What is on your mind - Page 494

Hollylane · 01-22-2013, 10:33 AM

Somehow, when I am having a day where I feel absolutely unattractive, she still manages to make me feel beautiful...

Talon · 01-22-2013, 10:45 AM

Listening to the Red Hot Chili Peppers' "Under The Bridge"...thinking of home.

JustLovelyJenn · 01-22-2013, 11:41 AM

Being a parent is whats on my mind.

Its one of the most wonderful and most challenging experiences in my life. I cherish and value my children and their well being above anything else in this world. But there are days that my challenges with my son make me so sad. Its so hard to understand why things are the way they are for him. So hard to come to terms with the facts. That he will never been like other kids. He will always struggle to have friends. He will never quite understand the social constructs of the world around him. He will always fight against the rules...

As a mom its so hard to know I have to have locks and alarms on the doors and cabinets in my house. That I must run my house like a school with unbendable rules and expectations. That sometimes I must do things that make him cry.

Today I have to take away all of his toys. Clean his room of everything he enjoys, and then allow him to slowly earn back the things he loves. He made enough bad choices in a row to require this extreme punishment and it hurts my heart.

This is what is on my mind right now.

Breezy · 01-22-2013, 12:00 PM

I am sick. My temp is high. I feel like someone ran over me with a truck. I am wondering who in my area delivers soup.

JustLovelyJenn · 01-22-2013, 01:14 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Breezy

I am sick. My temp is high. I feel like someone ran over me with a truck. I am wondering who in my area delivers soup.

I hope you feel better soon! I know when I am sick I usually opt for soup delivery from the local Chinese restaurant. My comfort soup is wanton soup. Will be sending lots of positive energy your way!

clay · 01-22-2013, 02:09 PM

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Originally Posted by Breezy

I am sick. My temp is high. I feel like someone ran over me with a truck. I am wondering who in my area delivers soup.

awww {{{{{{{{{{{{bweeeee}}}}}}}}}}}}}.....I am sure, like Jenn said, there is a Chinese place close by you to deliver. The Won Ton is best soup to have...
Drink lots of gatorade, water, and such....I had some kind of crud for 6 weeks, had pneumo with it, so please...take care my friend...feel better soon

DamonK · 01-22-2013, 03:24 PM

I'm worried.
I have a lot of thoughts roaming around.
I'm absolutely lost.

However, I did just finish a test. 5 more to go.....

I think I'm hungry.
There is a particular someone that I wish were here to talk to me. Especially since she signs. I really don't feel like speaking today.

TheMerryFairy · 01-22-2013, 03:34 PM

Friends and all of this energy that I magically have today.

Sun · 01-22-2013, 04:59 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Breezy

I am sick. My temp is high. I feel like someone ran over me with a truck. I am wondering who in my area delivers soup.

((((((((((((((((((((Breezy)))))))))))))))))))))))

It is so unfortunate that I am not close by because I would definitely bring you some soup, but you know that. Let me check around and see who I know in your area. Take extra good care of yourself.

~ocean · 01-22-2013, 06:17 PM

((((( breezy ))))) soo sry u r sick .

~ocean · 01-22-2013, 06:18 PM

on my mind is . I have very strong instincts . when will I learn not to defy them.

DamonK · 01-23-2013, 03:57 AM

Here is how the e-mail exchange went....

Me: I wish you were here. I need to talk to you. I really need someone who signs right now.

A few hours later....

Her: Skype!!!!! Text me!!!! I'll turn it on
Me: Wow.... we are geniuses.....

There have been several, several times since we met that we've needed to talk to the other and not thought of Skype until now.

Sometimes, it's funny how the most obvious answer is the one right in front of you.

That seems to be happening a lot to me lately.

TheMerryFairy · 01-23-2013, 04:29 PM

What is on my mind? My mind is still spinning from all of the informatino that came to me at once last night! It was quite pleasant. I feel like I am moving forward, still floating peacefully (and sometimes intensely).

