Confessions Are Good For The Soul

dixie · 11-25-2010, 01:06 AM

I confess...

I am more afraid of failing than anything else in this world
I worry that I won't be able to handle college atmosphere eventhough I am so excited about it
I do not feel worthy of the love and affection bestowed upon me...
I get pissed off by the things my clients do (eventhough I never show them that side, because I try to maintain the compassionate side)
I say f**k... A LOT
I cannot say no to good chocolate
Every time I get in a car I'm terrified that I will die (sometimes to the point that I won't leave the house)
I think dirty pervy thoughts constantly
I'm still smoking, eventhough I am trying to quit
Sometimes I would just like to kidnap Pajara and run away
I don't see how folks put up with my picky eating habits and all-around general quirkiness
I love porn
I masturbate daily...(multiple times)
I have a bad habit of giving TMI
I love animals and would open my own shelter if I could
I wish I didn't allow my family to have so much control
I wish I were more outgoing
Everyone in my family is a little nutty, so I know what I have to look forward to
I drink almost nothing other than Pepsi
I am very random and can rarely stay on subject (Squirrel!)

And most importantly (to me)...

The depth of love I have for her outshines any other relationship I have ever had. This thrills me yet terrifies me, but is oh so worth it...

ravfem · 11-25-2010, 03:41 AM

i confess....

- that pm is still bothering me

- i wish i was back in the mountains already

- i wish i could supply all the answers

- chocolate is an excellent source of yumminess

Tcountry · 11-25-2010, 04:20 AM

I confess...
I love someone So much...it has hindered possibilities with an amazing soul

But dispite this...Miss Amazing has remained my friend

I rarely say the F word or anything else inappropriate...unless playing Apples to Apples

I smile almost always...and 90% of the time I am that genuinely happy

That eventho I hope to not be here in Oct...I still extended my work schedule out that far to see if I am off for Reunion weekend...I was told I Have to be there...

Nat · 11-25-2010, 10:20 AM

1. I confess I am dreading the family today - but I know once I get there I'll be glad to see everybody.

2. I confess I hope starbucks is open because it's one of the only consolations I have on days where I feel so much dread.

BullDog · 11-25-2010, 11:14 AM

I confess, I am very happy that Thanksgiving is at my house and that my room mates/chosen family are such good cooks!

Gentle Tiger · 11-25-2010, 12:11 PM

Happy Thanksgiving Confessers.
I confess:

I am struggling this morning
I am with Nat, dreading the interactions but know I will have fun if I can get out the door.
Days like this are bitter sweet when you don't have family.
I am blessed indeed

little_ms_sunshyne · 11-25-2010, 01:10 PM

I confess that I have eaten my way to the other side...FOOD COMA!

I confess that I purposely wore loose clothing in order to eat my way to the other side!

I confess that I still havent even touched dessert yet!!!

lol I am going to have to hit the gym hard to recover from this one!!!

11-25-2010, 01:06 AM	#1
dixie Infamous Member How Do You Identify?: I usually just poke it with a stick. Preferred Pronoun?: Bitch Relationship Status: Intertwined deeply Join Date: Nov 2009 Location: We're all a little mad here. Posts: 6,627 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 10,972 Thanked 21,383 Times in 4,808 Posts Rep Power: 21474858	I confess... I am more afraid of failing than anything else in this world I worry that I won't be able to handle college atmosphere eventhough I am so excited about it I do not feel worthy of the love and affection bestowed upon me... I get pissed off by the things my clients do (eventhough I never show them that side, because I try to maintain the compassionate side) I say f**k... A LOT I cannot say no to good chocolate Every time I get in a car I'm terrified that I will die (sometimes to the point that I won't leave the house) I think dirty pervy thoughts constantly I'm still smoking, eventhough I am trying to quit Sometimes I would just like to kidnap Pajara and run away I don't see how folks put up with my picky eating habits and all-around general quirkiness I love porn I masturbate daily...(multiple times) I have a bad habit of giving TMI I love animals and would open my own shelter if I could I wish I didn't allow my family to have so much control I wish I were more outgoing Everyone in my family is a little nutty, so I know what I have to look forward to I drink almost nothing other than Pepsi I am very random and can rarely stay on subject (Squirrel!) And most importantly (to me)... The depth of love I have for her outshines any other relationship I have ever had. This thrills me yet terrifies me, but is oh so worth it...

