Confessions Are Good For The Soul - Page 56

JustJo · 01-24-2011, 10:20 AM

I confess that...

...I have a pounding headache...only slept for about an hour last night...and all I want to do is go back to bed, preferably forever

...we have lost another cat....so my son and I started this move with 8 animals and now have 2 of those left. It feels like a curse and a damn high price to pay.

...that there are days when I feel like I should just go be a hermit somewhere. This is one of them.

...that when my son goes away to college....I probably will.

...that I am tired of being fucking invisible, blamed for everything that goes wrong, and treated like I'm a bitch....particularly when I spend virtually all of my time, energy and money doing everything I can to make everyone around me happy.

...that it's my turn. And if that's a problem for anyone, they can go jump.

...I have a very long fuse, and a huge bomb at the end....and I am almost there.

...and, on a happier note....I loved meeting Zimmy...she's cute as a button...I appreciate that she talks as much as I do....and the snort was well-timed and perfectly appropriate.

Andrew, Jr. · 01-24-2011, 10:36 AM

I confess:

*I mean what I say like please, thank you, yes, & no.

*I put in coins in expired meters where cars are parked.

*I feel like a misfit, and don't belong to any family or any community of any kind.

*I feel like people find enjoyment in pointing out my differences all the time. Just last night my bio-sister made a remark to me about having to deal with my constant questions during our childhood. She told me that I was nothing short of a pain in the a**.

*I live in constant anxiety.

*I cannot cook but can grill.

*I love to smoke my pipe and cigars.

sharkchomp · 01-24-2011, 10:50 AM

I confess that I've been very sad this morning and honored too. I posted this in the random thread last night about how I friended a guy on facebook and we really got to know each other because of his dog Tater. He was always posting pics of him and his dog. I would always post and say 'Hi Kev, give Tater a Tater-treat for me!' Tater got cancer and Kev put her down this morning.

So I posted to him last night sending my condolences and hugs n stuff so this morning he posted to me and said before they went through with things he gave her a treat and told her it was from me shewwwwwwwww

I confess I hope 1Play is sleeping peacefully. And by the way - you have 2 - TWO weeks til the superbowl. Next weekend is the Pro bowl

