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10-21-2012, 05:02 PM
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Practically Lives Here
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Queer Stone Femme Girl of the Unicorn Variety Preferred Pronoun?:
She, as in 'She's a GEM' 
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I just need to learn to shut. the. fuck. up.
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10-21-2012, 05:38 PM
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Infamous Member
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cleverly disguised as a responsible adult* Preferred Pronoun?:
wild woman Relationship Status:
No, thank you. 
Join Date: Feb 2010
Location: in my heart I'm going to Carolina...but I'm in MA for now
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been an emotional day today....cumulative things that just led to a mini melt down.... i so hate being that way....i dont typically make a habit of it....thankfully teddy is my rock...my touchstone...and he saw me through it....
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10-21-2012, 05:40 PM
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Senior Member
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by my name Preferred Pronoun?:
He, him Relationship Status:
single 
Join Date: Jun 2010
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Im so thankful that you allow me to be there for you baby just as you are there for me when I need it. That is what love is |
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10-21-2012, 05:42 PM
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Member
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gaea's Daddy and Fiance Preferred Pronoun?:
Ours Relationship Status:
Engaged with gaea:-) 
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on my mind is
I am wondering why there is nothing I want to buy anymore. Im totally uninterested in material things. There is nothing I desire in my life right now. I find that both interesting and lightly disturbing. Disturb is too strong. I wonder if it is like stopping running ? I cannot remember the last time I ran. I cannot remember the last time I really wanted something..... except maybe cake with thick pink frosting....
 All that I desire is intangible.
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10-21-2012, 10:24 PM
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Practically Lives Here
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Queer Stone Femme Girl of the Unicorn Variety Preferred Pronoun?:
She, as in 'She's a GEM'
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A good cry in the shower does wonders.
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10-21-2012, 11:26 PM
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Senior Member
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Pre-Op FtM, Preferred Pronoun?:
Masculine ones plz Relationship Status:
Single but haven't given up on finding the One 
Join Date: Apr 2012
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My physical therapy tomorrow I will never understand how putting someone through torture will help said person not be in pain. Then there is how someone I consider to be a friend is hurt because I am happy. I do not like hurting anyone and when I do it it causes me pain. I do not regret or feel guilty about my happiness I am just sorry that it hurt someone I consider to be a friend. I know it will be okay though in time it just happens to be on my mind tonight.
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10-22-2012, 04:58 AM
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Timed Out - Permanent
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butch stone Preferred Pronoun?:
masculine ones work best... Relationship Status:
♥ engaged to spritz ♥ 
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Dependency. That's what's on my mind.
I really dislike being dependent on something for my sense of connectedness, enjoyment, or whatever else. Technology can really piss me off soemtimes. Of course without it I would have never met my girl, so I will just say that I am grateful... and pissed! I know I would feel a shit-ton better if I had sushi and chocolate... In that order too.  
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10-22-2012, 05:12 AM
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Senior Member
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Queer..femme.. .babygirl...girl Preferred Pronoun?:
Female Ones... Relationship Status:
Enjoying life but ready to meet someone Join Date: Nov 2009
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There is a lot on my mind today. It's two days before my birthday and I'm not sure that I can take many more rocks in my path that make me stumble. It's been a tough place to be but I know I am loved and all will be well. I just need to continue to have faith.
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10-23-2012, 05:47 PM
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Member
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Femme Preferred Pronoun?:
Sweet Femme ones Relationship Status:
Peeking around the corner... 
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My dad
Second blood test....red blood cells are still bad....one day at a time....
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10-23-2012, 06:45 PM
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Senior Member
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Queer..femme.. .babygirl...girl Preferred Pronoun?:
Female Ones... Relationship Status:
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Whats on my mind.. a very sweet rep that was the bright spot in my day... Tomorrow is my birthday.. It might as well be just another day in the week.. I have had a really hard day... I just wanted to drive and push my foot to the accelerator and push 100 miles an hour and just drive on for hours.. instead I chose to beat the steering wheel with my fists.. made me feel better at the time..
So.... tomorrow is just another day.. I will celebrate my birthday when it doesnt feel like just another day. Thank you to the person who repped me and made me smile for the first time today.
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10-23-2012, 07:18 PM
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Senior Member
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Queer..femme.. .babygirl...girl Preferred Pronoun?:
Female Ones... Relationship Status:
Enjoying life but ready to meet someone Join Date: Nov 2009
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Giggles.. ok now I got a rep about cupcakes.. what are you all trying to do to me? Make me laugh?? You succeeded thank you lol.. Now I think I need to go get cupcakes.. and chocolate... and maybe some ice cream... and cookies..
oh my.. now I feel sick just thinking about eating it all.. lol
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10-23-2012, 07:22 PM
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Senior Member
How Do You Identify?:
femme lesbian feminist Preferred Pronoun?:
Anything except for "aunty" Relationship Status:
Happy with my butch. 
