I Really Don't Like...

[Kenna]

.......feeling or being vulnerable in any way.

........living my life on a wish and a prayer that *something* just may, possibly, eventually, hopefully happen if I just wait long enough, pray hard enough, and give all my heart unselfishly and always with a wonder if my wish will come true...just to sit in dismay, disheartened and disappointed when it doesn't and the realization hits that it will never. I can't live my life on a wish and a prayer.

........being a failure as a parent. Something always on my mind.

........overhearing things that crush me.

........being intimate when it means nothing.

........living with PTSD, crippling depression and anxiety.

.........being in debt.

........dealing with very arrogant, selfish, self-consumed, self-righteous, money hungry, bitchy asshats like my ex-landlady who intentionally find a way to screw someone over just because she didn't get the last word. And what I don't like even more is...I gave her NO REASON to become so nasty, she just didn't like it when I no longer wanted to stay there (she BEGGED me to stay) and because I gave her a 30 day notice instead of a 60 day or more notice.