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As she raises her closed fist to knock she stops to look at you, “Lower your eyes to the floor unless you’re told differently. Once you’re inside you will be blindfolded,” she raises her open palm to face you, “Ah ah, Hys rules, not mine,” you nod slowly in reply, you catch a glimpse of her smile as you lower your head, fixing your eyes on the ground at her feet, “Good girl.” She murmurs as she knocks and waits for the door to be opened.
You fight your desire to raise your head to take a quick peek as the door is opened from within, the urge makes you feel like you’re fighting a lead weight attached to the back of your head, you want to know, to look, but you also know if you do, there will be repercussions. No words are exchanged, but her hand slips into yours and leads you through, you catch a brief glimpse of a pair of black boots, dark blue jeans above as you pass whoever it is who opened the door, it must be Hym, you feel butterflies in your stomach all over again, but still your clit throbs all the more, in anticipation/lust/fear, you can’t decide which just yet. Your eyes take in the rough concrete floor as it changes to a hardwood surface, the grains polished to a high sheen. She stops and lets go of your hand, and without being told you stop a pace behind her. Your eyes still lowered you hear the dull thudding scrape of boots on concrete turn into the sharper tap of boots on hardwood floor, you feel the air hitting your back as Hy walks up behind you, you see Hys hands as Hy reaches around in front of you and places the blindfold across your eyes, you feel her fingertips brush your hair aside so Hy can tie the blindfold tight and then you can see nothing but blackness, you close your eyes and open them again, nothing makes any difference, you can see nothing, all you can do is hear and feel ... and trust yourself in Hys, and her, hands.
“Stay right there.” You hear her say to you, followed by the sound of her heels and Hys boots receding across the hardwood floor. You can hear a deeper voice murmuring, followed by her lighter tones, but you can’t decipher what’s being said no matter how hard you try.
You stop yourself from fidgeting through sheer force of will, even though you want to raise your hands to touch the blindfold, touch your face, reach around and see if there’s anything nearby, anything to distract you and stop the fear-lust you feel still.
The sound of her heels and Hys boots coming close again makes you straighten from the subconscious hunching of your shoulders that you hadn’t even been aware had happened.
Hy chuckles and she murmurs, “Good girl,” you can almost hear the smirk on her face as the sound of her heels stops right in front of you, you feel her fingertips graze across the side of your face, slowly trailing down the side of your neck, sending a shiver up and down your spine, “So beautiful,” she murmurs, her fingers trail across the neckline of your camisole, touching the tops of your breasts, then moving down lower, her fingers find your nipple and tweak it, making it harden painfully again, she chuckles this time and then you’re aware of Hym behind you now, you can feel Hys breath on the back of your neck, and it sends another, deeper shiver through you, down to the wetness between your legs, stirring a primal lust you never knew you were capable of feeling.
Her fingers continue to play with your nipples, making them ache with your need to feel soft lips wrapped around them, feel her tongue sliding across and around, soothing the ache and making you even wetter than before, you can feel your wetness starting to slide down your inner thighs but before you can squirm you feel Hys hands on your hips as Hy steps up right behind you, you smell the soft musk of Hys cologne mixed with Hys own personal scent, as you then feel Hys breath right on the back of your neck, Hys hips pressed against your arse, you gasp out loud as Hy grinds Hymself hard against you, you feel yourself involuntarily pressing yourself back against Hym, feeling Hys hardness pressed right into you. Hys hands move to the zip of your dress as Hy takes a step back and she lowers her hands to your waist and starts to raise your camisole above your head. Without being told you raise your arms so she can pull it off and over your head, as Hy slowly lowers your zipper, and you feel it fall in a pool around your feet.
Hy murmurs soft words you can’t quite hear in appreciation as Hy lets Hys hands move across the curve of your arse, while she moves her hands back to your breasts, cupping them in her palms, moving her thumbs in slow circles around your nipples, you moan softly at Hys touch as Hy traces your arse down to between your thighs, Hys fingers reaching between your legs briefly, you groan in disappointment as Hy pulls Hys fingers away again, but gasp when you feel the cold steel of a knife against the side of your breast through your bra. Without warning Hy moves the knife blade in one swift motion and cuts your bra first on one side and then the other. You feel Hys arms move around you to take your breasts into Hys hands, you briefly notice the difference between the roughness of Hys hands compared to how smooth hers are.
