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Old 12-01-2010, 08:23 PM   #1
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finding out I was right about everything... and then some.
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Im scared of :

Heights... No roller coasters etc for me

Dying Alone
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Isolation and being alone;
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I have a reoccurring nightmare that I am working in retail sales again, don't want that to happen

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My greatest (real) fears:

Being trapped, anywhere...

Being home alone in the dark (even at night sometimes) - we had a break in a few years ago, and I was home alone...and I thank God every day that our pups scared the intruder away...but, I've never been the same.

Failing. Miserably.

Falling apart at the seams..and having no tape, thread, or glue.
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fear of not getting a job or not getting approved for SSDI. I either want to be declared fit to work or unfit to work..just for gods sake give me some income. I am scared how much longer I can go on living on what I have been living on..and I am scared to death of reaching the point of not being able to...

fear of my dog dying...we are kinda holding each other up right now

fear of getting kicked of medicare. Holy shit. Now that would be a nightmare.
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At the moment the one thing I fear is the doc's not being able to fix my back in some way I can live with or haveing a procedure done and it becomeing worse.
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Anything vehicle related. Driving, being a passenger in a car especially at higher speeds, those concrete barriers on interstates....Every time I get in a car I have an odd fear that I will die... *shudder*

Heights. I have to be very careful of even standing near a window or balcony if it's on the second floor or up, because I will pass out. I think that's also why I am afraid to fly. I went to the airport when I was younger, watched a plane take off, and passed out cold.

Modern funeral/burial options. I have this weird phobia that I will be in some strange coma that lowers my heart rate to where they will think I am dead, then try to bury me or cremate me alive. I would much rather be buried at sea, because I love water and don't fear drowning.

Large crowds and meeting new people.

Some days I have anxiety issues on even going into the grocery store. I don't like going places alone, but it is something that I'm getting better at. I will not eat in a restaurant alone. Ever since childhood I have this weird thing about people watching me eat. I'm getting over the watching part, but not so much the alone part. If I'm by myself, I will go to a drivethru and eat in the car.

I am more comfortable in small rooms and sometimes I will sit in my closet and meditate, but I am petrified of the confined space of medical equipment. I am scared of any kind of medical equipment actually, or medical procedure.

My biggest fear: I am terrified of any harm coming to my son, whether it be from car wreck, illness, weird accident, other people, etc...




I will probably be back, because I have more. Odd how fearless I was until I had my son almost 13 years ago. Since then, even things I used to love I am now terrified of...

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That the ones I love will not find peace and happiness with themselves or life in general....I would do anything to give them this but as awesome as I am, I cant fix everything....huge sigh
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