I still feel like there are thoughts in my mind which will lead me to the answers eventually. I still wish I could get clarity from my meditations. I am still feeling a strong pull to my spirituality and maybe some guidance.

Great work days make me feel really connected to the art world. It's not just a job. It's a way to help boost confidence and make people feel something great about themselves. It inspires me to be more creative in other ways, on other projects & validates my focus.

I am thinking about friends, crushes, great conversations, the importance of wise advice through support and how lucky I am to have people around me who are protective of me in a good way! I appreciate a little over protective ness too, but this is exactly what I need right now.

I am finding great comfort in the company I keep. I have become more open to my gifts and I have learned the strength of my energy.

I have a few errands to run tonight and a coupe of more self care rituals to perform. If you can call it that. I love the guilt free feeling of treating myself.

I really am in the mood to watch a movie tonight. I'd love to get out this weekend or to even be able to meet up with a group of friends, old and new to play cards or board games or even a video game. I don't need to drink to have fun or to be social, but I am still craving that.

I need a haircut. I need to go shopping. I have boxes to pack, things to sell, research to do, lists to make & some considerate thinking to do about the little things.

KCBUTCH · 01-23-2013, 06:55 PM

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Originally Posted by TheMerryFairy

What is on my mind? My mind is still spinning from all of the informatino that came to me at once last night! It was quite pleasant. I feel like I am moving forward, still floating peacefully (and sometimes intensely).

I still feel like there are thoughts in my mind which will lead me to the answers eventually. I still wish I could get clarity from my meditations. I am still feeling a strong pull to my spirituality and maybe some guidance.

Great work days make me feel really connected to the art world. It's not just a job. It's a way to help boost confidence and make people feel something great about themselves. It inspires me to be more creative in other ways, on other projects & validates my focus.

I am thinking about friends, crushes, great conversations, the importance of wise advice through support and how lucky I am to have people around me who are protective of me in a good way! I appreciate a little over protective ness too, but this is exactly what I need right now.

I am finding great comfort in the company I keep. I have become more open to my gifts and I have learned the strength of my energy.

I have a few errands to run tonight and a coupe of more self care rituals to perform. If you can call it that. I love the guilt free feeling of treating myself.

I really am in the mood to watch a movie tonight. I'd love to get out this weekend or to even be able to meet up with a group of friends, old and new to play cards or board games or even a video game. I don't need to drink to have fun or to be social, but I am still craving that.

I need a haircut. I need to go shopping. I have boxes to pack, things to sell, research to do, lists to make & some considerate thinking to do about the little things.

sounds like a move is a foot-
I hope you know you can count on me as part of your support network

sending (((((HUGS))))

TheMerryFairy · 01-23-2013, 06:57 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by KCBUTCH

sounds like a move is a foot-
I hope you know you can count on me as part of your support network

sending (((((HUGS))))

Thank you! , I do

(hugs)

Things are taking shape. It may still appear to be in the mist but my decisions have allowed the tides to turn. It's a wonderful feeling, liberation.

TheMerryFairy · 01-23-2013, 07:12 PM

I am really interested in going to see the movie Beautiful Creatures. I love the name and the trailer looks really good.

I like things like Once upon a time & even Twilight (yeah, yeah)

Hollylane · 01-23-2013, 07:31 PM

How awesome it is that Gaige and I have conversations like this one:

Gaige: So, while you're watching the Pro-Bowl, I'll be doing some sewing.

Me: I can keep you informed about the game Baby.

Gaige: I think I'll start with Holly's (the dog) bed, she's old and needs something soft to lay on.

Me: Well, I can't complain about that, without feeling selfish, though I was hoping for my kitchen curtains. Holly's bed is much more important.

KCBUTCH · 01-23-2013, 08:29 PM

questioning : how does the Chat room operate?

TheMerryFairy · 01-23-2013, 08:38 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by KCBUTCH

questioning : how does the Chat room operate?

What would you like to know? It's friendly but there has been a LOT of people in there. There are some kinks being worked out now. To get in go to your cp first, then you can enter the room.

