What is on your mind - Page 586

o'queery · 07-25-2013, 10:43 AM

Simplicity.

Don't make it hard.

Make it hard.

Don't be delicate.

Be delicate.

Own it.

Let it go.

Eat it.

Raw.

WingsOnFire · 07-25-2013, 01:48 PM

where this step will lead me.... And what to do next

Gemme · 07-25-2013, 02:29 PM

I just adore these kids.

Good for them and good for their families.

girl_dee · 07-25-2013, 05:22 PM

That i need my long heavy metal stirring spoons!

sierragirrl · 07-25-2013, 06:01 PM

driving to the post office and seeing the big thunder boomer clouds up over the higher mtns. thinking it would be so nice if it would just down pour to get rid of all the yucky stuff..
the mood went down hill from there..thanks for the birthday "stuff" it will be donated to the salvation army at Christmas..
the words in the card hurt her,& made her cry.
I need to find better people in my life for my kids to look up to and love..
I did however get her to smile when we stopped by the taco truck to get her dinner.
a mommy bending over in front of a fan pretending to fart gets her every time!

being a mother to a moody 9 yr old is tough stuff and I know its only going to get harder I am glad she has some male roll models who are awesome now I just need to scoop up some more girl energy

luv2luvgirls · 07-26-2013, 07:57 AM

how lucky I am..2x4's .. and feisty bite.. I like it

Queenie · 07-26-2013, 09:55 AM

Okay, this morning I had to go to my doctors office to pick up my morphine prescription for the next month. I have done this a 1000th times. I go, I get it and that is it. But this time, they would not give it to me. I got so pissed off, I started to yell at the receptionist. Telling her that I will not leave till I get my prescription! So, she goes and talks to the doctor. (ugh I am still so fucking pissed off over this!!!)

Now, this doctor is a sub for my doctor. I have never met this doctor. The receptionist comes back and tells me that he still wont give me my pills because he wants to review my meds with me. I will be out of my meds tomorrow morning. If I do not take my morphine twice a day my pain will get worse and I will start to withdrawal. I told all of this to the receptionist and she just didnt care. So, finaly the doctor gave me a prescription for enough pills till I see him on monday. Why I got so pissed off over it was it hurts me so much to get my prescription and then to go and get my pills. So, now on monday I have to do the whole thing again! I am going to tell this doctor what I think of him on monday. Its just so fucked up!!!! I am 32 years old I should not have to worry about doctors and pills and so on!

Breezy · 07-26-2013, 02:24 PM

Taking my focus off other places, people and things and keeping it squarely on myself. When I work on my crap I don't have time to mess with other people's crap.

Elijah · 07-26-2013, 04:26 PM

The root canal I have to have tomorrow. Trying to use my powers of avoidance until the morning.

luv2luvgirls · 07-27-2013, 09:38 AM

I have a lot going thru my mind right now.. sometimes I wish my mind wouldn't go there *sigh* It makes me get on something and get quiet.. till I finally resolve it

Bard · 07-27-2013, 11:10 AM

How very happy and blessed I am my wife is a amazing beautiful kind woman we have a good life a great daughter very cute furbabies and a love I never thought possible
we also have wonderful friend many who we met on the planet they have enriched our lives and so much more I am grateful beyond words
most of all what is on my mind is desd more then my wife more then my lover my soulmate she is my best friend and I would be lost with out her by my side

NorCalStud · 07-27-2013, 12:51 PM

It is challenging to be trashed everyday in my own community. I refuse to divulge the truths of my past relationship that would clearly place someone I still care about in a bad light in her community.

Please stop.

You know very well all the love and good attention and support given.

You know very well that for over two years you and your family gave me zero attention and now in making a decision to honor the love that the universe has given me...you at every turn blame me for mistakes you have made.

Please realize everytime you point a finger at me..that four fingers point back at you. You will feel better owning up to being a better role model for your child. I am clear that I am a very loving giving person.

You know this is true.

Please stop

NorCalStud · 07-27-2013, 01:36 PM

twice now I have confused
listening thread
with whats on your mind thread.

I apologize for that and for not having the knowledge to correct that error.

