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[blueeyes226_l]

Originally Posted by rustedrims

Hello everyone..

Think we gotta get this thing going again..I like it in here..!.

Blueeyes226..
That really sucks..!!!..I can only imagine what you are going through..It seems like you never get a break..I remember the trouble you mentioned with the family a while ago..Is anyone helping you over there..??..Thinking only good thoughts for you and i do hope things will fall in place and become easier for you..

Babyangeleyes..

Think i know what you mean when you said your not feeling whole and in the wrong place..I am single myself and more now than ever i am pulling myself away from my family..Feeling alot like i dont belong at the "Get-to-Gethers..Tired of hearing the "Gay Jokes" and watching everyone laugh..No one is alowed to say mexican jokes any more because my sister-in-law's sister is dating a mexican..Let the gay jokes fly it is ok..Real tired of it..I feel out of place and want to be where i fit in the most..Already made other plans for Thanksgiving..One can only be kicked in the face so many times then they gotta quit comming around..Even if you kick a dog so many times eventually the dog stops comming around..I feel like the dog lately..

Wishing everyone a good week..

s..

Yes,"life" really sucks. It seems like I never get a break from any thing. But,maybe thats the cross I have to bear.Right now my sister and her hubbie are on this kick about don't tell don't ask. Someday they will eat ther words. I have emailed my daughter asking her to be tested and if she matches to give me one of her kidneys. I think I already know what her reply will be to me. But,Ill waite to see if I'm right. I'm trying to help my Mom out. She is making too many red blood cells and it in time turns to Lukemia. I feel so sorry for my Mom. I love her dearly. She is 85 and tends to for get things. She goes and has blood taken out,500cc. She is week after having that done.So far she gose about every 4 weeks.
I have lots of love to give but,no gal to share it with. Maybe someday I will. If any one wants to know more about me or has a intrest in me let me know.
I hope all are well with all of you people.

Babyangeleyes.. I know things are hard. I get ticked with my family. Try to remmber they don't understand. How ever what the are doing isn't right. Is your family church people? If I may ask.
Take care...