And how are you feeling? - Page 90

LOQUI · 05-21-2016, 09:50 AM

Orema · 05-21-2016, 10:00 AM

Good but my joints are aching a bit. Hopefully the kinks will work out as I do some chores.

Gayandgray · 05-21-2016, 06:56 PM

Happy, at peace with myself and life in general.

RockOn · 05-21-2016, 10:17 PM

Actually, pretty good ... up until I realized I goofed up. Now I am kind of "skeered" to go to sleep

I let the dogs go out one last time at 11:00 p.m. ... I wasn't thinking when I grabbed a large piece of cold pizza out of the fridge at 11:00 p.m. after I let them out the back door ... stood right there in the kitchen and gobbled it up rather quickly ... then remembered spicy food tends to give me horrific nightmares if I eat it late.

If you don't hear anything from me after tonight, the werewolves got me.

Or alligators. I watched alligator attacks on youtube for almost an hour earlier.

Orema · 05-24-2016, 05:52 AM

Sleepy, whiny, and really missing my sister.

cinnamongrrl · 05-24-2016, 06:18 AM

Tired...

I'm still sick but gotta go back to work...

Meh

TL1 · 05-24-2016, 07:57 AM

Amused........

Gayandgray · 05-24-2016, 08:39 AM

I'm so heartbroken and devastated that I'm shaking. Brandy had another stroke. My spouse and I have decided it's time to end her suffering. We made an agreement that we would not let her suffer, and now she is and that breaks my heart. I made the mistake with our first Boston, Billy. He had cancer and I just couldn't put him to sleep. I couldn't do it. And despite his pain meds, I know he suffered those last two days before he died in my arms. I realize my mistake and I won't do that to Brandy Rebecca. Spouse and I are in agreement that she has a poor quality of life now and she is tired. The vet says her heart is so bad that she might have a massive stroke and be paralyzed. So I set it up for Thursday, my day off. My step son is going to drive us to the vet because I don't think I will be able to drive and handle my spouse in her wheelchair. Afterward we are bringing Brandy back home and our handy man is going to bury her out in the back yard under the big tree. My step son just had back surgery so he can't dig her grave, and my arthritis is too bad to do it myself. I'm taking off work tomorrow so I can have the whole day with my dog one last time. The only thing that helps is knowing that when Brandy crosses the rainbow bridge, Billy and our cat Ink, will be there to welcome her. Please pray for her and my spouse, who is really falling apart. I'm dying inside but I have to keep it together for her and our other 3 dogs. Goddess give me strength. Sorry this is such a long post.

Chad · 05-24-2016, 11:14 AM

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Originally Posted by Gayandgray

I'm so heartbroken and devastated that I'm shaking. Brandy had another stroke. My spouse and I have decided it's time to end her suffering. We made an agreement that we would not let her suffer, and now she is and that breaks my heart. I made the mistake with our first Boston, Billy. He had cancer and I just couldn't put him to sleep. I couldn't do it. And despite his pain meds, I know he suffered those last two days before he died in my arms. I realize my mistake and I won't do that to Brandy Rebecca. Spouse and I are in agreement that she has a poor quality of life now and she is tired. The vet says her heart is so bad that she might have a massive stroke and be paralyzed. So I set it up for Thursday, my day off. My step son is going to drive us to the vet because I don't think I will be able to drive and handle my spouse in her wheelchair. Afterward we are bringing Brandy back home and our handy man is going to bury her out in the back yard under the big tree. My step son just had back surgery so he can't dig her grave, and my arthritis is too bad to do it myself. I'm taking off work tomorrow so I can have the whole day with my dog one last time. The only thing that helps is knowing that when Brandy crosses the rainbow bridge, Billy and our cat Ink, will be there to welcome her. Please pray for her and my spouse, who is really falling apart. I'm dying inside but I have to keep it together for her and our other 3 dogs. Goddess give me strength. Sorry this is such a long post.

I am so sorry my friend, I will keep you and your spouse in my thoughts.

I am here whenever you need me.
Chad

Blade · 05-24-2016, 12:29 PM

Feeling pretty chipper today. Little tired from sitdown garden work this morning

Bèsame* · 05-24-2016, 01:39 PM

adventurous....some experiments are playing in my mind......😉

clay · 05-24-2016, 03:09 PM

[QUOTE=Gayandgray;1067738]I'm so heartbroken and devastated that I'm shaking. Brandy had another stroke. My spouse and I have decided it's time to end her suffering. We made an agreement that we would not let her suffer, and now she is and that breaks my heart. QUOTE]

Gentle hugs G&G and family! I walk silently but solidly with your path. You are doing the humane thing for Brandy!!