DMW · 07-29-2013, 01:29 PM

http://globalresearch.ca/monsanto-ro...-water/5339244

http://truth-out.org/opinion/item/17843-banknado

http://ajw.asahi.com/article/0311dis...AJ201307090059

o'queery · 07-29-2013, 04:24 PM

Lust at first sight.

.......

GraffitiBoi · 07-29-2013, 04:53 PM

I have a few things on my mind that I am trying to sort through.

My job. I need to apply to more places and get out on some interviews so I can get away from the unnecessary stress my current one causes me. I need to get away from working night shift asap.

My health. It's actually pretty good with one exception. I have some choices to make that are a little tough. I've discussed the choices with one person so far but could use another person to discuss them with... I'm just not sure who...

My ex fiance. I'm not sure why all of a sudden she is being all caring about me and my health. She's offering to be there for me and help out in ways that inconvenience her. That is not like her at all. At least it wasn't when we were together. She knows we will never get back together and she doesn't want to (neither do I) and she knows my heart belongs to another.... even if that person doesn't want it...

Her. I'm trying to not feel the way I do but I can't seem to stop. I don't know if I should try and pursue her or walk away. For now I'm not doing anything. I'm a strong believer in not competing for someone, but I want to compete for her. Normally I just let the person see who I am and if they want me they can choose me. This time I want to prove to her that she should give me a chance. I could blame it on the pain meds, but I felt this way before I was on them... Ugh. What's a boy to do! LOL

Kenna · 07-29-2013, 10:09 PM

Damn I miss my computer . Hope it can be saved .

SnackTime · 07-30-2013, 05:07 AM

One of my best friends and her husband from back home. I am praying they get answers SOON.

girl_dee · 07-30-2013, 05:24 AM

My sister texting me from the living room!!

GraffitiBoi · 07-31-2013, 04:17 AM

Work seems to be sorting itself out a little bit but I am still job hunting. (15 applications in this week so far.)

A couple of you know I was hauled in for a disciplinary meeting recently regarding my bad attitude from an incident that happened almost 2 months ago. Saturday I called in sick to work. I was to be written up for both offenses, which leaves me with one more write up until I am fired. (We're allowed 3 in a 12 month time period.)

Tonight when I started my shift my manager asks to speak with me. I was prepared. This would be the write up for not working Saturday. Turns out he wanted to tell me that he is not writing me up for not coming in to work and he decided to not write me up for the disciplinary action.... so my record remains clean with no write ups....

He also told me they are willing to do whatever I need in regards to my current medical issue, including donating a few weeks of PTO if I need it for surgery. Apparently some coworkers had found out and want to donate their unused PTO to me. One of them is willing to donate a week's worth...

As far as my medical is concerned... I'm feeling much better and have an appointment with a specialist later this week. The specialist has some alternatives to surgery to discuss with me. I'm curious and hopeful. Surgery is not an option I really want to take. Anyone who knows me well knows I am terrified of having surgery again (and why) and that I won't even go see a doctor for any reason unless I have to.

07-25-2013, 10:43 AM	#11701
o'queery Member How Do You Identify?: serviceboy Preferred Pronoun?: him, hey boy Relationship Status: boyfriend of my joey. <3 Imma lucky bitchboy! Join Date: Feb 2011 Location: Off the Grid Posts: 864 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 1,770 Thanked 1,895 Times in 523 Posts Rep Power: 21474850	my mind O_o Simplicity. Don't make it hard. Make it hard. Don't be delicate. Be delicate. Own it. Let it go. Eat it. Raw. __________________ I'm not an artist i'm a fucking work of art

07-25-2013, 01:48 PM	#11702
WingsOnFire Senior Member How Do You Identify?: Queer..femme.. .babygirl...girl Preferred Pronoun?: Female Ones... Relationship Status: Enjoying life but ready to meet someone Join Date: Nov 2009 Location: Portland Oregon Posts: 3,945 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 12,015 Thanked 12,476 Times in 3,357 Posts Rep Power: 21474854	where this step will lead me.... And what to do next __________________ Previously known as MidnightBlueEyes ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ http://gailsforum.files.wordpress.co...-psd340941.png

07-25-2013, 02:29 PM	#11703
Gemme Practically Lives Here How Do You Identify?: Queer Stone Femme Girl of the Unicorn Variety Preferred Pronoun?: She, as in 'She's a GEM' Join Date: Nov 2009 Location: The roads are narrow here Posts: 36,587 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 182,179 Thanked 108,771 Times in 25,659 Posts Rep Power: 21474887	I just adore these kids. Good for them and good for their families. __________________ Gemme's Journal I'm misunderestimated.

