FTM's and Transitioning

[1ladyface]

Hi All,

So...I'm a femme ladyface and won't be transitioning but I have a hormone related question and I thought you guys might have some insights.

I went back on birth control a few months ago to prevent ovarian cysts (I've had 2 in my life) and I think the hormones are aggravating my obsessive behaviors. When I was in high school and was put on birth control I am CERTAIN that it made my eating disorder worse. And eating disorders are a kind of OCD. So, do you think that's possible? And has anyone experienced anything similar? (obsessive behaviors getting better or worse as a side effect of taking hormones)

I'm not on anything aside from the Nuvaring, so it isn't a weird drug interaction. Thanks in advance for any thoughts you may have on this issue.

:eatinghersheybar:

[ScandalAndy]

It might just be the hormone release mechanism in the NuvaRing. I was on it for two months and the whole time I had MASSIVE mood swings, lots of crying and anger and early cramping and spotting. I got off it right away, since it clearly wasn't working well with my body chemistry and am back on the pill. So far my moods are much better, but it's still a bit early to tell.

Long story short, my ED and self-image have been HORRIBLE these last two months, on top of the emotional rollercoaster. I can't say if it's a result of the hormones trying to balance out, or something else, just figured I'd let you know that you aren't the only one who went through it on the ring. I'm not sure how much of this will apply to FTMs though, as individuals doing Testosterone HRT are masking/negating the effects of estrogen/progesterone, whereas contraceptive hormones mostly mess with the levels of those hormones in the body.



Guys: do you notice any of these things in yourselves?

Hi All,

So...I'm a femme ladyface and won't be transitioning but I have a hormone related question and I thought you guys might have some insights.

I went back on birth control a few months ago to prevent ovarian cysts (I've had 2 in my life) and I think the hormones are aggravating my obsessive behaviors. When I was in high school and was put on birth control I am CERTAIN that it made my eating disorder worse. And eating disorders are a kind of OCD. So, do you think that's possible? And has anyone experienced anything similar? (obsessive behaviors getting better or worse as a side effect of taking hormones)

I'm not on anything aside from the Nuvaring, so it isn't a weird drug interaction. Thanks in advance for any thoughts you may have on this issue.

:eatinghersheybar:

[Corkey]

I don't know one of us on estrogen who are FTM. One may want to ask other Femmes or MTF.

[ScandalAndy]

I did some hunting, there is a "healthy, body, etc. " area of the forums that I think might have better information. The menopause thread is especially helpful and addresses some hormone therapy and associated side effects. :)

Click here to jump to that section of BFP (http://www.butchfemmeplanet.com/forum/forumdisplay.php?f=124&order=desc)




Hi All,

So...I'm a femme ladyface and won't be transitioning but I have a hormone related question and I thought you guys might have some insights.

I went back on birth control a few months ago to prevent ovarian cysts (I've had 2 in my life) and I think the hormones are aggravating my obsessive behaviors. When I was in high school and was put on birth control I am CERTAIN that it made my eating disorder worse. And eating disorders are a kind of OCD. So, do you think that's possible? And has anyone experienced anything similar? (obsessive behaviors getting better or worse as a side effect of taking hormones)

I'm not on anything aside from the Nuvaring, so it isn't a weird drug interaction. Thanks in advance for any thoughts you may have on this issue.

:eatinghersheybar:

[ButchEire]

Like Corkey said, FTM's don't typically take female hormones. From a standpoint of a mental health counselor however, any fluctuation in hormones does indeed affect mood, so it's entirely possible.


It might just be the hormone release mechanism in the NuvaRing. I was on it for two months and the whole time I had MASSIVE mood swings, lots of crying and anger and early cramping and spotting. I got off it right away, since it clearly wasn't working well with my body chemistry and am back on the pill. So far my moods are much better, but it's still a bit early to tell.

Long story short, my ED and self-image have been HORRIBLE these last two months, on top of the emotional rollercoaster. I can't say if it's a result of the hormones trying to balance out, or something else, just figured I'd let you know that you aren't the only one who went through it on the ring. I'm not sure how much of this will apply to FTMs though, as individuals doing Testosterone HRT are masking/negating the effects of estrogen/progesterone, whereas contraceptive hormones mostly mess with the levels of those hormones in the body.



Guys: do you notice any of these things in yourselves?

[FtMGuy]

Where are you in your transition? Post transition feel like I am finished with all of it just on HRT now
How long have you been on T? 14 years
How much T do you take on a bi weekly or monthly basis? I am currently on NIBIDO I think its 4ML every 12 weeks but will change to something else when I go to the USA
How does your body react to your shot intake? no bad side effects
Are you pre or post op top and or bottom?I am post op top surgery hysto & Forearm phalloplasty
]Where and Who did your surgeries? Hysto was done for medical reasons in 97, top surgery was done in 2002 by Dr Perry Johnson in Omaha NE, I had a centurion done by DR Peter Raphael in Plano texas in 2004, then forearm phalloplasty done by Mister Nim Christopher from the London team took 18 months due to my work schedule and was finished in june2010
I am willing to post pictures of my surgery's if that is appropriate for this forum or answer any questions
Mike

[Linus]

Where are you in your transition? Post transition feel like I am finished with all of it just on HRT now
How long have you been on T? 14 years
How much T do you take on a bi weekly or monthly basis? I am currently on NIBIDO I think its 4ML every 12 weeks but will change to something else when I go to the USA
How does your body react to your shot intake? no bad side effects
Are you pre or post op top and or bottom?I am post op top surgery hysto & Forearm phalloplasty
]Where and Who did your surgeries? Hysto was done for medical reasons in 97, top surgery was done in 2002 by Dr Perry Johnson in Omaha NE, I had a centurion done by DR Peter Raphael in Plano texas in 2004, then forearm phalloplasty done by Mister Nim Christopher from the London team took 18 months due to my work schedule and was finished in june2010
I am willing to post pictures of my surgery's if that is appropriate for this forum or answer any questions
Mike

Just as an FYI, various nekkid body posting is not allowed due to our web server provider. If people want to see them they should PM you directly for access outside of the site. :)

[FtMGuy]

:canoworms:Just as an FYI, various nekkid body posting is not allowed due to our web server provider. If people want to see them they should PM you directly for access outside of the site. :)
Ahhh I thought perhaps that was it! glad I asked first before offending the serve with pictures of my cock!
Thanks for the heads up!! :|:canoworms:

[Logicaly]

Went down to the courthouse today and filled all my paperwork for my name change. Was nervous as all get out for some reason, worried that I would have made a mistake on my paperwork or something, but as usual, the worry was for nothing! Papers are filed and my court date is set for the 24th of April.

I actually talked to my father about my name, before I changed it. I wanted to know what he thought, even though I know what my name is and what name feels right. I found out though, that my middle name, which is currently Jean, was only because my mother pitched a fit because my father wanted it to be Eugene which was my grandfathers name. So I am very happy about that because I wanted to make my grandfathers name my middle name anyways, and finding out that is what it should have been all along just confirms for me how right this all is.

[The Oopster]

Went down to the courthouse today and filled all my paperwork for my name change. Was nervous as all get out for some reason, worried that I would have made a mistake on my paperwork or something, but as usual, the worry was for nothing! Papers are filed and my court date is set for the 24th of April.

I actually talked to my father about my name, before I changed it. I wanted to know what he thought, even though I know what my name is and what name feels right. I found out though, that my middle name, which is currently Jean, was only because my mother pitched a fit because my father wanted it to be Eugene which was my grandfathers name. So I am very happy about that because I wanted to make my grandfathers name my middle name anyways, and finding out that is what it should have been all along just confirms for me how right this all is.

I'm about to start the process myself ... you got me thinking .. I have a name picked out but there is a tradition that the males on my dad's side that their middle name is edward. I really want Koop as my main name cause everyone already knows it and lyndon as my middle name because it's close to my given name and my parents now call me lyn. I'm thinking maybe i'll hyphen my middle name and make it lyndon-edward. Does that sound too weird?