This is NOT an easy decision or path but know others walk it with you....be kind to yourself!!!!

FireSignFemme · 05-24-2016, 09:42 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Gayandgray

when Brandy crosses the rainbow bridge, Billy and our cat Ink, will be there to welcome her.

And angels too (((Brandy))) My thought are with you and your family at this difficult time.

Chad · 05-25-2016, 11:18 AM

I feel tired and worn out. I need a vacation.

cinnamongrrl · 05-25-2016, 03:44 PM

I feel like I will never breath normally ever again

Soon · 05-25-2016, 03:55 PM

curious

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CherryWine · 05-25-2016, 04:28 PM

Stressed and exhausted, but at least there is a 3-day weekend on the horizon.

Gemme · 05-26-2016, 05:40 AM

I'm sad because today's my last day of 3 off but I'll also pretty content in general. I'm also glad to have the holiday off.

Orema · 05-26-2016, 07:33 AM

Good and grateful.

C0LLETTE · 05-26-2016, 07:51 AM

I'm feeling reasonably ok given I drank a Coke Zero just before bedtime.

05-21-2016, 06:56 PM	#1783
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05-24-2016, 06:18 AM	#1786
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05-24-2016, 07:57 AM	#1787
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05-24-2016, 08:39 AM	#1788
Gayandgray Senior Member How Do You Identify?: Femme-ish, tomboy lesbian Preferred Pronoun?: She Relationship Status: Together a really long time Join Date: Jan 2016 Location: In my mind? On a tropical island Posts: 4,860 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 13,584 Thanked 12,877 Times in 3,079 Posts Rep Power: 21474850	I'm so heartbroken and devastated that I'm shaking. Brandy had another stroke. My spouse and I have decided it's time to end her suffering. We made an agreement that we would not let her suffer, and now she is and that breaks my heart. I made the mistake with our first Boston, Billy. He had cancer and I just couldn't put him to sleep. I couldn't do it. And despite his pain meds, I know he suffered those last two days before he died in my arms. I realize my mistake and I won't do that to Brandy Rebecca. Spouse and I are in agreement that she has a poor quality of life now and she is tired. The vet says her heart is so bad that she might have a massive stroke and be paralyzed. So I set it up for Thursday, my day off. My step son is going to drive us to the vet because I don't think I will be able to drive and handle my spouse in her wheelchair. Afterward we are bringing Brandy back home and our handy man is going to bury her out in the back yard under the big tree. My step son just had back surgery so he can't dig her grave, and my arthritis is too bad to do it myself. I'm taking off work tomorrow so I can have the whole day with my dog one last time. The only thing that helps is knowing that when Brandy crosses the rainbow bridge, Billy and our cat Ink, will be there to welcome her. Please pray for her and my spouse, who is really falling apart. I'm dying inside but I have to keep it together for her and our other 3 dogs. Goddess give me strength. Sorry this is such a long post. __________________

05-24-2016, 12:29 PM	#1790
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05-21-2016, 09:50 AM	#1781
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05-21-2016, 10:00 AM	#1782
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05-21-2016, 10:17 PM	#1784
RockOn Senior Member How Do You Identify?: sitting over there ----->>>>> :) Preferred Pronoun?: .... Relationship Status: .... Join Date: Nov 2009 Location: .... Posts: 3,522 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 9,081 Thanked 10,304 Times in 2,610 Posts Rep Power: 21474855	Actually, pretty good ... up until I realized I goofed up. Now I am kind of "skeered" to go to sleep I let the dogs go out one last time at 11:00 p.m. ... I wasn't thinking when I grabbed a large piece of cold pizza out of the fridge at 11:00 p.m. after I let them out the back door ... stood right there in the kitchen and gobbled it up rather quickly ... then remembered spicy food tends to give me horrific nightmares if I eat it late. If you don't hear anything from me after tonight, the werewolves got me. Or alligators. I watched alligator attacks on youtube for almost an hour earlier.

05-24-2016, 05:52 AM	#1785
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05-24-2016, 01:39 PM	#1791
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05-24-2016, 03:09 PM	#1792
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05-25-2016, 11:18 AM	#1794
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05-25-2016, 03:44 PM	#1795
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05-25-2016, 03:55 PM	#1796
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05-25-2016, 04:28 PM	#1797
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05-26-2016, 05:40 AM	#1798
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05-26-2016, 07:33 AM	#1799
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05-26-2016, 07:51 AM	#1800
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