07-26-2013, 04:26 PM	#11709
Elijah Member How Do You Identify?: Genderqueer Butch Preferred Pronoun?: Masculine ones Relationship Status: Open to healthy possibilities... Join Date: Apr 2011 Location: Michigan Posts: 554 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 738 Thanked 1,628 Times in 393 Posts Rep Power: 21474850	The root canal I have to have tomorrow. Trying to use my powers of avoidance until the morning. __________________ "There is a sacredness in tears. They are not the mark of weakness but of power. They are messengers of overwhelming grief and of unspeakable love." ~Washington Irving

07-27-2013, 11:10 AM	#11711
Bard Family Man How Do You Identify?: TG Male Preferred Pronoun?: Masculine ones Relationship Status: She just gets me Join Date: Nov 2009 Location: ..... Posts: 2,828 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 2,997 Thanked 12,786 Times in 2,431 Posts Rep Power: 21474853	How very happy and blessed I am my wife is a amazing beautiful kind woman we have a good life a great daughter very cute furbabies and a love I never thought possible we also have wonderful friend many who we met on the planet they have enriched our lives and so much more I am grateful beyond words most of all what is on my mind is desd more then my wife more then my lover my soulmate she is my best friend and I would be lost with out her by my side __________________ This is ten percent luck, twenty percent skill Fifteen percent concentrated power of will Five percent pleasure, fifty percent pain And a hundred percent reason to remember the name! Give yourself over to absolute pleasure. Swim the warm waters of sins of the flesh - erotic nightmares beyond any measure, and sensual daydreams to treasure forever. Can't you just see it? Don't dream it, be it.

07-25-2013, 05:22 PM	#11704
girl_dee Practically Lives Here How Do You Identify?: Femme Preferred Pronoun?: dee Relationship Status: Hitched up Join Date: Nov 2009 Location: Livin’ the Dream Posts: 24,079 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 30,560 Thanked 54,956 Times in 13,922 Posts Rep Power: 21474873	That i need my long heavy metal stirring spoons!

07-25-2013, 06:01 PM	#11705
sierragirrl Member How Do You Identify?: .... Relationship Status: <3 Join Date: Jun 2010 Location: ..... Posts: 783 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 4,417 Thanked 2,870 Times in 667 Posts Rep Power: 21474850	driving to the post office and seeing the big thunder boomer clouds up over the higher mtns. thinking it would be so nice if it would just down pour to get rid of all the yucky stuff.. the mood went down hill from there..thanks for the birthday "stuff" it will be donated to the salvation army at Christmas.. the words in the card hurt her,& made her cry. I need to find better people in my life for my kids to look up to and love.. I did however get her to smile when we stopped by the taco truck to get her dinner. a mommy bending over in front of a fan pretending to fart gets her every time! being a mother to a moody 9 yr old is tough stuff and I know its only going to get harder I am glad she has some male roll models who are awesome now I just need to scoop up some more girl energy

07-26-2013, 07:57 AM	#11706
luv2luvgirls Timed Out How Do You Identify?: Asshole Join Date: Apr 2011 Location: Kentucky/Austin/Wherever Posts: 2,310 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 6,387 Thanked 5,470 Times in 1,827 Posts Rep Power: 0	how lucky I am..2x4's .. and feisty bite.. I like it

