05-11-2013, 07:28 AM | #23 |
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May 11
Out Standing in My Field Trying to remove expectations is like trying to unseed a field; it is damn near impossible until something crops up, though when it does I must act swiftly lest things take root. Tedious as it is, weeding the fields of unreasonable expectancy saves me from so much frustration later on. I don’t recognize it, but expectations are like little dictators forever ruling me; leaving no room for G-d or direction, not to mention flexibility or change. Tap roots dive for the vein and my life depends on fleet elimination of unsuitable desire. I can want. I can strive. I can not leave expectations to grow in my garden. Screen your comments when you can * STRETCHING Stretching is not equivalent to change Limbering is nice And warms the muscles, body and soul. Over-reaching, over-compensation is trauma It distorts the symmetry And breeds erroneous thinking. Extension beyond the bounds sets me up for a fall I misinterpret touching with finger tips With a firm and able grasp. I don’t step forward because I believe I have a hand on things Failing to see how this is different from an embrace. The sinew tears And the fabric of life is destroyed I lean forward but I go nowhere.
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