What is on your mind - Page 602

JustLovelyJenn · 01-17-2014, 08:38 AM

Dreams are...

... how vivid they were, again. How much they said, without saying anything at all. It helped to clear my mind, to refocus me... I still know some changes need made, but I am feeling more confident again.

JustLovelyJenn · 01-21-2014, 11:13 PM

The power of positive thinking...

... I know everyone’s life goes through ups and downs... and recently mine has been very crazy and stressful. Not bad, not sad... just stressful. I have had a lot on my plate and finding time for the every day things that make life easier has been getting harder and harder.

Well... after a complete breakdown last night, a listening ear, and a pretty long nights reflection, I started to remember a few things I used to do, years ago, when I was having some serious self-esteem trouble. I used to start every morning with affirmations. They were posted on my mirror, in my car, on the front door, the fridge, and the dresser. Everywhere I went I saw positive things about myself and pretty soon I started to think them even when I couldn’t see them.

So... This morning I got up, came to the planet with my cup of coffee, and went to an old thread... inactive for months now... and posted my daily affirmations. I started my day with positive thoughts and what happened today was amazing. I had a wonderful day at work, I didn’t feel stressed, overwhelmed, or frustrated even in difficult situation. I came home and finished a task I have been trying unsuccessfully to complete for over two weeks, I had a wonderful conversation with a friend, and I ended my evening with a smile.

I needed a swift kick to get myself in gear, but whatever it took… I am very thankful for the power of positive thinking.

MsTinkerbelly · 01-22-2014, 12:12 PM

I'm going to a women's lunch meeting at our new Church today, and i'm really nervous. I have a VERY hard time going alone to new places/events, and even though the Chuch family has been the most welcoming folks we have ever encountered in a Church anywhere, my fear is nearly overwhelming.

I must push through this fear, i must.

01-22-2014, 12:14 PM

*sings* Sins of the f-lesh

01-22-2014, 04:32 PM

http://www.theguardian.com/commentis...ction-inhumane

C0LLETTE · 01-22-2014, 05:53 PM

My car's been sitting in the driveway for 3 days now in way sub zero weather while Ive been playing word games and posting on BFP. Tonight it's dropping to -27. Ive an early appointment in the morning. I'm worried it wont start though I suppose it's too late to start worrying now.

LoyalWolfsBlade · 01-24-2014, 04:29 AM

I am thinking how ironic life is or is it the Gods and Goddesses testing my staying power once again. When I had all the free time in the world I was single it was not funny. Now my part time job has officially turned to fulltime plus. Which would be no big deal usually but then throw into the mix that said job is on graveyard and 10 or 12 hour shifts. All grand and don't get me wrong I am more than grateful to have the job. Now the ironic part is I am no linger single as my status and flirting obviously makes clear. I am one lucky bastard to have the two special women that I do in my life (yes they know about each other for those wondering). However both of them if course work first shift which normally compliments graveyard bcs we are sleeping. Yet with the longer shifts I work my schedule is get up eat get ready go to work. Now that my life is falling into place I sure don't want to loose either of them due to this crazy schedule. So life is ironic it seems to be nothing on any front or all fronts are hitting me at once.

Kenna · 01-30-2014, 03:58 AM

On my mind...sleep ...sleep was not successful last night ...

Tommi · 01-30-2014, 04:30 AM

Cinnamon toast and tea.

It is 2:30 AM>
WHY did it make me get out of bed and "cook" in the middle of the night

Kobi · 01-30-2014, 06:23 AM

My uncle died yesterday. My mother is now the last remaining person of that generation.

Ginger · 01-30-2014, 06:26 AM

Some fool shared with me that my ex asked HER ex out (but her ex declined), at some point last year.

My ex and I were broken up for a few months during the first year I moved out of her house. We both had feelers out there during that broken-up time, but it still shook me up and hurt me, to hear that news. I began to remember things, and wonder how much I don't know about my ex.

The person who shared that news (why???) didn't know my ex has been in intensive care for months, is still not safe, and that she broke up with me again from her hospital bed, through her sister, not even to my face, after our sweet visits, and her loving emails right up to that time, which I'll always cherish.

Whatever happens, I want to remember her in the most positive light possible.