07-26-2013, 09:55 AM	#11707
Queenie Member How Do You Identify?: Queer Preferred Pronoun?: Her Relationship Status: Married Join Date: Jan 2010 Location: East Finchley Posts: 752 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 478 Thanked 1,891 Times in 523 Posts Rep Power: 16307163	Okay, this morning I had to go to my doctors office to pick up my morphine prescription for the next month. I have done this a 1000th times. I go, I get it and that is it. But this time, they would not give it to me. I got so pissed off, I started to yell at the receptionist. Telling her that I will not leave till I get my prescription! So, she goes and talks to the doctor. (ugh I am still so fucking pissed off over this!!!) Now, this doctor is a sub for my doctor. I have never met this doctor. The receptionist comes back and tells me that he still wont give me my pills because he wants to review my meds with me. I will be out of my meds tomorrow morning. If I do not take my morphine twice a day my pain will get worse and I will start to withdrawal. I told all of this to the receptionist and she just didnt care. So, finaly the doctor gave me a prescription for enough pills till I see him on monday. Why I got so pissed off over it was it hurts me so much to get my prescription and then to go and get my pills. So, now on monday I have to do the whole thing again! I am going to tell this doctor what I think of him on monday. Its just so fucked up!!!! I am 32 years old I should not have to worry about doctors and pills and so on!

07-26-2013, 02:24 PM	#11708
Breezy Member How Do You Identify?: . Join Date: Apr 2012 Location: . Posts: 1,372 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 7,337 Thanked 4,555 Times in 1,199 Posts Rep Power: 21474850	Taking my focus off other places, people and things and keeping it squarely on myself. When I work on my crap I don't have time to mess with other people's crap.

07-27-2013, 09:38 AM	#11710
luv2luvgirls Timed Out How Do You Identify?: Asshole Join Date: Apr 2011 Location: Kentucky/Austin/Wherever Posts: 2,310 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 6,387 Thanked 5,470 Times in 1,827 Posts Rep Power: 0	I have a lot going thru my mind right now.. sometimes I wish my mind wouldn't go there sigh It makes me get on something and get quiet.. till I finally resolve it

07-27-2013, 12:51 PM	#11712
NorCalStud Member How Do You Identify?: gaea's Daddy and Fiance Preferred Pronoun?: Ours Relationship Status: Engaged with gaea:-) Join Date: Sep 2010 Location: Island Mountain Posts: 440 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 1,630 Thanked 1,465 Times in 359 Posts Rep Power: 18918587	hmmmm It is challenging to be trashed everyday in my own community. I refuse to divulge the truths of my past relationship that would clearly place someone I still care about in a bad light in her community. Please stop. You know very well all the love and good attention and support given. You know very well that for over two years you and your family gave me zero attention and now in making a decision to honor the love that the universe has given me...you at every turn blame me for mistakes you have made. Please realize everytime you point a finger at me..that four fingers point back at you. You will feel better owning up to being a better role model for your child. I am clear that I am a very loving giving person. You know this is true. Please stop __________________ "Love the questions" ...Rainier Marie Rilke...Letters to a young poet Che

07-27-2013, 01:36 PM	#11713
NorCalStud Member How Do You Identify?: gaea's Daddy and Fiance Preferred Pronoun?: Ours Relationship Status: Engaged with gaea:-) Join Date: Sep 2010 Location: Island Mountain Posts: 440 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 1,630 Thanked 1,465 Times in 359 Posts Rep Power: 18918587	realize twice now I have confused listening thread with whats on your mind thread. I apologize for that and for not having the knowledge to correct that error. __________________ "Love the questions" ...Rainier Marie Rilke...Letters to a young poet Che

07-29-2013, 01:29 PM	#11714
DMW Member How Do You Identify?: FTM/Male (Will 14) Relationship Status: Caught An Angel and she doesn't lie! Join Date: May 2012 Location: @ Posts: 784 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 2,256 Thanked 1,861 Times in 614 Posts Rep Power: 21474848	http://globalresearch.ca/monsanto-ro...-water/5339244 http://truth-out.org/opinion/item/17843-banknado http://ajw.asahi.com/article/0311dis...AJ201307090059

07-29-2013, 04:24 PM	#11715
o'queery Member How Do You Identify?: serviceboy Preferred Pronoun?: him, hey boy Relationship Status: boyfriend of my joey. <3 Imma lucky bitchboy! Join Date: Feb 2011 Location: Off the Grid Posts: 864 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 1,770 Thanked 1,895 Times in 523 Posts Rep Power: 21474850	Lust at first sight. ....... __________________ I'm not an artist i'm a fucking work of art