KCBUTCH · 01-23-2013, 09:09 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by TheMerryFairy

What would you like to know? It's friendly but there has been a LOT of people in there. There are some kinks being worked out now. To get in go to your cp first, then you can enter the room.

Ya I got in-but it was a bit much-so I just left, maybe when its a bit more relaxed- I was looking more for maybe one on one chats or something-so I jumped back to my FB to bug peeps

01-22-2013, 11:41 AM	#9863
JustLovelyJenn Senior Member How Do You Identify?: Femme Preferred Pronoun?: She/her Relationship Status: That's Need to Know Join Date: Nov 2009 Location: Aberdeen, WA Posts: 4,478 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 12,464 Thanked 13,995 Times in 3,685 Posts Rep Power: 21474855	Being a parent is whats on my mind. Its one of the most wonderful and most challenging experiences in my life. I cherish and value my children and their well being above anything else in this world. But there are days that my challenges with my son make me so sad. Its so hard to understand why things are the way they are for him. So hard to come to terms with the facts. That he will never been like other kids. He will always struggle to have friends. He will never quite understand the social constructs of the world around him. He will always fight against the rules... As a mom its so hard to know I have to have locks and alarms on the doors and cabinets in my house. That I must run my house like a school with unbendable rules and expectations. That sometimes I must do things that make him cry. Today I have to take away all of his toys. Clean his room of everything he enjoys, and then allow him to slowly earn back the things he loves. He made enough bad choices in a row to require this extreme punishment and it hurts my heart. This is what is on my mind right now. __________________ --Jenn

01-23-2013, 08:29 PM	#9878
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01-22-2013, 10:33 AM	#9861
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01-22-2013, 10:45 AM	#9862
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01-22-2013, 12:00 PM	#9864
Breezy Member How Do You Identify?: . Join Date: Apr 2012 Location: . Posts: 1,372 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 7,337 Thanked 4,555 Times in 1,199 Posts Rep Power: 21474850	I am sick. My temp is high. I feel like someone ran over me with a truck. I am wondering who in my area delivers soup.

01-22-2013, 03:24 PM	#9867
DamonK Senior Member How Do You Identify?: . Preferred Pronoun?: . Relationship Status: . Join Date: May 2010 Location: . Posts: 2,199 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 1,527 Thanked 7,762 Times in 1,881 Posts Rep Power: 21474852	I'm worried. I have a lot of thoughts roaming around. I'm absolutely lost. However, I did just finish a test. 5 more to go..... I think I'm hungry. There is a particular someone that I wish were here to talk to me. Especially since she signs. I really don't feel like speaking today.

01-22-2013, 03:34 PM	#9868
TheMerryFairy Senior Member How Do You Identify?: Pansexual/Sapiosexual femmey dyke who likes to crossdress now and then Preferred Pronoun?: She/her OR ze if I'm crossdressing Relationship Status: Floating and walking My path, happy in life. Join Date: Dec 2012 Location: On my Merry Fairy way! , Canada Posts: 3,630 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 8,727 Thanked 8,694 Times in 2,987 Posts Rep Power: 21474851	Friends and all of this energy that I magically have today.

01-22-2013, 06:17 PM	#9870
~ocean Infamous Member How Do You Identify?: femme blows a kiss off my finger tips * Preferred Pronoun?: ~ hey girl ~ Relationship Status: ~ single & content ~ Join Date: Nov 2009 Location: Massachusetts ~coastal Posts: 7,905 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 22,958 Thanked 16,125 Times in 4,736 Posts Rep Power: 21474858	((((( breezy ))))) soo sry u r sick .

01-22-2013, 06:18 PM	#9871
~ocean Infamous Member How Do You Identify?: femme blows a kiss off my finger tips * Preferred Pronoun?: ~ hey girl ~ Relationship Status: ~ single & content ~ Join Date: Nov 2009 Location: Massachusetts ~coastal Posts: 7,905 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 22,958 Thanked 16,125 Times in 4,736 Posts Rep Power: 21474858	on my mind is . I have very strong instincts . when will I learn not to defy them.

