What is on your mind - Page 632

JDeere · 06-02-2015, 08:24 PM

11 more days till my 20th reunion!!!!

Sammy583 · 06-02-2015, 08:24 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Tierney

I am thinking about how often the unexpected can make you smile. Often times it happens when you need it the most. Some give you a smile without even realizing they are doing so. I think that is the best feeling. To smile from the unexpected.

A surprise smile and the feeling that comes along with it.

I agree. I can't seem to comment when I do rep or thanks. Everytime I try on my phone it won't let me

JustLovelyJenn · 06-02-2015, 09:05 PM

I have a lot of things on my mind...

... we will just stick with... my very long homeowners to-do list!

Leigh · 06-02-2015, 09:12 PM

My mom is on my mind tonight. How a simple argument over Facebook while in the same house turned my entire world upside down. Yes sometimes I say things out of anger and I unintentionally hurt someone I love but when you hide behind a monitor something is wrong. I finally have my freedom; my own apartment with a friend should be a happy time but in this case not so much. I'm lucky to have an amazing fiancée and wonderful friends & family to help me through but when you lose the love of a parent because they are no longer able to control you is a very powerful loss. My heart is full yet empty, happy yet crying tears of unimaginable pain. I hope that one day I will be able to be in my mom's presence once again and be able to be with my sweet sister ~ until then I will move on and if it is meant to be it will be, if not then there is a reason of which I may not know of right now but one day I will understand

Kobi · 07-17-2015, 02:42 PM

My 86 year old mother had her first fall this morning. She is ok, just a minor sprained ankle and a lot of black and blues due to warfarin therapy.

Decisions need to be made. She is fighting every step of the way for independence and to remain in her own home.

This is exhausting on the mind, soul, body, and spirit.

Bèsame* · 07-18-2015, 10:26 PM

I've packed up my car. I'm heading home in the morning. I've made files. Made calls. Had cell phone lessons. I'm going to hate leaving my parents house just saying goodbye to my Mom.

I'm good for the most part, but it doesn't take much for the tears to come.

JDeere · 07-19-2015, 10:28 PM

Being so close yet so far away from her!

I am hoping this one will last a long time because I am getting way too damn old for games that people play when dating.

Being glad 5 more days till I get to spend quite a bit of time with her and the kiddos.

Corkey · 07-19-2015, 11:13 PM

Our neighbor Lady passed on tonight. She was a pistol and we will miss her greatly. Cancer sucks!

JustLovelyJenn · 07-20-2015, 01:47 AM

I feel like I am not doing enough to help my son...

Meds don't work... the programs aren't working... I need a new prospective...

I want to make the world accessible to him... there has to be more I can do.

Tierney · 07-25-2015, 05:47 PM

I feel like I have tripped and stumbled so many times. I gain balance, only to lose purchase again. I feel tired. Yet, the other side of me remains steadfast - and with conviction. Sometimes I feel so scared I can hardly breathe, and others like I can tame the Moon.

I can not always be strong. I am still a human after all.

Perhaps this is truly what life is about. I know the feeling will pass. Today has just put me in this thought process.

cinnamongrrl · 07-25-2015, 08:16 PM

My daughter just called me crying....

She had a bad dream about me and she woke up sobbing...

She's not sure what happened in the dream...

And all day I've had that "impending doom" type feeling...

I guess I better bubble wrap my happy ass and stay in bed...

grenade · 07-25-2015, 09:05 PM

Staying focused and meeting my deadlines at work next week.

Planning my daughter's birthday dance for November. I can't stay off of Pinterest.

Blade · 07-25-2015, 11:42 PM

I did not sleep late, why am I not sleepy?

luv2bfemme · 10-01-2015, 05:54 PM

I'm surprised that my account is still were I left it 5 years ago... Hello Everyone!

anotherbutch · 10-01-2015, 06:35 PM

Everything.... and nothing.

JDeere · 10-01-2015, 07:49 PM

Sleep and sleep and more sleep.