Before you can continue that thought you feel her hands sliding down across your belly, her fingers seeking the source of your wetness, pressing inside you with ease, she chuckles again, “You know, I think she likes it.” Hy chuckles again, a deep rumble that stirs the hairs on the back of your neck, sending another shiver through you as Hy starts to move Hys fingertips in slow circles around your nipples as she slowly starts to move her fingers inside you, Hys fingers moving faster as her fingers start to speed up as they press deep inside you. You feel your knees start to shake as she slowly fucks you and Hy continues to tease your nipples. Just before you can feel yourself almost ready to cum she pulls her fingers free and Hys hands stop, cupping your breasts as you fight to catch your breath again. You smell yourself on the fingers that brush across your lips and you automatically open your mouth to suck her fingers deep into your mouth, moaning softly deep in the back of your throat as Hy starts to grind Hymself up against you again.
“Mmmm.” You hear Hym say, the first clear sound Hy’s made so far as you suck her fingers deep into your mouth, licking up every drop of your juices, “Very Good girl.” She murmurs once again, before pulling her fingers from your mouth and placing her lips against yours, sliding her tongue between your lips to taste you, you start kissing her back, matching her slow, sensual kiss as Hy steps away again, you don’t mind as you suddenly feel her press her full, naked length against you as she wraps her arms around you, still kissing you, pressing her thigh between yours, grinding her thigh against you, pressing against your clit, which makes you almost cum yet again as you moves her leg slowly back and forth, her tongue slowly exploring your mouth, sucking your tongue back into hers so you can do the same.
Her hands move down your spine to rest on your hips, gripping them as she slowly pulls away from you, “Let me guide you.”
“Yes Mistress.” You move with her as she pulls you forward, trusting her to keep you safe.
She stops you once you’ve taken three or four paces forward and turns you, before pushing you back, you gasp as you feel cold leather against your arse, before realising it’s a seat of some form, you let her guide you back until you feel leather against the length of your spine too.
Now you feel Hys hands take first one wrist, then the other, placing leather manacles around each wrist, the soft chink of chains lets you know that whatever it is you’re sitting on, you are now attached to. You feel her fingers trace the lips of your pussy, before sliding them down to your knees, raising your leg and placing them on some kind of platform, where your ankles are then attached, firmly, yet again, then does the same with your other leg. She steps away again, as you stop feeling her breath on your skin, then hear the soft tap of Hys boots as Hy walks around you, you can feel Hys eyes on your naked skin, almost as if it was Hys tongue and fingers caressing you, not just Hys gaze.
You fight the urge to squirm as you feel Hym moving between your legs, moving your hands involuntarily but you can’t reach anywhere near close enough to cover yourself now.
You hear her chuckle as you realise she is stood right by your side now, “Too late for modesty now...”
You let your arms fall back down to your sides again as you feel the rough fabric of Hys jeans brushing against your inner thighs, then hear the sound of a zipper being lowered, fear-lust sends a thrill up your spine as you realise what could be about to happen. You wait, breathing fast, not sure what is really about to take place next, then gasp in real fear when you feel the chair you’re strapped too start to lower itself down to the ground, her fingers find your nipples again as she murmurs into your ear, “Keep those eyes tight shut now remember,” as she deftly unties the knot of the blindfold, “And do exactly what you are told, or this all ends right now.”
You nod before whispering “Yes Mistress. I will keep my eyes tight shut Mistress. I will do everything I am told to do Mistress.” The words tumble out of your mouth like water flowing from a tap, the throbbing of your clit and the deep ache you feel inside you, that only one thing can possibly satisfy makes you unable to do anything but what you are told now.
“Good girl,” she murmurs softly again, as you feel her move over you until her knees either side of your ribcage and her thighs are pressed against the inside of your arms, keeping your eyes tight shut, you breathe deeply, suddenly smelling, and tasting the smell of her arousal and now all you can think about is the thought of tasting her, sliding your tongue between the lips of her pussy and sucking on her clit, pressing your tongue deep inside of her to taste her as she cums all over you, so much that you barely register the chair being raised once again, you feel the warmth of her skin on your face as she moves her hips closer towards you, the smell of her almost overwhelming you as she places her hands on your shoulders, “Now,” her voice snaps you back and you almost open your eyes to look at her but stop yourself just in time, she presses her hips further forward until you can almost taste her, “I want you to suck on my clit the way you like it down to you, and don’t stop no matter what happens, you are going to make me cum first.”