I confess I got June to cuss me - and I liked it :evilgrin: heh

~~~shark~~~~~~~~

Sam · 01-24-2011, 11:03 AM

i confesss..

last night rocked. the high i got from a single few words.
but the heart, just rawks me inside out.

i think some ppl need direction. Period

Zimmeh · 01-25-2011, 07:13 AM

I must confess,

I dislike living in Florida; where I am told that since I am not on any state assisted health programs, I cannot go to the health department.

I want to yell at my roommate for bringing her two sons home Saturday night, knowing the oldest one has pneumonia. Now, I'm sick and I cannot shake it.

I hate taking meds!!

If I don't go to the hospital, several people are going to call me up.

I'm going to get dressed to go to the hospital!

I loved meeting Jo Jo and Scoote on Saturday and I hope we can do it again!

asphaltcowboi · 01-25-2011, 08:50 AM

i confees that a few months ago i had the best piece of carrot cake in the world and today im thinking of making a 20 mile ride back to that mom and pop restraunt just for coffee and a piece of that carrot cake

Zimmeh · 01-25-2011, 09:10 AM

I must confess,

Carrot cake sounds very good right now!

Quote:

Originally Posted by cody

i confees that a few months ago i had the best piece of carrot cake in the world and today im thinking of making a 20 mile ride back to that mom and pop restraunt just for coffee and a piece of that carrot cake

scootebaby · 01-25-2011, 11:19 AM

i confess...

i really enjoyed meeting Zimmy on Saturday as well

im stressing over the missing cat..to the point of taking time off from working,paying out of my pocket so i can help even more in the search for him(plus i actually like him)

ive debated stating my side of things,but decided people will think what they want anyway.

i really have a ton of things i need to do here at work,before superbowl--and the big upper mgmt tour

im really glad i havent step down from my position seeing how things are right now

Zimmeh · 01-25-2011, 11:26 AM

What happened to the kitty?

I had a blast laughing at you and Jo Jo over the whole *shaky shaky*, comment.

Hope you guys find your missing baby!!!

Zimmy

Quote:

Originally Posted by scootebaby

i confess...

i really enjoyed meeting Zimmy on Saturday as well

im stressing over the missing cat..to the point of taking time off from working,paying out of my pocket so i can help even more in the search for him(plus i actually like him)

ive debated stating my side of things,but decided people will think what they want anyway.

i really have a ton of things i need to do here at work,before superbowl--and the big upper mgmt tour

im really glad i havent step down from my position seeing how things are right now

miss entycing · 01-25-2011, 11:32 AM

i confess that i am diggin' my new job!

i confess that this lil heathen kitten in my lap gets cuter every day.

i confess that i just paid a 324 dollar power bill- again.

i confess that i am in some kinda need of dark chocolate- and sin.

Sam · 01-25-2011, 11:59 AM

i confess..

my life is finally not spiraling.
my feet are planted
and im happy.

lipstixgal · 01-25-2011, 12:20 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by scootebaby

i confess...

i really enjoyed meeting Zimmy on Saturday as well

im stressing over the missing cat..to the point of taking time off from working,paying out of my pocket so i can help even more in the search for him(plus i actually like him)

ive debated stating my side of things,but decided people will think what they want anyway.

i really have a ton of things i need to do here at work,before superbowl--and the big upper mgmt tour

im really glad i havent step down from my position seeing how things are right now

I hope you find the missing cat or it comes home soon!! that is too bad about the missing cat I would die if my babies were missing!!

sylvie · 01-25-2011, 01:14 PM

i confess -

- i had a really great work out this morning, the elliptical kicks my butt, bigtime which is what i need lol!!

- i did something today that i am quite proud of, and am now seeing the strength i am capable of, when necessary, yay me!

- i think facebook is an evil, evil site that sucks you in when you least suspect it... i never had the intention of LIKING that site, it was merely to keep an eye on my children, but now, i use it WAY more than they even do, my gawd!

- i am quite excited over the things i'll be doing during my birthday week next month.. all things i've been wanting to do for so long, but never felt i should do things for myself... i'm soooooo excited, i'm like a lil girl in a candy store *grinz*

- though i am starting to feel my worth, as a person, i do not feel worthy of true love

- i am craving chocolate, HARDcore...

bigbutchmistie · 01-25-2011, 06:33 PM

I confess :

It would be nice to talk to someone I can trust without being judged...

I confess :

I may be stupid for what I doing and thinking. But, Im trying to give it a try.

I confess :

I may have well lost my mind

scootebaby · 01-25-2011, 06:58 PM

i confess

...i havent given up hope yet about the cat coming back
...the Prince helped me(gladly even) cover the entire neighborhood with missing fliers
