I picked a career that suits my abilities, interests, and learning capacity
5) I am above average + at most things and in the top few percent in the nation for Visual to hand functions, and blew the folks there away including adapting and therefore increasing my time to 28minutes faster than most everyone-weird

My Ego is happy!
Honestly and humbly surprised- most days I wonder if I know anything at all

It's been an interesting week-now back to regular old homework

Massive · 04-19-2013, 08:58 PM

Love, Redemption, Distance, Pain ...

Gráinne · 04-20-2013, 05:55 AM

I'm relieved that the bombing suspect is in custody and that fear is over for the Boston area. But, just what we need, and what the image of Islam and Muslims in this country needed; two young Muslim males (one dead) accused of a terrorist act. I also heard of the people chanting "U-S-A, U-S-A" after the youngest brother was captured. Well, he was a naturalized citizen, too, and the older had a green card. Much of their family was here or in Canada. I hope and pray this doesn't come down to radicalized Islamic beliefs or some kind of protest against the 1990's war in Chechnya-but I have a sinking feeling. What other reasons could there be?

And for crying out loud, get Chechnya and the Czech Republic straight.

jac · 04-20-2013, 08:24 AM

What's on my mind...

Getting out and enjoying the day for what it has to offer.

WingsOnFire · 04-20-2013, 08:38 AM

I have alot on my mind... He is... always... i am at work wondering when life is going to slow down...

Actions that cannot be undone...

Feelings felt that cannot be ignored...

The consequenses and rewards to every action and reaction... sometimes are almost too painful to bear... yet the reasons for them are still valid...

Life in general... what will tomorrow bring?

girl_dee · 04-20-2013, 09:40 AM

96 things..... 86 of them are stressing me out.

TheMerryFairy · 04-20-2013, 11:28 AM

My mind is scattered but somehow I am rettaining focus on all of the parts.

I am thinking about : loved ones/friends, these stupid cramps, how greatful I am for having the ability to barter my skills to get awesome lunch at the market, multi tasking project work, if I should stay in or go out, storage space, energy/protection, travel budgets

And

Why my rum has to be gone?!

ONLY · 04-20-2013, 11:46 AM

What I will be doing in about 10 hours................ I can't wait to see you my beautiful lady xo

QueenofSmirks · 04-20-2013, 12:39 PM

My final... which is due tomorrow, technically, but I have plans, so I need to get it submitted by tonight. I haven't even seriously started on it. UGH. Procrastination is a bitch.

TheMerryFairy · 04-20-2013, 01:23 PM

Can't I just spend today cuddled in bed with company, movies and random snacks?

I REALLY hate feeling sick, this sore throat better not stick around

KCBUTCH · 04-20-2013, 01:32 PM

difficulty concentrating on homework due to my tooth-cant wait to get to the dentist on Monday...

girl_dee · 04-20-2013, 07:10 PM

that a smile is just a frown turned upside down

Kenna · 04-20-2013, 09:53 PM

damn I miss her....

TheMerryFairy · 04-21-2013, 12:29 PM

A few things but at least my hair looks awesome!

04-18-2013, 02:55 PM	#11281
s0litude Member How Do You Identify?: Transman - HRT / No Surgery Preferred Pronoun?: Male Relationship Status: Single, but enjoying the journey.... Join Date: Mar 2013 Location: North Carolina (NE) Posts: 366 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 525 Thanked 1,210 Times in 310 Posts Rep Power: 21474849	On my mind... my vision I received a call today regarding the follow-up on my in-depth eye examination. I qualify for blind services because of the impact on other medical conditions. I need to meet with them Tuesday to discuss options such as surgical, patching the bad eye to reduce strain (causes severe migraines-- patching or eliminating use of the eye that doesn't work will reduce/eliminate these), and blind training (cane, Braille, independent living without the use of my limited vision, and other possibilities) have been opened to me. What a relief! It also strengthens my legal case being handled by my lawyers for disability. Additionally, it permits me training options so I can return to work in the future. Not sure how long my ego/pride can handle not working. My eyes, I'm told, are one of my best features. It's a shame they're so 'broken". Sometimes, they ache so badly that I just close them and maneuver without them; I've become quite proficient at moving around in total darkness. Some days, those pretty blue orbs aren't much more than face decoration. BUT, doctors told my dad I'd likely be blind by the time I was 20. I'm 40 and still have decent vision in one eye. Not bad. Maybe I'll piss off the all-knowing specialists entirely and keep what little vision I have for another 20 years. :-P __________________ "There never was any heart truly great and generous, that was not also tender and compassionate." Robert Frost

