Showing scars: what are your relationship fears?

[Stone-Butch]

Been a few years since I have had a serious relationship and a while before I had that onle. Met in a chat room, seemed like a nice lady around my age. Her son had recently died and she was having a hard time living where he had passed and said she needed a break. SO, I had an empty bedroom and told her to come if she wanted to to get a breather. Well, she breathed for almost two years, went with me to bury my sister, things going well. Gone, yes gone with more than she came with. My things, some new, some treasures. Her name was not her name, neither was her address. Live and learn eh.
Living alone since then with a couple of dates, nothing spacific. Needing to learn to trust again. I am not looking for sweetness , I am looking for honesty and it seems hard to get these days. If I am to be alone then I will learn to live with the good past and not the evil this woman brought to my home. Yes I would like a partner that I can share with. I am old school and Stone and not all femmes care for this. So, I will wait here and if she comes into my life the better for both of us. I will treat her well and attempt to contribute to her happiness as this is within each person. I say BLAH to the pretenders.