What is on your mind - Page 360

girl_dee · 01-27-2012, 02:10 PM

selling photos.... gonna get busy with it again.

Legendryder · 01-27-2012, 03:11 PM

Why is it that when you do FINALLY find a job, you get a bunch of other places trying to give you a job, which you already now have? WTH!!!!

Sassy · 01-27-2012, 03:43 PM

Sagittarius: You might get so excited about breaking out of your normal routine today that you completely forget about fulfilling a previous promise. Take time to quiet your mind so you can hear the meaningful message that's coming from your subconscious. Don't be so cavalier that you disregard the symbolism of a dream or fantasy. Everything that enters your awareness now contains clues about your life's purpose. In the realm of love, dreams aren't just romantic flights of fancy, they can hold important clues today. Pay attention to the messages you get from your hidden realm now.

smouldering · 01-27-2012, 04:57 PM

What is on my mind is meditation, so there isn't so much on my mind lol

La de da!!

sylvie · 01-27-2012, 10:42 PM

A situation that happened to me yesterday.
As a single mother of two over the years, i fell into a rut.
i didn't work, i was on the system, & life was difficult back then.
Finding my way OUT of that rut, was even harder. But i DID it!
Today, i work full-time, and am pulling my life together more & more each day.
i feel blessed, & life is good.. i still don't have much, but i love & appreciate the things i have as though they're the most precious treasures in this world.. i'm always grateful, everyday!

Yesterday, i got upset - SO upset..
As an honest woman who's made so many changes to her life, to pull herself up (without ANY encouragement or help from the system) - i want to pay it forward and help women in poverty, but also i need to pursue what made me angry, because it simply isn't fair.

They really pick on the wrong people, just sayin'.. i was simply a single mother of two, who was trying to feed her children each month and maintain a warm place to live.. We didn't have a lot, and i didn't ask for much.. And i did everything fair & honest .. This was a mistake of a case worker, but regardless of who's fault it was, it's me who pays.. & dearly at that.

i'm really disappointed & doing what they want of me - but i am working on a way to make this change... Something needs to change for someone one day in the future !

TheDreadPirateRoberts · 01-27-2012, 11:36 PM

bedtime...and hearing your voice

Vlasta · 01-28-2012, 12:40 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Vlasta

hmm .... today I found very small lump in my breast and I have a little pain in my armpit . I am sitting here and I know , right now I can't tell my son and his family . We just have been trough a traumatic situation and they would go crazy , chase me to a doctor and I am sick and tired of doctors since my health haven't been so good for the past two years .
I know this sounds selfish , since I have grandchildren and I would love to be in they lives , it could be really nothing, so I will just monitor , keep my mouth shot and see .

Back in 90's I used to go to help on oncology unit, since I am certified to hang a chemo and back then I promised myself, I wouldn't go through radiation or chemo. It was really sad , emotional when you get attached to patients and they passed . As I said , call me crazy , but I am firm believer after all my life in medical field when it's your time to go , you will no matter where are you or what you are doing .

I couldn't post this on the Czech boards or tell my friends, because they would act the same and I am not going to a doctor . I can't even think to have other surgery . So , right now it's not big deal and I will see .

thank you for reading my post , it feels like I needed to get it out somewhere .

Vlasta

Since everyone was thinking I am crazy , lump it's gone . I have been slacking on my estrogen and started back on . I have a fibrocystic breast anyway , so it was just flare from lack of not taking my medication . I am happy I didn't riled up my family and friends . I am sick of my own drama rama things . It seems to me one thing ends and something else it's coming through my door .

girl_dee · 01-28-2012, 06:46 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Vlasta

Since everyone was thinking I am crazy , lump it's gone . I have been slacking on my estrogen and started back on . I have a fibrocystic breast anyway , so it was just flare from lack of not taking my medication . I am happy I didn't riled up my family and friends . I am sick of my own drama rama things . It seems to me one thing ends and something else it's coming through my door .

this happened to me too, you aren't crazy, it is SCARY.

My *lump* dissolved during the biopsy, but up until that point it scared me greatly

TheDreadPirateRoberts · 01-28-2012, 10:35 AM

....lots of little things....vday...budgets....errands to run....what to do first.....you....us...family...laughter....holding you tight....coffee.....cleaning.....spending time with our little one.....all of the little things we wanna do.....all of the things we WILL do *smiles* ....your scent.....the kids funny faces....big changes....dr. appts ....our date night...