...my sleeping pills no longer work very well
...im having to take more doses of pain meds to keep the pain at a tolerable level
...that Jo and I fixed a wicked good dinner tonight
...i gotta get my ass in gear at work,and stop procrastinating
...i AM a procrastinator

wimsiclegirl · 01-25-2011, 07:00 PM

I confess...
I can be very insecure in new situations....
I confess....
I trust easily and get hurt often so I worry first and ask questions later...or not at all...

I confess...
I am trying to be a strong, self assured and confident girl but...

I confess...

that isn't always the easiest thing to do....

Sam · 01-25-2011, 07:41 PM

i confess..

starting a new sector in my life

i thank you all for the kind words and help.

i think im finally ready to get up on my own 2 feet

i need sleep

Gentle Tiger · 01-26-2011, 01:11 AM

I confess the chocolate covered peanut brittle, though it is not self replicating is beyond wonderful.

I confess Ravfem is a bit dilusional when it comes Sees Candy. lol

I also confess that I forget how many days it's been without a donut. Definitely troubling times. I wonder if 1PlayfulFemme or some other person celebrating the year of the tiger has been enjoying donuts for me.

ravfem · 01-26-2011, 01:31 AM

*pushes bag away*

i confess i no longer want my Hershey's Kisses now, because someone is a meanie and just had to brag about Sees candy!

sylvie · 01-26-2011, 12:45 PM

i confess

- it felt so good to open up this morning and get things off my chest like that, as hard as it was, planet friends rock!

- i have had my television on A&E since this morning, and it's been continuous episodes of Dog the Bounty Hunter, i ♥ this show (& Leland!) and not afraid to admit that lol!!

- it's about owning what i got & workin' it! and i'm lovin' that feelin'

- tomorrow starts a new phase of my journey, i'm soo ready!

01-24-2011, 10:20 AM	#1101
JustJo Infamous Member How Do You Identify?: pushy broad Preferred Pronoun?: she Relationship Status: Follow your heart; it knows things your mind cannot explain. Join Date: Jan 2010 Location: Southeast corner Posts: 5,633 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 24,417 Thanked 25,407 Times in 4,661 Posts Rep Power: 21474856	I confess that... ...I have a pounding headache...only slept for about an hour last night...and all I want to do is go back to bed, preferably forever ...we have lost another cat....so my son and I started this move with 8 animals and now have 2 of those left. It feels like a curse and a damn high price to pay. ...that there are days when I feel like I should just go be a hermit somewhere. This is one of them. ...that when my son goes away to college....I probably will. ...that I am tired of being fucking invisible, blamed for everything that goes wrong, and treated like I'm a bitch....particularly when I spend virtually all of my time, energy and money doing everything I can to make everyone around me happy. ...that it's my turn. And if that's a problem for anyone, they can go jump. ...I have a very long fuse, and a huge bomb at the end....and I am almost there. ...and, on a happier note....I loved meeting Zimmy...she's cute as a button...I appreciate that she talks as much as I do....and the snort was well-timed and perfectly appropriate. __________________ I'm not tall enough to ride emotional roller coasters

01-24-2011, 10:50 AM	#1103
sharkchomp Member How Do You Identify?: TG/stone butch Preferred Pronoun?: He Relationship Status: Single Join Date: Nov 2009 Location: Knoxville Posts: 426 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 419 Thanked 1,341 Times in 309 Posts Rep Power: 9701637	I confess that I've been very sad this morning and honored too. I posted this in the random thread last night about how I friended a guy on facebook and we really got to know each other because of his dog Tater. He was always posting pics of him and his dog. I would always post and say 'Hi Kev, give Tater a Tater-treat for me!' Tater got cancer and Kev put her down this morning. So I posted to him last night sending my condolences and hugs n stuff so this morning he posted to me and said before they went through with things he gave her a treat and told her it was from me shewwwwwwwww I confess I hope 1Play is sleeping peacefully. And by the way - you have 2 - TWO weeks til the superbowl. Next weekend is the Pro bowl I confess I got June to cuss me - and I liked it :evilgrin: heh ~~~shark~~~~~~~~ __________________ take a fish boating

01-25-2011, 07:13 AM	#1105
Zimmeh Infamous Member How Do You Identify?: Femme Preferred Pronoun?: Me Relationship Status: I am a human and not a possession Join Date: Nov 2009 Location: Southern Volusia County, FL Posts: 6,746 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 23,549 Thanked 13,441 Times in 4,316 Posts Rep Power: 21474857	I must confess, I dislike living in Florida; where I am told that since I am not on any state assisted health programs, I cannot go to the health department. I want to yell at my roommate for bringing her two sons home Saturday night, knowing the oldest one has pneumonia. Now, I'm sick and I cannot shake it. I hate taking meds!! If I don't go to the hospital, several people are going to call me up. I'm going to get dressed to go to the hospital! I loved meeting Jo Jo and Scoote on Saturday and I hope we can do it again! __________________ "A loving heart is the truest wisdom" -Chinua Achebe