“Yes Mistress.” You say, hearing the eagerness you never thought you’d hear in your own voice as you move your head forward, letting your tongue move across the lips of her pussy, before pressing deeper until you find her clit with your tongue and start moving it in long, slow circles, hearing her moan as you move your tongue just a little bit faster, flicking the tip of your tongue directly over her clit once before moving back to circling around then flicking your tongue back over against her clit a little bit harder and faster.
The taste of her, almost like it’s her very essence, floods your sense, like nectar as you move your tongue, you keep moving your tongue, slowly beginning to speed the motion of your tongue on and around her clit as you feel her hips moving in response, which only urges you on, until you are sucking her clit into your mouth, flicking the tip of your tongue faster and harder, wanting to taste her cum, wanting to drown yourself in her, her moans growing louder and more insistent, turning from a moan to a sharp cry out loud as you probe deeper, pushing your tongue into her, fucking her with your tongue, before moving back to her clit again. Her cries get louder, her fingers digging into your shoulders, when you feel the rough fabric of Hys jeans against your inner thighs again, and Hys fingers press against the lips of your pussy, sliding easily through the juices that are dripping from your waiting cunt, Hys fingers find your clit and you moan against her, the vibration of your voice driving her closer and closer as you keep moving your tongue as fast as you can over and around her clit, Hys fingers flick softly back and forth across your clit, making you try to shift your hips to feel Hys fingers move more firmly against you, you gasp out loud as Hy starts firmly moving Hys fingertips against your clit, you keep moving your tongue, hard and fast, feeling her hips start to buck, feeling her start to cum, tasting a fresh flood flowing from her, Hys fingers move faster and harder, your hips start to buck in time with hers, as you feel her cum, taste her cum dripping down your chin, Hys fingers bring you to the very edge and plunges you over it until you barely know who you are let alone who you are.
You keep your tongue moving, slower now, feeling her quiver, and start to cum again. Before you know it, Hys fingers, still moving over your clit, you feel the tip of Hys cock pressing against you, sliding deep inside you, taking Hys full length deep inside you, until your hips meet and Hy has filled you completely. She starts to cum again, harder, as Hy starts to fuck you, slowly moving Hys hips back, before grinding Hymself back, deep inside you, you hear Hys deep growl as her hips buck against your face and she pulls herself away to catch her breath, while Hy fucks you, harder and faster, you feel your cunt tightening around Hys cock as Hy keeps moving, Hys hips moving harder and faster, your hips moving to meet Hys every thrust as Hy starts slamming Hys cock into you, fucking you harder and faster than you’ve ever been fucked before. Her hands grip your chin, “Open your eyes girl,” you hear her say, you open them, “Now look at me and keep right on looking at me,” you nod, keeping your eyes fixed on hers as Hy fucks you, you can feel yourself starting to cum again, your cunt so wet that every time Hy plunges Hys cock inside you it slides into you like water off silk. Hys hips start moving faster still, plunging Hys cock into you so hard it’s a pleasure and a pain to receive, your cunt pulsing, wanting to take more and more of Hym, wanting to feel Hym cum deep inside you, taking every single thrust as you hear Hys growl get louder, Hys voice rising as Hy starts to cum and that drives you over the edge once again, your cunt swelling and pulsing harder, as you cum harder than you’ve ever come before, Hys hips moving slower, still thrusting deep inside you, but more gently, as she rests her hips on your belly, reaching down to let her fingers move against the lips of your throbbing pussy, pressing down until they reach your clit, making it twitch and throb even more, while Hy keeps moving Hys cock, fucking you with long, slow strokes, you have no control now, all you can do is let your body react to their touch, let your hips move with Hys hips, while she moves her fingers back and forth against your clit. You feel your cunt still pulsing with each thrust of Hys cock, each time Hy grinds Hymself deep inside you, her fingers tweaking your clit, wordless cries leaving your throat as you start to cum again, losing yourself in the bliss of Hys cock and her fingers.
Slowly Hy stops, and her fingers rest gently against your clit.
With a deep sigh Hy pulls Hys cock out of you, leaving you feeling a pounding emptiness that you want filled again and again and again, even now, while you feel totally spent. The chair is lowered again, while she moves aside and steps down off the chair. You keep your eyes on her, not daring to look anyplace else. Hy chuckles and you feel your clit and cunt pulse again, forcing a gasp from between your lips.
“Look at Me,” you hear Hym growl, slowly, hesitantly you turn your eyes to look at Hym, but Hy’s wearing a mask so all you can see is Hys smirk, “Now, I’m going to set you free, but you stay right there, and watch...”
You frown slightly, but nod, “Yes Syr.” You watch as she frees your wrists and Hy frees your ankles.

