The Loft: Butches and Femmes in their 40s, 50s and over.

OS Butch · 09-19-2012, 08:28 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by ruthie14

feeling a bit low..

working too much.

stomach still upset.

Missing the folks in little rock that I saw in Vegas a few years ago.

Woman I wish would want more doesn't, I know it, she knows it, she's been honest about it. We've been friends.... I want more..she just wants friends with benefits and I won't bend.

sigh

yep, blue

Ruthie, I just know there is an untethered soul out there for you. If you know what her deal is and it isn't want you want/need, don't settle. Keep true to yourself. I know I have been single for longer than I have ever been. I broke someones heart because I was still not ready to make that forever after commitment.... I still am not as I haven't resolved messing up my previous relationship. Keep what you want in the forefront of your mind and it will happen, I am sure of it. That is what keeps me sane during my singledom.

ruthie14 · 09-20-2012, 04:24 AM

Thanks for your words OS. I won't give in. Just everything getting to me.

Maybe I'll feel better today or tomorrow.

Ruthie

morningstar55 · 09-20-2012, 06:49 AM

morning loft dwellers and peekers

its a beautiful day in the nieghbohood... a great day for driving.. lol

(((Ruth)))) .... wish u could come to LR .. it would lift your spirits up big time.. and i have a room with 2 beds..

listen to me.... and here i was .. like 3 x wanting to back out of going.
i guess i was feeling a bit over whelmed , going shopping alone and trying to peice together my evening gown for sat. nite.. i never had a gown before.. i have ideas how i want to dress this up.... but im kinda stuck on a few ideas..and not sure if its will look stupid or not..
i never went and got things for ... myself .. soo much before.. all in 1 well short time.
ok im getting weepy.. heh.. i been doing this a lot lately.. i dont kno why..

morningstar55 · 09-20-2012, 11:42 AM

Wow never b4 have I ever had security walk me to my truck . At Wal-Mart.. or anywhere.... Earler, 3 men wanderd thru this parking lot, no big deal, well, bfr I knew it . One was standing at my door panhandling4 money .... I went in bk ignoring him. 2 hrs later im getting out if truck, to head across lot and into WAL Mart. well here all 3 guys strolling across , hollering at me ... to come here , blah .. blah .. I kept walking , got to WAL Mart, watching where they were and went... they hung at end if lot... by some cars. Then headed into the woods, where there is a creek .... all 3 .. pal,d together... reading .... think its time I head to little rock.

..... there is the most Awsome BBQ place here... very nice new authentic building ,etc.
Jim n nicks .....
I told thm as well about this so they.r aware

The bartender told me ther seems to b a community if homeless living in tents in these woods here , somtimes they give t leftover foods. And let thm use water hose ..
But will keep in mind what just happens to me.

ruthie14 · 09-20-2012, 07:09 PM

Awww thanks Morning star..if I had known... maybe next time. Weird about Walmart...and a little scary too. Have fun at the reunion!!! Keep us updated!

Well , I finally got the authorization for my medicine. Will be taking it shortly!!Hopefully it will help. Feeling it a lot in my throat and vocal cords so even though i want to rehearsal I sang very little. I am going to try to rest it the next couple of weeks as best as I can. Drinking aloe gel in water.. foul tasting stuff, but should help heal everything up. Crossing my fingers. Took 10 days for me to get that drug.. at 138.00 for 30 days. I will raise some hell if my vocal cords don't recover! May be bleeding in my stomach somewhere as well. Hoping the Aloe helps with both, otherwise it's back to the dr and more tests. JUST what I need!

Have a great night and a lovely weekend all!

Ruthie

09-20-2012, 06:49 AM	#3
morningstar55 Senior Member How Do You Identify?: femme,she Preferred Pronoun?: she,her, Relationship Status: very single Join Date: Nov 2009 Location: western NY Posts: 3,809 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 5,280 Thanked 4,240 Times in 1,845 Posts Rep Power: 21474856	morning loft dwellers and peekers its a beautiful day in the nieghbohood... a great day for driving.. lol (((Ruth)))) .... wish u could come to LR .. it would lift your spirits up big time.. and i have a room with 2 beds.. listen to me.... and here i was .. like 3 x wanting to back out of going. i guess i was feeling a bit over whelmed , going shopping alone and trying to peice together my evening gown for sat. nite.. i never had a gown before.. i have ideas how i want to dress this up.... but im kinda stuck on a few ideas..and not sure if its will look stupid or not.. i never went and got things for ... myself .. soo much before.. all in 1 well short time. ok im getting weepy.. heh.. i been doing this a lot lately.. i dont kno why.. __________________ -------------------------------------------- life is to short to wake up in the morning with regrets so love the people who treat you right, forget about the ones who dont, and believe that everything happens for a reason. If you get a chance take it... if it changes your life let it.

09-20-2012, 11:42 AM	#4
morningstar55 Senior Member How Do You Identify?: femme,she Preferred Pronoun?: she,her, Relationship Status: very single Join Date: Nov 2009 Location: western NY Posts: 3,809 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 5,280 Thanked 4,240 Times in 1,845 Posts Rep Power: 21474856	Wow never b4 have I ever had security walk me to my truck . At Wal-Mart.. or anywhere.... Earler, 3 men wanderd thru this parking lot, no big deal, well, bfr I knew it . One was standing at my door panhandling4 money .... I went in bk ignoring him. 2 hrs later im getting out if truck, to head across lot and into WAL Mart. well here all 3 guys strolling across , hollering at me ... to come here , blah .. blah .. I kept walking , got to WAL Mart, watching where they were and went... they hung at end if lot... by some cars. Then headed into the woods, where there is a creek .... all 3 .. pal,d together... reading .... think its time I head to little rock. ..... there is the most Awsome BBQ place here... very nice new authentic building ,etc. Jim n nicks ..... I told thm as well about this so they.r aware The bartender told me ther seems to b a community if homeless living in tents in these woods here , somtimes they give t leftover foods. And let thm use water hose .. But will keep in mind what just happens to me. __________________ -------------------------------------------- life is to short to wake up in the morning with regrets so love the people who treat you right, forget about the ones who dont, and believe that everything happens for a reason. If you get a chance take it... if it changes your life let it.

09-20-2012, 04:24 AM	#2
ruthie14 Member How Do You Identify?: femme Preferred Pronoun?: she Join Date: Feb 2010 Location: NJ Posts: 844 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 1,904 Thanked 1,245 Times in 461 Posts Rep Power: 5946335	Thanks for your words OS. I won't give in. Just everything getting to me. Maybe I'll feel better today or tomorrow. Ruthie

09-20-2012, 07:09 PM	#5
ruthie14 Member How Do You Identify?: femme Preferred Pronoun?: she Join Date: Feb 2010 Location: NJ Posts: 844 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 1,904 Thanked 1,245 Times in 461 Posts Rep Power: 5946335	Awww thanks Morning star..if I had known... maybe next time. Weird about Walmart...and a little scary too. Have fun at the reunion!!! Keep us updated! Well , I finally got the authorization for my medicine. Will be taking it shortly!!Hopefully it will help. Feeling it a lot in my throat and vocal cords so even though i want to rehearsal I sang very little. I am going to try to rest it the next couple of weeks as best as I can. Drinking aloe gel in water.. foul tasting stuff, but should help heal everything up. Crossing my fingers. Took 10 days for me to get that drug.. at 138.00 for 30 days. I will raise some hell if my vocal cords don't recover! May be bleeding in my stomach somewhere as well. Hoping the Aloe helps with both, otherwise it's back to the dr and more tests. JUST what I need! Have a great night and a lovely weekend all! Ruthie