I'm your Sunshine on a Cloudy day

bright_arrow · 02-18-2010, 02:05 AM

You don't seem to understand me
You just follow me around, unspoken words
You don't seem to listen
You just gaze at my eyes like the sun going down
You just puzzle me
I don't understand
What you're doing
Why you're here
And you don't make sense to me
No sense at all
I feel like I'm falling
Under the ground
And why do you act
The way you act
Why won't you tell me how you feel inside
It's so confusing
It's blowing my mind
Out of proportions
Though the sky
I feel so insecure
I feel unsafe
Being around you anytime
Makes me want to hide my face
I want to run, afraid to hide
What if I'm lost, should I lie
You're no help, no help at all
I want to go inside
Better to close your eyes
Keep feelings hidden inside
Your eyes, the mirror to your soul
It tells no lies unless it turns black
Then you've no soul at all

bright_arrow · 02-18-2010, 02:06 AM

Just go away cause I can't take anymore
What did you think, that I was a whore?

Leave me alone for my body's so sore
From all this internal bleeding, my heart you have tore

I let you in, I opened the door
I led you deep into my core

I loved you even more and more
My heart to you I did out pour

We once were friends but now no more
For on my sleeve my heart I wore

bright_arrow · 02-18-2010, 02:08 AM

I wish I were pretty
Witty doesn't count
It's not what they talk in magazines about

When it comes to you and me
I don't want to be unique
I just want to be the girl from your dream

So please, tell me
Where did I go stray?
How did your heart stop loving me?

To be unique
A blessing, a curse
An end to the love we once shared

bright_arrow · 02-18-2010, 02:09 AM

these tears burn ivory skin and
oh, my love, you don't even notice..
watch the moonshine hit the curve,
see the rays fly out in hues?
that's my heart shattering into a million glass pieces, walk upon it,
you tread my heart,
and still you do not notice.

pay no heed come 'morrow it will be mended whole, dangling by a thin silver thread until again

it shatters

again
and
again and

again.

oh the joys of superglue.

bright_arrow · 02-18-2010, 02:11 AM

some nights the helplessness i feel consumes
my heart, my mind, my soul
every fear, every doubt, every hurtful word comes
crashing down upon me like ice
every nerve in searing pain
all the tears in the world can't heal this pain
somehow i find it in me, though
to recover
to bring myself back to the top
to love, to live, to hope
to give everything i have and then some
the one who said it's amazing what the human body can take
they said it all

bright_arrow · 02-18-2010, 02:12 AM

When they see the child
Lost her innocence, they say
What they don't see
Is that she never had any

Child of fair-skin and fiery hair
Quiet little thing
In and out of shadows
Like a dolphin in crystal-clear oceans

When they look at me
They don't see
I'm lost inside
This heart of mine

bright_arrow · 02-18-2010, 02:13 AM

Sweet notes so gentle and soft
If I'm quiet I can feel the devotion
Find the emotion
And still know inside that
. You're still so far away from me
I can feel what you feel
And revel in it
And wish to the gods that you
.Didn't have to hang up the phone
I'd keep you on the phoneline forever if I could
Because it's the only time
.You're mine

02-18-2010, 02:05 AM	#1
bright_arrow ☆ the stars are aligned ☆ How Do You Identify?: one queer mama Preferred Pronoun?: she/her Relationship Status: married to my Boo Daddy <3 Join Date: Feb 2010 Location: nor cal Posts: 2,910 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 3,644 Thanked 9,363 Times in 2,296 Posts Rep Power: 21474854	You don't seem to understand me You just follow me around, unspoken words You don't seem to listen You just gaze at my eyes like the sun going down You just puzzle me I don't understand What you're doing Why you're here And you don't make sense to me No sense at all I feel like I'm falling Under the ground And why do you act The way you act Why won't you tell me how you feel inside It's so confusing It's blowing my mind Out of proportions Though the sky I feel so insecure I feel unsafe Being around you anytime Makes me want to hide my face I want to run, afraid to hide What if I'm lost, should I lie You're no help, no help at all I want to go inside Better to close your eyes Keep feelings hidden inside Your eyes, the mirror to your soul It tells no lies unless it turns black Then you've no soul at all