On another note I hope I represented us well yesterday. Someone doing a project for school on the transcommunity interviewed me. I think she asked 1 question and then i just started talking and covered all her questions and stuff she hadn't thought of.

[theoddz]

I found this information today about an organization that helps trans people with resources for transitioning, namely, surgical services. I thought I'd post the site here.

http://jimcollinsfoundation.org/

This organization raises money and then awards grants to trans patients for sex reassignment surgeries. For us transmen, I am supposing that they would help with money for top surgery. So many trans people are not able to pay for top surgery, at a minimum, and this organization has some pretty cool doctors (Dr. Christine McGinn) who do pro bono work for grant applicants. I don't know what all they do or might help with for those desiring phalloplasty (the creation of a penis), or the myriad of variations for bottom surgery that are available, but likewise costly, such as metoidaplasty or centurians.

~Theo~ :bouquet:

[SelfMadeMan]

THANK YOU for sharing this Theo!!

[aishah]

I found this information today about an organization that helps trans people with resources for transitioning, namely, surgical services. I thought I'd post the site here.

http://jimcollinsfoundation.org/

This organization raises money and then awards grants to trans patients for sex reassignment surgeries. For us transmen, I am supposing that they would help with money for top surgery. So many trans people are not able to pay for top surgery, at a minimum, and this organization has some pretty cool doctors (Dr. Christine McGinn) who do pro bono work for grant applicants. I don't know what all they do or might help with for those desiring phalloplasty (the creation of a penis), or the myriad of variations for bottom surgery that are available, but likewise costly, such as metoidaplasty or centurians.

~Theo~ :bouquet:

i cannot thank you enough for sharing this! just sent the link to my partner :)

[Logicaly]

My name change is officially complete and legal, now I just have to send paperwork off to all the appropriate places and get all things changed over. I am so glad to have that behind me and now I can begin working on the next step.

[The Oopster]

My name change is officially complete and legal, now I just have to send paperwork off to all the appropriate places and get all things changed over. I am so glad to have that behind me and now I can begin working on the next step.

Congrats ... mine probably won't get started til fall now!

It's interesting how different people react to it!

My mom was funny ... she was like "you just can't change it and not let us know we have your name on paper work." That's my mom.

Another person tried to tell me it's such a hassle it's not worth it. In my opinion it's a hassle not having it done. Maybe that's because I travel a lot and i have jobs where my drivers license is always shown so my given name is always out there!

[Nadeest]

I finally got my name changed, and have most of the paperwork changes accomplished, as well. Turning in the paperwork didn't worry me overmuch, but I was terrified when I went up in front of the judge. I was worried that he would turn down my request, just like the judge in Michigan did. Happily, it went off without a hitch, and I finally have my proper name. :)

[Julien]

I hope this is the right place to explain my situation. I am not as far along in my transition as I would like, but I wanted to post because I had a hysto three months ago and my ovaries were removed. I do not do hormone replacement therapy and am not on T (as of right now). I was told that taking my ovaries out would put me immediately into menopause. I do not have any of the symptoms of menopause and wondered if anyone else experience that? I see no need to do HRT because I feel fine the way I am. I don't know when I will be able to do the T because there are so many hurdles to overcome in my neck of the woods. I just wondered if anyone else had similar stories dealing with hystos and hormones. Thank you for any comments.

[Corkey]

I wanted to post because I had a hysto three months ago and my ovaries were removed. I do not do hormone replacement therapy and am not on T (as of right now). I was told that taking my ovaries out would put me immediately into menopause. I do not have any of the symptoms of menopause and wondered if anyone else experience that? I see no need to do HRT because I feel fine the way I am. I don't know when I will be able to do the T because there are so many hurdles to overcome in my neck of the woods. I just wondered if anyone else had similar stories dealing with hystos and hormones.

I went through the big M, I am about to get my female plumbing removed, so can't help you there. If you take T you will have to have your liver tested frequently. There are many issues with taking any hormone, you should know the risks and be able to talk with your doctor about if it is right for you. Please don't go the underground for T, you have no idea what you are getting.

[Toughy]

I'm not an FtM nor am I transitioning, but I did want to speak to the hormone replacement therapy (HRT) issue. First be thankful you are not having hot flashes, and/or night sweats..laughin.....they are awful. Many female bodied folks go through menopause without all those symptoms, so it is not unheard of.

If you are planning on transitioning it would not make sense for you to do HRT. The point of HRT is to replace estrogen lost because of either menopause or removing ovaries. The reason folks do HRT is to stop those symptoms from above and to help prevent bone loss. It's a part of normal ageing for female bodied folks so it's not a requirement for female-bodied folks to do HRT. I didn't and know plenty of women who have not.

I have not heard of FtMs taking estrogen. I believe the Benjamin Standards actually recommend hysterectomy (guys correct me if I am wrong....haven't read them in a few years) before starting T. My understanding is FtMs want to minimize the effects of estrogen and maximize the effects of testosterone. That is why you go on T.

There are a couple of threads here that talk about ways to increase T levels by using non-pharmaceutical products such as herbs. Some of the guys here should be able to steer you in the right direction. Please make sure you get yourself educated before you take any kind of herbs or hormones including estrogen and/or testosterone. The guys here are an incredible resource.

[Nadeest]

Actually, the new standards are put out by WPATH ( formerly known as the Harry Benjamin Society). You can find a copy of the new Standards of Care at the WPATH website. However, I can tell you that specific operations are NOT required, these days, for someone to transition. It is more a matter of what works for the individual, and what makes them feel more comfortable in their bodies.

[Toughy]

thanks Nadeest....it's good to know they think folks who are transitioning are capable of making their own decisions.....:sunglass:

[cowboy daddy]

I was able to get a court order last week for change name & gender mark from a Texas court. Spent (2) minutes in front of the judge. Phyllis Frye, of Frye, Steidley, Oaks & Benavides Law firm in Houston, ROCKS. She wasn’t cheap… but then the best never is.

[Nadeest]

I did my name change on my own, here in Houston. I didn't consider engaging Phyllis Fry, as I don't have the funds to pay out that kind of money, regardless of whether I wanted to do so, or not. She does have a very good reputation, though. I'll do my gender marker later, through getting a passport. I've already gotten the proper letter from my doctor, for them to approve it.

[cowboy daddy]

I live in a rural conservative county in North Texas. I really don’t know if I would have had problem here or not. We had no problem in the court here when my wife changed her name when we got married. But then she’s blonde and beautiful. So, all she had to do was smile. I wanted to get it all taken care of at one time and Ms. Frye made it easy.

[The Oopster]

http://www.biorelief.com/products/portable-toilets.htm

I needed to order a back up device and well the site I previously used I couldn't find and in fact the last time I ordered from them they didn't have the product I wanted.

I found the above site that had a selection of items I have tried and haven't tried and I thought I'd pass it along.

I've use the travel mate ... it's okay

I really have liked the whiz. Only once had a mishap and that really was my fault and not the products ... otherwise it's pretty effortless. My current one is even a little deformed from bending it and it still works great.

I also ordered the go girl this time. I like the fact i can get a non pink/purple version!

[Paphigleo]

Heya folks,

I've been away awhile now. Just popping in to check up on old friends.

Next week I get to finalize my name change at the courthouse.

I recently found out that my employer is covering all transition related surgeries a person could want.

I have an appointment with a chest surgeon at the end of the month, fingers crossed I will be rid of these wastes of flesh soon!

Hoping everyone is well.

[Nadeest]

Omg! Congradulations. How wonderful for you that your employer covers this!

[DapperButch]

Heya folks,

I've been away awhile now. Just popping in to check up on old friends.

Next week I get to finalize my name change at the courthouse.

I recently found out that my employer is covering all transition related surgeries a person could want.

I have an appointment with a chest surgeon at the end of the month, fingers crossed I will be rid of these wastes of flesh soon!

