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Old 03-22-2011, 05:57 PM   #1401
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I confess:

due to not feeling well, and inordinate stress the past 7 days I have not really been eating...today, I was finally out of the house and stopped on the way home go get ingredients so I could cook something I might even eat...

I confess:

I ate!!...now, however, I feel s.t.u.f.f.e.d--still and I ate over 4 hours ago...it felt good at the time...feels kinda icky now...

I confess:

I know, full well, this too will pass...I just felt like yapping :)
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that something sweet followed by something maybe not so sweet,
sounds decadent right now.


that it's a gorgeous night here, almost summerlike,
and i wish i was camping on the water's edge right now.


that if i can't be camping somewhere...
a long drive in a fast car with a wicked hot Syr would nicely suffice.

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I confess
Sometimes I see the "writing on the wall " and wished I hasn't.

its a bitterest thing.

I'm glad for that kind of intuition

one day I will listen to it more
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I confess...

...I felt really productive earlier: did the laundry and dishes, and baked a cake
...it's way too hot in here, which is making the coughing worse
...I'm feeling really blah right now, not even because of the yucky sick but just mood-wise (I hate this time of the month)
...I wanna run away
...I hate light colored towels (have no clue why that random thought just popped into my head)
...I feel like I need a hug
...I am a whiney pouty girl when sick and/or during that time of the month
...*shrug*
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CONFESSION:
-Useless knowledge can be helpful...or at least entertaining
-I am a big fan of cooking up surprises
-I can't wait to move (partly because that puts me an hr away from the Austin parties)
-I secretly (or not so secretly now) envy the Austin parties...if u have ever lived in small town Midwest u would understand
-I can't wait to see/hug my fiancee EVERYDAY...

That is all.....for now....
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I confess it has dawned on me that after my bariatric surgery and the other hernia repair:

I will be able to wear hot leather clothes

and beautiful evening gowns!!

and for the first time ever, wear bikinis

and wear cool horse back riding clothes and show gear

also, be able to wear some fantastic midievil garb for my SCA events

and oh my, corsets....god...corsets.....


(this may have all been worth it after all!)

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I confess...

I would like one of these please...

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I must confess,

I am officially moving tomorrow! I put my reservation in for a 10'x5 storage unit and I can move my stuff in tomorrow.

One more day and I will be back in Orlando!

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I must confess,

My car is completely packed and whoever said a Saturn car can't hold much? Now my back is sore but I have Aleve for that!
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I must confess I am really excited about going to the waterpark tomorrow.
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I confess i am really pissed off at someone who sent me a web clipping, as a joke, about a man who had sex with a horse.

Animal abuse is NOT funny....and the man is mentally ill, and finding humour in mental illness is so not ok with me.....
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I confess that demo is proving to be more like anger managment...
I confess that I wish I could wrinkle my nose and all the hard stuff could be done
I confess that I pissed someone off intentionally cause I could and they did it first
I confess that last statment was a lil childish
I confess that living in a new place and not haveing any adult friends is really starting to get hard
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I confess... that Leisha Hailey touched me I've never been that nervous around someone "famous" before, haha...
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i confess....i want 2 of the cupcake pushpops that dixielady posted the picture of.. *drools*
i confess....it feels good to be taking the steps needed to get back on my journey full force and i may even be a little proud of myself these days...shhh...
i confess....i'm so proud, to be His.♥
i confess....looking out the window and seeing a kitty with kittens in our backyard - was an instant calling for me to go out and friend momma kat & her kitties....i may, or may not have fed them and i may or may not have spent close to 45 minutes playing with them and i may or may not have promised to find them homes... just sayin'.. am happy for warmer weather now
i confess....i adore Betty White, and think she's probably my all time favorite famous person ever..
i confess....i'm a very reserved girl when it comes to my sexual self.. i keep that for Him.. i've never been one to put that all out there very easily, it's the very shy girl in me..Of course if something was expected of me, that would be different.. sometimes i feel a lil ridiculous for my not being able to..lol, ahhh me & my ways..
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I confess I have lots of things I 'should' be doing but instead I am playing on the computer.

I confess I am okay with this.

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I confess... that Leisha Hailey touched me I've never been that nervous around someone "famous" before, haha...
I confess that I had my own *starstruck* moment years ago...

I confess that I stood there and grinned & giggled like a schoolgirl instead of speaking coherant words like the *ahem* mature adult that I am.

I confess that I am a lil embarrassed by this still. *blush*

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I confess I have lots of things I 'should' be doing but instead I am playing on the computer.

I confess I am okay with this.

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I confess IT'S COLD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I confess "Snow in the forecast?!?!?!" No thank you! *blinkblink*

I confess I feel the need to dance!
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these new Bose headphone's are kick ass-
while they allow me lotssssss of un-interrupted ME time....
i forget that i may need to hear my phone ring.
i confess,
i hate that i missed it ringing.

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it's about damn time i start to get my mojo back.

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I confess that I'm confused why I did what I did...

Let me set the scene: I have a wonderful gf, but she's not completely mine, if you can understand what I'm saying, which hurts me to the core.

Saturday morning I had a dream about another woman, who is living with me at the moment. My dream was that I kissed her and it was really nice. THEN, when I got up, she was asleep on my living room couch. I went to her, placed my arms on either side of her and bent down and ran my nose around her nose, with full intent to kiss her! She is in love with another woman and I am so thankful that she turned her head. It wasn't that she was rejecting me, she was helping me save face, which I appreciate now! Why? Because I would have felt like I had cheated on my gf if I'd kissed my other friend. ACK! What in the world has gotten into me?!

THEN, THEN! We were listening to some music while I was doing dishes and my gf was cooking dinner when a song came on. She began to sing to me something along the lines of "You're the only one I want" and before I could stop myself, I must confess I told her, "Don't sing that to me." When she asked me, "Why not?" I said, "You're married" I love her to death but I wonder if I'm getting tired of only being able to be with her on a limited basis and certainly not out because she's afraid of who might see us? I want to be with her and only her, openly. I feel so strongly about it it makes my bones aches and my stomach lurch because right now I can't have that. I know nothing good comes from seeing a married woman. I got myself into this mess and I'll one day get myself out of it, I'm sure with much sorrow and heartache; but only when I know we can still be friends.
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