What is on your mind - Page 515

TheMerryFairy · 02-18-2013, 10:18 PM

I am thinking about what I really want and being able to share it.

Sun · 02-18-2013, 10:51 PM

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Originally Posted by dixie

I am the type that when I am in turmoil or am depressed, I eat. It's a hard habit to break, apparently. Tonight I have eaten part of a box of cookies. The very unhealthy kind. Now I feel sick, physically, as well as the turmoil that caused the issue. I don't like it. Not at all. I've made so many good changes and do not want to see those tossed aside. I can't believe I fell off like this, especially when it affects my health. I will have to make more changes...especially in mindset and emotions. I don't like failing, especially myself. I am apparently not as strong as I had thought/hoped, especially when faced with stress. I shall do my best to take care of the sources of this stress and just consider it a minor setback. I can do this, I can.

We all have setbacks. Its a part of the process of change. Try to be gentle with yourself. You are doing so well. Tomorrow is a new day.

You got this

TheMerryFairy · 02-18-2013, 10:55 PM

I need better to aquire better packing skills. I am great with totes or a random empty space but the art of packing objects into boxes (that aren't books) is going to take awhile to get the hang of.

I am a nerd who enjoys games, I should have no problem with this. It should be like tetris right? Wrong. Maybe it's the box. LOL

Library_girl · 02-18-2013, 11:21 PM

On my mind.....that I need a plan!

Hollylane · 02-19-2013, 12:27 AM

My blueberry vape is making my Diet Coke w/Splenda taste like vanilla...Weird.

TheMerryFairy · 02-19-2013, 12:32 AM

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Originally Posted by Hollylane

My blueberry vape is making my Diet Coke w/Splenda taste like vanilla...Weird.

That really is weird but I LOVE vanilla coke (or pepsi) so maybe I will try it for myself. LOL

sierragirrl · 02-19-2013, 12:54 AM

i dropped my oldest back off at her dads and i saw a set of glowing eyes laying in the road..i was hope ing it wasn't a hit cat.i was hope ing it wasn't one of hers..is hopeing a word? anywho it was a cat.a stiff cat..one with no collar i was glad it wasn't one of hers, sad that it was someone loved animal..
i know that when i come home my cat is happy to see me flops down on the ground rolls around...puts a smile on my face and makes me talk funny..

DamonK · 02-19-2013, 04:24 AM

I'm entirely drained.
I suspect I'm going to be very sorry tomorrow.

spritzerJ · 02-19-2013, 05:11 AM

Hys numbers.
staying calm and not going into an obsessive worry loop.
Not blurting during my meeting. I have a lot to share and ideas. And it is clear to me that I am not supposed to talk. grr....

sis · 02-19-2013, 05:24 AM

My mind is in a turmoil ..... today, I received a 2nd offer for a new job with excellent salary and benefits ..... I'm a teacher, now is NOT the time of year to leave my students ..... but, I reminded myself that the Universe seldom offers ONE really super situation, nevermind TWO really super situations .... so, I've quit my job and signed the Letter of Intent for the new position ..... I'll be moving to China within the month ..... I feel sick to my stomach ..... professionally, I feel like I'm 'letting down' my students and their families ..... personally, I know that I'm taking care of 'me'. Oh, and I decided today to get back on my NO SUGAR plan so I'm really CRAVING

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Miss Scarlett · 02-19-2013, 05:40 AM

Been reading a book that the world has been jumping up and down over...it's not bad...I just don't see what the big deal is...maybe it's just me...

~ocean · 02-19-2013, 06:15 AM

so many years I kept to myself, not wanting to be w. just anyone ~ I found someone who I connected with mind, body, and soul ~ realizing there are so many paths I have yet not walked down ~ I put my soul in hys hands ~ with the faith , I would have been guided, protected, loved ~ I don't belong out there in a world where all innocence has been lost ~ unappreciated ~ unrecognized sincerity ~ I prayed myself to sleep last night asking God to help me heal ~ then threw my tears I seen so many faces, unknown faces ~ crying in dispear ~ I began to hold these crying faces ~ reaching out w/ such an overwhelming force to take their pain away ~ I have'nt slept that soundly since 2 /13 5 nights ago ~

bkisbutchenuff · 02-19-2013, 07:08 AM

getting my affairs in order and lightening my load....

