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I'm just about at 400 lbs now and it just seems crazy hard to try and lose the weight especially when I'm stuck in the house all summer watching My sister (not that I mind). Its just hard to lose weight or even concentrate on Myself when I see the same four walls all of the time and can't get out during the day when I want to. I could easily go out in the evening but after watching chey all day, once My parents are home about 6pm or so I just watch tv and then soon its bedtime again. Its a rut that I'm stuck in and I can't seem to get out ~ I wanna be able to afford atleast buying a treadmill or something I can do at home but I don't have the cash right now so I just gonna learn how to deal with everything. Some days I'm so gung ho to get things, and other days I don't have the motivation and My energy is non-existent. I bought a journal about two weeks ago and was going to start doing just that, writing down what I eat/drink and how much but I never did it ............ I am going to pull that out tomorrow, start writing down things and then review it in say a week or so to see what I come up with. I know sometimes I eat because I'm bored or because I'm very much an emotional eater (especially eating chocolate and potato chips). I'll get there, its just one step at time ![]()
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Hi All. I have not written for a few days. Many of you saw my "Dear" post about my cock-a-poo Jani going into respiratory failure and I had to make the very, very difficult decision to put her down Saturday 8/6.
I am pretty much consumed with grief and it has totally taken my appetite away so I am an not having difficulty with my eating. For a couple of days I started thinking: "What's the point, who cares, I don't care" but I did not give into it. I have made through the craving for sweets-think it might be 8-10 days by now. I am not allowing myself to think about them or I will be lost, I am just too vulnerable right now and am just looking for a reason to make myself even more sad and miserable than I already am-eating sweets would do it for sure. I could then throw in self-loathing for good measure. I found that I can't go down the stairs at all as my knee gives out but for some bizzare reason I am able to walk upstairs without too terribly much pain. I about die on the 3rd flight but have now made it to 4. I don't know if it is enough to lose weight on but I feel better about having done it for the 3rd day in a row. Regards,
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I think she sounds like she is worth looking up; I have not been to a library or a bookstore in so long so I may just have to take a look one day to see if I can find her book or DVD. Part of My problem is I make excuses as to why I can't; I wake up at 7:30 every morning to watch My sister and am pretty much up all day until bed which is usually about midnight or so. I can very easily get up and go for a short walk in the morning and then one at night but I have a hard time getting motivated to do so. I'm gonna learn, and if anyone wants to start up a buddy system for support I think it would be a great idea ........... what does everyone think? Quote:
I know even for Me that before if I had only lost 6 lbs I'd have been pretty upset with Myself but I've gotten to the point where I know even just a pound or two lost is an accomplishment .......... thats a pound or two that I had before thats gone, and thats the entire goal right? I'm also not a fan of water and to stomach it sometimes just does not work for Me but I bought two bottled waters today on sale for less than $2 so I figure this is a start right? ![]() Quote:
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Great Job GT! 6 pounds is a great loss and start!
Matthew ~ Happy to see you checking in. I hear ya when you say it seems tough. There are 2 things I want to tell u. The first being that any journey begins with a single step. Thats all it takes to get you going in the right direction. Second is that I would like to share a small bit of my journey. After being in an abusive 5 year relationship turned marriage, I found myself stepping on a scale and weighing 300 pounds. That was my heaviest ever! My immediate reaction was to eat. When I say eat, I mean I indulged in everything I wanted. My thought process was "fuck it" I had already gone that far and too hard to lose. One night, I was having trouble breathing, my feet were so swollen I couldnt walk, I could barely breathe....I stepped on that scale again. 305...I looked at myself in the mirror and told myself something that changed my life. I said "Today will be the last day of your life that you will weigh 305lbs" Over a year later, I kept my promise. I have lost 50 pounds. Yes I have had moments of weakness, but I maintain. Today, I am still striving to get myself healthy. I am more determined and seeing more results. All it took was a promise to myself and 1 Single Step in the right direction. Lets do this Matthew! We can do it together. |
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Good Evening Sunshyne,
A co-worker and I were talking yesterday about how she is trying to lose 10lbs to fit into her bridesmaid dress. I showed her a picture of me, from 2004, when I was over 200lbs on a 5'0" frame and she nearly fell over. She asked me why I had lost the weight and I told her, it was because I was fed up with having heart palpitations, problems breathing and being bloated all of the time. It will be five years come January 1st, 2012, that I have had a soda and I was drinking between 3 to 4 20oz bottles of Coke a day, before I went cold turkey; and I feel a helluva lot better today! I have since been able to beat heart disease, I can run up and down stairs until my knee gives out and I can walk almost 3 miles in about 30 minutes. I was telling my co-workers today, that I am shooting to lose another 20lbs by the time of the reunion, so I better get my ass in gear...I am enjoying reading Prevention magazine over the tabloids that my co-workers love to read when it is slow at work. When I start my new job next week, after training, I will have a set schedule so I can plan my workouts appropriately.. My next thing to give up is sweets..Which is going to be hard for me, since that is something I grew up on and is always available at my mom's house... Yes we can do this and it does take, that first step to do it! Congratulations to everyone and keep up the good work!!!! Hugs, Zimmy Quote:
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Good Evening Everyone,
I had chicken soft tacos with Spanish rice and black beans on a flour tortilla for dinner tonight. I cooked in diced tomatoes and half of a green bell pepper with the chicken and let that cook with a little bit of taco seasoning while the rice was cooking. I made a small burrito out of the tortilla and I added a little bit of rice, black beans and chicken with a sprinkle of shredded lowfat mozzerella cheese. I had 3/4's of a cup of orange juice, to help with my blood sugar constantly dropping, with dinner and it filled me up...Now I want to go power walking, but I am afraid to, because of my sugar. I will monitor how I feel and if I feel ok in the morning, I will go power walking then... I can honestly say, all of the sodas, sweet tea and other sugary drinks is what messed up my blood sugar and they are something that I wish I had never drank... Zimmy
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