SirenManda · 10-01-2015, 07:51 PM

That I get to make holiday cards and send them out. I love the idea of sharing gifts.

Keep Smilin · 10-02-2015, 12:28 AM

Why can't I sleep?!! I am beyond exhausted from this crazy paced life these days. Now, on top of it, I have gone into some kind of crazy sleep pattern. I'm never going to catch up with myself, I swear!! Ughhh....

Well, back to my book and hopefully a few more minutes of sleep... Sigh...

Bèsame* · 10-05-2015, 10:49 PM

The audit I've been waiting for, finially happens tomorrow. I don't know which one I'd rather have, this audit or an executive visit.

I just know I have 9 days of vacation left, that are somewhat being taken at various stages this month!

RockOn · 10-05-2015, 11:08 PM

I slept so hard for almost 2 hours when I went to bed around 10:00 p.m. ... now wide awake ... cannot sleep! chit chit chit

Bet I will really be snoozing good when that alarm sounds off in a few hours.

06-02-2015, 08:24 PM	#12621
JDeere Practically Lives Here How Do You Identify?: Transgender Preferred Pronoun?: He/him/his Relationship Status: Single Join Date: Jul 2014 Location: Oklahoma Posts: 17,752 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 31,018 Thanked 28,871 Times in 9,718 Posts Rep Power: 21474863	11 more days till my 20th reunion!!!! __________________ Learn from yesterday, live for today, hope for tomorrow. The important thing is not to stop questioning. Albert Einstein

06-02-2015, 09:05 PM	#12623
JustLovelyJenn Senior Member How Do You Identify?: Femme Preferred Pronoun?: She/her Relationship Status: That's Need to Know Join Date: Nov 2009 Location: Aberdeen, WA Posts: 4,478 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 12,464 Thanked 13,995 Times in 3,685 Posts Rep Power: 21474855	I have a lot of things on my mind... ... we will just stick with... my very long homeowners to-do list! __________________ --Jenn

06-02-2015, 09:12 PM	#12624
Leigh Infamous Member How Do You Identify?: Femme Preferred Pronoun?: She, Her, etc Relationship Status: Single Join Date: Nov 2009 Location: Canada Posts: 7,767 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 9,029 Thanked 13,026 Times in 4,786 Posts Rep Power: 21474858	My mom is on my mind tonight. How a simple argument over Facebook while in the same house turned my entire world upside down. Yes sometimes I say things out of anger and I unintentionally hurt someone I love but when you hide behind a monitor something is wrong. I finally have my freedom; my own apartment with a friend should be a happy time but in this case not so much. I'm lucky to have an amazing fiancée and wonderful friends & family to help me through but when you lose the love of a parent because they are no longer able to control you is a very powerful loss. My heart is full yet empty, happy yet crying tears of unimaginable pain. I hope that one day I will be able to be in my mom's presence once again and be able to be with my sweet sister ~ until then I will move on and if it is meant to be it will be, if not then there is a reason of which I may not know of right now but one day I will understand __________________ "When you fall off the wagon ... clutch the sides of it until you get a better grip!"

07-18-2015, 10:26 PM	#12626
Bèsame* Practically Lives Here How Do You Identify?: Femm Preferred Pronoun?: She Relationship Status: ☀️☀️☀️ Join Date: Sep 2012 Location: Closer to the waves Posts: 14,779 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 28,405 Thanked 39,542 Times in 10,211 Posts Rep Power: 21474862	I've packed up my car. I'm heading home in the morning. I've made files. Made calls. Had cell phone lessons. I'm going to hate leaving my parents house just saying goodbye to my Mom. I'm good for the most part, but it doesn't take much for the tears to come. __________________ kisses A kiss is a whisper in your mouth. Can I borrow a kiss? I promise to give it back.