04-19-2013, 01:12 PM	#11286
Bard Family Man How Do You Identify?: TG Male Preferred Pronoun?: Masculine ones Relationship Status: She just gets me Join Date: Nov 2009 Location: ..... Posts: 2,828 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 2,997 Thanked 12,786 Times in 2,431 Posts Rep Power: 21474854	A campus police officer lost his life today shot in the line of duty many time those of us in this field are not considered "real" police officers.. just security but the dangers we face are real.. the same scum that did that are suspected in the Boston bombing killed this officer.. As a Campus Police Officer this strikes close to home now there is a black stripe across my badge to Honor or Fallen Brother Rest In Peace __________________ This is ten percent luck, twenty percent skill Fifteen percent concentrated power of will Five percent pleasure, fifty percent pain And a hundred percent reason to remember the name! Give yourself over to absolute pleasure. Swim the warm waters of sins of the flesh - erotic nightmares beyond any measure, and sensual daydreams to treasure forever. Can't you just see it? Don't dream it, be it.

04-19-2013, 02:01 PM	#11287
KCBUTCH Senior Member How Do You Identify?: Undaunted QUEER Dom, Daddy Preferred Pronoun?: MYSELF, Syr, Hy, or friend prefered Relationship Status: Cautious, indifferent... Join Date: Jan 2013 Location: Below the foothills above the beach Posts: 1,848 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 4,240 Thanked 3,305 Times in 884 Posts Rep Power: 21474850	Well that's over -I learned a few things about myself this week during my state evaluation 1) I am average at math 2) I am being recommended for the funding for school for my choice of careers 3) I have almost tested out the Superior IQ range to the next level, based on both of the nations tests 4) I picked a career that suits my abilities, interests, and learning capacity 5) I am above average + at most things and in the top few percent in the nation for Visual to hand functions, and blew the folks there away including adapting and therefore increasing my time to 28minutes faster than most everyone-weird My Ego is happy! Honestly and humbly surprised- most days I wonder if I know anything at all It's been an interesting week-now back to regular old homework __________________ "If you want to know the secrets of the Universe, think in terms of energy, frequency and vibration"-Nikola Tesla

04-19-2013, 08:58 PM	#11288
Massive Member How Do You Identify?: Trans man Preferred Pronoun?: He, Him Relationship Status: not looking Join Date: Mar 2010 Location: Northern England Posts: 945 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 5,669 Thanked 2,383 Times in 765 Posts Rep Power: 17762095	Love, Redemption, Distance, Pain ... __________________ You may not be able to choose your bio-family, but you can choose your Family

04-20-2013, 05:55 AM	#11289
Gráinne Senior Member How Do You Identify?: Neither, nada, out of the box Preferred Pronoun?: My name always works Relationship Status: Happy whatever happens Join Date: Dec 2010 Location: Little Rock Posts: 1,864 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 2,113 Thanked 7,386 Times in 1,457 Posts Rep Power: 21474852	I'm relieved that the bombing suspect is in custody and that fear is over for the Boston area. But, just what we need, and what the image of Islam and Muslims in this country needed; two young Muslim males (one dead) accused of a terrorist act. I also heard of the people chanting "U-S-A, U-S-A" after the youngest brother was captured. Well, he was a naturalized citizen, too, and the older had a green card. Much of their family was here or in Canada. I hope and pray this doesn't come down to radicalized Islamic beliefs or some kind of protest against the 1990's war in Chechnya-but I have a sinking feeling. What other reasons could there be? And for crying out loud, get Chechnya and the Czech Republic straight. __________________ The odds of going to the store for a loaf of bread and coming out with only a loaf of bread are three billion to one. ~Erma Bombeck