01-25-2011, 08:50 AM	#1106
asphaltcowboi Senior Member How Do You Identify?: butch Relationship Status: HAPPY Join Date: Jun 2010 Location: ..... Posts: 1,509 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 2,367 Thanked 3,297 Times in 1,042 Posts Rep Power: 21474851	i confees that a few months ago i had the best piece of carrot cake in the world and today im thinking of making a 20 mile ride back to that mom and pop restraunt just for coffee and a piece of that carrot cake __________________

01-25-2011, 11:32 AM	#1110
miss entycing Senior Member How Do You Identify?: dangerous, but worth the risk. Preferred Pronoun?: just be nice.. it's that easy. Relationship Status: CapitalM's carved upon my skin. Join Date: Jan 2010 Location: on the southern edge of sanity, under a carolina moon. Posts: 3,276 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 8,341 Thanked 8,262 Times in 2,255 Posts Rep Power: 21474854	i confess that i am diggin' my new job! i confess that this lil heathen kitten in my lap gets cuter every day. i confess that i just paid a 324 dollar power bill- again. i confess that i am in some kinda need of dark chocolate- and sin. __________________ True strength lies in submission which permits one to dedicate their life, through devotion, to something beyond themselves. Whenever someone awakens fully, it affects human consciousness at a collective level. It is like dropping a stone into a dark murky pond. Ripples of light... Not one word need be spoken.

01-24-2011, 10:36 AM	#1102
Andrew, Jr. Timed Out How Do You Identify?: Me Preferred Pronoun?: He Relationship Status: Unavailable Join Date: Nov 2009 Location: Over the Rainbow in a House Posts: 5,072 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 16,004 Thanked 5,249 Times in 2,216 Posts Rep Power: 0	I confess: I mean what I say like please, thank you, yes, & no. I put in coins in expired meters where cars are parked. I feel like a misfit, and don't belong to any family or any community of any kind. I feel like people find enjoyment in pointing out my differences all the time. Just last night my bio-sister made a remark to me about having to deal with my constant questions during our childhood. She told me that I was nothing short of a pain in the a*. I live in constant anxiety. I cannot cook but can grill. I love to smoke my pipe and cigars.

01-24-2011, 11:03 AM	#1104
Sam Timed Out How Do You Identify?: Permanently Banned 2/11/2011 Preferred Pronoun?: He Relationship Status: I'll let you know Join Date: Nov 2009 Posts: 1,131 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 1,101 Thanked 668 Times in 363 Posts Rep Power: 0	i confesss.. last night rocked. the high i got from a single few words. but the heart, just rawks me inside out. i think some ppl need direction. Period

01-25-2011, 11:19 AM	#1108
scootebaby Timed Out How Do You Identify?: yes dear Preferred Pronoun?: she Join Date: Nov 2009 Location: south florida Posts: 2,494 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 3,264 Thanked 6,737 Times in 1,777 Posts Rep Power: 0	i confess... i really enjoyed meeting Zimmy on Saturday as well im stressing over the missing cat..to the point of taking time off from working,paying out of my pocket so i can help even more in the search for him(plus i actually like him) ive debated stating my side of things,but decided people will think what they want anyway. i really have a ton of things i need to do here at work,before superbowl--and the big upper mgmt tour im really glad i havent step down from my position seeing how things are right now

01-25-2011, 11:59 AM	#1111
Sam Timed Out How Do You Identify?: Permanently Banned 2/11/2011 Preferred Pronoun?: He Relationship Status: I'll let you know Join Date: Nov 2009 Posts: 1,131 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 1,101 Thanked 668 Times in 363 Posts Rep Power: 0	i confess.. my life is finally not spiraling. my feet are planted and im happy.

01-25-2011, 01:14 PM	#1113
sylvie Senior Member How Do You Identify?: Mr Mtn's babygirl Preferred Pronoun?: girly, she Relationship Status: fiercely protected ♥ Join Date: Jan 2010 Location: Moving home in OR with Him VERY soooon !! Posts: 2,548 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 4,834 Thanked 7,501 Times in 1,850 Posts Rep Power: 21474853	i confess - - i had a really great work out this morning, the elliptical kicks my butt, bigtime which is what i need lol!! - i did something today that i am quite proud of, and am now seeing the strength i am capable of, when necessary, yay me! - i think facebook is an evil, evil site that sucks you in when you least suspect it... i never had the intention of LIKING that site, it was merely to keep an eye on my children, but now, i use it WAY more than they even do, my gawd! - i am quite excited over the things i'll be doing during my birthday week next month.. all things i've been wanting to do for so long, but never felt i should do things for myself... i'm soooooo excited, i'm like a lil girl in a candy store grinz - though i am starting to feel my worth, as a person, i do not feel worthy of true love - i am craving chocolate, HARDcore... __________________ my Mantra: i am letting go of angers, continuing to find forgiveness, welcoming inner peace & deserving of it all. my facebook weight loss page: http://www.facebook.com/asyllyjourney