01-23-2013, 03:57 AM	#9872
DamonK Senior Member How Do You Identify?: . Preferred Pronoun?: . Relationship Status: . Join Date: May 2010 Location: . Posts: 2,199 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 1,527 Thanked 7,762 Times in 1,881 Posts Rep Power: 21474852	Here is how the e-mail exchange went.... Me: I wish you were here. I need to talk to you. I really need someone who signs right now. A few hours later.... Her: Skype!!!!! Text me!!!! I'll turn it on Me: Wow.... we are geniuses..... There have been several, several times since we met that we've needed to talk to the other and not thought of Skype until now. Sometimes, it's funny how the most obvious answer is the one right in front of you. That seems to be happening a lot to me lately.

01-23-2013, 04:29 PM	#9873
TheMerryFairy Senior Member How Do You Identify?: Pansexual/Sapiosexual femmey dyke who likes to crossdress now and then Preferred Pronoun?: She/her OR ze if I'm crossdressing Relationship Status: Floating and walking My path, happy in life. Join Date: Dec 2012 Location: On my Merry Fairy way! , Canada Posts: 3,630 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 8,727 Thanked 8,694 Times in 2,987 Posts Rep Power: 21474851	What is on my mind? My mind is still spinning from all of the informatino that came to me at once last night! It was quite pleasant. I feel like I am moving forward, still floating peacefully (and sometimes intensely). I still feel like there are thoughts in my mind which will lead me to the answers eventually. I still wish I could get clarity from my meditations. I am still feeling a strong pull to my spirituality and maybe some guidance. Great work days make me feel really connected to the art world. It's not just a job. It's a way to help boost confidence and make people feel something great about themselves. It inspires me to be more creative in other ways, on other projects & validates my focus. I am thinking about friends, crushes, great conversations, the importance of wise advice through support and how lucky I am to have people around me who are protective of me in a good way! I appreciate a little over protective ness too, but this is exactly what I need right now. I am finding great comfort in the company I keep. I have become more open to my gifts and I have learned the strength of my energy. I have a few errands to run tonight and a coupe of more self care rituals to perform. If you can call it that. I love the guilt free feeling of treating myself. I really am in the mood to watch a movie tonight. I'd love to get out this weekend or to even be able to meet up with a group of friends, old and new to play cards or board games or even a video game. I don't need to drink to have fun or to be social, but I am still craving that. I need a haircut. I need to go shopping. I have boxes to pack, things to sell, research to do, lists to make & some considerate thinking to do about the little things.

01-23-2013, 07:12 PM	#9876
TheMerryFairy Senior Member How Do You Identify?: Pansexual/Sapiosexual femmey dyke who likes to crossdress now and then Preferred Pronoun?: She/her OR ze if I'm crossdressing Relationship Status: Floating and walking My path, happy in life. Join Date: Dec 2012 Location: On my Merry Fairy way! , Canada Posts: 3,630 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 8,727 Thanked 8,694 Times in 2,987 Posts Rep Power: 21474851	I am really interested in going to see the movie Beautiful Creatures. I love the name and the trailer looks really good. I like things like Once upon a time & even Twilight (yeah, yeah)

01-23-2013, 07:31 PM	#9877
Hollylane Practically Lives Here How Do You Identify?: . Preferred Pronoun?: . Relationship Status: . Join Date: Jun 2011 Location: . Posts: 11,495 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 34,694 Thanked 26,373 Times in 5,877 Posts Rep Power: 21474860	How awesome it is that Gaige and I have conversations like this one: Gaige: So, while you're watching the Pro-Bowl, I'll be doing some sewing. Me: I can keep you informed about the game Baby. Gaige: I think I'll start with Holly's (the dog) bed, she's old and needs something soft to lay on. Me: Well, I can't complain about that, without feeling selfish, though I was hoping for my kitchen curtains. Holly's bed is much more important.