Confessions Are Good For The Soul

JustJo · 04-10-2011, 04:23 PM

I confess...

...that I am seriously short on sleep...having trouble falling asleep, unable to sleep past 7 on the weekends, unable to take a nap...I'm exhausted to the point of being on the verge of tears.

...being exhausted and stressed has got my eating and medication taking habits messed up...which is messing with my diabetes. This evening I'm having one of those sickening hot / cold / sweaty / clammy / dizzy / hungry / everything tastes like vomit episodes....lovely.

...that there are days when I'm so sick of this that I'm ready to throw away the medications, stop going to the doctor, and just eat what I feel like. I know it would shorten my life, but there are days when it seriously feels like the better option.

04-10-2011, 04:23 PM	#11
JustJo Infamous Member How Do You Identify?: pushy broad Preferred Pronoun?: she Relationship Status: Follow your heart; it knows things your mind cannot explain. Join Date: Jan 2010 Location: Southeast corner Posts: 5,633 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 24,417 Thanked 25,405 Times in 4,660 Posts Rep Power: 21474857	I confess... ...that I am seriously short on sleep...having trouble falling asleep, unable to sleep past 7 on the weekends, unable to take a nap...I'm exhausted to the point of being on the verge of tears. ...being exhausted and stressed has got my eating and medication taking habits messed up...which is messing with my diabetes. This evening I'm having one of those sickening hot / cold / sweaty / clammy / dizzy / hungry / everything tastes like vomit episodes....lovely. ...that there are days when I'm so sick of this that I'm ready to throw away the medications, stop going to the doctor, and just eat what I feel like. I know it would shorten my life, but there are days when it seriously feels like the better option. __________________ I'm not tall enough to ride emotional roller coasters