07-19-2015, 10:28 PM	#12627
JDeere Practically Lives Here How Do You Identify?: Transgender Preferred Pronoun?: He/him/his Relationship Status: Single Join Date: Jul 2014 Location: Oklahoma Posts: 17,752 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 31,018 Thanked 28,871 Times in 9,718 Posts Rep Power: 21474863	Being so close yet so far away from her! I am hoping this one will last a long time because I am getting way too damn old for games that people play when dating. Being glad 5 more days till I get to spend quite a bit of time with her and the kiddos. __________________ Learn from yesterday, live for today, hope for tomorrow. The important thing is not to stop questioning. Albert Einstein

07-17-2015, 02:42 PM	#12625
Kobi Infamous Member How Do You Identify?: Biological female. Lesbian. Relationship Status: Happy Join Date: Feb 2010 Location: Hanging out in the Atlantic. Posts: 9,234 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 9,840 Thanked 34,661 Times in 7,652 Posts Rep Power: 21474860	My 86 year old mother had her first fall this morning. She is ok, just a minor sprained ankle and a lot of black and blues due to warfarin therapy. Decisions need to be made. She is fighting every step of the way for independence and to remain in her own home. This is exhausting on the mind, soul, body, and spirit.

07-19-2015, 11:13 PM	#12628
Corkey Infamous Member How Do You Identify?: Human Preferred Pronoun?: He Relationship Status: Very Married Join Date: Dec 2009 Location: Where I want to be Posts: 8,155 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 47,491 Thanked 29,299 Times in 6,640 Posts Rep Power: 21474859	Our neighbor Lady passed on tonight. She was a pistol and we will miss her greatly. Cancer sucks! __________________ "Many proposals have been made to us to adopt your laws, your religion, your manners and your customs. We would be better pleased with beholding the good effects of these doctrines in your own practices, than with hearing you talk about them". ~Old Tassel, Chief of the Tsalagi (Cherokee)

07-20-2015, 01:47 AM	#12629
JustLovelyJenn Senior Member How Do You Identify?: Femme Preferred Pronoun?: She/her Relationship Status: That's Need to Know Join Date: Nov 2009 Location: Aberdeen, WA Posts: 4,478 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 12,464 Thanked 13,995 Times in 3,685 Posts Rep Power: 21474855	I feel like I am not doing enough to help my son... Meds don't work... the programs aren't working... I need a new prospective... I want to make the world accessible to him... there has to be more I can do. __________________ --Jenn

07-25-2015, 05:47 PM	#12630
Tierney Timed Out - Identity Issues How Do You Identify?: Mr. Wayne Preferred Pronoun?: Hey, Mister Wayne Join Date: Mar 2015 Location: In the Ether Posts: 1,328 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 4,057 Thanked 4,892 Times in 1,162 Posts Rep Power: 0	I feel like I have tripped and stumbled so many times. I gain balance, only to lose purchase again. I feel tired. Yet, the other side of me remains steadfast - and with conviction. Sometimes I feel so scared I can hardly breathe, and others like I can tame the Moon. I can not always be strong. I am still a human after all. Perhaps this is truly what life is about. I know the feeling will pass. Today has just put me in this thought process.

07-25-2015, 08:16 PM	#12631
cinnamongrrl Infamous Member How Do You Identify?: cleverly disguised as a responsible adult* Preferred Pronoun?: wild woman Relationship Status: No, thank you. Join Date: Feb 2010 Location: in my heart I'm going to Carolina...but I'm in MA for now Posts: 7,573 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 14,877 Thanked 27,375 Times in 6,863 Posts Rep Power: 21474858	My daughter just called me crying.... She had a bad dream about me and she woke up sobbing... She's not sure what happened in the dream... And all day I've had that "impending doom" type feeling... I guess I better bubble wrap my happy ass and stay in bed... __________________

07-25-2015, 09:05 PM	#12632
grenade Senior Member How Do You Identify?: Full Flavor Femme Join Date: Apr 2011 Location: Midwest Posts: 2,929 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 5,925 Thanked 8,062 Times in 2,121 Posts Rep Power: 21474852	Staying focused and meeting my deadlines at work next week. Planning my daughter's birthday dance for November. I can't stay off of Pinterest.