04-18-2013, 03:59 PM	#11282
TheMerryFairy Senior Member How Do You Identify?: Pansexual/Sapiosexual femmey dyke who likes to crossdress now and then Preferred Pronoun?: She/her OR ze if I'm crossdressing Relationship Status: Floating and walking My path, happy in life. Join Date: Dec 2012 Location: On my Merry Fairy way! , Canada Posts: 3,630 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 8,727 Thanked 8,694 Times in 2,987 Posts Rep Power: 21474852	What I could've done differently to prevent so much chaos in my life

04-18-2013, 07:47 PM	#11283
TheMerryFairy Senior Member How Do You Identify?: Pansexual/Sapiosexual femmey dyke who likes to crossdress now and then Preferred Pronoun?: She/her OR ze if I'm crossdressing Relationship Status: Floating and walking My path, happy in life. Join Date: Dec 2012 Location: On my Merry Fairy way! , Canada Posts: 3,630 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 8,727 Thanked 8,694 Times in 2,987 Posts Rep Power: 21474852	I am just floating again, I feel happy and free. It should stay that way!

04-18-2013, 07:51 PM	#11284
Breezy Member How Do You Identify?: . Join Date: Apr 2012 Location: . Posts: 1,372 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 7,337 Thanked 4,555 Times in 1,199 Posts Rep Power: 21474851	How much we laugh when we are together is on my mind. I love how easy it is being with my husband. Thank You, Universe.

04-19-2013, 01:00 PM	#11285
TheMerryFairy Senior Member How Do You Identify?: Pansexual/Sapiosexual femmey dyke who likes to crossdress now and then Preferred Pronoun?: She/her OR ze if I'm crossdressing Relationship Status: Floating and walking My path, happy in life. Join Date: Dec 2012 Location: On my Merry Fairy way! , Canada Posts: 3,630 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 8,727 Thanked 8,694 Times in 2,987 Posts Rep Power: 21474852	How do I enjoy the sun this afternoon? I wonder what my friend is thinking right now? I hope she has coffee. What to do next for my travel project annd what kind of meal should I cook for myself ?

04-20-2013, 08:24 AM	#11290
jac Timed Out - Permanent How Do You Identify?: butch stone Preferred Pronoun?: masculine ones work best... Relationship Status: ♥ engaged to spritz ♥ Join Date: Oct 2011 Location: bangor, maine Posts: 3,344 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 20,720 Thanked 16,492 Times in 2,972 Posts Rep Power: 0	What's on my mind... Getting out and enjoying the day for what it has to offer.

04-20-2013, 08:38 AM	#11291
WingsOnFire Senior Member How Do You Identify?: Queer..femme.. .babygirl...girl Preferred Pronoun?: Female Ones... Relationship Status: Enjoying life but ready to meet someone Join Date: Nov 2009 Location: Portland Oregon Posts: 3,945 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 12,015 Thanked 12,476 Times in 3,357 Posts Rep Power: 21474855	I have alot on my mind... He is... always... i am at work wondering when life is going to slow down... Actions that cannot be undone... Feelings felt that cannot be ignored... The consequenses and rewards to every action and reaction... sometimes are almost too painful to bear... yet the reasons for them are still valid... Life in general... what will tomorrow bring? __________________ Previously known as MidnightBlueEyes ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ http://gailsforum.files.wordpress.co...-psd340941.png

04-20-2013, 09:40 AM	#11292
girl_dee Practically Lives Here How Do You Identify?: Femme Preferred Pronoun?: dee Relationship Status: Hitched up Join Date: Nov 2009 Location: Livin’ the Dream Posts: 24,079 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 30,560 Thanked 54,845 Times in 13,915 Posts Rep Power: 21474873	96 things..... 86 of them are stressing me out.

04-20-2013, 11:28 AM	#11293
TheMerryFairy Senior Member How Do You Identify?: Pansexual/Sapiosexual femmey dyke who likes to crossdress now and then Preferred Pronoun?: She/her OR ze if I'm crossdressing Relationship Status: Floating and walking My path, happy in life. Join Date: Dec 2012 Location: On my Merry Fairy way! , Canada Posts: 3,630 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 8,727 Thanked 8,694 Times in 2,987 Posts Rep Power: 21474852	My mind is scattered but somehow I am rettaining focus on all of the parts. I am thinking about : loved ones/friends, these stupid cramps, how greatful I am for having the ability to barter my skills to get awesome lunch at the market, multi tasking project work, if I should stay in or go out, storage space, energy/protection, travel budgets And Why my rum has to be gone?!