Hoping everyone is well.

Wow! That's great!

Congrats on the name change, too.

[Liam]

My new ID arrived a few days ago. I can't find words to describe how happy it makes me to see my legal name and that pesky "M" on that little piece of plastic. It makes me smile every time I look at it or think about it.

[DapperButch]

My new ID arrived a few days ago. I can't find words to describe how happy it makes me to see my legal name and that pesky "M" on that little piece of plastic. It makes me smile every time I look at it or think about it.

Congrats, Liam! I'm sure it feels fantastic!

[Paphigleo]

Well, I found out about 2 months ago that the surgeries I want (and are covered) I cannot have UNTIL I LOSE WEIGHT.

For those who have not met me, I am a BIG BOY.

Weighing 405 pounds 2 months ago and getting the news that I must be at/under a BMI of 34. That means for me, I must weigh approx 230 pounds. :|

185 to lose. :seeingstars:

I am concerned for the visibility of my enormous chest when the gut begins to disappear.

I am working out daily and have determination.

25 pounds down and 150 to go.

[The Oopster]

Well, I found out about 2 months ago that the surgeries I want (and are covered) I cannot have UNTIL I LOSE WEIGHT.

For those who have not met me, I am a BIG BOY.

Weighing 405 pounds 2 months ago and getting the news that I must be at/under a BMI of 34. That means for me, I must weigh approx 230 pounds. :|

185 to lose. :seeingstars:

I am concerned for the visibility of my enormous chest when the gut begins to disappear.

I am working out daily and have determination.

25 pounds down and 150 to go.

if you bind it may get easier as you lose. For me they were saggier and easier to manipulate.

Are there health issues besides body size?

[DapperButch]

if you bind it may get easier as you lose. For me they were saggier and easier to manipulate.

Are there health issues besides body size?

Yes, as your gut goes down, your chest will decrease in size, too.

Congrats on the 25lbs in 2 months!

[Nadeest]

Omg, I am so very glad for you, that your employer is covering all your surgeries. :)

[Nadeest]

Well, I found out about 2 months ago that the surgeries I want (and are covered) I cannot have UNTIL I LOSE WEIGHT.

For those who have not met me, I am a BIG BOY.

Weighing 405 pounds 2 months ago and getting the news that I must be at/under a BMI of 34. That means for me, I must weigh approx 230 pounds. :|

185 to lose. :seeingstars:

I am concerned for the visibility of my enormous chest when the gut begins to disappear.

I am working out daily and have determination.

25 pounds down and 150 to go.

Congrats on losing that amount of weight, already. Don't feel totally alone, though. If and when I ever get my surgeries, I am going to need to lose weight, as well. One surgeon, as I recall, won't take me unless I weigh under 200lbs. I last weighed in at about 225, though I rather suspect that that was just the daily cycle that we go through, with our weight. I won't feel as if I have lost any weight until I reach at least about 215.

I really want to get down to about 170 or so, and my body firmed up. I was all the way down to 177lbs, back in 2007, when the endo blackmailed me into quitting smoking. I gained 30lbs from that, and haven't lost it yet. :(

[Paphigleo]

Ooopster,

I have been binding since I was 22. I was at 200 pounds in high school and near my ideal body wt. I still had an over endowment. It is what it is.

if you bind it may get easier as you lose. For me they were saggier and easier to manipulate.

Are there health issues besides body size?

[Linus]

Just saw this on one of my mailing lists:

A Brand New Edition of the book Natural Transitioning: an FTM alternative (https://www.facebook.com/pages/Natural-Transitioning-an-FTM-alternative/291440254201774?directed_target_id=0) will be published in early 2014. This will be a very revised version, focusing more on organic, all-natural foods (including vegan, paleo, etc.) - and supplements/remedies that are purely homeopathic in nature.
Will include additional chapters as I have gained greater knowledge talking to experts/professionals in various fields. Will also include my transition from NT to taking testosterone.


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[DapperButch]

Hey, Linus, I received this email, too.

I have mixed feelings on the author. I also think it is notable that though he writes about natural transitioning, he actually decided it wasn't enough and so he went on synthetic T.

Granted he wrote the first book prior to going on T, but now why revise/write about natural transitioning again after finding out that it didn't work? I guess "work enough for him", is what he would say.

My mixed feelings is that the little I know of him makes me wonder if what fuels him the most is the money that he can make off of his "natural transitioning". Maybe I am wrong about the guy. I admit, it is based more on my gut about him, than anything. He and his partner just do not seem genuine to me.

Is my gut off about him? Let me know what you think, because honestly, I wouldn't mind ordering his book. I just don't want to "support" him in any way if my instincts are right about him (and his biggest motivation is figuring out a way how to make money off of his notoriety in the FTM community). It seems like a lot of guys who have no resources to buy T/no access to getting T, have tried his suggestions and have been disappointed (I'm talking about the teens/early 20's).

[Nadeest]

I tend to be very skeptical about this. There are lots of products out there that purport to help mtf's transition, and don't do much, if anything. When I started transition, I was using a supplement based program, and I'm not at all sure that it would have worked well, had I continued on with it, instead of going to pharmacutical meds.

[Tony]

I share Dapper's skepticism. He kinda loses credibility going on T if his NT is that effective. For myself, I do a lot of research for health and body building. I'm pretty damn sure that if his approach was really that effective, it would be all over the net, especially in muscle and body circles. Testosterone is one of the most desirable ingredients for those endeavors. If a natural or homeopathic solution was available and viable, we'd all know about it..Just my .02.

[Rufusboi]

I have been reading many of the discussions and see many people have questions about changing their gender markers. Every state is different. You must abide by the rules of the state you were born in for your birth certificate.

I changed all my gender markers 3 years ago without any problems at all. I had top surgery 7 years ago and had phalloplasty surgery January of this year.

If anyone has any questions about sexual reassignment markers or surgery I would be glad to answer any questions you may have. I am not an expert, I am just someone who has "been there and done that".

Here is the link for every state on changing your birth certificate. Each state is different.

http://www.lambdalegal.org/publications/sources-of-authority-to-amend

Here is the link for changing your Drivers License. Every state is different.

http://transequality.org/Resources/DL/DL_policies.html

Rufus

[DapperButch]

Hi, folks. I wasn't sure where else to put this, and I didn't think my transition warranted a new thread.

I wanted to share with my trans brothers that I am now socially transitioning and for all intents and purposes I will be "male" in our society.

I will share a bit of my journey with you all, in case some of you are interested.

I have identified as a transgender butch for quite a number of years (prior to this I identified as a female butch. I have never identified as a woman). Since I never felt "male" and didn't want some of the secondary sexual characteristics that came with testosterone, plus, the distress and difficulty it was cause in my professional life) I never transitioned. I have, however, struggled with social dysphoria for many years (discomfort with the public interacting with me as if I was female).

Over time, the secondary sexual characteristics have become something I have wanted and the social dysphoria has become so crippling, I decided to start taking testosterone and socially transition.

A huge turning point for me was realizing that I did not have to identify as "male" in order to take testosterone in order to get rid of both the physical and the social dysphoria. That is the key for me. I love this quote that I saw on another site. I don't even know the author, I just saw it in a post (I have it in my profile):

"I've come to the conclusion that transitioning isn't about "gender transition" anyway, it's about transitioning from someone with dysphoria to someone without dysphoria - and that may or may not involve crossing any perceived "gender boundaries".

My personal identity remains a TG Butch and a trans guy. How we are viewed in society is not always who we are. Non-binary FTM may also be a fit.

I am coming out at work early next week and will have my name change in the paper by the end of the week. My state requires that I announce my name change in the newspaper for 3 weeks in a row before I can go to court to legally change it. The process will take about 5-6 weeks. The legal name change itself isn't important to me, the issue is that being a healthcare professional, I sign my legal name many times a day in patient charts, so it will be hard for people to get used to my preferred name when they are reading my birth name over and over again.