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Hy grins as Hy takes her into Hys arms, sliding Hys cock against the lips of her pussy, making her moan and try to push herself onto Hym. Hy pushes her back against the seat of an armless stool, pushing her until her arse is on the edge, she sighs, deeply as Hys cock pushes inside her, you watch Hys cock being slowly taken in by her cunt, feeling it even though Hy’s fucking her, not you, feeling ever thrust as Hy fucks her, her back arching, meeting Hys every thrust, Hys cock filling her completely, you hear the slap of skin on skin as Hy fucks her harder and harder, she manages to gasp out, “Play with yourself girl, you better cum with us.”
You nod, your fingers moving to your clit, jumping when your fingertips brush across it, moving them slowly, feeling yourself pulse with Hys every thrust, still almost feeling Hym as Hy fucks her, using her for Hys own pleasure, Hys hands gripped tight onto her hips as Hy slams Hys cock into her over and over again, you can see Hys head starting to arch back, moving your fingers faster and harder over your clit, as her cries join Hys, moving in time, your cries mingle into one as you cum together, your cunt pulsing, your legs twitching as Hy turns Hys head to look at you.
Hy pulls Hys cock from inside her and looks down at it, “Get down out of that chair girl, and kneel down,” you nod and slide yourself down and off, letting your shaking legs allow you to fall gently to your knees, waiting, looking up at them both as she moves behind you, sliding into where you were just sitting and Hy steps until Hy is right in front of you, Hys cock inches away from your mouth. Hy reaches forward, spreading her pussy lips apart so Hy can see her glistening clit, Hy looks down at you, “Now suck my cock clean.”
You nod, parting your lips to take Hym into your mouth, while Hy leans forward and slides Hys tongue across her clit, pushing Hys tongue deep inside of her, tasting her, while you start sucking Hys cock deep into your mouth, Hy growls as you move your head back and forth, sucking Hym deeper and faster as she moans at the motion of Hys tongue, Hy slides Hys tongue up to her clit as Hys hips move faster, and you want to take Hys cock into your mouth the same way Hy was fucking you what feels like seconds before, sucking Hym faster and deeper, while Hys tongue moves faster and harder over her clit, you hear her moans stop while she takes a breath to say, “Reach up and feel how wet we’ve made Hym girl.”
Obediently you move your hand up between Hys thighs, still sucking Hys cock as hard and as fast as you can, hearing Hym growl and moan as your fingers find Hym and slide inside Hym, feeling Hym clenching around your fingers as Hy starts to cum, her cries growing louder as she starts to cum too, while you suck Hys cock and fuck Hym, feeling Hys hips buck hard and Hys cum dripping down your arm.
Hy stops, Hys hands resting either side of her thighs, bracing Hymself while Hy catches Hys breath, you see Hym grinning down at you, and see her smirk as she looks down at you too. Hy takes a step back and nods to her. She slides down off the chair and takes your hand, gently raising you to your feet, and walks you away into the corner, towards a glass door. You hear the tread of Hys boots following, but you’re too numb and relaxed to even wonder why.
