What made you sad today...

StrongButch · 02-21-2013, 08:49 PM

Part of our tradition is when someone is to return to the Creator open a window and let them go 10 years ago I opened the window for my Dad

MaggieBluIze · 03-02-2013, 07:21 PM

Just returned from a 4 y/o family member's funeral.
Such a tiny little pink box.
1 brother not even able to be there due to still being in the hospital.
The 3 others in another room due to being too small to understand.
1 of those 3 wearing a neck brace, she was the only one that is actually okay after this tragedy.
A mom being led in w/uniforms and then having to go before the service was completed.
So many tears.
So much pain.

Mom walking into room where the children are
and you can hear over the prayer being said, "Mom!".
... This was my personal breaking point.

KCBUTCH · 03-02-2013, 07:36 PM

sending sooo much warmth, comfort and healing energies to you sweetie
I have no way to relate or understand but I am here...I can HUG and provide support...xoxo

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Originally Posted by MaggieBluIze

Just returned from a 4 y/o family member's funeral.
Such a tiny little pink box.
1 brother not even able to be there due to still being in the hospital.
The 3 others in another room due to being too small to understand.
1 of those 3 wearing a neck brace, she was the only one that is actually okay after this tragedy.
A mom being led in w/uniforms and then having to go before the service was completed.
So many tears.
So much pain.

Mom walking into room where the children are
and you can hear over the prayer being said, "Mom!".
... This was my person breaking point.

SoSousMe · 03-02-2013, 07:40 PM

Seeing a video of My granddaughter in the hospital.. she was in a very serious car wreck on Jan 3. She was in a coma for 6 weeks, the doctors said there was nothing more they could do for her, then miraculously she started opening her eyes. She's since been moved to a rehab facility in Nashville and opens her eyes, opens her mouth, moves her head slightly to the music on her phone. I was sent a video of her showing her trying to speak, she can't speak, but she's trying so hard.. it just made Me break down. God Bless her.. she's a beautiful, sweet, amazing 20 yr old young lady with her whole life in front of her and it just breaks My heart to see her struggle like that. But I am so thankful she has come as far as she can. It will be 2 months tomorrow since her accident, and I pray every day that she will recover fully.

starryeyes · 03-02-2013, 07:53 PM

Having to sleep home alone tonight

Cowboi · 03-03-2013, 04:03 PM

Thinking about my Momma today. She died 20 years ago today.
I miss her so much.

Ginger · 03-03-2013, 04:38 PM

R stopping on the sidewalk, giving her heart a chance to slow down. We were fighting. If I really love her, I would .... tough choices make me sad.

MaggieBluIze · 03-06-2013, 08:38 PM

It is so very hard to see my cherished friends hurting
and not be able to help in any way.
I do hope they know I am here for them, always.
I'm sure that they do.
*sending out positive healing white light*

I have not heard from Miranda since Sunday,
but this happens with her.
Doesn't make me miss her any less,
but this pretty much is a constant with her.

I'm sick.
I think like real deal sick.
Feels like the flu.
I think my body is just worn out
and telling me it needs a break.

There has been more news of my cousin's family.
So much pain, but love how they are pulling together strong.

StrongButch · 03-23-2013, 07:17 AM

That I had no choice but to walk away!

02-21-2013, 08:49 PM	#1
StrongButch Member How Do You Identify?: I see the world thru a lens Preferred Pronoun?: Yes Boss Relationship Status: Chillin out with awesome women Join Date: Jan 2010 Location: San Francisco Posts: 1,376 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 4,018 Thanked 4,183 Times in 1,180 Posts Rep Power: 21474853	Sad Part of our tradition is when someone is to return to the Creator open a window and let them go 10 years ago I opened the window for my Dad __________________ Life is like music,so it can be played in many different styles.