11-25-2010, 03:41 AM	#2
ravfem Senior Member How Do You Identify?: i'm a girl Relationship Status: negative Join Date: Feb 2010 Location: Georgia Posts: 1,811 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 9,239 Thanked 3,126 Times in 1,270 Posts Rep Power: 1969286	i confess.... - that pm is still bothering me - i wish i was back in the mountains already - i wish i could supply all the answers - chocolate is an excellent source of yumminess __________________

11-25-2010, 04:20 AM	#3
Tcountry Senior Member How Do You Identify?: Country Boi Preferred Pronoun?: call it as u see it Relationship Status: Completely...complete ;) Join Date: Aug 2010 Location: Either at the beach or in the pool Posts: 1,665 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 3,929 Thanked 4,287 Times in 1,181 Posts Rep Power: 21474852	I confess... I love someone So much...it has hindered possibilities with an amazing soul But dispite this...Miss Amazing has remained my friend I rarely say the F word or anything else inappropriate...unless playing Apples to Apples I smile almost always...and 90% of the time I am that genuinely happy That eventho I hope to not be here in Oct...I still extended my work schedule out that far to see if I am off for Reunion weekend...I was told I Have to be there... __________________ "You don't Find life worth living; You MAKE IT that way"

11-25-2010, 10:20 AM	#4
Nat Senior Member How Do You Identify?: bigender (DID System) Preferred Pronoun?: he/him or alter-specific Relationship Status: Unavailable Join Date: Apr 2010 Location: Central TX Posts: 3,537 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 11,047 Thanked 13,971 Times in 2,591 Posts Rep Power: 21474855	1. I confess I am dreading the family today - but I know once I get there I'll be glad to see everybody. 2. I confess I hope starbucks is open because it's one of the only consolations I have on days where I feel so much dread. __________________ I'm a fountain of blood. In the shape of a girl. - Bjork What is to give light must endure burning. -Viktor Frankl

11-25-2010, 11:14 AM	#5
BullDog Infamous Member How Do You Identify?: Dominant Stone Butch Daddy Preferred Pronoun?: She Join Date: Nov 2009 Location: In A Healing Place Posts: 5,371 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 18,160 Thanked 22,666 Times in 4,464 Posts Rep Power: 21474856	I confess, I am very happy that Thanksgiving is at my house and that my room mates/chosen family are such good cooks! __________________ Love consists in this, that two solitudes protect and touch and greet each other. - Rainer Maria Rilke

11-25-2010, 12:11 PM	#6
Gentle Tiger Moderator How Do You Identify?: As a Tiger of course Preferred Pronoun?: Not the Old Man Relationship Status: Two Tigers Join Date: Feb 2010 Location: Northern California Posts: 7,492 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 18,001 Thanked 15,991 Times in 3,993 Posts Rep Power: 21474859	Happy Thanksgiving Confessers. I confess: I am struggling this morning I am with Nat, dreading the interactions but know I will have fun if I can get out the door. Days like this are bitter sweet when you don't have family. I am blessed indeed __________________ Please like

11-25-2010, 01:10 PM	#7
little_ms_sunshyne Senior Member How Do You Identify?: . Join Date: Oct 2010 Location: . Posts: 3,312 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 13,339 Thanked 12,241 Times in 2,541 Posts Rep Power: 21474854	I confess that I have eaten my way to the other side...FOOD COMA! I confess that I purposely wore loose clothing in order to eat my way to the other side! I confess that I still havent even touched dessert yet!!! lol I am going to have to hit the gym hard to recover from this one!!!