DamonK · 02-19-2013, 09:57 AM

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Originally Posted by DamonK

I'm entirely drained.
I suspect I'm going to be very sorry tomorrow.

I was right. I'm sorry.

PoeticWitch · 02-19-2013, 11:50 AM

This past weekend was pure hell on different levels. I don't care if anyone understands or could understand. I am still trying to understand. My life needs to change, but I am not sure how. I am looking for answers, but who has them. Me? If so where the hell am I hiding them?

Goddess bless me and show me my path for I am lost.

Cid · 02-19-2013, 12:25 PM

I'm tired of feeling lost and wish someone would just come and find me and get me out of this hell hole that is my mind.

PoeticWitch · 02-19-2013, 01:17 PM

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Originally Posted by Cid

I'm tired of feeling lost and wish someone would just come and find me and get me out of this hell hole that is my mind.

bread crumbs? I have been there.. follow the bread crumbs.. a thread name with a

in it to tease the brain and stimulate maybe.. find the

Semantics · 02-19-2013, 01:20 PM

I've always thought that people overuse exclamation marks and superlatives, and wondered where people get the energy for such a high level of excitement about seemingly mundane things. It irritates me at work on a regular basis.
Today I decided I'm just too staid for my own good, and that a little exaggeration and hyper-punctuation might improve my life.

Henceforth, let me feel extreme excitement about the tedious, the ordinary, and even the boring.

PoeticWitch · 02-19-2013, 01:23 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Semantics

I've always thought that people overuse exclamation marks and superlatives, and wondered where people get the energy for such a high level of excitement about seemingly mundane things. It irritates me at work on a regular basis.
Today I decided I'm just too staid for my own good, and that a little exaggeration and hyper-punctuation might improve my life.

Henceforth, let me feel extreme excitement about the tedious, the ordinary, and even the boring.

smile til it hurts eventually your mood will match the psychotic smile on your face.. worked for me... now they whisper about me behind my back that I am insane... I get my work done while be left alone.. yay!

WingsOnFire · 02-19-2013, 02:03 PM

How sad I feel right now knowing there is nothing I can do about it but process it.

Enjoying the sunshine on my face as I wipe away my tears hating that I can't control them or stop them.

Knowing that this too shall pass...

02-18-2013, 11:21 PM	#10284
Library_girl Member How Do You Identify?: Old School Femme, girl, babygirl Preferred Pronoun?: she, her, & other girly words Relationship Status: Married to DJ Bear Join Date: Aug 2011 Location: Happily married in Nevada Posts: 378 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 1,113 Thanked 1,247 Times in 280 Posts Rep Power: 13864638	On my mind.....that I need a plan! __________________

02-19-2013, 05:24 AM	#10290
sis Diva! How Do You Identify?: StoneFemme Preferred Pronoun?: She, Her Relationship Status: Content! Join Date: Apr 2012 Location: Canada! Posts: 322 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 4,153 Thanked 1,401 Times in 296 Posts Rep Power: 21474849	My mind is in a turmoil ..... today, I received a 2nd offer for a new job with excellent salary and benefits ..... I'm a teacher, now is NOT the time of year to leave my students ..... but, I reminded myself that the Universe seldom offers ONE really super situation, nevermind TWO really super situations .... so, I've quit my job and signed the Letter of Intent for the new position ..... I'll be moving to China within the month ..... I feel sick to my stomach ..... professionally, I feel like I'm 'letting down' my students and their families ..... personally, I know that I'm taking care of 'me'. Oh, and I decided today to get back on my NO SUGAR plan so I'm really CRAVING , , and more . __________________ Oh! Please do not touch me! Oh! Please do not touch! Oh! Please do not! Oh! Please do! Oh! Please! Oh!

