Friends of Bill W.

I needs yer advices/suggestions

My sponsor told me that she does the steps the working guide way...no argument, that is how it is. However, now she's thrown me a curve ball and we're doing step four, not from the working guide and in a way that freaks me out. I have to write about how something might 'affect my sex' - my 'femininity' and woman-ness. WHAT THE FUCK?!

There is not a chance in hell that I'm writing any soddin' columns and boxes that include anything about 'femininity' and woman-ness.

I'm so uncomfortable with this alternative that I've been given, especially with it's archaic, biblical language and assumption that anyone with a female body is feminine or woman that I wonder if my sponsor actually has taken notice of anything I've said about my sexuality and indentity.