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11-17-2015, 01:34 AM
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Sometimes I feel like I forget what I am afraid of until I am staring it in the face, until I start to self-sabotage, expecting the worst. And then I have to figure out how to explain what is scaring me to someone who isn't doing what I am afraid they might. A lot of damage has left a lot of fears... I am not sure how to figure them all out any more. So, I guess I have to just deal with them as they come up. And I know that speaking them out loud is a good start.
Lately, I am afraid I am too needy (even though I'm pretty sure I am not) I am afraid I that I am too intense, and my life is too much for people to deal with... so they will burn out and just walk away. I am afraid that no matter how good I think it is... it won't last... because I am not meant to find someone. There's a lot more... but right now, this is where I am at.
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