I will go ahead and answer the OP's questions:

1)Where are you in your transition?

The definition of "transition" is different for everybody, so I can't answer this question.

2) How long have you been on T?

I started on low dose 9/9/14. I did low dose because I wanted to make sure that this was the right decision for me. Honestly, the indecision was getting to me so badly (I have been going back and forth for years), that I couldn't take "not knowing" anymore if T was right for my me. I needed to know if I was truly missing that chemical in my brain for my emotional health (not just physical changes).

I then decided it was right for me, so I increased my dose. Problem was my job shifted at work and I went into another department. I hadn't come out yet and thought I should go "in" as who I had been at my company for 9 years (female, albeit a very masculine one). I had to drop my dose as my voice was dropping. I lowered the dose dramatically for 4 weeks, so that my voice went back up. Needless to say, over the last 6 months my emotions have been all over the place. I have now come out to HR, and things are in motion. So, today was my third shot at my regular dose (maybe, I am still in the process of determining the right dose based on T levels).

3) How much T do you take on a bi weekly or monthly basis?


As of 3 weeks ago, I am taking .30ml (75mg), weekly, subcutaneous injections.

4) How does your body react to your shot intake?

Honestly, it is a crap shoot the first day as my body adjusts to this hormone. I can become agitated or emotional. It is something I try to pay attention to, but it is even hard for me to realize I am being that way.

5)Are you pre or post op top and or bottom?

Top Surgery - 10/10/13
Bottom Surgery - yet to be determined, if at all. I might get a metiodioplasty, I am not sure about urethra hook up, or not (there are so many complications, that one should expect to happen, sometimes requiring revision). I would go to Dr. Crane, who is going to have a new office in Austin, TX as of 10/2015. You have to be on testosterone for 2 years prior to meta. I am hoping that by then my employer will cover the surgery. Otherwise, it may never be an option for me. A meta with Crane run 20K-30K, based on what you get done. I don't have an interest in phalloplasty.

6) Where and Who did your surgeries?

Dr. Charles Garramone, Fort Lauderdale, FL.

I am hesitant to post this as it feels so exposing to me, but if my hearing my journey will help someone who is questioning if they should take testosterone and socially transition will make a difference, then it is worth it (and I truly mean that. I love and feel a huge bond to my butch sisters and brothers). I would have loved to have read how any masculine identified person decided to take testosterone and socially transition to male (regardless of their identity) when I was contemplating it.

[Logicaly]

Hi, folks. I wasn't sure where else to put this, and I didn't think my transition warranted a new thread.

I wanted to share with my trans brothers that I am now socially transitioning and for all intents and purposes I will be "male" in our society.

I will share a bit of my journey with you all, in case some of you are interested.

I have identified as a transgender butch for quite a number of years (prior to this I identified as a female butch. I have never identified as a woman). Since I never felt "male" and didn't want some of the secondary sexual characteristics that came with testosterone, plus, the distress and difficulty it was cause in my professional life) I never transitioned. I have, however, struggled with social dysphoria for many years (discomfort with the public interacting with me as if I was female).

Over time, the secondary sexual characteristics have become something I have wanted and the social dysphoria has become so crippling, I decided to start taking testosterone and socially transition.

A huge turning point for me was realizing that I did not have to identify as "male" in order to take testosterone in order to get rid of both the physical and the social dysphoria. That is the key for me. I love this quote that I saw on another site. I don't even know the author, I just saw it in a post (I have it in my profile):

"I've come to the conclusion that transitioning isn't about "gender transition" anyway, it's about transitioning from someone with dysphoria to someone without dysphoria - and that may or may not involve crossing any perceived "gender boundaries".

My personal identity remains a TG Butch and a trans guy. How we are viewed in society is not always who we are. Non-binary FTM may also be a fit.

I am coming out at work early next week and will have my name change in the paper by the end of the week. My state requires that I announce my name change in the newspaper for 3 weeks in a row before I can go to court to legally change it. The process will take about 5-6 weeks. The legal name change itself isn't important to me, the issue is that being a healthcare professional, I sign my legal name many times a day in patient charts, so it will be hard for people to get used to my preferred name when they are reading my birth name over and over again.

I will go ahead and answer the OP's questions:

1)Where are you in your transition?

The definition of "transition" is different for everybody, so I can't answer this question.

2) How long have you been on T?

I started on low dose 9/9/14. I did low dose because I wanted to make sure that this was the right decision for me. Honestly, the indecision was getting to me so badly (I have been going back and forth for years), that I couldn't take "not knowing" anymore if T was right for my me. I needed to know if I was truly missing that chemical in my brain for my emotional health (not just physical changes).

I then decided it was right for me, so I increased my dose. Problem was my job shifted at work and I went into another department. I hadn't come out yet and thought I should go "in" as who I had been at my company for 9 years (female, albeit a very masculine one). I had to drop my dose as my voice was dropping. I lowered the dose dramatically for 4 weeks, so that my voice went back up. Needless to say, over the last 6 months my emotions have been all over the place. I have now come out to HR, and things are in motion. So, today was my third shot at my regular dose (maybe, I am still in the process of determining the right dose based on T levels).

3) How much T do you take on a bi weekly or monthly basis?


As of 3 weeks ago, I am taking .30ml (75mg), weekly, subcutaneous injections.

4) How does your body react to your shot intake?

Honestly, it is a crap shoot the first day as my body adjusts to this hormone. I can become agitated or emotional. It is something I try to pay attention to, but it is even hard for me to realize I am being that way.

5)Are you pre or post op top and or bottom?

Top Surgery - 10/10/13
Bottom Surgery - yet to be determined, if at all. I might get a metiodioplasty, I am not sure about urethra hook up, or not (there are so many complications, that one should expect to happen, sometimes requiring revision). I would go to Dr. Crane, who is going to have a new office in Austin, TX as of 10/2015. You have to be on testosterone for 2 years prior to meta. I am hoping that by then my employer will cover the surgery. Otherwise, it may never be an option for me. A meta with Crane run 20K-30K, based on what you get done. I don't have an interest in phalloplasty.

6) Where and Who did your surgeries?

Dr. Charles Garramone, Fort Lauderdale, FL.

I am hesitant to post this as it feels so exposing to me, but if my hearing my journey will help someone who is questioning if they should take testosterone and socially transition will make a difference, then it is worth it (and I truly mean that. I love and feel a huge bond to my butch sisters and brothers). I would have loved to have read how any masculine identified person decided to take testosterone and socially transition to male (regardless of their identity) when I was contemplating it.

Thank you for sharing this with us! I always enjoy reading/hearing about someone elses journey in their transition. Dr. Crane is an excellent doctor and actually who I am hoping to go to here in San Francisco for my top surgery.

[DapperButch]

Thank you for sharing this with us! I always enjoy reading/hearing about someone elses journey in their transition. Dr. Crane is an excellent doctor and actually who I am hoping to go to here in San Francisco for my top surgery.

Thanks, man. I'd love to hear your story as well!

Depending on when you are getting it done, he may be in Austin full time. I know that is when he is opening his satellite practice down there in October and I believe plans to move there.

It seems as though Satterwhite is doing all of his top surgeries. I saw a guy on youtube who had Crane do one side while Satterwhite did the other when he was training him. They were identical. I think that was insane of the youtube guy to agree to that, but whatever.

Anyway, I think Crane is pretty much doing only lower surgery now, but i am sure if you requested him and he is still in San Fran you could get him to do it.

Do you live close enough that you could stay at home during recovery?

When do you think you will get it done? CA requires all insurance companies to cover trans health, but of course they do the bare minimum in order to meet the requirements of the law.

I was out of pocket with Garramone.

[Logicaly]

Thanks, man. I'd love to hear your story as well!

Depending on when you are getting it done, he may be in Austin full time. I know that is when he is opening his satellite practice down there in October and I believe plans to move there.

