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Considering the vast interior of complicated shit-I've-got-to-fix*, I wonder if others have been misreading me this way and possibly, you know, shanking me unnecessarily for it? <squeak> I almost hate to write this here because of the way it will undoubtedly sound disingenuous and ...well, oogy. But, Bonney, I see you as a proud and prime authority on all those things I set out to do but never got around to for...laziness. Selfishness. In this way, you don't so much scare me, as humble me. That's hard pie to swallow, you know? I admit to having avoided you for it in the past. I didn't want to look at the part of myself I wasn't living up to. I wonder how much all of us represent these kind of weird (and possibly erroneous) things to one another, and the work we do to overcome it so that we can finally enjoy each other's company? *seriously, man. i am full up with it.
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Jesus fuck, I do have to say that it is wonderful that both here and in the female-IDed butch thread that we are talking about anti-lesbian stuff openly. Whew. I feel that giant chip about to slip off of my shoulder.
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Well. I guess I may as well own it publicly. I have definitely been guilty of some anti-lesbian posturing. Just because I have been treated badly by some lesbians in some spaces, does not make it acceptable for me to be "anti-lesbian." No sir/ma'am. And by having held that position, I can see where when I have been playful (in particular with you, Bonne) that maybe it's hard to distinguish when I'm being a dick and when I'm playing. And really, how would anyone know the difference. So, yeah, I'm going to do some work there.
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So Goof and I have been talking about this thread all morning over coffee.
And I prattled onandonandon about how the femmes will trot into "masculine-space" discussions (ie--the Butch Identity thread or the Braveheart thread) and throw our pennies down, but in "femme-space" threads, it is rare that the attention is reciprocated. It took 13 posts in here before little man posted. In a "masculine-space" thread, usually the 3rd or 4th post is a femme. Why? Now, Goof pointed out that he doesn't generally post in femme-spaces because he thinks we need this space without interference. Which I totally get. BUT would we rather have the support or the space? And now I'm being told I have to go because my breakfast is getting cold.
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And I think it's about damn time. AND... I have no trouble at all pointing out when it starts to read too much about them. Thanks for pointing this out, blush; I've been wanting to say something too.
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WOW, I so appreciate this.
Sisters VS competitors In the Pollyanna of my heart, where the world resides in a flow of goodness I deeply desire to see women, femmes as my sisters. In this place we have ethical boundaries, kind intentions, create a support system where we take joy in watching each other blossom into the most beautiful flowers we can be. A place where our hearts are safe, and trust is an abundant commodity. I have met a few femmes who I can honestly share this space, and I love them for this. I am somewhat new to this community, and I have to say I have been shocked by some of the things I have witnessed in the name of getting the butch. I don't know why, because straight women do it all the time. I guess I had hoped that a group of women with no men involved would just "do better". Were women after all why can't we figure it out????? I think the story may be, we're humans and being loved is a basic human need. We all want it but are conditioned to believe we don't automatically deserve it, just because we were born, which I think is the truth. We are taught to compete and fight for it, be pretty enough, sexy enough, Susie homemaker enough, just the right blend of innocent and naughty, and if we're the best f*** ever, we will surely be loved. So I agree this is a tall order to fill, and it's exhausting to be worthy of love. How can we not be afraid, afraid of not being worthy. It's like the golden carrot or something I'll try harder, just love me. I think that is where the competition come from. I think it is important to note, that we did not create these conditions, we were born into them. So, do we owe allegiance to these false pretenses? What purpose does keeping women in competition serve on a sociological level? Control of women?????? Maybe the real power is in loving our selves so completely that we believe we deserve to be loved, just because we exist. Then what is there to compete about? Passionaria
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I know I am kinda derailing, but I don't feel like making a, "why don't you wanna date lesbians?" thread. Besides, I'll live, I got better things to do than cry about people I don't know who don't wanna date me!
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I have experienced everything on the list. I'd never had a b/f community before and was SHOCKED to say the least. In the end I chose to not shut down, not participate and not disallow myself from further potential Femme friendships. I am so glad that five years later I have forged some solid Femme friendships. I don't feel that the syndrome of gossip, shunning, or the naming of the slut is entirely based in misogyny. I think it is first and foremost Fear based. So many of us have found a place where we belong after a lifetime of NOT belonging. Some believe they have to *fight* for that place. Climb up a rung of some imagined Hierarchy. If someone comes along that threatens that they are taken out. We should be offering a hand and pulling other Femme's in and up not out. There really IS room for all of us at the table. |
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I believe that men/masculine others are also in this competitive tension with one another, so, for me, there is the question of the Darwinian aim that I spoke to earlier. We are, most of us, looking for a mate. I disbelieve the Patriarchy has tooled a competition solely among women in order to establish control of us (it seems to create more chaos than order), but I do see mechanisms of control in the methods we undertake in order to compete, i.e. clothing, cosmetics, socially prescribed behaviors. As to the seeming pandemic of "unworthiness" we seem to suffer. I wonder about the ways in which we have so thoroughly disconnected from nature (feminine?) and from one another in this Western, individualist culture that dominates us. The more unworthy we feel, the more we will consume. This, of course, props up the capitalist structure our patriarchy has established. And round and round we go. Quote:
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so can I offer this personal perspective about prescribed behaviors ? I am assuming those prescribed (patriarchal-induced) behaviors to be quiet, malleable, supportive, complacent? I stated to Fru, during one of our roundabouts (read, arguments) Jezzuz, you've got a streak ...Yes, I SAID THAT to the person I love, admire and cherish most in the world...my heart of hearts ! But what I've come to appreciate is that I rely on that streak ! I hate being in the sights of the femme howitzer, but I know that it comes from her place of strength, Independence and that "don't fuck with me" undercurrent of confidence, all wrapped in a Southern Charm that is completely disarming ! Nice and pretty (though she undoubtedly is ) isn't going to singlehandedly protect her or us. I love knowing that her streak is borne of hardship, life experience and a clear vision for HER future. I am blessed to be a part of that. I know that I am safe with her. |
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I am mulling over in my head how people come in and say "I was shunned and ostracized by the Lesbian community" because it is their truth.
I am mulling over in my head the people that ARE the Lesbian community coming in and being hurt beyond measure because They did NOT participate in such hurtful behavior and it is NOT their truth. Both groups of people have valid points and feelings that are in complete contradiction. How DO WE get around this? |
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Hi Evolveme, This is a great conversation.I think the chaos serves a purpose. It defuses power, it's been used as a tool for centuries. All of that existed before mass consumerism, although the competition does fuel capitalism wonderfully. Christianity was the disconnect with the divine feminine. And that was about controlling the masses. We were born into sin, basically unworthy unless we follow XYZ,to redeem ourselves, presets determined by men in power, who mandated that women carry the sin of the world, the original sin. I think this is a huge factor in why we in this culture anyway believe we are not worthy of being loved.
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