Evaluate Your Life: October 19

Sam · 10-19-2010, 07:26 AM

its funny as i think back to what and who i used to be back pre transition. to whom i have become in the past 3 years.

the changes i have made to perfect what i want for my life and how to nurture myself.

i never knew what it was like to be on my own, be alone as i have learned in the past 9 months, except for a little dating/sexual experiences i have had, i have found a new profession that i love. i have a few new real friends that i actually like but learning to trust is still a struggle. so my future holds the ability to learn trust.

never thought i would actually admit this, but i like being alone. finding myself has not been easy.

as for my future plans, 9 days i will be having my top surgery, becoming that guy i have felt like the past 40 years, moving on after transition with my life, working hard and providing an easy life for our son Avery.

i know jen, my grammar sucks and i know how much you hate that, so sorry.

10-19-2010, 07:26 AM	#3
Sam Timed Out How Do You Identify?: Permanently Banned 2/11/2011 Preferred Pronoun?: He Relationship Status: I'll let you know Join Date: Nov 2009 Posts: 1,131 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 1,101 Thanked 668 Times in 363 Posts Rep Power: 0	its funny as i think back to what and who i used to be back pre transition. to whom i have become in the past 3 years. the changes i have made to perfect what i want for my life and how to nurture myself. i never knew what it was like to be on my own, be alone as i have learned in the past 9 months, except for a little dating/sexual experiences i have had, i have found a new profession that i love. i have a few new real friends that i actually like but learning to trust is still a struggle. so my future holds the ability to learn trust. never thought i would actually admit this, but i like being alone. finding myself has not been easy. as for my future plans, 9 days i will be having my top surgery, becoming that guy i have felt like the past 40 years, moving on after transition with my life, working hard and providing an easy life for our son Avery. i know jen, my grammar sucks and i know how much you hate that, so sorry.