Don't share gossip with people, that can hurt them. That's what I'm taking away from this. I woke up in the night reliving things I have been making progress letting go of. It stirred me up, that person's little bit of news. People are so stupid sometimes.

JustLovelyJenn · 01-30-2014, 08:41 AM

Things I saw this morning while I was taking a peek in someone's mind...
... I liked it in there.

JAGG · 02-01-2014, 10:16 PM

Some tough cookie.

Bèsame* · 02-01-2014, 10:33 PM

All you need to do is click the button, and you hear it over and over again.

Kenna · 02-02-2014, 07:56 AM

I really have been thinking about making a big breakfast...but I'm feeling a bit blaaaah and blue. Thinking I may go back to bed.

C0LLETTE · 02-02-2014, 10:06 AM

I'm looking at the huge snow on my steps, walk driveway ..and wondering what I did to deserve this.

ONLY · 02-02-2014, 11:10 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by C0LLETTE

I'm looking at the huge snow on my steps, walk driveway ..and wondering what I did to deserve this.

I hear you there....and this was the same as last weekend, WTF??!!

Son and I cleared the driveway last night (took about half hour) figured get a start on it so it won't be as much today. Have not been outside yet but it looks like a little less. At least it stopped snowing

C0LLETTE · 02-02-2014, 11:15 AM

Whenever you don't see me posting in here, I'm out there shovelling.

02-02-2014, 11:25 AM

Holibobs...

Oiler41 · 02-02-2014, 12:10 PM

Punxsutawney Phil saw his shadow,,,six more weeks of winter!

Glynn

01-17-2014, 08:38 AM	#12021
JustLovelyJenn Senior Member How Do You Identify?: Femme Preferred Pronoun?: She/her Relationship Status: That's Need to Know Join Date: Nov 2009 Location: Aberdeen, WA Posts: 4,478 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 12,464 Thanked 13,995 Times in 3,685 Posts Rep Power: 21474855	Dreams are... ... how vivid they were, again. How much they said, without saying anything at all. It helped to clear my mind, to refocus me... I still know some changes need made, but I am feeling more confident again. __________________ --Jenn

01-21-2014, 11:13 PM	#12022
JustLovelyJenn Senior Member How Do You Identify?: Femme Preferred Pronoun?: She/her Relationship Status: That's Need to Know Join Date: Nov 2009 Location: Aberdeen, WA Posts: 4,478 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 12,464 Thanked 13,995 Times in 3,685 Posts Rep Power: 21474855	The power of positive thinking... ... I know everyone’s life goes through ups and downs... and recently mine has been very crazy and stressful. Not bad, not sad... just stressful. I have had a lot on my plate and finding time for the every day things that make life easier has been getting harder and harder. Well... after a complete breakdown last night, a listening ear, and a pretty long nights reflection, I started to remember a few things I used to do, years ago, when I was having some serious self-esteem trouble. I used to start every morning with affirmations. They were posted on my mirror, in my car, on the front door, the fridge, and the dresser. Everywhere I went I saw positive things about myself and pretty soon I started to think them even when I couldn’t see them. So... This morning I got up, came to the planet with my cup of coffee, and went to an old thread... inactive for months now... and posted my daily affirmations. I started my day with positive thoughts and what happened today was amazing. I had a wonderful day at work, I didn’t feel stressed, overwhelmed, or frustrated even in difficult situation. I came home and finished a task I have been trying unsuccessfully to complete for over two weeks, I had a wonderful conversation with a friend, and I ended my evening with a smile. I needed a swift kick to get myself in gear, but whatever it took… I am very thankful for the power of positive thinking. __________________ --Jenn

01-22-2014, 05:53 PM	#12026
C0LLETTE Practically Lives Here How Do You Identify?: Depends on the day. Preferred Pronoun?: "I" and "we" Relationship Status: Very good. Thank you for asking. Join Date: Feb 2013 Location: Canada Posts: 11,501 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 16,676 Thanked 15,262 Times in 4,345 Posts Rep Power: 21474859	My car's been sitting in the driveway for 3 days now in way sub zero weather while Ive been playing word games and posting on BFP. Tonight it's dropping to -27. Ive an early appointment in the morning. I'm worried it wont start though I suppose it's too late to start worrying now. __________________ ______________________________ ______________________________

