What is on your mind - Page 575

Queenie · 05-16-2013, 06:24 AM

In an hour I leave to go and see my oncologist. I just need to keep on telling my self that it will go fine! At least I know that when I get home my husband will be getting home soon and he will give me all the love that will make me feel better.

chris1life · 05-16-2013, 06:43 AM

Good luck today.

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Originally Posted by Queenie

In an hour I leave to go and see my oncologist. I just need to keep on telling my self that it will go fine! At least I know that when I get home my husband will be getting home soon and he will give me all the love that will make me feel better.

TheMerryFairy · 05-16-2013, 10:14 AM

I have so much on my mind and yet I feel focused and relaxed. Except for these cramps. They need to go away or I need to find a free supply of chocolate for the weekend.

Speaking of, the long weekend is on my mind. This used to be the kickoff of summer for me when I was a kid, even though school wasn't out yet. Me and my family would go camping and set up bonfires and barbeque all weekend. We would sing road trip songs in the car on the drive, off key and stop and take pictures at lookoff points. It brings back a lot of good memories. As I got older, I would go camp with friends or just escape alone to "reset". This year I am going to be at home working on getting some finishing details started/completed for my project and spending time with fabulous people. Who knows, maybe I will go out for a little bit or set up the tent and grill *S

I am also thinking about research, coffee, fluttering fairy energy, dancing around fires, travel plans, maps, sweet friends, embracing my freedom and daydreams!

WingsOnFire · 05-16-2013, 10:42 AM

Wondering if things lost really will come back.. so many things rolling around in my head... wish I had an off button.

TheMerryFairy · 05-16-2013, 10:55 AM

I am really hungry. I want to cook but I am not sure if I am patient enough to stand in the kitchen and experiment for awhile. Would it be cheating if I just went and got subway and made a little salad to go with it? I would make my own sandwich if I had my wheat and honey buns and the right kind of cheese.

salad making, coffee, subway, grocery store, couch. I think I worked it out.

TheMerryFairy · 05-16-2013, 11:00 AM

I am really hungry. I want to cook but I am not sure if I am patient enough to stand in the kitchen and experiment for awhile. Would it be cheating if I just went and got subway and made a little salad to go with it? I would make my own sandwich if I had my wheat and honey buns and the right kind of cheese.

salad making, coffee, subway, grocery store, couch. I think I worked it out.

wahya · 05-16-2013, 09:49 PM

Forgiveness...Trying hard to forgive someone that I felt used me. They were like a sis to me. Had not heard from them in over 3 weeks since the ordeal. Then I receive a call begging for forgiveness and there were even tears.( from their side) Even before I STRONGLY expressed how I felt about the whole situation.

wahya · 05-16-2013, 10:31 PM

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Originally Posted by wahya

Forgiveness...Trying hard to forgive someone that I felt used me. They were like a sis to me. Had not heard from them in over 3 weeks since the ordeal. Then I receive a call begging for forgiveness and there were even tears.( from their side) Even before I STRONGLY expressed how I felt about the whole situation.

Forgot to ad I felt a connection to her because we were both from the south plains and moving up here we sometimes felt it was another country. lol

Hollylane · 05-16-2013, 10:35 PM

It is that time of the evening, when I want simply to curl up in her arms, and slowly begin snoring softly into her ear...

LukeCian · 05-17-2013, 10:33 AM

She is, she always is on My mind. Each time we talk and make plans life just changes. Every time I hear a particular song, there she is.

Also, on My mind is the orientation I had today. Life is about to get even busier and I am glad about that. I am super excited about this new venture.

The best part is My girl will be part of it all.

05-17-2013, 12:51 PM

The folks; I don't know who; that send me messages and 'pokes' on crapbook. Their powers of observation astound me; I've not participated in that social networking site for months and months and...

MissItalianDiva · 05-17-2013, 10:11 PM

Being irked that I am having to spend a Friday evening now having to call the authorities because folks choose to not be grown.

VintageFemme · 05-17-2013, 10:20 PM

I'm totally hoping that creepy little albino looking lizard thing on my patio on my bedroom window screen can't get in through the window anywhere. Oh Goddess PLEASE don't let it in, please!

Hollylane · 05-18-2013, 12:23 AM

Seriously, she deserves longer than 18 minutes for her lunch break (with no other breaks in sight). Seems like it is time to shift some detritus off of her shift, and get people who are actually willing to put in some hard work. I miss her damnit, thank the Dog it is Friday...I do admire her, she is such a dedicated person, in so many wonderful ways...

Cid · 05-18-2013, 09:59 AM

It's been such a difficult week.
I think my strength is being tested.
If that's the case...stop it now! You win, I'm tired.

A death in the family, my car needs fixing and I've changed everything
we could think of ($500 later and it still doesn't start when it's supposed to.)
My lawn mower is chugging and smoking (that will be me soon)
My head is always killing me from the stress in my shoulders.

Sigh...thanks for letting me vent. It helps just a tiny bit.

