What Made You Cry Today?

laruss · 01-15-2013, 03:00 PM

but then finding out that a friend was in the hospital when I had meant to contact her numerous times but was too "busy".

cinnamongrrl · 01-17-2013, 10:42 AM

Having to say goodbye to my car of over 2 years. She was my liberty when I came home to Mass and was rebuilding my life after the disaster it had become while I was away...
Figures I just named her...I won't name any others. It seems as soon as I do they die...or I'm stupid and sell them...

Goodbye, Careen. It was good while it lasted... rest in pieces...

I'm also saddened that all my Patriot's stickers will be lost with her too...not a good day...I feel like the fates are aligning against me...yet again...sigh

KCBUTCH · 01-17-2013, 10:12 PM

I cried twice today-
this afternoon knowing the my clients who needed to feel they were safe to explore their feelings while in treatment may not feel that way for circumstances I am hoping get answers on-due to managerial issues, not counseling issues.
AND JUST NOW-with the news the my LONG time dearest friend died a few hrs ago of a very very long fight with cancer.

laruss · 01-18-2013, 01:47 AM

Knowing that my daughter was upset. Knowing that her perception of what had happened was incorrect. Knowing that it didn't matter what had happened, but that her perception was her reality.

We then had a conversation about it and cleared it up and all is better now.

rubygirl · 01-18-2013, 02:25 AM

I KNEW this site would help me. I came back here after a very long time away and thought I could find comfort here and sure enough, I'm feeling a sense of support. I used to log in often and made many wonderful on-line friends and some real time friends. It's a sense of belonging.

I cried today because my son is rejecting me. The pain and hurt I feel is unreal. Never in my life did I ever think this would happen. His is only 14 and feels he "knows" it all. For the last year, he has been living elsewhere. There is no contact between us. I'm feeling so much pain that I'm finding it hard to come up with words to type. The tears are flowing, because this is the only way I know how to handle this.

To those who have taken the time to read this, thank you.

cinnamongrrl · 01-21-2013, 04:45 PM

I cried several times today....

Once while watching TV, I was watching a show about stalking (Somebody's Watching on ID) and it turned out the person being stalked got murdered by their stalker.

I didn't expect that....

Then...

While coming into work, I saw the aftermath of a massive fire in an apartment complex Teddy and I had mused about checking out when we were out that way looking for a place...It's such an awful thing, house fires...tragic and devastating. My hearts went out to them. I have lost everything in a fire before. It's difficult to imagine things you have had (and loved) forever gone in just seconds...

Kenna · 01-21-2013, 05:26 PM

watching sweet little old Trippy sleep in a sunny spot and think how much I miss that four legged critter

WintergreenGem · 01-21-2013, 11:41 PM

I found out that an old friend of mine has brain cancer. I am saddened for him and worried. Not knowing what is going on is stressing me more.

genghisfawn · 01-22-2013, 08:31 AM

A close friend of mine took his own life on Sunday. I spoke with his sister early this morning, and we cried together. He was my first love, and that love recreated itself into a beautiful friendship.

He was an architectural and musical talent, a gentle man and a gentleman, and I grieve for him, his family and his baby daughter who'll never know him.

cinnamongrrl · 02-08-2013, 08:33 AM

http://www.youtube.com/watch?feature...&v=tfHhpnWDduc

I don't know if I did this right, but...if so...this made me cry buckets.... I'm a sentimental sort...

starryeyes · 02-08-2013, 09:13 AM

Waking up at 5am for work this morning. Wahhhh!

Cid · 02-10-2013, 09:00 PM

I went to see a psychic tonight and she told me that I'm doing a great job as a mom and that my kids are amazing kids. She also told me that they will do very well in school and have great careers when they are done.

MissItalianDiva · 02-10-2013, 11:24 PM

Dumb shit and poor choices..ready for today to end already

AnnRkey · 02-10-2013, 11:52 PM

Mostly her. I didn't cry but sometimes I feel like it when she says the fucked up shit she says. I know it isn't her fault her defense mechanism is to call names. I of all people should know all about defense mechanisms. And I should also know better than to get SUCKED into it and call names back. It's not her fault I can be an asshole sometimes too, I know it.

I always try and make it better, and I'm alway the first to apologize and beg to be in her good graces again. Ugh. Stupid women. Why do they always have what I want ....

jac · 02-11-2013, 06:24 PM

Fighting with my son today. He and I never fight with one another...

He has to know I care and love him very much.

jac · 02-17-2013, 07:39 AM

Two things:

A scene from Good Will Hunting (it always makes my eyes weep...) and this status a friend sent her partner this morning on FB...