She leads you through the door and you register that you’re in a bathroom, with a large shower stall. Still holding your hand she leads you inside the shower, turning the water on and adjusting it until it’s a flood of water and moves you underneath it, she takes a bar of soap and starts to gently wash you, murmuring softly to you without any words as you just stand there and let her clean you, totally spent, unable to talk or even form clear thoughts. You jump as her fingers move over your still throbbing clit and pussy, but this time all she’s doing is cleaning you, nothing more, and you sigh and relax again. Your eyes close as you just feel yourself inside your skin, letting the sensation of the water flowing down your body and the soft touch of her fingers as she washes you.
You open your eyes again when the water stops flowing, and your eyes meet Hys. Hys eyes glint with a hint of mischief and satiation, a knowing smile on Hys lips as Hy steps forward with a towel and Hy starts to gently dry you while she leaves the room, coming back dressed again, holding your camisole and dress in one hand, waiting until Hy has finished drying you before carefully helping you get dressed again.
She smiles again, “Sorry, can’t help you with a bra honey, we’re different sizes.”
You smile softly in return, “It’s okay, I’d say all this was more than worth the price of one bra...”
Hy chuckles and brushes your hair aside, Hys lips soft as Hy kisses you on the forehead and leaves you both alone, the sound of Hys boots on the hardwood floor then concrete recede until you can hear them no more.
You sigh and close your eyes, lowering your head until your chin is resting on your chest, only opening them again when you feel her fingers taking hold of your chin, raising your head so she can look into your eyes, “Good girl,” she kisses you softly, “Hy is very pleased with you. You follow your instructions well... Now it’s time to go home, will you be okay?”
You nod slowly, “Yes Mistress, I’ll be fine.”
She smiles, taking your hand in hers once again and leading you from the bathroom, across the hardwood floor, across the concrete, back down the stairs and back into the bar, collecting your handbag from the grinning waitress and leading you outside into the cool night air.
She looks at you, looks right at you, deep into your eyes and smiles, “Maybe we’ll see each other again sometime.” Her smile makes her eyes sparkle with that same hint of mischievousness that was in Hys.
You smile in reply, “I certainly hope so, Mistress.”
She says nothing more, simply kissing you once more, her lips brushing softly against yours before walking back into the bar, leaving you standing by the driver’s side of your car.
Slowly, shakily, you open your door, and step inside, letting your fingers fumble around until your keys hit the ignition slot, starting it, after taking a deep breath you put the car into gear and start making your way back home again.
You feel like you’re floating on air, nothing is real, but everything seems brighter and sharper, more real than ever before as you watch the sun as it starts to rise over the horizon.
You stop the car, realising you are once again outside your own home. You sit and watch everything for a moment, before taking your keys, and collecting your purse, locking the door and floating up your front path, your fingers moving automatically to unlock your front door, closing and locking it behind you.
You drift through into your living room, and smile.
Hy is sitting in Hys armchair, still dressed in Hys jeans and t-shirt, but without the mask now.
Hys hand pats Hys lap, “Come over here baby girl, sit on my lap and tell me all about your day.”
Her voice calls through from the kitchen, “Would you like a drink girl?”
You smile at Hym and call out, “Yes, please, Mistress.”
You walk forward and slowly lower yourself onto Hys lap.
“Good girl,” Hy chuckles and kisses you softly, “You liked your instructions?”
You smile shyly, “Yes, Daddy. Thank you, Daddy,” you look up as she walks through with a glass of wine in one hand and a beer for Hym in the other, “Thank you, Mistress.”

