What made you sad today...

WILDCAT · 04-13-2010, 09:20 PM

NOT to "double down", (or is it DOUBLE UP?)!

BUT, however............

ya, know, I kinda fucking hate writing here. But, this IS my family.

Anyway, I listened to my parents say today: "Frank died"...

And I'm on one side of their living room...

And I "tear up"... I grew up with these twin brothers, and I have a LOT of memories...

THEN, BEV SAYS: And your father fell today...

Let me tell you my heart SANK!!!!!!!!! (Is that a word? Fuck it, if it isn't!!)

I went over and looked at his face and my heart BROKE.

He'll be 81 in ten days. YES, I KNOW I am "lucky" to STILL have him...(!) I have heard this and heard this. It doesn't make the "fear" of losing him any "lighter"....(?!)
__

OK, that is enough from me right now. Ya'll keep on fucking fighting, OK?! And don't NO ONE "use me" in a post! Please... AND DON'T NO ONE GO OFF on me, USING ME IN A POST. I am sick and tired of the fucking bullshit and games!

Thank you. Kindly...

Wildcat

04-13-2010, 09:20 PM	#11
WILDCAT Member How Do You Identify?: Very PROUD BUTCH LESBIAN! Join Date: Nov 2009 Location: PA Posts: 679 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 796 Thanked 551 Times in 238 Posts Rep Power: 761791	OK..................... NOT to "double down", (or is it DOUBLE UP?)! BUT, however............ ya, know, I kinda fucking hate writing here. But, this IS my family. Anyway, I listened to my parents say today: "Frank died"... And I'm on one side of their living room... And I "tear up"... I grew up with these twin brothers, and I have a LOT of memories... THEN, BEV SAYS: And your father fell today... Let me tell you my heart SANK!!!!!!!!! (Is that a word? Fuck it, if it isn't!!) I went over and looked at his face and my heart BROKE. He'll be 81 in ten days. YES, I KNOW I am "lucky" to STILL have him...(!) I have heard this and heard this. It doesn't make the "fear" of losing him any "lighter"....(?!) __ OK, that is enough from me right now. Ya'll keep on fucking fighting, OK?! And don't NO ONE "use me" in a post! Please... AND DON'T NO ONE GO OFF on me, USING ME IN A POST. I am sick and tired of the fucking bullshit and games! Thank you. Kindly... Wildcat __________________ *Do not give permanent reality to temporary things...