If You *REALLY* knew Me...

aishah · 04-07-2012, 08:37 PM

if you really knew me you would know...

...i've done my best to grieve my parents' deaths but it feels like my life is defined by before my parents died and after they died (partly because i lost so much of my family afterward). sometimes it feels like the apocalypse happened and this is, like, the post-apocalyptic world. it's hard to remember what life was like before.
...i love easily but it's hard for me to trust people.
...i love people

and life. i'm optimistic and smiling most of the time, even when things are hard. not because i'm idealistic or because i don't know what tragedy and pain are like, but just because that's who i am.

04-07-2012, 08:37 PM	#11
aishah Member How Do You Identify?: queer stone femme shark baby girl Preferred Pronoun?: she, her, little one Relationship Status: dating myself. Join Date: Jan 2012 Location: dallas, tx Posts: 1,495 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 13,823 Thanked 6,442 Times in 1,288 Posts Rep Power: 21474851	if you really knew me you would know... ...i've done my best to grieve my parents' deaths but it feels like my life is defined by before my parents died and after they died (partly because i lost so much of my family afterward). sometimes it feels like the apocalypse happened and this is, like, the post-apocalyptic world. it's hard to remember what life was like before. ...i love easily but it's hard for me to trust people. ...i love people and life. i'm optimistic and smiling most of the time, even when things are hard. not because i'm idealistic or because i don't know what tragedy and pain are like, but just because that's who i am.