"Do you know what I love about you? Your strength, compassion, commitment, humor, sarcasm, honesty, courage, creativity, modesty, charm, talent, passion, pride, thoughtfulness, selflessness, gratitude, endurance, positivity, your beauty from the inside out. You are worn down from the cancer, treatment, and side effects and I see and feel your struggle. You don't feel like you and you say you don't look like you. To me you look amazing... you look like a cancer fighter... a cancer survivor. The side effects will go away in time and there will be no visible sign of the battle you fought but for now I want you wear your fight like a badge of honor. That puffy face, the nose bleeds, the fatigue, the mood swings, the pain are all your medals of honor... wear them proudly as they are the visible sign of a fight well fought. You are the woman I love and you do still look like the woman I fell in love with. You tell me she is in there somewhere but I see her everyday standing front and center on the battlegrounds defeating cancer. I could not be more proud of you or more in love when I look into your face and know that you are my here and now and my forever and always. Every side effect promises me a future with you by my side so I say bring it on! We've got this! The side effects will go away when the treatment stops and the treatment will stop when the tumor is dead and that will be so very soon. Hold on baby we are almost there... hold your chin high as you are a pure sight of amazing beauty that I adore each and every moment of each and every day!! ♥ ♥"

I'm just really sensitive this morning...

morningstar55 · 02-17-2013, 03:41 PM

OMG...... this made me cry .... im such a sap ..

01-15-2013, 03:00 PM	#1
laruss Member How Do You Identify?: Femme Preferred Pronoun?: She or Goddess Relationship Status: Settled in Join Date: Mar 2012 Location: Edmonton Alberta Posts: 1,322 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 2,849 Thanked 5,329 Times in 1,045 Posts Rep Power: 21474851	I was already feeling like a bad freind today... but then finding out that a friend was in the hospital when I had meant to contact her numerous times but was too "busy". __________________ Creativity is a drug I can't do without. -Cecil B. DeMille

01-17-2013, 10:42 AM	#2
cinnamongrrl Infamous Member How Do You Identify?: cleverly disguised as a responsible adult* Preferred Pronoun?: wild woman Relationship Status: No, thank you. Join Date: Feb 2010 Location: Home in NC..gonna dig in like a tick this time… Posts: 7,660 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 15,227 Thanked 27,596 Times in 6,955 Posts Rep Power: 21474859	I will be crying all damn day.... Having to say goodbye to my car of over 2 years. She was my liberty when I came home to Mass and was rebuilding my life after the disaster it had become while I was away... Figures I just named her...I won't name any others. It seems as soon as I do they die...or I'm stupid and sell them... Goodbye, Careen. It was good while it lasted... rest in pieces... I'm also saddened that all my Patriot's stickers will be lost with her too...not a good day...I feel like the fates are aligning against me...yet again...sigh

01-17-2013, 10:12 PM	#3
KCBUTCH Senior Member How Do You Identify?: Undaunted QUEER Dom, Daddy Preferred Pronoun?: MYSELF, Syr, Hy, or friend prefered Relationship Status: Cautious, indifferent... Join Date: Jan 2013 Location: Below the foothills above the beach Posts: 1,848 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 4,240 Thanked 3,305 Times in 884 Posts Rep Power: 21474850	I cried twice today- this afternoon knowing the my clients who needed to feel they were safe to explore their feelings while in treatment may not feel that way for circumstances I am hoping get answers on-due to managerial issues, not counseling issues. AND JUST NOW-with the news the my LONG time dearest friend died a few hrs ago of a very very long fight with cancer. __________________ "If you want to know the secrets of the Universe, think in terms of energy, frequency and vibration"-Nikola Tesla

01-18-2013, 01:47 AM	#4
laruss Member How Do You Identify?: Femme Preferred Pronoun?: She or Goddess Relationship Status: Settled in Join Date: Mar 2012 Location: Edmonton Alberta Posts: 1,322 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 2,849 Thanked 5,329 Times in 1,045 Posts Rep Power: 21474851	Knowing that my daughter was upset. Knowing that her perception of what had happened was incorrect. Knowing that it didn't matter what had happened, but that her perception was her reality. We then had a conversation about it and cleared it up and all is better now. __________________ Creativity is a drug I can't do without. -Cecil B. DeMille