01-25-2011, 06:33 PM	#1114
bigbutchmistie Senior Member How Do You Identify?: Since You Need A Label. Butch Relationship Status: Still Dreaming Of My Happily Ever After Join Date: Nov 2009 Location: Arlington Texas Posts: 4,009 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 4,950 Thanked 5,364 Times in 1,941 Posts Rep Power: 21474855	I confess : It would be nice to talk to someone I can trust without being judged... I confess : I may be stupid for what I doing and thinking. But, Im trying to give it a try. I confess : I may have well lost my mind

01-25-2011, 06:58 PM	#1115
scootebaby Timed Out How Do You Identify?: yes dear Preferred Pronoun?: she Join Date: Nov 2009 Location: south florida Posts: 2,494 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 3,264 Thanked 6,737 Times in 1,777 Posts Rep Power: 0	i confess ...i havent given up hope yet about the cat coming back ...the Prince helped me(gladly even) cover the entire neighborhood with missing fliers ...my sleeping pills no longer work very well ...im having to take more doses of pain meds to keep the pain at a tolerable level ...that Jo and I fixed a wicked good dinner tonight ...i gotta get my ass in gear at work,and stop procrastinating ...i AM a procrastinator Last edited by scootebaby; 01-25-2011 at 07:08 PM. Reason: i said Ho instead of Jo---she only my Ho :P

01-25-2011, 07:00 PM	#1116
wimsiclegirl Member How Do You Identify?: Femme Preferred Pronoun?: She, her, babygirl, Relationship Status: Completely smitten... Join Date: Dec 2010 Location: Southern girl stuck somewhere in the middle Posts: 270 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 1,174 Thanked 399 Times in 135 Posts Rep Power: 2506782	I confess... I can be very insecure in new situations.... I confess.... I trust easily and get hurt often so I worry first and ask questions later...or not at all... I confess... I am trying to be a strong, self assured and confident girl but... I confess... that isn't always the easiest thing to do.... __________________ Wimsiclegirl

01-25-2011, 07:41 PM	#1117
Sam Timed Out How Do You Identify?: Permanently Banned 2/11/2011 Preferred Pronoun?: He Relationship Status: I'll let you know Join Date: Nov 2009 Posts: 1,131 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 1,101 Thanked 668 Times in 363 Posts Rep Power: 0	i confess.. starting a new sector in my life i thank you all for the kind words and help. i think im finally ready to get up on my own 2 feet i need sleep

01-26-2011, 01:11 AM	#1118
Gentle Tiger Moderator How Do You Identify?: As a Tiger of course Preferred Pronoun?: Not the Old Man Relationship Status: Two Tigers Join Date: Feb 2010 Location: Northern California Posts: 7,492 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 18,001 Thanked 15,995 Times in 3,996 Posts Rep Power: 21474858	I confess the chocolate covered peanut brittle, though it is not self replicating is beyond wonderful. I confess Ravfem is a bit dilusional when it comes Sees Candy. lol I also confess that I forget how many days it's been without a donut. Definitely troubling times. I wonder if 1PlayfulFemme or some other person celebrating the year of the tiger has been enjoying donuts for me. __________________ Please like

01-26-2011, 01:31 AM	#1119
ravfem Senior Member How Do You Identify?: i'm a girl Relationship Status: negative Join Date: Feb 2010 Location: Georgia Posts: 1,811 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 9,239 Thanked 3,126 Times in 1,269 Posts Rep Power: 1969285	pushes bag away i confess i no longer want my Hershey's Kisses now, because someone is a meanie and just had to brag about Sees candy! __________________

01-26-2011, 12:45 PM	#1120
sylvie Senior Member How Do You Identify?: Mr Mtn's babygirl Preferred Pronoun?: girly, she Relationship Status: fiercely protected ♥ Join Date: Jan 2010 Location: Moving home in OR with Him VERY soooon !! Posts: 2,548 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 4,834 Thanked 7,501 Times in 1,850 Posts Rep Power: 21474853	i confess - it felt so good to open up this morning and get things off my chest like that, as hard as it was, planet friends rock! - i have had my television on A&E since this morning, and it's been continuous episodes of Dog the Bounty Hunter, i ♥ this show (& Leland!) and not afraid to admit that lol!! - it's about owning what i got & workin' it! and i'm lovin' that feelin' - tomorrow starts a new phase of my journey, i'm soo ready! __________________ my Mantra: i am letting go of angers, continuing to find forgiveness, welcoming inner peace & deserving of it all. my facebook weight loss page: http://www.facebook.com/asyllyjourney