What is on your mind - Page 561

DMW · 04-10-2013, 06:40 AM

A friend of the family is on my mind. She was with her mother when she passed. I worry about her because it is very traumatizing. I don't like to admit that truth. However, it is a strange experience to say the least.
How our lives are so very short.

jac · 04-10-2013, 07:23 AM

Keeping up is a challenge for turtle energy but there's nothing I wouldn't do to make it possible... Nothing! She's worth all of this... And then some.

What's on my mind...? She is!

Talon · 04-10-2013, 08:11 AM

That I can feel myself
burning...
out..

Queenie · 04-10-2013, 08:59 AM

Tomorrow I get to see my oncologist. Always fun! Hopefully we can start getting to the root of why I am still in so much pain! I am at my wits-end over it. I am stick to death feeling like this. Hopefully she wont just give me more pain meds. I am already on enough pain meds to kill a cow!

TheMerryFairy · 04-10-2013, 09:08 AM

There is a lot on my mind today. I took a day off from work to hopefully sort through it all and to feel better. Right now some stuff is weighing heavy BUT I am sure some self care time will have me back to my vibrant self!

DaddyNik12 · 04-10-2013, 09:16 AM

hmmm ... dont ask !!!

04-10-2013, 09:32 AM

Singing and putting m'self out there in the singin' thread.

TheMerryFairy · 04-10-2013, 09:59 AM

I hope I am not too late.

Ginger · 04-10-2013, 11:10 AM

I hate finality, the end of hope. But I love the liberating quality of finality, the beginning of who-knows-what.

Talon · 04-10-2013, 11:23 AM

DRUGS...in vast, copious amounts AND varieties...*I jest*

Truth be told...needing to do something that I'm afraid of...and figuring out what exactly *that* is.

TheMerryFairy · 04-10-2013, 12:53 PM

Right now, there is really only one thing on my mind - it is complex

ruby_woo · 04-10-2013, 01:55 PM

Work is on my mind.

We have a new senior HR manager at work, and she wants to redo the current structure of the our department.

I've been focusing on the recruiting side of HR for the past couple of years, and the good news is I am apparently so awesome at it that the CEO has noticed it, as well as the HR Director for our category at the our parent company.

The bad news is that while the rest of my department will be getting new jobs and titles soon, I may not because they're saying they can't afford to lose me as a recruiter. The CEO was horrified at the idea of me not doing recruiting. So I guess that's a compliment? But I was kind of looking forward to doing something new. So hmm.

TheMerryFairy · 04-10-2013, 02:06 PM

How to make a friend smile who is having a hard time right now. Maybe I could suggest a coffee milkshake - they help make me smile.

04-11-2013, 08:56 AM

A fellowship newcomer, one I just can't abide. She expressed to me that horrible attitude of all straight women need it to meet the right lesbian to 'cure' them of being straight. Which is just as unpleasant to me as a bio bloke saying all lesbians need is the right bio cock to 'cure' them.

Cutting my nose off to spite my face.

Not wanting to work alongside folks who bring me spiritual unrest.

Keeping my recovery foremost.

A potential women's meeting that would inevitably end up being about boyfriends/husbands and children, like the last one was apparently.

PinkieLee · 04-11-2013, 09:00 AM

What's on my mind...

worry, worry and more worry. My dad is back in the hospital again. This time he decided to hide how bad his legs were (diabetic), until my brother walked in on him changing his socks. Swollen, red with infection and weeping. They admitted him and have placed him in wound care unit, where he spent 7 weeks a few years ago.

Wishing I had a magic wand to make illness & pain go away.

StrongButch · 04-11-2013, 10:09 AM

The amazing and beautiful things I see. How when I hear the click of my camera knowing ive captured that beauty,that image a moment frozen in time.

DJ Bear · 04-11-2013, 10:30 AM

she is. she is so close. I'm sending her lots of positive thoughts for an important meeting she has and hope it turns out the way she wants it to.

