Nurturing

Rockinonahigh · 03-27-2011, 02:52 PM

Ive all ways been the one to nuture others,this started at an early age and has gone on till now.I havent yet been able to let others take care of me,partly cause I have the iron horse mentality that im unbreakable.In reality I know its not as true as I would like but I hold on to it because it give in is to admit weekness and to be unable to do for myself,my need to be as independant as possable causes me to do more than I sould do wich is not all ways the good thing to do.Truth is im not shure how to let others nuture me with out loseing soime of me..if that makes any sence.I have lived in a world inwich there are two sets of rules,one set wich I do for others and another where I get the short end or nothing at all. Excerpt for my son,the apple didnt fall far from the tree with him,We do as much as we each will allow the other to do for the other.More later,need to think somemore.

03-27-2011, 02:52 PM	#6
Rockinonahigh Senior Member How Do You Identify?: stone butch Preferred Pronoun?: makes no diffrence,I know who I am. Relationship Status: single,maybe looking if the right person comes along. Join Date: Dec 2009 Location: shreveport,Louisiana Posts: 4,907 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 4,682 Thanked 14,934 Times in 3,938 Posts Rep Power: 21474856	Ive all ways been the one to nuture others,this started at an early age and has gone on till now.I havent yet been able to let others take care of me,partly cause I have the iron horse mentality that im unbreakable.In reality I know its not as true as I would like but I hold on to it because it give in is to admit weekness and to be unable to do for myself,my need to be as independant as possable causes me to do more than I sould do wich is not all ways the good thing to do.Truth is im not shure how to let others nuture me with out loseing soime of me..if that makes any sence.I have lived in a world inwich there are two sets of rules,one set wich I do for others and another where I get the short end or nothing at all. Excerpt for my son,the apple didnt fall far from the tree with him,We do as much as we each will allow the other to do for the other.More later,need to think somemore.