07-25-2015, 11:42 PM	#12633
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10-01-2015, 05:54 PM	#12634
luv2bfemme Junior Member How Do You Identify?: Femme Preferred Pronoun?: Her Relationship Status: Single Join Date: Aug 2010 Location: California Posts: 19 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 6 Thanked 21 Times in 5 Posts Rep Power: 214762	Surprised... I'm surprised that my account is still were I left it 5 years ago... Hello Everyone! __________________ Don't just live your life, explore and experience it! ~Me

10-01-2015, 06:35 PM	#12635
anotherbutch Senior Member How Do You Identify?: butch Preferred Pronoun?: she Relationship Status: single and very content this way... Join Date: Sep 2011 Location: the midwest Posts: 1,784 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 317 Thanked 1,300 Times in 367 Posts Rep Power: 9955619	Everything.... and nothing.

10-01-2015, 07:49 PM	#12636
JDeere Practically Lives Here How Do You Identify?: Transgender Preferred Pronoun?: He/him/his Relationship Status: Single Join Date: Jul 2014 Location: Oklahoma Posts: 17,752 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 31,018 Thanked 28,871 Times in 9,718 Posts Rep Power: 21474863	Sleep and sleep and more sleep. __________________ Learn from yesterday, live for today, hope for tomorrow. The important thing is not to stop questioning. Albert Einstein

10-01-2015, 07:51 PM	#12637
SirenManda Member How Do You Identify?: I don’t want contact. Join Date: Apr 2014 Location: . Posts: 256 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 162 Thanked 948 Times in 231 Posts Rep Power: 6277471	That I get to make holiday cards and send them out. I love the idea of sharing gifts. __________________ Mermaids don't lose sleep over the opinions of shrimp.

10-02-2015, 12:28 AM	#12638
Keep Smilin Member How Do You Identify?: Fabulously happy Femme Preferred Pronoun?: She, her Relationship Status: Content with myself :-) Join Date: Jan 2015 Location: Happily in my own Pollyanna world :-) Posts: 109 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 2,171 Thanked 433 Times in 101 Posts Rep Power: 5181089	Why can't I sleep?!! I am beyond exhausted from this crazy paced life these days. Now, on top of it, I have gone into some kind of crazy sleep pattern. I'm never going to catch up with myself, I swear!! Ughhh.... Well, back to my book and hopefully a few more minutes of sleep... Sigh... __________________ ~KS~ Life is too short to live unhappy. Seek peace, joy and love for you will recieve that which you seek. -Anonymous

10-05-2015, 10:49 PM	#12639
Bèsame* Practically Lives Here How Do You Identify?: Femm Preferred Pronoun?: She Relationship Status: ☀️☀️☀️ Join Date: Sep 2012 Location: Closer to the waves Posts: 14,779 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 28,405 Thanked 39,542 Times in 10,211 Posts Rep Power: 21474862	The audit I've been waiting for, finially happens tomorrow. I don't know which one I'd rather have, this audit or an executive visit. I just know I have 9 days of vacation left, that are somewhat being taken at various stages this month! __________________ kisses A kiss is a whisper in your mouth. Can I borrow a kiss? I promise to give it back.

10-05-2015, 11:08 PM	#12640
RockOn Senior Member How Do You Identify?: sitting over there ----->>>>> :) Preferred Pronoun?: .... Relationship Status: .... Join Date: Nov 2009 Location: .... Posts: 3,522 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 9,081 Thanked 10,308 Times in 2,609 Posts Rep Power: 21474854	I slept so hard for almost 2 hours when I went to bed around 10:00 p.m. ... now wide awake ... cannot sleep! chit chit chit Bet I will really be snoozing good when that alarm sounds off in a few hours.