02-18-2010, 02:06 AM	#2
bright_arrow ☆ the stars are aligned ☆ How Do You Identify?: one queer mama Preferred Pronoun?: she/her Relationship Status: married to my Boo Daddy <3 Join Date: Feb 2010 Location: nor cal Posts: 2,910 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 3,644 Thanked 9,363 Times in 2,296 Posts Rep Power: 21474854	Just go away cause I can't take anymore What did you think, that I was a whore? Leave me alone for my body's so sore From all this internal bleeding, my heart you have tore I let you in, I opened the door I led you deep into my core I loved you even more and more My heart to you I did out pour We once were friends but now no more For on my sleeve my heart I wore

02-18-2010, 02:08 AM	#3
bright_arrow ☆ the stars are aligned ☆ How Do You Identify?: one queer mama Preferred Pronoun?: she/her Relationship Status: married to my Boo Daddy <3 Join Date: Feb 2010 Location: nor cal Posts: 2,910 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 3,644 Thanked 9,363 Times in 2,296 Posts Rep Power: 21474854	I wish I were pretty Witty doesn't count It's not what they talk in magazines about When it comes to you and me I don't want to be unique I just want to be the girl from your dream So please, tell me Where did I go stray? How did your heart stop loving me? To be unique A blessing, a curse An end to the love we once shared

02-18-2010, 02:09 AM	#4
bright_arrow ☆ the stars are aligned ☆ How Do You Identify?: one queer mama Preferred Pronoun?: she/her Relationship Status: married to my Boo Daddy <3 Join Date: Feb 2010 Location: nor cal Posts: 2,910 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 3,644 Thanked 9,363 Times in 2,296 Posts Rep Power: 21474854	these tears burn ivory skin and oh, my love, you don't even notice.. watch the moonshine hit the curve, see the rays fly out in hues? that's my heart shattering into a million glass pieces, walk upon it, you tread my heart, and still you do not notice. pay no heed come 'morrow it will be mended whole, dangling by a thin silver thread until again it shatters again and again and again. oh the joys of superglue.

02-18-2010, 02:11 AM	#5
bright_arrow ☆ the stars are aligned ☆ How Do You Identify?: one queer mama Preferred Pronoun?: she/her Relationship Status: married to my Boo Daddy <3 Join Date: Feb 2010 Location: nor cal Posts: 2,910 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 3,644 Thanked 9,363 Times in 2,296 Posts Rep Power: 21474854	some nights the helplessness i feel consumes my heart, my mind, my soul every fear, every doubt, every hurtful word comes crashing down upon me like ice every nerve in searing pain all the tears in the world can't heal this pain somehow i find it in me, though to recover to bring myself back to the top to love, to live, to hope to give everything i have and then some the one who said it's amazing what the human body can take they said it all

02-18-2010, 02:12 AM	#6
bright_arrow ☆ the stars are aligned ☆ How Do You Identify?: one queer mama Preferred Pronoun?: she/her Relationship Status: married to my Boo Daddy <3 Join Date: Feb 2010 Location: nor cal Posts: 2,910 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 3,644 Thanked 9,363 Times in 2,296 Posts Rep Power: 21474854	When they see the child Lost her innocence, they say What they don't see Is that she never had any Child of fair-skin and fiery hair Quiet little thing In and out of shadows Like a dolphin in crystal-clear oceans When they look at me They don't see I'm lost inside This heart of mine

02-18-2010, 02:13 AM	#7
bright_arrow ☆ the stars are aligned ☆ How Do You Identify?: one queer mama Preferred Pronoun?: she/her Relationship Status: married to my Boo Daddy <3 Join Date: Feb 2010 Location: nor cal Posts: 2,910 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 3,644 Thanked 9,363 Times in 2,296 Posts Rep Power: 21474854	Sweet notes so gentle and soft If I'm quiet I can feel the devotion Find the emotion And still know inside that . You're still so far away from me I can feel what you feel And revel in it And wish to the gods that you .Didn't have to hang up the phone I'd keep you on the phoneline forever if I could Because it's the only time .You're mine