Then I'm thinking that in only 2 more days and I can reach out and caress her face, kiss her lips, take her in my arms. Maybe show her SF, we will see.....

Cid · 04-11-2013, 11:00 AM

My son is on my mind. He's so broken hearted right now. His g/f went to college in another city about 3 hours away and it's been very tough on both of them. Now she's saying that she has to break up with him because it's too much stress.
I really don't know how to help him and it's tearing me up inside. To see him in tears all the time for what seems like months is so hard. I used to give him my car so that he could see her, but it's an old car and there's a lot of kilometers on it. And his dad uses his car nearly every weekend so their time was cut down to not seeing each other very much at all.
I know this is something everyone goes thru and it's one more step in his life, but it's really hard to watch.

DamonK · 04-11-2013, 01:09 PM

I absolutely adore her.
I always have.
I always will.
I'm a lucky man... luckier than I ever thought possible.

TheMerryFairy · 04-11-2013, 02:07 PM

Only the best stuff *G

04-10-2013, 09:16 AM	#11206
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04-10-2013, 11:10 AM	#11209
Ginger Senior Member How Do You Identify?: Femme lesbian Join Date: Mar 2012 Location: East coast Posts: 2,416 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 5,829 Thanked 12,310 Times in 2,057 Posts Rep Power: 21474851	I hate finality, the end of hope. But I love the liberating quality of finality, the beginning of who-knows-what. __________________ Reach out.

04-11-2013, 10:09 AM	#11216
StrongButch Member How Do You Identify?: I see the world thru a lens Preferred Pronoun?: Yes Boss Relationship Status: Chillin out with awesome women Join Date: Jan 2010 Location: San Francisco Posts: 1,376 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 4,018 Thanked 4,185 Times in 1,179 Posts Rep Power: 21474852	Mind The amazing and beautiful things I see. How when I hear the click of my camera knowing ive captured that beauty,that image a moment frozen in time. __________________ Life is like music,so it can be played in many different styles.

04-11-2013, 10:30 AM	#11217
DJ Bear Member How Do You Identify?: Daddy, Papa, just Me Preferred Pronoun?: he, him, sir, bro, hey you Relationship Status: Married to library_girl Join Date: Feb 2013 Location: Nevada with my baby girl Posts: 144 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 404 Thanked 553 Times in 138 Posts Rep Power: 8324585	on my mind.. she is. she is so close. I'm sending her lots of positive thoughts for an important meeting she has and hope it turns out the way she wants it to. Then I'm thinking that in only 2 more days and I can reach out and caress her face, kiss her lips, take her in my arms. Maybe show her SF, we will see..... __________________ “Named must your fear be before banish it you can.” Yoda

04-11-2013, 11:00 AM	#11218
Cid Member How Do You Identify?: ultra femme princess Preferred Pronoun?: she, lady..whichever Relationship Status: waiting for the right one Join Date: Nov 2011 Location: Don't follow me, I'm lost. Posts: 807 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 2,627 Thanked 2,731 Times in 632 Posts Rep Power: 21474849	My son is on my mind. He's so broken hearted right now. His g/f went to college in another city about 3 hours away and it's been very tough on both of them. Now she's saying that she has to break up with him because it's too much stress. I really don't know how to help him and it's tearing me up inside. To see him in tears all the time for what seems like months is so hard. I used to give him my car so that he could see her, but it's an old car and there's a lot of kilometers on it. And his dad uses his car nearly every weekend so their time was cut down to not seeing each other very much at all. I know this is something everyone goes thru and it's one more step in his life, but it's really hard to watch. __________________ Life isn't about waiting for the storm to pass, it's about learning to dance in the rain.

