Behind My Walls

Sachita · 03-21-2010, 12:53 PM

The Stain on My Heart - Poem
I started my New Year without you
Closed the door & let it slam
Torn between love and hate
I gave you everything I am

I cried myself to sleep
Pacing floors day after day
Waiting for the pain to end
Praying for another way

The shadows have all faded
But the memory remains
There's a hole in my heart
Behind that angry stain

But just when I think its over
An old photo suddenly appears
Leaving me spell-bound
And all the pain reappears.

I try so hard to forgive you
For all the pain in my heart
I am shamed by my weakness
Allowing you to tear me apart

I try so hard to see another
Hoping they will open that door
But its hard to love again…. when
you're picking your heart off the floor.

03-21-2010, 12:53 PM	#3
Sachita Senior Member How Do You Identify?: Alpha Femme Preferred Pronoun?: Goddess Relationship Status: Completely in love Join Date: Nov 2009 Location: Southern Virginia Posts: 3,225 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 2,564 Thanked 8,992 Times in 2,247 Posts Rep Power: 21474856	The Stain on My Heart The Stain on My Heart - Poem I started my New Year without you Closed the door & let it slam Torn between love and hate I gave you everything I am I cried myself to sleep Pacing floors day after day Waiting for the pain to end Praying for another way The shadows have all faded But the memory remains There's a hole in my heart Behind that angry stain But just when I think its over An old photo suddenly appears Leaving me spell-bound And all the pain reappears. I try so hard to forgive you For all the pain in my heart I am shamed by my weakness Allowing you to tear me apart I try so hard to see another Hoping they will open that door But its hard to love again…. when you're picking your heart off the floor. __________________ You either like me or you don't. It took me Twenty-something years to learn how to love myself, I don't have that kinda time to convince somebody else. ~ Daniel Franzese