TheDreadPirateRoberts · 01-28-2012, 02:18 PM

those 3 words...

girl_dee · 01-28-2012, 03:46 PM

How much i love old typewriters

I saw one somehwhat old today and i remembered an old Royal that
I got to play with for a while, coolest piece of machinery ever.

Mr Nice Guy · 01-28-2012, 04:44 PM

It be really nice to find a down to earth Femme. Someone who's sweet, kind and just an all around nice person.

Sassy · 01-28-2012, 05:58 PM

It never occurred to me that it was possible for a human being to complain that much ... But evidently if you put your mind to it, anything is, indeed, freaking possible. *grumpgrumpgrump*

girl_dee · 01-28-2012, 07:42 PM

How good this decaf is with a wonderful shot of Baileys!

Mr Nice Guy · 01-28-2012, 08:19 PM

I don't want to walk the dog out in the cold. But she has to go and I love her. Heck, if I can work out in it then I sure as hell can walk her. I'm just being lazy.

spritzerJ · 01-29-2012, 05:12 PM

Thinking about doors. Thinking about those who have held open doors for me quietly, held them open with a flourish and bow, those that surrounded doors and cheered me through them. Those that walked through doors without me. Those that will walk with me through doors yet to come to.

Skittlesluver · 01-29-2012, 05:22 PM

About a hundred different thoughts lol

too much to deal with today

Countyfem · 01-29-2012, 07:45 PM

Moving. which means going thru 13 years of things, separating mine from hers, As I'm moving to my new home (hopefully next week!) she is moving back into this house I now consider it just a house, it has not been a home for a long long time. I'm not sad about it, it feels good to finally be done with it all. We plan on putting it on the market in March I hope it sells quickly, this house is the last link between us. We parted as friends and there have been no hard feelings on either side but I have still felt in limbo for the past year.

SoulShineFemme · 01-29-2012, 08:04 PM

So many things looming on the horizon....

ruby_woo · 01-29-2012, 08:25 PM

My moving day is February 1- my movers will be here at 8am, Ikea will be delivering my new furniture the same day between 1-5pm, and the cable/internet company will be coming between 4-6pm. So much to do still...

01-27-2012, 04:57 PM	#7184
smouldering Member How Do You Identify?: Punky girly girl, glittery femme Preferred Pronoun?: she, her, etc. Relationship Status: Single, Recovering Join Date: Mar 2011 Location: Ohio Posts: 1,288 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 9,306 Thanked 3,974 Times in 924 Posts Rep Power: 21474852	What is on my mind is meditation, so there isn't so much on my mind lol La de da!! __________________ ~~Smouldering~~ Suit the action to the word, the word to the action. ~William Shakespeare

01-27-2012, 10:42 PM	#7185
sylvie Senior Member How Do You Identify?: Mr Mtn's babygirl Preferred Pronoun?: girly, she Relationship Status: fiercely protected ♥ Join Date: Jan 2010 Location: Moving home in OR with Him VERY soooon !! Posts: 2,548 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 4,834 Thanked 7,501 Times in 1,850 Posts Rep Power: 21474854	A situation that happened to me yesterday. As a single mother of two over the years, i fell into a rut. i didn't work, i was on the system, & life was difficult back then. Finding my way OUT of that rut, was even harder. But i DID it! Today, i work full-time, and am pulling my life together more & more each day. i feel blessed, & life is good.. i still don't have much, but i love & appreciate the things i have as though they're the most precious treasures in this world.. i'm always grateful, everyday! Yesterday, i got upset - SO upset.. As an honest woman who's made so many changes to her life, to pull herself up (without ANY encouragement or help from the system) - i want to pay it forward and help women in poverty, but also i need to pursue what made me angry, because it simply isn't fair. They really pick on the wrong people, just sayin'.. i was simply a single mother of two, who was trying to feed her children each month and maintain a warm place to live.. We didn't have a lot, and i didn't ask for much.. And i did everything fair & honest .. This was a mistake of a case worker, but regardless of who's fault it was, it's me who pays.. & dearly at that. i'm really disappointed & doing what they want of me - but i am working on a way to make this change... Something needs to change for someone one day in the future ! __________________ my Mantra: i am letting go of angers, continuing to find forgiveness, welcoming inner peace & deserving of it all. my facebook weight loss page: http://www.facebook.com/asyllyjourney