03-02-2013, 07:40 PM	#4
SoSousMe Member How Do You Identify?: Gender Juxtaposed/Butch/Top/Daddy Preferred Pronoun?: Just a normal Guy Relationship Status: Single Join Date: Jan 2013 Location: Texas Posts: 173 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 928 Thanked 691 Times in 141 Posts Rep Power: 9968157	Seeing a video of My granddaughter in the hospital.. she was in a very serious car wreck on Jan 3. She was in a coma for 6 weeks, the doctors said there was nothing more they could do for her, then miraculously she started opening her eyes. She's since been moved to a rehab facility in Nashville and opens her eyes, opens her mouth, moves her head slightly to the music on her phone. I was sent a video of her showing her trying to speak, she can't speak, but she's trying so hard.. it just made Me break down. God Bless her.. she's a beautiful, sweet, amazing 20 yr old young lady with her whole life in front of her and it just breaks My heart to see her struggle like that. But I am so thankful she has come as far as she can. It will be 2 months tomorrow since her accident, and I pray every day that she will recover fully. __________________ Should You stumble... should You fall... Pick Yourself up by Your bootstraps and move along. If by chance a lady's hand appears before You, don't let Your pride hinder Your progress. Take the hand she offers, for her touch may lend the perfect amount of resistance needed to help steady You on Your feet. The honor in Dominance lies in the ability to recognize submission as a gift. I tend to delve deep within Myself.. sometimes hearing nothing more than the stir of My own soul. LQ

03-02-2013, 07:53 PM	#5
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03-03-2013, 04:03 PM	#6
Cowboi Senior Member How Do You Identify?: Butch Relationship Status: Holding My Red Circle Join Date: Nov 2009 Location: Louisiana Posts: 1,811 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 3,051 Thanked 3,962 Times in 1,230 Posts Rep Power: 21474853	Thinking about my Momma today. She died 20 years ago today. I miss her so much. __________________ Let There Be Cowgirls

03-03-2013, 04:38 PM	#7
Ginger Senior Member How Do You Identify?: Femme lesbian Join Date: Mar 2012 Location: East coast Posts: 2,416 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 5,829 Thanked 12,296 Times in 2,057 Posts Rep Power: 21474852	R stopping on the sidewalk, giving her heart a chance to slow down. We were fighting. If I really love her, I would .... tough choices make me sad. __________________ Reach out.

03-02-2013, 07:21 PM	#2
MaggieBluIze Senior Member How Do You Identify?: Feisty Kick Butt Bratty Babygirl Femme LOL Preferred Pronoun?: Something Sweet Please =) Relationship Status: My rainbow bubble holds love, happiness and life with my sweet Husbutch Daddy Bass! Join Date: Feb 2010 Location: Austin TX Baby!!! Posts: 2,154 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 4,912 Thanked 5,385 Times in 1,504 Posts Rep Power: 21474854	Just returned from a 4 y/o family member's funeral. Such a tiny little pink box. 1 brother not even able to be there due to still being in the hospital. The 3 others in another room due to being too small to understand. 1 of those 3 wearing a neck brace, she was the only one that is actually okay after this tragedy. A mom being led in w/uniforms and then having to go before the service was completed. So many tears. So much pain. Mom walking into room where the children are and you can hear over the prayer being said, "Mom!". ... This was my personal breaking point.

03-06-2013, 08:38 PM	#8
MaggieBluIze Senior Member How Do You Identify?: Feisty Kick Butt Bratty Babygirl Femme LOL Preferred Pronoun?: Something Sweet Please =) Relationship Status: My rainbow bubble holds love, happiness and life with my sweet Husbutch Daddy Bass! Join Date: Feb 2010 Location: Austin TX Baby!!! Posts: 2,154 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 4,912 Thanked 5,385 Times in 1,504 Posts Rep Power: 21474854	It is so very hard to see my cherished friends hurting and not be able to help in any way. I do hope they know I am here for them, always. I'm sure that they do. sending out positive healing white light I have not heard from Miranda since Sunday, but this happens with her. Doesn't make me miss her any less, but this pretty much is a constant with her. I'm sick. I think like real deal sick. Feels like the flu. I think my body is just worn out and telling me it needs a break. There has been more news of my cousin's family. So much pain, but love how they are pulling together strong. __________________ s her sweet Daddy Bass ~~http://i11.photobucket.com/albums/a1...ion/maggie.jpg

03-23-2013, 07:17 AM	#9
StrongButch Member How Do You Identify?: I see the world thru a lens Preferred Pronoun?: Yes Boss Relationship Status: Chillin out with awesome women Join Date: Jan 2010 Location: San Francisco Posts: 1,376 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 4,018 Thanked 4,183 Times in 1,180 Posts Rep Power: 21474853	Sad That I had no choice but to walk away! __________________ Life is like music,so it can be played in many different styles.