01-21-2013, 05:26 PM	#7
Kenna Senior Member How Do You Identify?: Fiery, Sassy, Tough As Nails, Femme Tomboy Preferred Pronoun?: She Relationship Status: I am your favorite hello and hardest goodbye. Join Date: Nov 2009 Location: NC & CO Posts: 4,806 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 4,624 Thanked 12,196 Times in 3,779 Posts Rep Power: 21474856	watching sweet little old Trippy sleep in a sunny spot and think how much I miss that four legged critter __________________ **************************** She has been through hell, so believe me when I say, fear her when she looks into a fire and smiles. ~E.Corona~

01-18-2013, 02:25 AM	#5
rubygirl Member How Do You Identify?: femme Preferred Pronoun?: Femme all the way Relationship Status: Me, myself and I Join Date: May 2010 Location: Canada Posts: 113 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 125 Thanked 152 Times in 49 Posts Rep Power: 954148	I KNEW this site would help me. I came back here after a very long time away and thought I could find comfort here and sure enough, I'm feeling a sense of support. I used to log in often and made many wonderful on-line friends and some real time friends. It's a sense of belonging. I cried today because my son is rejecting me. The pain and hurt I feel is unreal. Never in my life did I ever think this would happen. His is only 14 and feels he "knows" it all. For the last year, he has been living elsewhere. There is no contact between us. I'm feeling so much pain that I'm finding it hard to come up with words to type. The tears are flowing, because this is the only way I know how to handle this. To those who have taken the time to read this, thank you.

01-21-2013, 04:45 PM	#6
cinnamongrrl Infamous Member How Do You Identify?: cleverly disguised as a responsible adult* Preferred Pronoun?: wild woman Relationship Status: No, thank you. Join Date: Feb 2010 Location: Home in NC..gonna dig in like a tick this time… Posts: 7,660 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 15,227 Thanked 27,596 Times in 6,955 Posts Rep Power: 21474859	I cried several times today.... Once while watching TV, I was watching a show about stalking (Somebody's Watching on ID) and it turned out the person being stalked got murdered by their stalker. I didn't expect that.... Then... While coming into work, I saw the aftermath of a massive fire in an apartment complex Teddy and I had mused about checking out when we were out that way looking for a place...It's such an awful thing, house fires...tragic and devastating. My hearts went out to them. I have lost everything in a fire before. It's difficult to imagine things you have had (and loved) forever gone in just seconds...

01-21-2013, 11:41 PM	#8
WintergreenGem Member How Do You Identify?: Femme Preferred Pronoun?: Ms, Miss Relationship Status: Married to Graham Join Date: Apr 2010 Location: Lincoln, Nebraska Posts: 180 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 347 Thanked 505 Times in 140 Posts Rep Power: 6005574	I found out that an old friend of mine has brain cancer. I am saddened for him and worried. Not knowing what is going on is stressing me more. __________________ Did you take the time to truly know?

01-22-2013, 08:31 AM	#9
genghisfawn Member How Do You Identify?: Femme/Gentlewoman Preferred Pronoun?: She/her Relationship Status: Happily married 05/17/14 Join Date: Jan 2012 Location: Saskatchewan, Canada Posts: 561 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 2,056 Thanked 2,158 Times in 403 Posts Rep Power: 21474850	A close friend of mine took his own life on Sunday. I spoke with his sister early this morning, and we cried together. He was my first love, and that love recreated itself into a beautiful friendship. He was an architectural and musical talent, a gentle man and a gentleman, and I grieve for him, his family and his baby daughter who'll never know him.

02-08-2013, 08:33 AM	#10
cinnamongrrl Infamous Member How Do You Identify?: cleverly disguised as a responsible adult* Preferred Pronoun?: wild woman Relationship Status: No, thank you. Join Date: Feb 2010 Location: Home in NC..gonna dig in like a tick this time… Posts: 7,660 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 15,227 Thanked 27,596 Times in 6,955 Posts Rep Power: 21474859	http://www.youtube.com/watch?feature...&v=tfHhpnWDduc I don't know if I did this right, but...if so...this made me cry buckets.... I'm a sentimental sort...

02-08-2013, 09:13 AM	#11
starryeyes Senior Member How Do You Identify?: a round peg in a square hole Preferred Pronoun?: Guess... Relationship Status: Seat taken Join Date: May 2011 Location: Rocky Mountain High Posts: 2,491 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 2,199 Thanked 10,052 Times in 2,076 Posts Rep Power: 21474853	Waking up at 5am for work this morning. Wahhhh! __________________ "It's ok to make mistakes. It's ok to fall down. Get up! Look sickening....and make them eat it!" - Latrice Royale Starry

02-10-2013, 09:00 PM	#12
Cid Member How Do You Identify?: ultra femme princess Preferred Pronoun?: she, lady..whichever Relationship Status: waiting for the right one Join Date: Nov 2011 Location: Don't follow me, I'm lost. Posts: 807 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 2,627 Thanked 2,731 Times in 632 Posts Rep Power: 21474850	I went to see a psychic tonight and she told me that I'm doing a great job as a mom and that my kids are amazing kids. She also told me that they will do very well in school and have great careers when they are done. __________________ Life isn't about waiting for the storm to pass, it's about learning to dance in the rain.