01-27-2012, 11:36 PM	#7186
TheDreadPirateRoberts Member How Do You Identify?: self made Preferred Pronoun?: He Relationship Status: perfectly content with true love Join Date: Dec 2011 Location: Here&There Posts: 576 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 407 Thanked 895 Times in 487 Posts Rep Power: 6114335	bedtime...and hearing your voice __________________ "Go confidently in the direction of your dreams. Live the life you have imagined." - Thoreau

01-28-2012, 10:35 AM	#7189
TheDreadPirateRoberts Member How Do You Identify?: self made Preferred Pronoun?: He Relationship Status: perfectly content with true love Join Date: Dec 2011 Location: Here&There Posts: 576 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 407 Thanked 895 Times in 487 Posts Rep Power: 6114335	....lots of little things....vday...budgets....errands to run....what to do first.....you....us...family...laughter....holding you tight....coffee.....cleaning.....spending time with our little one.....all of the little things we wanna do.....all of the things we WILL do smiles ....your scent.....the kids funny faces....big changes....dr. appts ....our date night... __________________ "Go confidently in the direction of your dreams. Live the life you have imagined." - Thoreau

01-28-2012, 02:18 PM	#7190
TheDreadPirateRoberts Member How Do You Identify?: self made Preferred Pronoun?: He Relationship Status: perfectly content with true love Join Date: Dec 2011 Location: Here&There Posts: 576 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 407 Thanked 895 Times in 487 Posts Rep Power: 6114335	those 3 words... __________________ "Go confidently in the direction of your dreams. Live the life you have imagined." - Thoreau

01-27-2012, 02:10 PM	#7181
girl_dee Practically Lives Here How Do You Identify?: Femme Preferred Pronoun?: dee Relationship Status: Hitched up Join Date: Nov 2009 Location: Livin’ the Dream Posts: 24,079 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 30,560 Thanked 54,847 Times in 13,915 Posts Rep Power: 21474873	selling photos.... gonna get busy with it again.

01-27-2012, 03:11 PM	#7182
Legendryder Member How Do You Identify?: Butch Relationship Status: Single Join Date: Nov 2009 Location: Queen City, MO Posts: 420 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 14 Thanked 969 Times in 261 Posts Rep Power: 7270131	Why is it that when you do FINALLY find a job, you get a bunch of other places trying to give you a job, which you already now have? WTH!!!!

01-27-2012, 03:43 PM	#7183
Sassy Member How Do You Identify?: Female Relationship Status: Together Join Date: Jul 2011 Location: In the sunshine Posts: 598 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 815 Thanked 1,929 Times in 460 Posts Rep Power: 19641163	Sagittarius: You might get so excited about breaking out of your normal routine today that you completely forget about fulfilling a previous promise. Take time to quiet your mind so you can hear the meaningful message that's coming from your subconscious. Don't be so cavalier that you disregard the symbolism of a dream or fantasy. Everything that enters your awareness now contains clues about your life's purpose. In the realm of love, dreams aren't just romantic flights of fancy, they can hold important clues today. Pay attention to the messages you get from your hidden realm now.

01-28-2012, 03:46 PM	#7191
girl_dee Practically Lives Here How Do You Identify?: Femme Preferred Pronoun?: dee Relationship Status: Hitched up Join Date: Nov 2009 Location: Livin’ the Dream Posts: 24,079 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 30,560 Thanked 54,847 Times in 13,915 Posts Rep Power: 21474873	How much i love old typewriters I saw one somehwhat old today and i remembered an old Royal that I got to play with for a while, coolest piece of machinery ever.

01-28-2012, 04:44 PM	#7192
Mr Nice Guy Timed Out How Do You Identify?: Kind, sweet, loving, romantic and a rare Butch. :) Relationship Status: I don't drive a Uhaul. :) Join Date: May 2011 Location: Another New Englander Posts: 1,768 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 2,035 Thanked 4,894 Times in 1,307 Posts Rep Power: 0	It be really nice to find a down to earth Femme. Someone who's sweet, kind and just an all around nice person.