02-19-2013, 06:15 AM	#10292
~ocean Infamous Member How Do You Identify?: femme blows a kiss off my finger tips * Preferred Pronoun?: ~ hey girl ~ Relationship Status: ~ single & content ~ Join Date: Nov 2009 Location: Massachusetts ~coastal Posts: 7,905 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 22,958 Thanked 16,125 Times in 4,736 Posts Rep Power: 21474858	so many years I kept to myself, not wanting to be w. just anyone ~ I found someone who I connected with mind, body, and soul ~ realizing there are so many paths I have yet not walked down ~ I put my soul in hys hands ~ with the faith , I would have been guided, protected, loved ~ I don't belong out there in a world where all innocence has been lost ~ unappreciated ~ unrecognized sincerity ~ I prayed myself to sleep last night asking God to help me heal ~ then threw my tears I seen so many faces, unknown faces ~ crying in dispear ~ I began to hold these crying faces ~ reaching out w/ such an overwhelming force to take their pain away ~ I have'nt slept that soundly since 2 /13 5 nights ago ~ __________________ ~ Always, ocean

02-19-2013, 07:08 AM	#10293
bkisbutchenuff PPoA - Southern Gentle Butch How Do You Identify?: BOI/Butch/Daddy Preferred Pronoun?: she, her, he, him, handsome, Daddy Relationship Status: Single. 😉 Join Date: May 2011 Location: GA Posts: 2,398 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 14,071 Thanked 10,845 Times in 2,247 Posts Rep Power: 21474851	getting my affairs in order and lightening my load.... __________________ BK "We cannot change the cards we are dealt, just how we play the hand." Randy Pausch.

02-19-2013, 11:50 AM	#10295
PoeticWitch Member How Do You Identify?: Queer... that is all you get Preferred Pronoun?: um... she.. I think... shrug call me anything that pleases ya Relationship Status: Single Join Date: Nov 2009 Location: Toledo, Ohio Posts: 562 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 172 Thanked 1,131 Times in 377 Posts Rep Power: 7056674	This past weekend was pure hell on different levels. I don't care if anyone understands or could understand. I am still trying to understand. My life needs to change, but I am not sure how. I am looking for answers, but who has them. Me? If so where the hell am I hiding them? Goddess bless me and show me my path for I am lost. __________________ Things happen, no rhyme or reason, either learn from it and grow. Or don't and fail this part of life.

02-18-2013, 10:18 PM	#10281
TheMerryFairy Senior Member How Do You Identify?: Pansexual/Sapiosexual femmey dyke who likes to crossdress now and then Preferred Pronoun?: She/her OR ze if I'm crossdressing Relationship Status: Floating and walking My path, happy in life. Join Date: Dec 2012 Location: On my Merry Fairy way! , Canada Posts: 3,630 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 8,727 Thanked 8,694 Times in 2,987 Posts Rep Power: 21474851	I am thinking about what I really want and being able to share it.

02-18-2013, 10:55 PM	#10283
TheMerryFairy Senior Member How Do You Identify?: Pansexual/Sapiosexual femmey dyke who likes to crossdress now and then Preferred Pronoun?: She/her OR ze if I'm crossdressing Relationship Status: Floating and walking My path, happy in life. Join Date: Dec 2012 Location: On my Merry Fairy way! , Canada Posts: 3,630 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 8,727 Thanked 8,694 Times in 2,987 Posts Rep Power: 21474851	I need better to aquire better packing skills. I am great with totes or a random empty space but the art of packing objects into boxes (that aren't books) is going to take awhile to get the hang of. I am a nerd who enjoys games, I should have no problem with this. It should be like tetris right? Wrong. Maybe it's the box. LOL

