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11-11-2012, 10:36 PM | #1 |
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Admitting to the fear I'm feeling right now made me cry ...
After posting on a different thread I had to go stand outside in the dark to breathe and without even knowing it, I realised I was crying, to the point where I had to sit down or fall down. Doesn't happen often. I'm glad I have this place as 'home' where I can admit to and talk about the things that I can't discuss with the people around me, it's not that they wouldn't care or wouldn't understand, I just don't want to burden them and have them worry more about me. Thank you Gemme
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Loss and loneliness, sometimes it's unbearable.
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I don't know. I rarely cry. All I know is, something bad happens when I cry this hard.
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That my daughters phone me when they panic about their babies. It feels so good to have them call me for advice and to get comfort on this new journey they are on.
My daughter was in a panic because her daughter threw up. All is well, they are trying new foods and she didn't like one. Made me cry though... I didn't have that with my mom.
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I cried today when I thought of the two boys I was co-parenting. Break-ups hurt.
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Not today but yesterday and many days... I get overwhelmed, sad and cry over the amount of homeless and abused animals there are. As much as I support these venues I had to remove some groups and pages from my newsfeed on facebook because it has been just too much for me.
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This damn song made me cry. I'm really not one to cry but appears I've been doing it a lot lately or at least trying. I start and my body usually stops me before I can get a really good cry in. Hopefully one of these days...
keep putting up songs like that and I'm sure I won't have any issues.
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11-19-2012, 09:21 AM | #12 |
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IM NEW TO THE SITE BUT WHAT MADE ME CRY IS THE GIRL WHO HAS BEEN MY BESTFRIEND AND MY FIRST EVERYTHING SINCE WE WERE 14 AND IS STILL A GOOD FRIEND TO ME NOW CONTINUES TO BREAK MY HEART NOW THAT WE ARE 24. HAD IT NOT BEEN FOR THE WAY OUR FAMILIES WERE TOWARDS US AND EACHOTHER I HONESTLY BELIEVE WE WOULD BE HAPPY. AND STILL IN LOVE THIS VERY DAY BUT INSTEAD WEVE FALLEN SO FAR APART THAT IT HURTS MY HEART TO TALK TO HER AND SHE DOESNT NOTICE THE PAIN... ~MISTRESS~ |
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The song plus the story plus the quart of ice cream in front of me lead me to believe that the waterworks I've experienced aren't accidental. But still, they are here and this set them off. |
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I am always emotional this time of year. It doesn't take much to make me cry. Today was... feeling lonely, homeless guys in the freezing cold that thanked me for working with the disabled, my dad calling for his yearly memory that he has a daughter and inviting himself and ultra religious wife to my house xmas day.
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#26randomacts - pass the love on.
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---A casserole dish. It was given to me many years ago by my best friend. She lost her life in December 4 years ago of lung cancer. I cherished her. I cherish this dish.
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The appropriate question, for me, would be 'What DIDN'T make you cry today?' I seem to be an emotional mess right now. LOL
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Yesterday was one of those days. That kind of day that just when you recover from one experience, another one knocks you down again. Rinse, lather and repeat. All day. Some things were connected and some were not, but had the misfortune of occurring at the same time. Some were professional and some were personal.
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still thinking about those poor firefighters who were gunned down. Maybe it hits home more than anything else because my beloved Syr goes out to calls all the time, and this could have happened.
Firefighters and their families make great sacrifices. i am sure being a first responder that there was never a fear of being gunned down after being paged to a call, a call to save lives, and possibly being a target. Now there is. |
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