01-24-2014, 04:29 AM	#12027
LoyalWolfsBlade Senior Member How Do You Identify?: Pre-Op FtM, Preferred Pronoun?: Masculine ones plz Relationship Status: Single but haven't given up on finding the One Join Date: Apr 2012 Location: I gaze upon the same moon as you do Posts: 3,827 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 13,214 Thanked 9,646 Times in 3,123 Posts Rep Power: 21474852	I am thinking how ironic life is or is it the Gods and Goddesses testing my staying power once again. When I had all the free time in the world I was single it was not funny. Now my part time job has officially turned to fulltime plus. Which would be no big deal usually but then throw into the mix that said job is on graveyard and 10 or 12 hour shifts. All grand and don't get me wrong I am more than grateful to have the job. Now the ironic part is I am no linger single as my status and flirting obviously makes clear. I am one lucky bastard to have the two special women that I do in my life (yes they know about each other for those wondering). However both of them if course work first shift which normally compliments graveyard bcs we are sleeping. Yet with the longer shifts I work my schedule is get up eat get ready go to work. Now that my life is falling into place I sure don't want to loose either of them due to this crazy schedule. So life is ironic it seems to be nothing on any front or all fronts are hitting me at once. __________________ Life should never be stagnant hence my quest for new knowledge will continue until my last breath. Wolf

01-30-2014, 03:58 AM	#12028
Kenna Senior Member How Do You Identify?: Fiery, Sassy, Tough As Nails, Femme Tomboy Preferred Pronoun?: She Relationship Status: I am your favorite hello and hardest goodbye. Join Date: Nov 2009 Location: NC & CO Posts: 4,784 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 4,613 Thanked 12,108 Times in 3,757 Posts Rep Power: 21474855	On my mind...sleep ...sleep was not successful last night ... __________________ **************************** She has been through hell, so believe me when I say, fear her when she looks into a fire and smiles. ~E.Corona~

01-22-2014, 12:12 PM	#12023
MsTinkerbelly Timed Out - TOS Drama How Do You Identify?: ... Preferred Pronoun?: ... Join Date: Nov 2009 Location: ... Posts: 6,573 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 30,737 Thanked 22,958 Times in 5,020 Posts Rep Power: 0	I'm going to a women's lunch meeting at our new Church today, and i'm really nervous. I have a VERY hard time going alone to new places/events, and even though the Chuch family has been the most welcoming folks we have ever encountered in a Church anywhere, my fear is nearly overwhelming. I must push through this fear, i must.

01-22-2014, 12:14 PM	#12024
Daktari Guest Tournaments Won: 1 Posts: n/a My Photo Gallery	sings Sins of the f-lesh

01-22-2014, 04:32 PM	#12025
Daktari Guest Tournaments Won: 1 Posts: n/a My Photo Gallery	http://www.theguardian.com/commentis...ction-inhumane

01-30-2014, 04:30 AM	#12029
Tommi Infamous Member How Do You Identify?: Usually "Hello" Relationship Status: Married and Bound to Tommi's kaijira (Ts_kaijira ) Join Date: Nov 2009 Location: Suthun.... California that is. Across the ridge from Laguna Beach. Posts: 8,151 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 13,621 Thanked 21,337 Times in 5,968 Posts Rep Power: 21474859	Craving Cinnamon toast and tea. It is 2:30 AM> WHY did it make me get out of bed and "cook" in the middle of the night

01-30-2014, 06:23 AM	#12030
Kobi Infamous Member How Do You Identify?: Biological female. Lesbian. Relationship Status: Happy Join Date: Feb 2010 Location: Hanging out in the Atlantic. Posts: 9,234 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 9,840 Thanked 34,661 Times in 7,652 Posts Rep Power: 21474860	My uncle died yesterday. My mother is now the last remaining person of that generation.

01-30-2014, 06:26 AM	#12031
Ginger Senior Member How Do You Identify?: Femme lesbian Join Date: Mar 2012 Location: East coast Posts: 2,416 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 5,829 Thanked 12,310 Times in 2,057 Posts Rep Power: 21474851	Some fool shared with me that my ex asked HER ex out (but her ex declined), at some point last year. My ex and I were broken up for a few months during the first year I moved out of her house. We both had feelers out there during that broken-up time, but it still shook me up and hurt me, to hear that news. I began to remember things, and wonder how much I don't know about my ex. The person who shared that news (why???) didn't know my ex has been in intensive care for months, is still not safe, and that she broke up with me again from her hospital bed, through her sister, not even to my face, after our sweet visits, and her loving emails right up to that time, which I'll always cherish. Whatever happens, I want to remember her in the most positive light possible. Don't share gossip with people, that can hurt them. That's what I'm taking away from this. I woke up in the night reliving things I have been making progress letting go of. It stirred me up, that person's little bit of news. People are so stupid sometimes. __________________ Reach out.