02-19-2013, 12:27 AM	#10285
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02-19-2013, 12:54 AM	#10287
sierragirrl Member How Do You Identify?: .... Relationship Status: <3 Join Date: Jun 2010 Location: ..... Posts: 783 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 4,417 Thanked 2,870 Times in 667 Posts Rep Power: 21474850	i dropped my oldest back off at her dads and i saw a set of glowing eyes laying in the road..i was hope ing it wasn't a hit cat.i was hope ing it wasn't one of hers..is hopeing a word? anywho it was a cat.a stiff cat..one with no collar i was glad it wasn't one of hers, sad that it was someone loved animal.. i know that when i come home my cat is happy to see me flops down on the ground rolls around...puts a smile on my face and makes me talk funny..

02-19-2013, 04:24 AM	#10288
DamonK Senior Member How Do You Identify?: . Preferred Pronoun?: . Relationship Status: . Join Date: May 2010 Location: . Posts: 2,199 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 1,527 Thanked 7,762 Times in 1,881 Posts Rep Power: 21474852	I'm entirely drained. I suspect I'm going to be very sorry tomorrow.

02-19-2013, 05:11 AM	#10289
spritzerJ Timed Out - Permanent How Do You Identify?: Queer (gender), female (biological marker) Preferred Pronoun?: she will work as a default. Relationship Status: engaged to jac until 8/10/14 Join Date: Nov 2010 Location: Maine Posts: 3,154 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 30,307 Thanked 15,802 Times in 2,905 Posts Rep Power: 0	Hys numbers. staying calm and not going into an obsessive worry loop. Not blurting during my meeting. I have a lot to share and ideas. And it is clear to me that I am not supposed to talk. grr....

02-19-2013, 05:40 AM	#10291
Miss Scarlett Infamous Member How Do You Identify?: Femme Relationship Status: . Join Date: Feb 2010 Location: . Posts: 5,530 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 4,478 Thanked 12,949 Times in 3,419 Posts Rep Power: 21474856	Been reading a book that the world has been jumping up and down over...it's not bad...I just don't see what the big deal is...maybe it's just me...

02-19-2013, 12:25 PM	#10296
Cid Member How Do You Identify?: ultra femme princess Preferred Pronoun?: she, lady..whichever Relationship Status: waiting for the right one Join Date: Nov 2011 Location: Don't follow me, I'm lost. Posts: 807 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 2,627 Thanked 2,731 Times in 632 Posts Rep Power: 21474849	I'm tired of feeling lost and wish someone would just come and find me and get me out of this hell hole that is my mind. __________________ Life isn't about waiting for the storm to pass, it's about learning to dance in the rain.

02-19-2013, 01:20 PM	#10298
Semantics Senior Member How Do You Identify?: malapropist Preferred Pronoun?: she Relationship Status: single Join Date: Nov 2009 Location: New England Posts: 2,169 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 6,367 Thanked 4,024 Times in 1,209 Posts Rep Power: 21474853	I've always thought that people overuse exclamation marks and superlatives, and wondered where people get the energy for such a high level of excitement about seemingly mundane things. It irritates me at work on a regular basis. Today I decided I'm just too staid for my own good, and that a little exaggeration and hyper-punctuation might improve my life. Henceforth, let me feel extreme excitement about the tedious, the ordinary, and even the boring.

02-19-2013, 02:03 PM	#10300
WingsOnFire Senior Member How Do You Identify?: Queer..femme.. .babygirl...girl Preferred Pronoun?: Female Ones... Relationship Status: Enjoying life but ready to meet someone Join Date: Nov 2009 Location: Portland Oregon Posts: 3,945 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 12,015 Thanked 12,476 Times in 3,357 Posts Rep Power: 21474854	How sad I feel right now knowing there is nothing I can do about it but process it. Enjoying the sunshine on my face as I wipe away my tears hating that I can't control them or stop them. Knowing that this too shall pass... __________________ Previously known as MidnightBlueEyes ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ http://gailsforum.files.wordpress.co...-psd340941.png