31/08/11
M

[*Anya*]

Shouldn't have read these when I have to get ready for work.

Excuse me, I have to go take care of something...first.

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Originally Posted by Anya/Georgia

Shouldn't have read these when I have to get ready for work.

Excuse me, I have to go take care of something...first.

Yeah sorry about that, perhaps I should've left a warning first ...
I hope you at least had fun before work

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On Monday I was having a bad day, I hadn’t slept well because I was having to deal with not knowing whether I was going to have to be forced into going back to work when I know that I am never going to be able to go back to work ever again, my health isn’t going to get better, there are no cures. I am disabled, I have an incurable chronic auto-immune disease, sero-negative rheumatoid arthritis in all the joints of my body and osteoarthritis in both my knees. I am disabled. Registered disabled no less, the end.
On my Monday my Mum took me to Barter Books to chill out, to give me the chance to come down from the heights of panic and fear and horror.
When we were there and at the check-out, Mum paying for the books I wanted, there was a young woman standing behind me. I had noticed her earlier primarily because she had the most amazing iridescent green hair, the green that is on a peacock tail feather, a fantastic, amazing, gorgeous colour. When she saw me she commented on my batman hoody. She has one the same.
I was too shy to talk to her, so Mum and her talked books.
She was, is, beautiful. Stunningly beautiful, and I was too shy to talk to her because of how beautiful she is.
Looking back I saw something else too. I saw that look of sadness that so many beautiful girls have, because of all the nasty, horrible comments that ignorant people make when they can’t or won’t understand when someone is different, isn’t the same as “them”, how thoughtless people are, what evil, nasty fucking twats “people” are. No woman should have to live with that sad look in her eyes. Ever. It’s just wrong.
I wish I had had the guts to say to her, “I know you don’t know me, but I want you to do something for me. I want you to know that you are beautiful. An absolutely stunning, drop-dead gorgeously beautiful woman, and don’t let anyone else ever tell you any differently because if they do, then they are wrong. So please, next time some idiot makes some comment then remember this: ‘You are beautiful’.”
I guess what this is about is how aware I am of how much of a difference it would have made to me, with my life, if someone, anyone, even if it was a complete stranger, had said to me that just because I was different, there was nothing wrong with me.
So, to that beautiful woman who I didn’t have the confidence to talk to:
“You are beautiful. Whatever anyone else says; You Are Beautiful. You deserve to be happy and loved and cherished, because you are beautiful, both inside and out. You’re beautiful.”
To all the women out there who feel different, who don’t think they fit in, who feel both elated and afraid when they get a compliment like “You’re beautiful” it’s okay to be scared. There is nothing wrong with you, because you are amazing. You are worth it. You deserve to be loved for you, you deserve to be cherished and adored and given everything you deserve and need and want. To share it all with someone else. Because you are all beautiful and smart and amazing and wonderful you deserve it. You all deserve it all.
So when you’re having a bad day and you feel like you are all alone, you’re not.
You’re never alone. You are beautiful.
You deserve the best.
Never stop believing in yourself.
Ever.
You are beautiful.

15/02/12
M

[girl_dee]

dang friend i wish you weren't in so much pain, my clients who have widespread arthritis say the mornings feel like they've been hit with a mac truck.

keep on smiling though because that will override all the other stuff....

Keep writing!

signed,
an old fan

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Originally Posted by Cajun_dee

dang friend i wish you weren't in so much pain, my clients who have widespread arthritis say the mornings feel like they've been hit with a mac truck.

keep on smiling though because that will override all the other stuff....

Keep writing!

signed,
an old fan

I can't help but keep smiling because I have the support of good friends like you
Thank you!