It seems as though Satterwhite is doing all of his top surgeries. I saw a guy on youtube who had Crane do one side while Satterwhite did the other when he was training him. They were identical. I think that was insane of the youtube guy to agree to that, but whatever.

Anyway, I think Crane is pretty much doing only lower surgery now, but i am sure if you requested him and he is still in San Fran you could get him to do it.

Do you live close enough that you could stay at home during recovery?

When do you think you will get it done? CA requires all insurance companies to cover trans health, but of course they do the bare minimum in order to meet the requirements of the law.

I was out of pocket with Garramone.

I am hoping to perhaps at the end of next year be ready to have my surgery. The only thing really holding me up is financials. My insurance doesn't cover it because it is out of network. I originally wanted Brownstein, but he obviously retired, and so I had my hopes on Crane, and well, it seems like I might miss out on that opportunity as well. I just want to make sure that I have the best results possible. I do live here in San Francisco, at least in a suburb of it, so it would be extremely close to home which is certainly a nice perk.

Do you happen to have the link for the surgery where they both did it handy? I have not seen any results from the other doctor, but I love that Crane doesn't use drains.

I have been on T for wow, maybe 6 years now. I will have to type up my story to share, its nothing amazing, but its been a great journey for me, and one that I have learned on and evolved through during the years.

[The Oopster]

Do you happen to have the link for the surgery where they both did it handy? I have not seen any results from the other doctor, but I love that Crane doesn't use drains.

Finally .... I have debated people for a long time about drains. I believe there are times they need to be used but not always ... so glad to see more drs coming around to this. If the dr. I had, had used drains it would have been absurd because I didn't have much fluid build up. So again nice to see this!

[ahk]

Dr. Peter Raphael in Plano, TX doesn't use drains either.
This is where I want to go if still living in NM.

[DapperButch]

I am hoping to perhaps at the end of next year be ready to have my surgery. The only thing really holding me up is financials. My insurance doesn't cover it because it is out of network. I originally wanted Brownstein, but he obviously retired, and so I had my hopes on Crane, and well, it seems like I might miss out on that opportunity as well. I just want to make sure that I have the best results possible. I do live here in San Francisco, at least in a suburb of it, so it would be extremely close to home which is certainly a nice perk.

Do you happen to have the link for the surgery where they both did it handy? I have not seen any results from the other doctor, but I love that Crane doesn't use drains.

I have been on T for wow, maybe 6 years now. I will have to type up my story to share, its nothing amazing, but its been a great journey for me, and one that I have learned on and evolved through during the years.

I understand the attraction to no drains. They didn't bother me though. I actually think I would feel creeped out at the idea of my body absorbing all that blood and stuff. But, that is just me.

Do you know why Crane isn't in network?

It would be great to hear your transition journey.

Here's the guy.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mpxjGytnlD8

[deb0670]

Our 18 yr old son (ftm)is really having a hard time right now. We are trying to find a therapist for him, but not having much luck. it hurts my heart so much to see him struggle. Ethan helps when He can, but, He came out many years ago and did not have the same road our son is travelling on..
Our son wants to take T, get top surgery, get a hysterectomy,.. but doesn't know how to begin.
He has such dysphoria, that when he has to take his shirt and binder off, he cries.
Any ideas?
He is 18, but, he is still in high school and we are still 100 % supporting him in everything

[bright_arrow]

I just wanted to mention that when Logic and I looked at Cranes site last night, it said his office in TX won't be opened until 2016. Not sure if it's a typo, but it offers some more hope if it is indeed in 2016 :-)

[DapperButch]

I just wanted to mention that when Logic and I looked at Cranes site last night, it said his office in TX won't be opened until 2016. Not sure if it's a typo, but it offers some more hope if it is indeed in 2016 :-)

Hey, thanks for the information. I had learned about the 10/2015 from word of mouth, he did not have that information on his site. I'm sure 2016 is correct.

Regardless, it says that he will be back "several times a quarter", so I wonder if it was planed well enough it could still work out that Logicaly could get it done when Crane is in town.

It really depends on how important that one surgeon is for you. I knew I didn't want anyone but Garramone and would have waited for as long as I had to to see him.

[Liam]

Our 18 yr old son (ftm)is really having a hard time right now. We are trying to find a therapist for him, but not having much luck. it hurts my heart so much to see him struggle. Ethan helps when He can, but, He came out many years ago and did not have the same road our son is travelling on..
Our son wants to take T, get top surgery, get a hysterectomy,.. but doesn't know how to begin.
He has such dysphoria, that when he has to take his shirt and binder off, he cries.
Any ideas?
He is 18, but, he is still in high school and we are still 100 % supporting him in everything

Here is a list of gender therapists who work in Georgia. Some of them work online and/or also use skype, and the telephone, in their practice. Its really important that he not wear his binder all of the time, for physical health reasons. A good therapist will assist all of you in implementing a plan that will help your son be comfortable in his own skin.

I do not know or have any experience with the individuals on this list. It was obtained from a website called Laura's Playground.

B.E. Budd, Ph.D.
699 B Piedmont Ave, NE
Atlanta, Ga. 30324
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2nd office at :
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1216 Mars Hill Road, #C,
Watkinsville, GA. 30677
Phone : (404) 873-5517
Email : bebudd@bebuddphd.com
Website : http://www.bebuddphd.com/
Online Therapy Info : http://www.bebuddphd.com/contact.html
Online Therapy via Skype Web Cam and in office therapy.
"I am a clinical psychologist in private practice in Atlanta, Ga. I’ve been in practice since 1981. I am currently trying to make my services available to the trans community in my area. My primary office is in Atlanta, but I am in my new Watkinsville office one day per week. The same phone is used for both offices."

Joel Bagby
7193 Douglas Blvd, Suite 205
Douglasville, GA. 30135
Phone : (404) 920-0551
Very professional. In his office in Douglasville on Mondays.

Montgomery Medical & Psychological Institute, Inc.
Montgomery Institute
P.O. Box 33311
Decatur, GA. 30033
Contact: Jerry or Lynn Montgomery.
Phone : (404) 603-9426
TS support group and professional services. Information distribution center for the southeast region. Monthly meetings, free professional referrals, speakers, training seminars, hot line, and an annual TS convention. Screening required of clients. Local professionals working with our members are screened.
Publishes: Monthly newsletter and Insight, a quarterly magazine for and about TSs.

James L. Powell, Ph.D.
Accord Psychological Associates
2333 Windy Hill Road
Marietta, GA. 30067
Phone : (770) 980-9323

Relationship Enrichment Center
1640 Powers Faeery Road
Building 28, Suite 350
Marietta, GA. 30067
Also run by Joel Bagby (see reference above).
Phone : (404) 955-7715
Fax : (404) 956-9325

Erin K. Swenson, Th.M., Ph.D.
Brookwood Exchange Building
1708 Peachtree Street, NW., Suite 505
Atlanta, GA. 30309
Phone : (404) 312-5677
Email : erin@erinswen.com
Website : http://www.erinswen.com/
Dr. Swenson is a licensed therapist, ordained minister, and transgendered woman who will counsel face-to-face or via phone. Also offers periodic day-long workshops. Erin works with couples in severe crisis, persons and families with physical and mental disabilities, individuals and couples with gender identity / sexuality issues, as well as spiritual issues in personal life. With her own transgender experience, Erin is especially capable of assisting with gender identity issues. She has extensive experience with gender transitions, couples and families with gender identity issues, and faith issues around the topic of gender identity.

Rebecca H. Wood, Ph.D.
Wood's Psychological Services, Inc.
2470 Windy Hill Road, Suite 217
Marietta, GA. 30067
Phone : (770) 952-4503
Fax : (770) 951-8930
Email : RHolcombeW@aol.com
Licensed psychologist. Short-term therapy / evaluation. Works with adults & adolescents covering gay issues, gender issues, and survival of sexual abuse.