Join Date: Jun 2012
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I have to find my motivation somewhere - dig it out, drag it out, even if it's kicking and screaming.
I have to find my happiness button. I know it's around here somewhere, just have to find it under all the shit it's been buried under. And, I have to grab my cojones and make the changes I need to in order to be where I want to be and then, and then, what I want will happen. Damn cojones, why do they have to keep on shrivelling up?
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happiness is a form of courage. George Holbrook Jackson Risk! Risk anything! Care no more for the opinions of others, for those voices. Do the hardest thing on earth for you. Act for yourself. Face the truth. Katherine Mansfield Motivate yourself or be miserable. Whatever has to be done, it's always your choice. Wayne Dyer |
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10-23-2012, 08:01 PM
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Senior Member
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Fiery, Sassy, Tough As Nails, Femme Tomboy Preferred Pronoun?:
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I am your favorite hello and hardest goodbye. Join Date: Nov 2009
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The "Old Fart" and how much he'll fuss at eating hospital food.. I'd be very happy to hear him fuss because he's here and able to...(if that makes sense?)
A dear friend's good news and how happy it makes me... A different dear friend's offer because of their compassion and respect...Hopefully, I won't have to take them up on their offer, but their compassion means the world... My car... and how it acted like my wheels were going to fall off today on the highway when I use the breaks... oh please wait another month... The estimate I got from the accident and the waiting game on the rest of the news... The court date...mercy please, mercy... My job...yeah, really...mercy Having to rob Peter to pay Paul...and pay George, Freddy, Jake, Murray, Doug, Bruce and Uncle Sam... Ohhh...and I woke up this morning stressing out about "what am I gonna do this winter when snow hits? I've got a long drive to work now...and roads SUCK here in the winter!" (this stress comes from panic attacks since the car accident last Friday) Then on my mind is how the current landlady was very manic tonight and how she "pounced" to tell me about how ALL of her cats, kittens and two dogs have fleas since her one dog brought them in...how she wants to use Borax on all the carpets and them some kind of poison spray ...and how she bought my dog some kind of oral medication that I've never heard of..and her response when I told her my dog wouldn't be coming back here (but didn't have the energy to tell her it's because of her and her animals)... I have no patience right now. I enjoyed dinner these past two nights with a friend and their roommates... and how the 9 year old son of one roommate told me tonight he was happy I came back...
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10-23-2012, 08:32 PM
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Senior Member
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How much things have changed and how I have changed for the better. Seems like every week I continue to smile just a little bit more. Still wishing wishing on stars. Hoping the committee of wish granters get to mine soon!
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10-23-2012, 10:00 PM
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Member
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Neither butch nor femme Preferred Pronoun?:
She/her, captain? :P Relationship Status:
Existant & no so complex anymore
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Dark, scary thoughts. I feel impulsive & like I'm going to make another million mistakes and have everything come crashing in on me completely. I want to smile, I want to blush. I don't want to be selfish but I just want a chance to prove how much I've grown. My thoughts aren't important anyway just rambling. I know everything will be okay. I just like the idea of having my company back *nodnods* I haven't felt this lonely in a long time. I'm not looking for anything. I just needed to get it out. I don't even know if I should be doing it here. Maybe I'll regret it. Most people wish for three little words, right now there's 2 that would be the most comfort this gurrl could wish for.
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10-23-2012, 10:23 PM
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Senior Member
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Full Flavor Femme 
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all those that I miss.
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10-24-2012, 06:31 AM
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Practically Lives Here
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Queer Stone Femme Girl of the Unicorn Variety Preferred Pronoun?:
She, as in 'She's a GEM'
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...that I really need to get a move on this morning but all I want to do is unmake the bed and sleep half the day away.
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10-24-2012, 07:08 AM
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Practically Lives Here
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Femme Preferred Pronoun?:
dee Relationship Status:
Hitched up 
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how everyday i am so happy to be here.
how i am worried about my SparkyBear How much i hate cigarettes. |
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10-24-2012, 10:41 AM
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Member
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Femme Preferred Pronoun?:
Sweet Femme ones Relationship Status:
Peeking around the corner...
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Yes, my dad....but now I get a call from one of my docs today.....more tests for me....we already did this....dammit......
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10-24-2012, 06:20 PM
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Senior Member
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Fiery, Sassy, Tough As Nails, Femme Tomboy Preferred Pronoun?:
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I am your favorite hello and hardest goodbye. Join Date: Nov 2009
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I think I learned something new about liability insurance....if it's true, I'll be able to sleep tonight.
I miss my puppies. I'm tired. If all goes well, after the middle of next week, I will be in my own new place...keeping fingers crossed... a beautiful one level duplex with a HUGE deck and a HUGE yard and a heat pump instead of propane, gas or oil... it's not my farm house, but it's nice and quiet. A peaceful place to be thankful for after my daily-city-traffic-panic-attack.
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I'm misunderestimated. 
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