04-20-2013, 11:46 AM	#11294
ONLY Senior Member How Do You Identify?: well my girl calls me honeybear, sugarbear, sexy beast, hot tamale..... Preferred Pronoun?: female pronouns Relationship Status: Married to my Rare Beauty with a Beautiful Soul.....SS Tournaments Won: 1 Join Date: Jan 2010 Location: eastern ontario, canada Posts: 2,783 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 975 Thanked 1,735 Times in 679 Posts Rep Power: 15139964	What I will be doing in about 10 hours................ I can't wait to see you my beautiful lady xo __________________ *"If you talk about it, it's a dream, if you envision it, it's possible, but if you schedule it, it's real. "*

04-20-2013, 12:39 PM	#11295
QueenofSmirks Member How Do You Identify?: Just Me Preferred Pronoun?: she/her Relationship Status: Busy Join Date: Feb 2010 Location: Phoenix - Valley of the Sun Posts: 1,429 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 1,010 Thanked 2,915 Times in 879 Posts Rep Power: 21474853	My final... which is due tomorrow, technically, but I have plans, so I need to get it submitted by tonight. I haven't even seriously started on it. UGH. Procrastination is a bitch. __________________ Stephanie "There is only one success - to be able to spend your life in your own way." Christopher Morley

04-20-2013, 01:23 PM	#11296
TheMerryFairy Senior Member How Do You Identify?: Pansexual/Sapiosexual femmey dyke who likes to crossdress now and then Preferred Pronoun?: She/her OR ze if I'm crossdressing Relationship Status: Floating and walking My path, happy in life. Join Date: Dec 2012 Location: On my Merry Fairy way! , Canada Posts: 3,630 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 8,727 Thanked 8,694 Times in 2,987 Posts Rep Power: 21474852	Can't I just spend today cuddled in bed with company, movies and random snacks? I REALLY hate feeling sick, this sore throat better not stick around

04-20-2013, 01:32 PM	#11297
KCBUTCH Senior Member How Do You Identify?: Undaunted QUEER Dom, Daddy Preferred Pronoun?: MYSELF, Syr, Hy, or friend prefered Relationship Status: Cautious, indifferent... Join Date: Jan 2013 Location: Below the foothills above the beach Posts: 1,848 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 4,240 Thanked 3,305 Times in 884 Posts Rep Power: 21474850	difficulty concentrating on homework due to my tooth-cant wait to get to the dentist on Monday... __________________ "If you want to know the secrets of the Universe, think in terms of energy, frequency and vibration"-Nikola Tesla

04-20-2013, 07:10 PM	#11298
girl_dee Practically Lives Here How Do You Identify?: Femme Preferred Pronoun?: dee Relationship Status: Hitched up Join Date: Nov 2009 Location: Livin’ the Dream Posts: 24,079 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 30,560 Thanked 54,845 Times in 13,915 Posts Rep Power: 21474873	that a smile is just a frown turned upside down

04-20-2013, 09:53 PM	#11299
Kenna Senior Member How Do You Identify?: Fiery, Sassy, Tough As Nails, Femme Tomboy Preferred Pronoun?: She Relationship Status: I am your favorite hello and hardest goodbye. Join Date: Nov 2009 Location: NC & CO Posts: 4,806 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 4,624 Thanked 12,195 Times in 3,779 Posts Rep Power: 21474856	damn I miss her.... __________________ **************************** She has been through hell, so believe me when I say, fear her when she looks into a fire and smiles. ~E.Corona~

04-21-2013, 12:29 PM	#11300
TheMerryFairy Senior Member How Do You Identify?: Pansexual/Sapiosexual femmey dyke who likes to crossdress now and then Preferred Pronoun?: She/her OR ze if I'm crossdressing Relationship Status: Floating and walking My path, happy in life. Join Date: Dec 2012 Location: On my Merry Fairy way! , Canada Posts: 3,630 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 8,727 Thanked 8,694 Times in 2,987 Posts Rep Power: 21474852	A few things but at least my hair looks awesome!