04-10-2013, 06:40 AM	#11201
DMW Member How Do You Identify?: FTM/Male (Will 14) Relationship Status: Caught An Angel and she doesn't lie! Join Date: May 2012 Location: @ Posts: 784 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 2,256 Thanked 1,861 Times in 614 Posts Rep Power: 21474848	A friend of the family is on my mind. She was with her mother when she passed. I worry about her because it is very traumatizing. I don't like to admit that truth. However, it is a strange experience to say the least. How our lives are so very short.

04-10-2013, 07:23 AM	#11202
jac Timed Out - Permanent How Do You Identify?: butch stone Preferred Pronoun?: masculine ones work best... Relationship Status: ♥ engaged to spritz ♥ Join Date: Oct 2011 Location: bangor, maine Posts: 3,344 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 20,720 Thanked 16,492 Times in 2,972 Posts Rep Power: 0	Keeping up is a challenge for turtle energy but there's nothing I wouldn't do to make it possible... Nothing! She's worth all of this... And then some. What's on my mind...? She is!

04-10-2013, 08:11 AM	#11203
Talon Senior Member How Do You Identify?: Divine Feminine Preferred Pronoun?: . Join Date: Oct 2011 Location: . Posts: 4,921 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 16,246 Thanked 10,230 Times in 3,305 Posts Rep Power: 21474853	That I can feel myself burning... out..

04-10-2013, 08:59 AM	#11204
Queenie Member How Do You Identify?: Queer Preferred Pronoun?: Her Relationship Status: Married Join Date: Jan 2010 Location: East Finchley Posts: 752 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 478 Thanked 1,891 Times in 523 Posts Rep Power: 16307163	Tomorrow I get to see my oncologist. Always fun! Hopefully we can start getting to the root of why I am still in so much pain! I am at my wits-end over it. I am stick to death feeling like this. Hopefully she wont just give me more pain meds. I am already on enough pain meds to kill a cow!

04-10-2013, 09:08 AM	#11205
TheMerryFairy Senior Member How Do You Identify?: Pansexual/Sapiosexual femmey dyke who likes to crossdress now and then Preferred Pronoun?: She/her OR ze if I'm crossdressing Relationship Status: Floating and walking My path, happy in life. Join Date: Dec 2012 Location: On my Merry Fairy way! , Canada Posts: 3,630 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 8,727 Thanked 8,694 Times in 2,987 Posts Rep Power: 21474851	There is a lot on my mind today. I took a day off from work to hopefully sort through it all and to feel better. Right now some stuff is weighing heavy BUT I am sure some self care time will have me back to my vibrant self!

04-10-2013, 09:32 AM	#11207
Daktari Guest Tournaments Won: 1 Posts: n/a My Photo Gallery	Singing and putting m'self out there in the singin' thread.

04-10-2013, 09:59 AM	#11208
TheMerryFairy Senior Member How Do You Identify?: Pansexual/Sapiosexual femmey dyke who likes to crossdress now and then Preferred Pronoun?: She/her OR ze if I'm crossdressing Relationship Status: Floating and walking My path, happy in life. Join Date: Dec 2012 Location: On my Merry Fairy way! , Canada Posts: 3,630 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 8,727 Thanked 8,694 Times in 2,987 Posts Rep Power: 21474851	I hope I am not too late.

04-10-2013, 11:23 AM	#11210
Talon Senior Member How Do You Identify?: Divine Feminine Preferred Pronoun?: . Join Date: Oct 2011 Location: . Posts: 4,921 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 16,246 Thanked 10,230 Times in 3,305 Posts Rep Power: 21474853	DRUGS...in vast, copious amounts AND varieties...I jest Truth be told...needing to do something that I'm afraid of...and figuring out what exactly that is.