DMW · 05-18-2013, 10:15 AM

"Days off" not being days off. And what Cid said...a challenging week.
Ok. What kinda car Cid.
Starter battery does it turn over? Do you have spark? Gas? Oxygen?

Which reminds me that I have been meaning to tell rockinonhigh about this website.
Car parts..
car-part.com
http://www.car-part.com/

Cid · 05-18-2013, 10:42 AM

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Originally Posted by DMW

"Days off" not being days off. And what Cid said...a challenging week.
Ok. What kinda car Cid.
Starter battery does it turn over? Do you have spark? Gas? Oxygen?

Which reminds me that I have been meaning to tell rockinonhigh about this website.
Car parts..
car-part.com
http://www.car-part.com/

It's a Saturn SC1 2002 with a gazillion kms on it.
I have a bit of spark, but very little flame left.
OH! The car...yeah, it clicks when I turn the key, but nothing else.
And yes, I have lots of gas in it..lol.
Oxygen? It's outside...so I'm guessing yeah.

DMW · 05-18-2013, 10:52 AM

You are funny!

Tommi · 05-18-2013, 03:48 PM

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600 Million would be okay too.

laruss · 05-18-2013, 05:44 PM

I saw a painting in the Vatican in Rome a few years ago, that still haunts me to this day. I don't know why I have been thinking about it so much lately but I have been.

I tried to find a better image of it but I couldn't.
I have always had some connection to the holocaust and specifically Auschwitz, I have a need to go there.
It's been on my mind a lot lately.

05-16-2013, 10:42 AM	#11484
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05-17-2013, 10:20 PM	#11493
VintageFemme Senior Member How Do You Identify?: Femme Relationship Status: Single Join Date: Jul 2011 Location: Outside Posts: 2,299 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 3,828 Thanked 7,640 Times in 1,657 Posts Rep Power: 21474851	I'm totally hoping that creepy little albino looking lizard thing on my patio on my bedroom window screen can't get in through the window anywhere. Oh Goddess PLEASE don't let it in, please! __________________ Unfinished Business & Open to Serendipity

05-18-2013, 09:59 AM	#11495
Cid Member How Do You Identify?: ultra femme princess Preferred Pronoun?: she, lady..whichever Relationship Status: waiting for the right one Join Date: Nov 2011 Location: Don't follow me, I'm lost. Posts: 807 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 2,627 Thanked 2,731 Times in 632 Posts Rep Power: 21474849	It's been such a difficult week. I think my strength is being tested. If that's the case...stop it now! You win, I'm tired. A death in the family, my car needs fixing and I've changed everything we could think of ($500 later and it still doesn't start when it's supposed to.) My lawn mower is chugging and smoking (that will be me soon) My head is always killing me from the stress in my shoulders. Sigh...thanks for letting me vent. It helps just a tiny bit. __________________ Life isn't about waiting for the storm to pass, it's about learning to dance in the rain.

05-18-2013, 10:15 AM	#11496
DMW Member How Do You Identify?: FTM/Male (Will 14) Relationship Status: Caught An Angel and she doesn't lie! Join Date: May 2012 Location: @ Posts: 784 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 2,256 Thanked 1,861 Times in 614 Posts Rep Power: 21474848	"Days off" not being days off. And what Cid said...a challenging week. Ok. What kinda car Cid. Starter battery does it turn over? Do you have spark? Gas? Oxygen? Which reminds me that I have been meaning to tell rockinonhigh about this website. Car parts.. car-part.com http://www.car-part.com/ Last edited by DMW; 05-18-2013 at 10:20 AM.

05-18-2013, 05:44 PM	#11500
laruss Member How Do You Identify?: Femme Preferred Pronoun?: She or Goddess Relationship Status: Settled in Join Date: Mar 2012 Location: Edmonton Alberta Posts: 1,322 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 2,849 Thanked 5,328 Times in 1,045 Posts Rep Power: 21474850	I have been thinking about this alot lately. I saw a painting in the Vatican in Rome a few years ago, that still haunts me to this day. I don't know why I have been thinking about it so much lately but I have been. I tried to find a better image of it but I couldn't. I have always had some connection to the holocaust and specifically Auschwitz, I have a need to go there. It's been on my mind a lot lately. __________________ Creativity is a drug I can't do without. -Cecil B. DeMille

05-16-2013, 06:24 AM	#11481
Queenie Member How Do You Identify?: Queer Preferred Pronoun?: Her Relationship Status: Married Join Date: Jan 2010 Location: East Finchley Posts: 752 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 478 Thanked 1,891 Times in 523 Posts Rep Power: 16307163	In an hour I leave to go and see my oncologist. I just need to keep on telling my self that it will go fine! At least I know that when I get home my husband will be getting home soon and he will give me all the love that will make me feel better.