Alan Yorker, M.A.
1708 Peachtree St.
Atlanta, GA. 30309
Phone : (404) 874-1708

Michael S. McGarry, Ph.D, P.C.
Ridgeview Institute, Professional Building South, Suite 1
4015 South Cobb Drive
Smyrna, GA. 30080
Phone : (770) 435-5453
Website : http://www.atlantatherapist.com

AnnaLisa Derenthal, LPC, NCC
EMDR for Trauma, Grief & Loss, Mood & Anxiety Disorders, LGBTQI & Transitioning
11285 Elkins Road, Suite D-4
Roswell, GA. 30076
Phone : (678) 431-3901
Fax : (770) 521-0512
Email : annalisaderenthal@gmail.com
Website : http://www.annalisaderenthal.com
"I have two primary specialties: one is trauma and the other is gender identity issues. I also provide a weekly support group and love working with clients in the larger LGBTQI community."

Renelle "Ren" Massey, Ph.D.
1244 Clairmont Road, Suite 101
Decatur, GA. 30030
Phone : (404) 292-3400
Email : drrenelle@comcast.net
Website : http://www.drrenelle.com
"I'm a licensed psychologist practicing over 20 years in the Atlanta area. I work with mtfs, ftms, genderqueer, crossdressers, and other clients in exploring gender issues. I'm a WPATH member and have presented at Southern Comfort several times."

Tana Hall, M.Ed., LPC
204 Church Sreet
Decatur, GA. 30030
Phone : (404) 496-8262
Website : http://www.tanahall.com

H. William Martin, Jr., M.D.
5605 Glenridge Drive, Suite 605
Atlanta, GA. 30342
Phone : (404) 252-3001
Fax : (404) 303-8008

Jayson Peterson, MEd, MFT
2215 Cheshire Bridge Road NE
Atlanta, GA. 30324
Phone : (404) 816-7171, extension 14
Email : jayson.peterson@ccccp.org

Diane Solursh, Ph.D.
Augusta, GA
Phone : (706) 733-7029

Ana Adelstein, Ph.D.
Licensed Clinical Psychologist
The Highland Psych Collaborative
675 Seminole Avenue NE, Suite 307
Atlanta, GA. 30307
Phone : (678) 701-9559 x 101
Email : aadelstein@secure.highlandcollaborative.com
Website : http://www.anaadelstein.com
"I'm a Canadian transplant living in Atlanta whose been in practice almost 20 years. I'm a professional member of WPATH and have worked with TransYouth and Family Allies (TYFA). I specialize in helping people imagine and create richer, more fulfilling lives, and deeper, more satisfying relationships. If we team up, I will work with you flexibly and even playfully, incorporating techniques and approaches that have proven effective. I will encourage you to couple your insight with action so you can work out creative solutions. I will respect your right to decide what is good for you, based on your truths. I work with trans-identified/gender non-conforming youth (I've worked with kids as young as 3) as well as adults. I am available to work with clients remotely by using a HIPAA-compliant video service, But current Georgia psychology licensing laws restrict me to working only with individuals living in Georgia where I am licensed. Find answers I've penned relating to gender identity, among other things, online at HeathTap (http://www.healthtap.com). Also, please find me on Twitter @DrAnaATL"

[Corkey]

And while he isn't wearing his binder, he might throw on a Frog Bra for support, internal as well as external.

[DapperButch]

Hey, folks, I wanted to share that things went really, really well today coming out at work. I had two groups to share with and my supervisor also had two groups to meet with. I now work in two departments, so lots of people to tell. I needed them all told at the same time so that people didn't hear it from others. I do have two coworkers that weren't there today that I will tell myself in the morning.

I had no negative responses. Who knows what people are thinking deep down but at least where I work it is politically incorrect to bash trans people. :cheesy:, so I won't have to hear the comments.

Tomorrow my preferred name will be my email address and throughout most of our system.

I feel very fortunate to have the support at work, you all here, and of course tantalizingfemme.

Thanks, all.

[bright_arrow]

Hey, folks, I wanted to share that things went really, really well today coming out at work. I had two groups to share with and my supervisor also had two groups to meet with. I now work in two departments, so lots of people to tell. I needed them all told at the same time so that people didn't hear it from others. I do have two coworkers that weren't there today that I will tell myself in the morning.

I had no negative responses. Who knows what people are thinking deep down but at least where I work it is politically incorrect to bash trans people. :cheesy:, so I won't have to hear the comments.

Tomorrow my preferred name will be my email address and throughout most of our system.

I feel very fortunate to have the support at work, you all here, and of course tantalizingfemme.

Thanks, all.

Congratulations, I'm very excited for you! :)

[JDeere]

Hey, folks, I wanted to share that things went really, really well today coming out at work. I had two groups to share with and my supervisor also had two groups to meet with. I now work in two departments, so lots of people to tell. I needed them all told at the same time so that people didn't hear it from others. I do have two coworkers that weren't there today that I will tell myself in the morning.

I had no negative responses. Who knows what people are thinking deep down but at least where I work it is politically incorrect to bash trans people. :cheesy:, so I won't have to hear the comments.

Tomorrow my preferred name will be my email address and throughout most of our system.

I feel very fortunate to have the support at work, you all here, and of course tantalizingfemme.

Thanks, all.



Major Congrats, Dapper!

[Logicaly]

Hey, folks, I wanted to share that things went really, really well today coming out at work. I had two groups to share with and my supervisor also had two groups to meet with. I now work in two departments, so lots of people to tell. I needed them all told at the same time so that people didn't hear it from others. I do have two coworkers that weren't there today that I will tell myself in the morning.

I had no negative responses. Who knows what people are thinking deep down but at least where I work it is politically incorrect to bash trans people. :cheesy:, so I won't have to hear the comments.

Tomorrow my preferred name will be my email address and throughout most of our system.

I feel very fortunate to have the support at work, you all here, and of course tantalizingfemme.

Thanks, all.

I am super glad to hear that you had no negative responses from work. I know what a great feeling it is to come out at work and to have it go well. I have had to do it at a few different companies now. So I am super happy for you.

Our 18 yr old son (ftm)is really having a hard time right now. We are trying to find a therapist for him, but not having much luck. it hurts my heart so much to see him struggle. Ethan helps when He can, but, He came out many years ago and did not have the same road our son is travelling on..
Our son wants to take T, get top surgery, get a hysterectomy,.. but doesn't know how to begin.
He has such dysphoria, that when he has to take his shirt and binder off, he cries.
Any ideas?
He is 18, but, he is still in high school and we are still 100 % supporting him in everything

I am sorry to hear that your son is having such a hard time. I totally understand. I can't express enough how much help it was to finally start taking T. So the sooner he can get that going the better. I would start with the therapist, after one or two sessions, I would say he can easily get a letter from them to give to a physician. The therapist might even be able to suggest a local doctor that can work with him. I see that Liam gave you a most awesome list of people to start with. I wish him the best, I understand how rough it can be, I hate seeing myself in the mirror with a shirt off. I am finally just now getting to a point that I feel comfortable looking in the mirror even with clothes on.

[Logicaly]

Since we are starting to share our stories, and I know how some times sharing stories and experiences can be beneficial to others, here is my story...

It all started on a dark and stormy night....well not really.

It probably started way back in Kindergarten, and I just never realized it. I never wanted to wear the dresses that my parents wanted me to. I never wanted to be on the girls teams for any games of tag, and I certainly never wanted to play with barbies, I wanted the GI Joes. On the rare days I did have to wear a dress, like school picture days, I would cry, and cry...it just felt so wrong. Then when puberty started...I hated myself, and I hated life for being so cruel to me and I didn't understand why it had to happen and be the way that it was. I just wanted it to end. I used to fantasize about being a guy, as early as 2nd grade, it just felt more natural to me. I felt like a freak, all through elementary school, like something was wrong with me, and I was carrying this dirty secret.