07-29-2013, 04:53 PM	#11716
GraffitiBoi Member How Do You Identify?: Transmasculine Preferred Pronoun?: Male ones Relationship Status: Playing around and having fun Join Date: Oct 2012 Location: Minnetonka, MN Posts: 903 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 990 Thanked 3,663 Times in 824 Posts Rep Power: 21474848	I have a few things on my mind that I am trying to sort through. My job. I need to apply to more places and get out on some interviews so I can get away from the unnecessary stress my current one causes me. I need to get away from working night shift asap. My health. It's actually pretty good with one exception. I have some choices to make that are a little tough. I've discussed the choices with one person so far but could use another person to discuss them with... I'm just not sure who... My ex fiance. I'm not sure why all of a sudden she is being all caring about me and my health. She's offering to be there for me and help out in ways that inconvenience her. That is not like her at all. At least it wasn't when we were together. She knows we will never get back together and she doesn't want to (neither do I) and she knows my heart belongs to another.... even if that person doesn't want it... Her. I'm trying to not feel the way I do but I can't seem to stop. I don't know if I should try and pursue her or walk away. For now I'm not doing anything. I'm a strong believer in not competing for someone, but I want to compete for her. Normally I just let the person see who I am and if they want me they can choose me. This time I want to prove to her that she should give me a chance. I could blame it on the pain meds, but I felt this way before I was on them... Ugh. What's a boy to do! LOL

07-29-2013, 10:09 PM	#11717
Kenna Senior Member How Do You Identify?: Fiery, Sassy, Tough As Nails, Femme Tomboy Preferred Pronoun?: She Relationship Status: I am your favorite hello and hardest goodbye. Join Date: Nov 2009 Location: NC & CO Posts: 4,784 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 4,613 Thanked 12,108 Times in 3,757 Posts Rep Power: 21474855	Damn I miss my computer . Hope it can be saved . __________________ **************************** She has been through hell, so believe me when I say, fear her when she looks into a fire and smiles. ~E.Corona~

07-30-2013, 05:07 AM	#11718
SnackTime Senior Member How Do You Identify?: Transgender Preferred Pronoun?: He Relationship Status: UNattainable Join Date: Nov 2009 Location: Feeling the ocean breeze... Posts: 4,868 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 10,393 Thanked 13,229 Times in 2,884 Posts Rep Power: 21474855	One of my best friends and her husband from back home. I am praying they get answers SOON. __________________ "There's something to be said for not saying anything"

07-30-2013, 05:24 AM	#11719
girl_dee Practically Lives Here How Do You Identify?: Femme Preferred Pronoun?: dee Relationship Status: Hitched up Join Date: Nov 2009 Location: Livin’ the Dream Posts: 24,079 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 30,560 Thanked 54,956 Times in 13,922 Posts Rep Power: 21474873	My sister texting me from the living room!!

07-31-2013, 04:17 AM	#11720
GraffitiBoi Member How Do You Identify?: Transmasculine Preferred Pronoun?: Male ones Relationship Status: Playing around and having fun Join Date: Oct 2012 Location: Minnetonka, MN Posts: 903 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 990 Thanked 3,663 Times in 824 Posts Rep Power: 21474848	Work seems to be sorting itself out a little bit but I am still job hunting. (15 applications in this week so far.) A couple of you know I was hauled in for a disciplinary meeting recently regarding my bad attitude from an incident that happened almost 2 months ago. Saturday I called in sick to work. I was to be written up for both offenses, which leaves me with one more write up until I am fired. (We're allowed 3 in a 12 month time period.) Tonight when I started my shift my manager asks to speak with me. I was prepared. This would be the write up for not working Saturday. Turns out he wanted to tell me that he is not writing me up for not coming in to work and he decided to not write me up for the disciplinary action.... so my record remains clean with no write ups.... He also told me they are willing to do whatever I need in regards to my current medical issue, including donating a few weeks of PTO if I need it for surgery. Apparently some coworkers had found out and want to donate their unused PTO to me. One of them is willing to donate a week's worth... As far as my medical is concerned... I'm feeling much better and have an appointment with a specialist later this week. The specialist has some alternatives to surgery to discuss with me. I'm curious and hopeful. Surgery is not an option I really want to take. Anyone who knows me well knows I am terrified of having surgery again (and why) and that I won't even go see a doctor for any reason unless I have to.