05-16-2013, 10:14 AM	#11483
TheMerryFairy Senior Member How Do You Identify?: Pansexual/Sapiosexual femmey dyke who likes to crossdress now and then Preferred Pronoun?: She/her OR ze if I'm crossdressing Relationship Status: Floating and walking My path, happy in life. Join Date: Dec 2012 Location: On my Merry Fairy way! , Canada Posts: 3,630 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 8,727 Thanked 8,694 Times in 2,987 Posts Rep Power: 21474851	I have so much on my mind and yet I feel focused and relaxed. Except for these cramps. They need to go away or I need to find a free supply of chocolate for the weekend. Speaking of, the long weekend is on my mind. This used to be the kickoff of summer for me when I was a kid, even though school wasn't out yet. Me and my family would go camping and set up bonfires and barbeque all weekend. We would sing road trip songs in the car on the drive, off key and stop and take pictures at lookoff points. It brings back a lot of good memories. As I got older, I would go camp with friends or just escape alone to "reset". This year I am going to be at home working on getting some finishing details started/completed for my project and spending time with fabulous people. Who knows, maybe I will go out for a little bit or set up the tent and grill *S I am also thinking about research, coffee, fluttering fairy energy, dancing around fires, travel plans, maps, sweet friends, embracing my freedom and daydreams!

05-16-2013, 10:55 AM	#11485
TheMerryFairy Senior Member How Do You Identify?: Pansexual/Sapiosexual femmey dyke who likes to crossdress now and then Preferred Pronoun?: She/her OR ze if I'm crossdressing Relationship Status: Floating and walking My path, happy in life. Join Date: Dec 2012 Location: On my Merry Fairy way! , Canada Posts: 3,630 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 8,727 Thanked 8,694 Times in 2,987 Posts Rep Power: 21474851	I am really hungry. I want to cook but I am not sure if I am patient enough to stand in the kitchen and experiment for awhile. Would it be cheating if I just went and got subway and made a little salad to go with it? I would make my own sandwich if I had my wheat and honey buns and the right kind of cheese. salad making, coffee, subway, grocery store, couch. I think I worked it out.

05-16-2013, 11:00 AM	#11486
TheMerryFairy Senior Member How Do You Identify?: Pansexual/Sapiosexual femmey dyke who likes to crossdress now and then Preferred Pronoun?: She/her OR ze if I'm crossdressing Relationship Status: Floating and walking My path, happy in life. Join Date: Dec 2012 Location: On my Merry Fairy way! , Canada Posts: 3,630 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 8,727 Thanked 8,694 Times in 2,987 Posts Rep Power: 21474851	I am really hungry. I want to cook but I am not sure if I am patient enough to stand in the kitchen and experiment for awhile. Would it be cheating if I just went and got subway and made a little salad to go with it? I would make my own sandwich if I had my wheat and honey buns and the right kind of cheese. salad making, coffee, subway, grocery store, couch. I think I worked it out.

05-16-2013, 09:49 PM	#11487
wahya Timed Out How Do You Identify?: Me Preferred Pronoun?: Me Relationship Status: im good Join Date: Mar 2013 Location: Massachusetts Posts: 296 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 506 Thanked 857 Times in 240 Posts Rep Power: 0	Forgiveness...Trying hard to forgive someone that I felt used me. They were like a sis to me. Had not heard from them in over 3 weeks since the ordeal. Then I receive a call begging for forgiveness and there were even tears.( from their side) Even before I STRONGLY expressed how I felt about the whole situation.

05-16-2013, 10:35 PM	#11489
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05-17-2013, 10:33 AM	#11490
LukeCian Timed Out How Do You Identify?: Butch Preferred Pronoun?: Jake Tulane Relationship Status: Can you adjust suspenders and a bow tie? Join Date: Apr 2013 Location: New York Posts: 224 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 1,050 Thanked 805 Times in 207 Posts Rep Power: 0	She is, she always is on My mind. Each time we talk and make plans life just changes. Every time I hear a particular song, there she is. Also, on My mind is the orientation I had today. Life is about to get even busier and I am glad about that. I am super excited about this new venture. The best part is My girl will be part of it all.

05-17-2013, 12:51 PM	#11491
Daktari Guest Tournaments Won: 1 Posts: n/a My Photo Gallery	The folks; I don't know who; that send me messages and 'pokes' on crapbook. Their powers of observation astound me; I've not participated in that social networking site for months and months and...

05-17-2013, 10:11 PM	#11492
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05-18-2013, 12:23 AM	#11494
Hollylane Practically Lives Here How Do You Identify?: . Preferred Pronoun?: . Relationship Status: . Join Date: Jun 2011 Location: . Posts: 11,495 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 34,694 Thanked 26,373 Times in 5,877 Posts Rep Power: 21474860	Seriously, she deserves longer than 18 minutes for her lunch break (with no other breaks in sight). Seems like it is time to shift some detritus off of her shift, and get people who are actually willing to put in some hard work. I miss her damnit, thank the Dog it is Friday...I do admire her, she is such a dedicated person, in so many wonderful ways...

05-18-2013, 10:52 AM	#11498
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