04-10-2013, 12:53 PM	#11211
TheMerryFairy Senior Member How Do You Identify?: Pansexual/Sapiosexual femmey dyke who likes to crossdress now and then Preferred Pronoun?: She/her OR ze if I'm crossdressing Relationship Status: Floating and walking My path, happy in life. Join Date: Dec 2012 Location: On my Merry Fairy way! , Canada Posts: 3,630 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 8,727 Thanked 8,694 Times in 2,987 Posts Rep Power: 21474851	Right now, there is really only one thing on my mind - it is complex

04-10-2013, 01:55 PM	#11212
ruby_woo Member How Do You Identify?: queer femme Preferred Pronoun?: her/she Relationship Status: single Join Date: Dec 2009 Location: Vancouver, BC Posts: 427 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 1,848 Thanked 1,941 Times in 376 Posts Rep Power: 17615391	Work is on my mind. We have a new senior HR manager at work, and she wants to redo the current structure of the our department. I've been focusing on the recruiting side of HR for the past couple of years, and the good news is I am apparently so awesome at it that the CEO has noticed it, as well as the HR Director for our category at the our parent company. The bad news is that while the rest of my department will be getting new jobs and titles soon, I may not because they're saying they can't afford to lose me as a recruiter. The CEO was horrified at the idea of me not doing recruiting. So I guess that's a compliment? But I was kind of looking forward to doing something new. So hmm.

04-10-2013, 02:06 PM	#11213
TheMerryFairy Senior Member How Do You Identify?: Pansexual/Sapiosexual femmey dyke who likes to crossdress now and then Preferred Pronoun?: She/her OR ze if I'm crossdressing Relationship Status: Floating and walking My path, happy in life. Join Date: Dec 2012 Location: On my Merry Fairy way! , Canada Posts: 3,630 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 8,727 Thanked 8,694 Times in 2,987 Posts Rep Power: 21474851	How to make a friend smile who is having a hard time right now. Maybe I could suggest a coffee milkshake - they help make me smile.

04-11-2013, 08:56 AM	#11214
Daktari Guest Tournaments Won: 1 Posts: n/a My Photo Gallery	A fellowship newcomer, one I just can't abide. She expressed to me that horrible attitude of all straight women need it to meet the right lesbian to 'cure' them of being straight. Which is just as unpleasant to me as a bio bloke saying all lesbians need is the right bio cock to 'cure' them. Cutting my nose off to spite my face. Not wanting to work alongside folks who bring me spiritual unrest. Keeping my recovery foremost. A potential women's meeting that would inevitably end up being about boyfriends/husbands and children, like the last one was apparently.

04-11-2013, 09:00 AM	#11215
PinkieLee Senior Member How Do You Identify?: Femme Relationship Status: I need ya boo, gotta see ya boo Join Date: Nov 2009 Location: Big Money Texas Posts: 4,708 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 24,309 Thanked 13,087 Times in 3,051 Posts Rep Power: 21474855	What's on my mind... worry, worry and more worry. My dad is back in the hospital again. This time he decided to hide how bad his legs were (diabetic), until my brother walked in on him changing his socks. Swollen, red with infection and weeping. They admitted him and have placed him in wound care unit, where he spent 7 weeks a few years ago. Wishing I had a magic wand to make illness & pain go away.

04-11-2013, 01:09 PM	#11219
DamonK Senior Member How Do You Identify?: . Preferred Pronoun?: . Relationship Status: . Join Date: May 2010 Location: . Posts: 2,199 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 1,527 Thanked 7,762 Times in 1,881 Posts Rep Power: 21474852	I absolutely adore her. I always have. I always will. I'm a lucky man... luckier than I ever thought possible.

04-11-2013, 02:07 PM	#11220
TheMerryFairy Senior Member How Do You Identify?: Pansexual/Sapiosexual femmey dyke who likes to crossdress now and then Preferred Pronoun?: She/her OR ze if I'm crossdressing Relationship Status: Floating and walking My path, happy in life. Join Date: Dec 2012 Location: On my Merry Fairy way! , Canada Posts: 3,630 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 8,727 Thanked 8,694 Times in 2,987 Posts Rep Power: 21474851	Only the best stuff *G