It wasn't until high school that I started exploring things more. I started coming out to very close friends as bi-sexual, letting a few very close female friends know that I was into them, and having them be into me, helped make that feel even better. Also, in high school I started going online and pretending to be a boy. I know that wasn't the most honest thing to do, but as a teenager, struggling with figuring out who they are, and feeling like a freak of nature, it was all I could do. I had a few girlfriends, while pretending to be this guy online and being seen as a guy, never felt more right. At the same time, the fact that it felt right, just made me feel more like something was wrong with me, after all, what kind of person wants to be a gender other than the one they are, right?

It wasn't until just after college, that I met a woman who was in the process of her own transition, that showed me that it was okay to be the person I felt that I was. She allowed me to publicly be the man that I always felt I was. It was at that point I started exploring it more in my personal life, although it was still a few years until I was able to tell my family. I was terrified to tell my Dad. We always worry about the things we shouldn't though. My Dad, and my family have all been amazingly supportive of me.

So I started hormone therapy about 5, maybe 6 years ago now. I started on a very low dose injection and have worked my way up to 1.5mL. I am terrified of needles, so I don't do my own injections. I have an amazingly supportive partner who does them for me, and she is so great that I don't even feel them generally. There was a time there where I didn't stay on schedule as much as I should, so my levels have fluctuated a bit, but now that my current partner is doing them for me, we are staying on schedule and things are moving along again.

I have been living publicly as a male, both at work, and in every aspect of my life for 5 years now as well. I have had my name legally changed, both first and middle. I took my grandfathers first name as my middle name, in honor of him after he passed. My drivers license was also changed to male as well. So now I am currently working on saving for top surgery. My insurance is Kaiser, and they would cover it, if I went with a surgeon in their network...but I want the best, so I am willing to pay out of pocket for it. We have worked out a plan to hopefully be ready to pay for it, by March of 2016. At this time, I have no desire to have any other surgeries. I do not like the end result looks of the genital surgeries, so unless I see some advancements on that, that likely won't happen for me, and I am okay with that.

As I mentioned before, I am really blessed to have such a supportive partner. She supports me in every aspect of it, and takes an active role in my transition. My family is also very amazing, I can't explain how good it feels to hear my Dad call me his son, my sister her brother and my nephew his uncle.

[DapperButch]

My insurance is Kaiser, and they would cover it, if I went with a surgeon in their network...but I want the best, so I am willing to pay out of pocket for it.

Makes sense. So, when are you scheduled with Garramone? ;)

We all have our favorites, my man.

I thought that Crane took Kaiser? I just looked now on his site and didn't see anything on insurance companies, but I could have sworn I read somewhere that he took Kaiser.

1.5ml every two weeks IM?

If IM, have you ever considered Sub-q?

http://transguys.com/ref/research/subcutaneous-injections

Thanks for sharing your story!!

[deb0670]

I have good news. Our son has an appointment in June for his first physical and consultation. A week to a week and a half after that, he will be getting his first prescription for T.
He is going to see a therapist to get a letter for top surgery, and the place he is going to will take care all of the pre and post stuff. Also.. Very very likely due to medical issues.. He will most likely be able to have a hysterectomy sooner rather than later.
Best part about all this.. Everything is super affordable!!
To be able to share this news with him when he came home from school the other day and see the look on his face... Did this Momma worlds of good.

[LeftWriteFemme]

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[Logicaly]

Makes sense. So, when are you scheduled with Garramone? ;)

We all have our favorites, my man.

I thought that Crane took Kaiser? I just looked now on his site and didn't see anything on insurance companies, but I could have sworn I read somewhere that he took Kaiser.

1.5ml every two weeks IM?

If IM, have you ever considered Sub-q?

http://transguys.com/ref/research/subcutaneous-injections

Thanks for sharing your story!!

Hey Dapper, sorry for the late reply. It is indeed 1.5ml every two weeks IM. I have looked into Sub-q, but it didn't look like it was something as widely used yet. I read some where too about issues with it just sitting under the skin, and not being absorbed, I tried to find the article again that I read, but can't seem to do so now. I currently do my insulin Sub-q and am so thankful that those needles are small. I know however due to how thick the T is, that the needle would still need to be substantially large, and I think that is the biggest problem I run into with my own fears, because I don't have as much issue with my insulin needles.

I have good news. Our son has an appointment in June for his first physical and consultation. A week to a week and a half after that, he will be getting his first prescription for T.
He is going to see a therapist to get a letter for top surgery, and the place he is going to will take care all of the pre and post stuff. Also.. Very very likely due to medical issues.. He will most likely be able to have a hysterectomy sooner rather than later.
Best part about all this.. Everything is super affordable!!
To be able to share this news with him when he came home from school the other day and see the look on his face... Did this Momma worlds of good.

Deb, I am so happy to hear that news for your son! That is quite wonderful!

[Kent]

I've not really been around this site much in the last few months, almost a year, but I wanted to come in here and participate. I appreciate the guys who have transitioned before me talking about their experiences and sharing them with us here.

I started my transition February 2013 with my first dose of Testosterone. It was the best day of my life so far. It's been a life saver for me in terms of being happy with myself and who I am.

I went to court with the required documents in April 2013 and had my name legally changed without a lawyer. I obtained the documents off the website texaslawhelp.org. The Judge approved my name change in a little over an hour of dropping off the paperwork to his legal secretary.

March 2014, I went back to court with my name and gender marker change documents. I added my middle name which was my father's middle name and I had my gender marker changed. I had all the necessary documents I needed to legally change everything. Once again, no lawyer was needed. I dropped off my paperwork to the Judge himself this time, since his secretary was out of the office. He called me back in less than an hour and told me my order was ready and I could pick it up.

As soon as I picked up the order from the court, I went and changed my driver's license and social security card. Everyone was very professional and respectful while making these changes.

Now, I've got my house for sale. I'm about to go get top surgery. Life is good. I've never been happier.

[deb0670]

Our son is on his way to his Senior Prom. He is so Dapper in his suit and tie. Such a proud Momma here.

[Kent]

Our son is on his way to his Senior Prom. He is so Dapper in his suit and tie. Such a proud Momma here.

Deb, that's so cool that you support your son. I hope he has a great time at the prom tonight.

I'm so damn happy over here, I got my dates wrong.. all this happened in 2014 and 2015...not 2013 and 2014... I've been on T for 14 months now.

[DapperButch]

Hey Dapper, sorry for the late reply. It is indeed 1.5ml every two weeks IM. I have looked into Sub-q, but it didn't look like it was something as widely used yet. I read some where too about issues with it just sitting under the skin, and not being absorbed, I tried to find the article again that I read, but can't seem to do so now. I currently do my insulin Sub-q and am so thankful that those needles are small. I know however due to how thick the T is, that the needle would still need to be substantially large, and I think that is the biggest problem I run into with my own fears, because I don't have as much issue with my insulin needles.



Deb, I am so happy to hear that news for your son! That is quite wonderful!

No, problem, Logicaly. The sub-q needles are small, 25 gauge, 5/8 inch. They are actually finding that this delivery system is more efficient than IM, with less testosterone needed to hit your correct levels. The studies continue to be replicated. You are correct that most places still use IM, but honestly, there is no reason for it. The data is clear. I a confident that this will be the T delivery system of choice at some point (or at least when it comes to injection type).

I am so glad I never had to do IM. I think that would freak me out.

Kent, thank you for sharing your story. I am glad you are so happy!

[The Oopster]

Not sure if anyone has posted this before but wanted others to know that some planned parenthoods offer transgender services.

I have a regular dr in Los Angeles but haven't been able to get down there.

Went to the one in Reno today and really was impressed with the dr. I saw.

http://www.plannedparenthood.org/planned-parenthood-mar-monte/patient-resources/transgender-services

[Vincent]

Just thought I would introduce myself to the trans community on here,I started transition 2007,so been on T 8 yrs,I have Reandron by injection,it is a slow release and I get it every 3 mths,I have had top surgery and hysterectomy,but because of cost and my health no bottom surgery.
Transitioning has changed my life,I had suffered terrible depression,and self hatred,all my life,I'm now happy with the reflection in the mirror,I am now doing things I never dreamt of doing,I'm traveling overseas on my own,learning piano,playing harmonica,and finally stopped trying to kill myself with unhealthy eating,and other forms of self hatred.

