Cancer Support and Caregivers Who Are Trail Blazers!

fiercegrrl · 10-03-2010, 07:07 PM

tonight i can't figure out why i should go tomorrow and get an infusion of a drug that will add some extra time to my life. i don't really have any reason to get up any more. my friends have mostly all run away. i have no job. i can't find the energy to do the things i like to do. things that would help bring in some money. driving my truck is now painful sinc ei have a manual and my joints all hurt. i just don't see why i should prolong this. kind of a sucky place to be in.

10-03-2010, 07:07 PM	#11
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