If Today Was Your Last Day?

jac · 10-08-2012, 03:43 PM

If today were my last day...

Hmmmm, maybe it's because I am so tired right now but I had a big ol' paragraph written out and began tearing up. Interestingly enough I don't have issue with death, never have, but right now the thought of leaving those I love dearly (especially my Spritz) just didn't set well for me.

Maybe another time I'll play along but for now I'd like to think that we have today. And really, if every day was thought of as "the first day," then every day could be celebrated and appreciated as new beginnings instead of anticipating and worrying about the end...

StrongButch · 10-08-2012, 03:46 PM

I would wanna spend it with my Mom. I love her so much she is such a wonderful person. I would thank her for being a great parent and accepting me and loving me no matter what. I love you Mom.

WolfyOne · 10-08-2012, 04:15 PM

I wouldn't change a thing. I have been living day to day for what seems like a long time now that if it was my last day, I'd be ok with it. Yes, there are things I wanted to do and see before that last day, but I think you get to a certain age and make peace with whatever it is you have or haven't done, can or can't do. I'd say good bye to loved ones and ask for them to find homes for my rescues. Lastly, when I'm gone, just cremate me and take my ashes to a happy place.

CharmingButch25 · 10-08-2012, 04:02 PM

This is an amazing response, a teary eye one! I will be back in a bit with my response

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Originally Posted by stone4play

If today were my last day...

Hmmmm, maybe it's because I am so tired right now but I had a big ol' paragraph written out and began tearing up. Interestingly enough I don't have issue with death, never have, but right now the thought of leaving those I love dearly (especially my Spritz) just didn't set well for me.

Maybe another time I'll play along but for now I'd like to think that we have today. And really, if every day was thought of as "the first day," then every day could be celebrated and appreciated as new beginnings instead of anticipating and worrying about the end...

10-08-2012, 03:46 PM	#2
StrongButch Member How Do You Identify?: I see the world thru a lens Preferred Pronoun?: Yes Boss Relationship Status: Chillin out with awesome women Join Date: Jan 2010 Location: San Francisco Posts: 1,376 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 4,018 Thanked 4,183 Times in 1,180 Posts Rep Power: 21474853	If today was my last day I would wanna spend it with my Mom. I love her so much she is such a wonderful person. I would thank her for being a great parent and accepting me and loving me no matter what. I love you Mom.

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WolfyOne Magically Delicious How Do You Identify?: Gentle Butch Relationship Status: Single and content Join Date: Nov 2009 Location: Minnesota Posts: 6,558 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 22,052 Thanked 15,391 Times in 4,138 Posts Rep Power: 21474858	I wouldn't change a thing. I have been living day to day for what seems like a long time now that if it was my last day, I'd be ok with it. Yes, there are things I wanted to do and see before that last day, but I think you get to a certain age and make peace with whatever it is you have or haven't done, can or can't do. I'd say good bye to loved ones and ask for them to find homes for my rescues. Lastly, when I'm gone, just cremate me and take my ashes to a happy place. __________________ Being deeply loved by someone gives you strength; loving someone deeply gives you courage --- Lao Tzo

10-08-2012, 03:43 PM	#1
jac Timed Out - Permanent How Do You Identify?: butch stone Preferred Pronoun?: masculine ones work best... Relationship Status: ♥ engaged to spritz ♥ Join Date: Oct 2011 Location: bangor, maine Posts: 3,344 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 20,720 Thanked 16,492 Times in 2,972 Posts Rep Power: 0	If today were my last day... Hmmmm, maybe it's because I am so tired right now but I had a big ol' paragraph written out and began tearing up. Interestingly enough I don't have issue with death, never have, but right now the thought of leaving those I love dearly (especially my Spritz) just didn't set well for me. Maybe another time I'll play along but for now I'd like to think that we have today. And really, if every day was thought of as "the first day," then every day could be celebrated and appreciated as new beginnings instead of anticipating and worrying about the end...