I do believe in gender dysphoria and I have a high level,there is no way I would ever go back,even though I pretty much lost my whole family and most old friends,I now have an amazing community of trans folk,both men and women and the queer sex worker community and other activists,I have a brand new life,the only thing is the community in Sydney is young,which is why,I joined this site to network,with folks my own age,and maybe even meet a nice woman,but ultimately friendships.

[Thinker]

Just thought I would introduce myself to the trans community on here,I started transition 2007,so been on T 8 yrs,I have Reandron by injection,it is a slow release and I get it every 3 mths,I have had top surgery and hysterectomy,but because of cost and my health no bottom surgery.
Transitioning has changed my life,I had suffered terrible depression,and self hatred,all my life,I'm now happy with the reflection in the mirror,I am now doing things I never dreamt of doing,I'm traveling overseas on my own,learning piano,playing harmonica,and finally stopped trying to kill myself with unhealthy eating,and other forms of self hatred.

I do believe in gender dysphoria and I have a high level,there is no way I would ever go back,even though I pretty much lost my whole family and most old friends,I now have an amazing community of trans folk,both men and women and the queer sex worker community and other activists,I have a brand new life,the only thing is the community in Sydney is young,which is why,I joined this site to network,with folks my own age,and maybe even meet a nice woman,but ultimately friendships.

Welcome, Vincent. You sound like you're in a good place. Thanks for sharing a little about yourself.

[JDeere]

Welcome Vincent!

Glad to see I am not alone in my feelings about being depressed and having self hatred!

[Vincent]

I just thought I would add something that was happening to me,ive been sick for 2.5 yrs and I missed a T shot,as my levels dropped I started getting hot flushes,to a point of maybe 50 a day,2 weeks ago I had my 2nd shot on time,all hot flushes are gone,I think that for us older guys there is no road map,we are the lab rats,also I had had a hysterectomy,so that confuzed them as well.
Has anyone encountered this?

And please if I dont get back,Im not ignoring you,I just havnt seen your response.:)

[DapperButch]

I just thought I would add something that was happening to me,ive been sick for 2.5 yrs and I missed a T shot,as my levels dropped I started getting hot flushes,to a point of maybe 50 a day,2 weeks ago I had my 2nd shot on time,all hot flushes are gone,I think that for us older guys there is no road map,we are the lab rats,also I had had a hysterectomy,so that confuzed them as well.
Has anyone encountered this?

And please if I dont get back,Im not ignoring you,I just havnt seen your response.:)

Hey, Vincent. I would love to answer your question, but I am not too sure what it is? You mentioned missing a shot and having hot flashes (you get your shot every 3 months), and you said that the next time you got a shot on time and they went away. That makes total sense to me. I guess I miss what you find strange?

[Corkey]

Two words petuitary gland, have your dr do a x-ray of your head. This gland controls the hormones in every body, plumbing in or out.

[Vincent]

Hey, Vincent. I would love to answer your question, but I am not too sure what it is? You mentioned missing a shot and having hot flashes (you get your shot every 3 months), and you said that the next time you got a shot on time and they went away. That makes total sense to me. I guess I miss what you find strange?

It just confused my endo,as I had been on T for 8 yrs and she thought that my overies had given up on creating estrogen and that was before my hysto,this time I missed a shot for 6 mths,I have them now every 10 weeks,and now Ive had 2 shots in a row on time they have stopped,as far as my endo was concerned I shouldn't have had hot flushes at all,but I was,thats for sure,I guess its not so much a question than running it by others,as the community ages we are moving into unchartered waters,well thats the conversation here,plus variables,in that different people will have different reactions/symptoms,I do apologize for not being clearer,TBH,it was just another thing happening regarding my health :)

[Jesse]

Hey Vincent,

I am 57, and have been taking Testosterone injections for almost 17 years. I had a hysto 7 years prior to starting T. My chest surgery was in early 2000. I personally have gone without a shot for a month or two, simply because I forget about it once in a while. I have never had hot flashes from missing my shots. At most, I sometimes start feeling a little down and then I realize I am way overdue for my shot. Hope this info helps.

Jesse



It just confused my endo,as I had been on T for 8 yrs and she thought that my overies had given up on creating estrogen and that was before my hysto,this time I missed a shot for 6 mths,I have them now every 10 weeks,and now Ive had 2 shots in a row on time they have stopped,as far as my endo was concerned I shouldn't have had hot flushes at all,but I was,thats for sure,I guess its not so much a question than running it by others,as the community ages we are moving into unchartered waters,well thats the conversation here,plus variables,in that different people will have different reactions/symptoms,I do apologize for not being clearer,TBH,it was just another thing happening regarding my health :)

[Vincent]

Hey Vincent,

I am 57, and have been taking Testosterone injections for almost 17 years. I had a hysto 7 years prior to starting T. My chest surgery was in early 2000. I personally have gone without a shot for a month or two, simply because I forget about it once in a while. I have never had hot flashes from missing my shots. At most, I sometimes start feeling a little down and then I realize I am way overdue for my shot. Hope this info helps.

Jesse

Hey Jesse,
I went 6 mths plus I'm on reandron which is every 10 weeks,ive just had 2 shots in a row on time and the hot flushes have stopped,I have an appointment to see the endo my next shot,I wonder if the hormones effects us all differently?
Thanks everyone for chiming in and Corkey I will ask her about that.Although it seems for me it was low levels since they are gone,over here we go to the hospital and have our bloods done before every shot,its free so our levels are constantly monitored,I was on every 12 weeks and started to get hot flushes about 3 yrs ago,she"my Endo"said my levels were low and changed it to every 10 weeks,and the flushes stopped,and now I'm back to normal,also my body likes the high end of the scale,I guess I'm putting it out there coz there really is no real test group,just our own experience,especially for us older guys,thats just my thinking,also our population is tiny compared to the USA.So thanks for the input

[DapperButch]

Ok, Vincent, I see what you are saying here.

I am going to assume that when you say you had a hysterectomy, you had a oophorectomy (removal of ovaries), during that surgery (not everyone does, but I think that is part of the standard hysto for trans guys in Australia).

However, here you are, 8 years later, having menopausal symptoms after stopping testosterone for a period of time.

I just spent the last 45 minutes doing a bit of research on the web. I read that some females can have menopausal symptoms (i.e. hot flashes), up to 10 years after hitting natural menopause ("menopause" = determined by blood work). That is a long time. This is because even though the ovaries have stopped producing estrogen, there can still be a very slow reduction of estrogen in the female system.

However, you are talking 8 years after surgical menopause where the ovaries are completely removed. I couldn't find anything on the web that would tell me how long menopausal symptoms should last after that.

I am very curious about this though, so I am going to continue to look into it.

Now, on the off chance that you still have your ovaries and are saying that you find it weird (and that your doctor concurs), that after stopping testosterone for 6 months that you had a return of menopausal symptoms, I do not find that strange. Testosterone shuts down estrogen production, but only temporarily. A person can be on testosterone for 20 years, but if they stop their testosterone, the ovaries will pick back up where they left off, producing estrogen, as normal.

Two weeks ago I had a full hysterectomy (including oophorectomy). I had a massive amount of adhesions (scar tissue), due to past abdominal surgery. Amazingly, my surgeon was so committed to doing it by laproscopy so that I wouldn't have to get cut abdominally, that he spent the extra 4 hours needed to cut through all of the scar tissue to get to all of my reproductive system for removal. Needless to say, since he had such a hard time seeing everything through the mess of scar tissue, he said there is a very small chance that he didn't get every bit of the ovarian tissue of one (or both), of my ovaries. He told me that if that is the case, and I go off testosterone, there is a chance that my body will produce estrogen again.