01-28-2012, 05:58 PM	#7193
Sassy Member How Do You Identify?: Female Relationship Status: Together Join Date: Jul 2011 Location: In the sunshine Posts: 598 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 815 Thanked 1,929 Times in 460 Posts Rep Power: 19641163	It never occurred to me that it was possible for a human being to complain that much ... But evidently if you put your mind to it, anything is, indeed, freaking possible. grumpgrumpgrump

01-28-2012, 07:42 PM	#7194
girl_dee Practically Lives Here How Do You Identify?: Femme Preferred Pronoun?: dee Relationship Status: Hitched up Join Date: Nov 2009 Location: Livin’ the Dream Posts: 24,079 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 30,560 Thanked 54,847 Times in 13,915 Posts Rep Power: 21474873	How good this decaf is with a wonderful shot of Baileys!

01-28-2012, 08:19 PM	#7195
Mr Nice Guy Timed Out How Do You Identify?: Kind, sweet, loving, romantic and a rare Butch. :) Relationship Status: I don't drive a Uhaul. :) Join Date: May 2011 Location: Another New Englander Posts: 1,768 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 2,035 Thanked 4,894 Times in 1,307 Posts Rep Power: 0	I don't want to walk the dog out in the cold. But she has to go and I love her. Heck, if I can work out in it then I sure as hell can walk her. I'm just being lazy.

01-29-2012, 05:12 PM	#7196
spritzerJ Timed Out - Permanent How Do You Identify?: Queer (gender), female (biological marker) Preferred Pronoun?: she will work as a default. Relationship Status: engaged to jac until 8/10/14 Join Date: Nov 2010 Location: Maine Posts: 3,154 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 30,307 Thanked 15,802 Times in 2,905 Posts Rep Power: 0	Thinking about doors. Thinking about those who have held open doors for me quietly, held them open with a flourish and bow, those that surrounded doors and cheered me through them. Those that walked through doors without me. Those that will walk with me through doors yet to come to.

01-29-2012, 05:22 PM	#7197
Skittlesluver Member How Do You Identify?: Casual Dreamer Relationship Status: Single Join Date: Dec 2011 Location: Deep In The Heart Of Texas Posts: 233 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 190 Thanked 561 Times in 191 Posts Rep Power: 8243082	About a hundred different thoughts lol too much to deal with today __________________ “Be yourself. Above all, let who you are, what you are, what you believe, shine through every sentence you write, every piece you finish"

01-29-2012, 07:45 PM	#7198
Countyfem Member How Do You Identify?: Stone Femme Preferred Pronoun?: she/her Join Date: Oct 2011 Location: NC Posts: 244 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 469 Thanked 932 Times in 211 Posts Rep Power: 9455032	Moving. which means going thru 13 years of things, separating mine from hers, As I'm moving to my new home (hopefully next week!) she is moving back into this house I now consider it just a house, it has not been a home for a long long time. I'm not sad about it, it feels good to finally be done with it all. We plan on putting it on the market in March I hope it sells quickly, this house is the last link between us. We parted as friends and there have been no hard feelings on either side but I have still felt in limbo for the past year.

01-29-2012, 08:04 PM	#7199
SoulShineFemme Senior Member How Do You Identify?: All girl. All the time. Preferred Pronoun?: She, Her Relationship Status: Married to my beloved ONLY Join Date: Jan 2010 Location: Living in Canada with U.S. Roots Posts: 2,472 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 1,775 Thanked 1,363 Times in 455 Posts Rep Power: 11561204	So many things looming on the horizon....

01-29-2012, 08:25 PM	#7200
ruby_woo Member How Do You Identify?: queer femme Preferred Pronoun?: her/she Relationship Status: single Join Date: Dec 2009 Location: Vancouver, BC Posts: 427 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 1,848 Thanked 1,941 Times in 376 Posts Rep Power: 17615392	My moving day is February 1- my movers will be here at 8am, Ikea will be delivering my new furniture the same day between 1-5pm, and the cable/internet company will be coming between 4-6pm. So much to do still...