40 Questions

[EnderD_503]

1. What can you do today that you were not capable of a year ago?
Feel genuinely happy. Focus more on things that interest me. Feel the fear of losing the positive people and chosen family in my life right now, but also the joy of how much they've come to mean to me.

2. What's been on your mind most lately?
1. Surgery and being happy with the results. 2. My financial situation. 3. Worried about whether or not I'll be able to afford to go back to school.

3. In order of importance, how would you rank: happiness, money, love, health, fame?
1. Happiness. 2. Health. 3. Money. 4. Love. 5. Fame.

4. Right now, at this moment, what do you want most?
To have a clearer view of my future and what to do with my life. Also, to see one of my roommates get the health care he needs since he keeps getting the shaft from every angle and it breaks my heart to see it.

5. What word best describes the way you’ve spent the last month of your life?
Happy? :P

6. What is the #1 motivator in your life right now?
That I finally feel like I actually want to be alive And that maybe that feeling means I finally have something to offer my community!

7. In one sentence, who are you?
Dunno.

8. What do you want to be known for?
Nothing really.

9. If you had to move 3000 miles away, what one thing would you miss most?
My community.

10. In one year from today, how do you think your life will be different?
Hopefully I'll have a better job.

11. Who makes you feel good about yourself?
My roommates and my mother.

12. What are the top three qualities you look for in a friend?
Honesty. Trustworthiness. Socially-minded.

13.What has fear of failure stopped you from doing?
So much

14. What is something you have always wanted since you were a kid?
Top surgery

15. What stands between you and what you want?
Already go it. From here on out I hope things can only get better, lol.

16. What do you do when nothing else seems to make you happy?
I just ride it out. When I feel depressed sometimes I just need to sleep it off and wake up the next day feeling less hopeless.

17. When did you first realize that life is short?
Not sure the first time...but every time I realise that there's way too many things I want to do in my life.

18. What do you need to spend more time doing?
Looking for a new job.

19. What issues do you continually refuse to confront?
I'm not sure.

20. What’s something a lot of people do that you disagree with?
Not sure about that either.

21.What’s a common misconception people have about you?
Not sure...

22.What’s something no one can take away from you?
The happiness I feel right now.

23. What is something that you would hate to go without for a day?
Pants or shorts. I don't like being naked in my nether regions

24. When you look into the past, what do you miss the most?
Right now, probably seeing some friends I haven't seen in a year or so. My cousin as well.

25. What memory from this past year makes you smile the most?
Top surgery! Yes, I'm redundant lol

26. What’s the number one change you need to make in your life in the next twelve months?
Get a new job and start volunteering at a local clinic that I keep meaning to try to get signed up for...

27. If not now, then when?
Good question!

28. What have you done that you are truly proud of?
I don't feel I've ever done anything so great that I should be proud. But if I manage to contribute something to my community, that's enough.

29. What’s something new you recently learned about yourself?

30. What do you want to remember forever?
This moment...is etterrnniiitttyyy!

31. What could society do without?
Where do I even start? lol

32. What is one thing right now, that you are totally sure of?
That I'm happy with my life right now and the people around me. I've definitely managed to surround myself with some amazing people and I've learned so much from them.

33. If you had the opportunity to get a message across to a large group of people, what would your message be?
N/A

34. What’s something you said you’d never do, but have since done?
Dance, lol.

35. What’s something you changed your mind about when you grew older?
Too much to list.

36. What didn’t last forever, but was still worth your while?
Current living situation...may not last forever, and I wish it would...but has been totally worth it. I hope it continues for a long time to come though.

37. If you could go back in time and tell a younger version of yourself one thing, what would you tell?
Hey, there's this thing called transgender...it may be why you're acting so fucked up right now Btw, you'll get away from your father and your classmates alive and you'll actually be happy one day.

38. If you knew you were dying in 60 seconds, what would your last words be?
Oh shi-

39. When it’s all said and done, will you have said more than you’ve done?
Probably. That's usually the way of the world.

40. What questions do you often ask yourself?
What kind of human being does it take to vote for Stephen Harper? Will Canada ever get rid of the conservative party? Will I be alive when it happens?

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Anyone else want to share?

[Amber2010]

1. What can you do today that you were not capable of a year ago?
I can breathe so much better. I spent so much time last year
in the doctor’s office trying to figure out why I was sick all the
time to find out that I have developed allergies. So not fair to get
them when you have never had them before in your life.

2. What's been on your mind most lately?
My family and the problems we are facing right now.

3. In order of importance, how would you rank: happiness, money, love, health, fame?
Health, happiness, love, money, fame
4. Right now, at this moment, what do you want most?
To not be needed so much but to have more free time
5. What word best describes the way you’ve spent the last month of your life?
Taking care of sick parents
6. What is the #1 motivator in your life right now?
My daughter is because she calls me to remind me how much she loves me and enjoys having me in her life right now.
7. In one sentence, who are you?
A girl who loves with her whole heart and enjoys getting it back not only emotional but needs it physical as well.
8. What do you want to be known for?
A best friend

9. If you had to move 3000 miles away, what one thing would you miss most?
The Ocean

10. In one year from today, how do you think your life will be different?
My goal is to be less in dept and have more time for me.

11. Who makes you feel good about yourself?
Three people my best friend, my partner, my daughter

12. What are the top three qualities you look for in a friend?
Acceptance, Understanding and love

13.What has fear of failure stopped you from doing?
Leaving my job and move away

14. What is something you have always wanted since you were a kid?
Real diamond earrings the size you can actually see

15. What stands between you and what you want?
Finances

16. What do you do when nothing else seems to make you happy?
Put on my headphones go down to the track and run

17. When did you first realize that life is short?
As a teenager when my whole life changed and was never the same again


18. What do you need to spend more time doing?
Taking time for me and less for work, family and everything else


19. What issues do you continually refuse to confront?
Choices the doctors want me to do and I refuse to

20. What’s something a lot of people do that you disagree with?
Judge others

21.What’s a common misconception people have about you?
??

22.What’s something no one can take away from you?
Memories

23. What is something that you would hate to go without for a day?
My computer “sorry I guess I am addicted giggles”

24. When you look into the past, what do you miss the most?
Intimacy

25. What memory from this past year makes you smile the most?
My new niece she is a beautiful baby

26. What’s the number one change you need to make in your life in the next twelve months?
??

27. If not now, then when?

28. What have you done that you are truly proud of?
Gotten my son back into college

29. What’s something new you recently learned about yourself?
I am stronger than I ever knew

30. What do you want to remember forever?
The people who made a difference in my life

31. What could society do without?
Judgmental people

32. What is one thing right now, that you are totally sure of?
Getting a paycheck keeps me paying my bills

33. If you had the opportunity to get a message across to a large group of people, what would your message be?
Treat others like you want to be treated



34. What’s something you said you’d never do, but have since done?
Something I regret but it is done so let’s move on

35. What’s something you changed your mind about when you grew older?
Leaving my life to find happiness somewhere else

36. What didn’t last forever, but was still worth your while?
My beach vacation

37. If you could go back in time and tell a younger version of yourself one thing, what would you tell?
Don’t listen to others and believe in yourself

38. If you knew you were dying in 60 seconds, what would your last words be?
I lived the best life I knew how

39. When it’s all said and done, will you have said more than you’ve done?
Trying not to

40. What questions do you often ask yourself?
What I could have done different with my oldest daughter to change the fate of us