02-10-2013, 11:24 PM	#13
MissItalianDiva Senior Member How Do You Identify?: Miss Twiggy Preferred Pronoun?: Supercalifragilisticexpialidocious and that shit doesn't sound atrocious! Relationship Status: divorce happens..all that glitters ain't gold Join Date: Nov 2009 Location: SLC Utah Posts: 2,284 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 2,768 Thanked 7,159 Times in 1,793 Posts Rep Power: 21474854	Dumb shit and poor choices..ready for today to end already

02-10-2013, 11:52 PM	#14
AnnRkey Member How Do You Identify?: As Myself Join Date: Jan 2012 Location: Unknown & Known Universe Posts: 226 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 406 Thanked 420 Times in 143 Posts Rep Power: 2875677	Well Mostly her. I didn't cry but sometimes I feel like it when she says the fucked up shit she says. I know it isn't her fault her defense mechanism is to call names. I of all people should know all about defense mechanisms. And I should also know better than to get SUCKED into it and call names back. It's not her fault I can be an asshole sometimes too, I know it. I always try and make it better, and I'm alway the first to apologize and beg to be in her good graces again. Ugh. Stupid women. Why do they always have what I want ....

02-11-2013, 06:24 PM	#15
jac Timed Out - Permanent How Do You Identify?: butch stone Preferred Pronoun?: masculine ones work best... Relationship Status: ♥ engaged to spritz ♥ Join Date: Oct 2011 Location: bangor, maine Posts: 3,344 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 20,720 Thanked 16,492 Times in 2,972 Posts Rep Power: 0	What made me cry....... Fighting with my son today. He and I never fight with one another... He has to know I care and love him very much.

02-17-2013, 07:39 AM	#16
jac Timed Out - Permanent How Do You Identify?: butch stone Preferred Pronoun?: masculine ones work best... Relationship Status: ♥ engaged to spritz ♥ Join Date: Oct 2011 Location: bangor, maine Posts: 3,344 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 20,720 Thanked 16,492 Times in 2,972 Posts Rep Power: 0	Two things: A scene from Good Will Hunting (it always makes my eyes weep...) and this status a friend sent her partner this morning on FB... "Do you know what I love about you? Your strength, compassion, commitment, humor, sarcasm, honesty, courage, creativity, modesty, charm, talent, passion, pride, thoughtfulness, selflessness, gratitude, endurance, positivity, your beauty from the inside out. You are worn down from the cancer, treatment, and side effects and I see and feel your struggle. You don't feel like you and you say you don't look like you. To me you look amazing... you look like a cancer fighter... a cancer survivor. The side effects will go away in time and there will be no visible sign of the battle you fought but for now I want you wear your fight like a badge of honor. That puffy face, the nose bleeds, the fatigue, the mood swings, the pain are all your medals of honor... wear them proudly as they are the visible sign of a fight well fought. You are the woman I love and you do still look like the woman I fell in love with. You tell me she is in there somewhere but I see her everyday standing front and center on the battlegrounds defeating cancer. I could not be more proud of you or more in love when I look into your face and know that you are my here and now and my forever and always. Every side effect promises me a future with you by my side so I say bring it on! We've got this! The side effects will go away when the treatment stops and the treatment will stop when the tumor is dead and that will be so very soon. Hold on baby we are almost there... hold your chin high as you are a pure sight of amazing beauty that I adore each and every moment of each and every day!! ♥ ♥" I'm just really sensitive this morning...

02-17-2013, 03:41 PM	#17
morningstar55 Senior Member How Do You Identify?: femme,she Preferred Pronoun?: she,her, Relationship Status: very single Join Date: Nov 2009 Location: western NY Posts: 3,809 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 5,280 Thanked 4,240 Times in 1,845 Posts Rep Power: 21474855	OMG...... this made me cry .... im such a sap .. __________________ -------------------------------------------- life is to short to wake up in the morning with regrets so love the people who treat you right, forget about the ones who dont, and believe that everything happens for a reason. If you get a chance take it... if it changes your life let it.