Grieving

Saphyreies · 10-14-2012, 08:01 AM

My mom died over 32 years ago, when i was 19.
For no particular reason, i miss her terribly today.
I want to lay my head on her lap so she'll play with my hair like i remember.
I dream about her a lot lately, and in my dreams she is old and frail - like she looked when she was dying, even though she was only 60.
I was taking care of her, unlike i was able to do when she was dying because of lack of resources at my young age.
I'm 51 now, but i don't care how this sounds:
I want my mommy.

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10-14-2012, 08:01 AM	#30
Saphyreies Junior Member How Do You Identify?: girl Preferred Pronoun?: she, her, missy, Miss - please, no Ms... Relationship Status: Widow - but forever connected to him Join Date: Apr 2011 Location: Near Nashville, TN Posts: 4 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 0 Thanked 9 Times in 1 Post Rep Power: 0	My mom died over 32 years ago, when i was 19. For no particular reason, i miss her terribly today. I want to lay my head on her lap so she'll play with my hair like i remember. I dream about her a lot lately, and in my dreams she is old and frail - like she looked when she was dying, even though she was only 60. I was taking care of her, unlike i was able to do when she was dying because of lack of resources at my young age. I'm 51 now, but i don't care how this sounds: I want my mommy.