01-30-2014, 08:41 AM	#12032
JustLovelyJenn Senior Member How Do You Identify?: Femme Preferred Pronoun?: She/her Relationship Status: That's Need to Know Join Date: Nov 2009 Location: Aberdeen, WA Posts: 4,478 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 12,464 Thanked 13,995 Times in 3,685 Posts Rep Power: 21474855	Things I saw this morning while I was taking a peek in someone's mind... ... I liked it in there. __________________ --Jenn

02-01-2014, 10:16 PM	#12033
JAGG Infamous Member How Do You Identify?: Butch Preferred Pronoun?: JAGG Relationship Status: =) Join Date: Nov 2009 Location: Tulsa (cat free zone) Posts: 6,093 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 18,651 Thanked 17,545 Times in 4,142 Posts Rep Power: 21474857	Some tough cookie. __________________ I don't want to spend my life with someone I can live with, I want to spend my life with someone I can't live without.

02-01-2014, 10:33 PM	#12034
Bèsame* Practically Lives Here How Do You Identify?: Femm Preferred Pronoun?: She Relationship Status: ☀️☀️☀️ Join Date: Sep 2012 Location: Closer to the waves Posts: 14,777 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 28,404 Thanked 39,539 Times in 10,209 Posts Rep Power: 21474862	All you need to do is click the button, and you hear it over and over again. __________________ kisses A kiss is a whisper in your mouth. Can I borrow a kiss? I promise to give it back.

02-02-2014, 07:56 AM	#12035
Kenna Senior Member How Do You Identify?: Fiery, Sassy, Tough As Nails, Femme Tomboy Preferred Pronoun?: She Relationship Status: I am your favorite hello and hardest goodbye. Join Date: Nov 2009 Location: NC & CO Posts: 4,784 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 4,613 Thanked 12,108 Times in 3,757 Posts Rep Power: 21474855	I really have been thinking about making a big breakfast...but I'm feeling a bit blaaaah and blue. Thinking I may go back to bed. __________________ **************************** She has been through hell, so believe me when I say, fear her when she looks into a fire and smiles. ~E.Corona~

02-02-2014, 10:06 AM	#12036
C0LLETTE Practically Lives Here How Do You Identify?: Depends on the day. Preferred Pronoun?: "I" and "we" Relationship Status: Very good. Thank you for asking. Join Date: Feb 2013 Location: Canada Posts: 11,501 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 16,676 Thanked 15,262 Times in 4,345 Posts Rep Power: 21474859	I'm looking at the huge snow on my steps, walk driveway ..and wondering what I did to deserve this. __________________ ______________________________ ______________________________

02-02-2014, 11:15 AM	#12038
C0LLETTE Practically Lives Here How Do You Identify?: Depends on the day. Preferred Pronoun?: "I" and "we" Relationship Status: Very good. Thank you for asking. Join Date: Feb 2013 Location: Canada Posts: 11,501 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 16,676 Thanked 15,262 Times in 4,345 Posts Rep Power: 21474859	Whenever you don't see me posting in here, I'm out there shovelling. __________________ ______________________________ ______________________________

02-02-2014, 11:25 AM	#12039
Daktari Guest Tournaments Won: 1 Posts: n/a My Photo Gallery	Holibobs...

02-02-2014, 12:10 PM	#12040
Oiler41 Member How Do You Identify?: Human Preferred Pronoun?: He/Him Relationship Status: Happily Single! Join Date: Nov 2009 Location: Nunya Posts: 1,225 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 2,355 Thanked 2,574 Times in 790 Posts Rep Power: 18276166	Uh Oh Punxsutawney Phil saw his shadow,,,six more weeks of winter! Glynn __________________ http://i276.photobucket.com/albums/k...ubiks-cube.jpg