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Because I am Femme #4
(Quietly pads into room...barefeet today...no makeup...hair askew...some random thoughts) Because I am Femme...I appreciate your integrity, honesty, gentleness, courtesy and boldness...especially when given permission to enter the sacred vault of my complicated heart... Because I am Femme...I so appreciate your strong heart, strong arms, and strong mind to keep up with mine... Because I am Femme...truly Femme...I feel it from the inside out, not the outside in...and couldn't imagine being anything else...ever. Because I am Femme...I will quietly and confidently look for you until I find you, patiently waiting...knowing that at the right moment you will appear someday right when you are supposed to, and we will both know it almost instantaneously... Because I am Femme...I am a hopeless romantic with my head in the clouds...just like you...I refuse to give up hope... (Pads out of room to get dressed...and repeat my calming ritual of putting on my make-up, the "right" pair of heels, jeans...fixing my hair, even though you are not there...yet.) Boots 7/29/2010 lkf
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![]() (Home from the movies, had to fight to take off tight new boots...lol...quietly contemplating the evening's events pretzeled up at the computer desk...) Because I am Femme...I catch myself hoping and wondering that the boyish looking young person with the slightly wider hips in the movie line in front of me is really a butch... Because I am Femme...I laugh at myself when I realise that he is not...and realise that I do this everyday...hoping...lol Because I am Femme...and single, I have a unique and timely opportunity to decide what kind of relationship I want and need and am enjoying the dynamic in a whole new way...dating! OMG... Because I am Femme...I can run and hide from all of this if I choose and still be me and still be desireable-for myself first and then for that special someone out there...if I choose. Because I am Femme...I can love and appreciate all women...but know that it's always the butches that make my heart, body, soul, mind and spirit...SING...! Because I am Femme...I'm thinking about how a Femme can be both a Stradivarius and a fiddle and needs a skilled and talented set of hands to bring her beautiful music out...Wishing more understood this...! Boots 8/11/2010 lkf
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![]() (Teary...green rubber clogs on, getting ready to go to vet's soon) Because I am Femme...I really want a strong butch by my side today as I struggle to deal with finding a new home for my beautiful dog who just bit someone randomly yesterday. Because I am Femme...it's hard for me to admit the above statement, because I'm strong and can handle it with as much grace and dignity as possible, but I so could use that strong, steady, loving butch energy today. Because I am Femme...I am recognising and missing a whole new level of "bondedness" in the magic dynamic between a butch and a femme...that of true, deep and steadfast friendship. (shuffles off to the vet to get shots and begin the process of saying goodbye...)  8/21/2010 lkf
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Pretzled up again at desk cluttered with papers…major “bedhead” hair, makeup still on from yesterday…(I never do that) fleece jacket and green clogs…sigh…plans ‘femmier’ outfit after writing this blog…)
Because I am Femme…I get overwhelmed easily at times by your passion, need and desire for me…yet delight in it. Because I am Femme…I over think and over feel everything and eventually figure it all out, I just need time to myself, and will pull away from you for awhile to get it. Because I am Femme…when I get like this I want to run away from the world and become invisible for awhile…but I can’t for long because my femme light shines so brightly…and I need yours too to help find my way. Because I am Femme…I will always come back to you, if you are truly mine and I am truly yours…it’s just the way it is…like two dancers on stage, one in each corner…carefully eyeing one another…Moving slowly, methodically, gracefully between the solo dance, the duet…the solo dance…the duet…the choreography planned long ago… Boots 8/29/2010 lkf
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(Barefoot…jammies…pretzled up again at ‘puter desk…pissed, but slightly amused…)
Because I am Femme…I will not bend or break under any false accusations against me but will quietly stand firm in my femme power with my diginity and integrity knowing the truth will always come out… Because I am Femme…I will not let you get away with your malicious gossip and backstabbing ways but quietly and serenely wait until the mudslinging is over and watch you wash it off…and hand you a towel… Because I am Femme…You will NEVER bring me down…because I am stronger than you could have ever imagined and fearless beyond measure… Because I am Femme…I have nothing to prove…nothing to hide…I am just me and I am an amazing femme…no matter what anyone thinks… Because I am Femme…I will not back down, run away or hide…you have just made me stronger and better…THANK YOU!!! (Laughing and shaking my head as I head out the door to enjoy the beautiful Fall day…with my favorite brown shitkickers on…)
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(Sits in bathing suit at desk in 94 degree weather hot and mad as hell…) If you want a “woman with some meat on her bones” or a stereotypical voluptuous femme with big boobs, long hair, etc…. Don’t come knocking on my door…or try to steal my honey and then decide you don’t like the taste after all… I am a lean mean fighting machine with curves for days that can kick ass with my long flexible legs and wrap them around you and make you a puddle on the floor wanting more in a matter of seconds…I will match you beat for beat… You say I show some weight loss in my neck and chest from all the life changes I’ve had recently and comment on that rather than focusing on what an amazingly beautiful neck and body I have to offer you…completely missing the fact that those are the places that would make me yours in a heartbeat… Stupid stupid butch…get the hell outta my way…because you are getting in the way of a butch who’s coming after me who will see me just as I am and know I am a complete treasure worth far more than you ever could have or deserve… (Pads barefoot out to deck to sun my skinny bikini self...feeling much more at peace...femme rant over) 8/14/2010 lkf
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I bury my face in the shirt you left behind and close my eyes remembering your touch…our amazing time together…lost in you… wanting you…but trying hard not too. My heart twisted like your shirt in my hands… Too soon… too much…too intense… but so right. The places I could go with you…the places I have already gone… Who are you? Who the hell gave YOU the keys to my sacred feminine vault? Who do you think you are? And patiently you wait… keys in hand softly jangling… unnerving me… wearing me down… with a knowing grin on your face… Watching me struggle to figure it out… Watching the others come and go… Watching the walls of my fortified heart come tumbling down Around your boots And my heels… You say to me… “You are the woman of my heart and soul”… How can that be? When did you see? And I follow your gaze down to the key… Lodged in the lock… Now set free 10/18/2010 lkf
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