What made you sad today... - Page 31

QueenofSmirks · 01-25-2014, 10:04 PM

The memorial service of someone very close and dear to me is planned for tomorrow. Some part of me doesn't want to go - as if not going means she isn't gone, or that I don't have to finally cross over that bridge of acceptance - even though I know she is gone, whether there is a memorial service to attend or not. The day of her death I cried all day off and on, at the hospital, and after leaving there. These last few days I've shed a few tears. Tomorrow I know I'm going to fall apart, and I don't want to. It's as if tomorrow marks reality, and I don't want to go there.

JAGG · 02-06-2014, 06:47 PM

My sunshine shadow Miss Maddie has the flu. And she is just a sad little lump on the sofa, covered up with a blanket. My sister said she isn't even talking, she just lays there with a sad little look on her face . Awww.

candy_coated_bitch · 02-06-2014, 07:52 PM

Having to leave my partner's house and come home.

Snow.

Grocery store lines.

Kenna · 02-09-2014, 09:57 AM

My roommate's big german sheppard is down. He's flipped his stomach. I should have known something was wrong when he didn't bark his big dog bark when we got home last night. His big brown eyes are telling us it's time. Big dog gentle giant, you're breaking my heart.

Kenna · 03-06-2014, 12:20 AM

I miss my Momma D really bad...24+ beautiful loving years with the best Momma anyone could ask for somehow doesn't take away the loneliness of the past year without her.What an amazing woman.

Bèsame* · 03-10-2014, 02:54 PM

sad....talking with my mom today.

~ocean · 03-10-2014, 04:49 PM

friendships should be easy ~ not taken for granted ~ treasure a friend, they will always be there ~ until pushed away ~

MaggieBluIze · 03-11-2014, 01:00 PM

My 40th Birthday is tomorrow ...
this should be celebrated with family, at some point.
Anyone that knows me knows I am incredibly close w/my Dad.
I am sad because there are issues going on that
may make it to where I do not get to celebrate with him.
I never in my life thought anything would ever come between us.
The hard part is the issue is not him,
it's the bitch he is married to.
Sometimes you have to step back till things are realized
and issues are recognized and acknowledge.
My heart is sad and I will continue

for a resolution for us all.

Sorry to spew, but this is my sad for today and for about a week now.

WingsOnFire · 03-11-2014, 03:45 PM

Sitting outside in the sun for the second time today on my break... I was sad to have to leave it and go back inside... it is quite beautiful today.

Jar · 03-11-2014, 04:59 PM

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Originally Posted by MaggieBluIze

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Sorry to spew, but this is my sad for today and for about a week now.

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Really sorry. Family dynamics are tough but I always say butt out when the kids are involved. Hope it works out

MaggieBluIze · 03-11-2014, 08:19 PM

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Originally Posted by Jar

Really sorry. Family dynamics are tough but I always say butt out when the kids are involved. Hope it works out

Thanks so much Jar!!!
I'm hoping for the best.
I know we'll get through this.

JustLovelyJenn · 03-11-2014, 08:30 PM

My son had a huge meltdown at the therapist today... tried to hide under the chairs and in a cabnet, banged the chair against a wall, then started throwing things, he tried to run out of the office and when I blocked him he started kicking me repeatedly... its the worst meltdown we have had in a really really long time... and it has made me SO sad.

Stud_puppy1991 · 04-27-2014, 07:35 PM

Severely missing my friends and family, and then just finding out that one of my old mentors died. I'm at a loss for words

feminality · 04-27-2014, 08:36 PM

A Huge step ladder fell on my car ... scratched it all up ...This is what made me sad today .

cricket26 · 05-02-2014, 06:39 PM

an acquaintance of 20+ years was admitted to the hospital on thursday...she was given 4-6 months to live...pancreatic cancer...long story short she is an alcoholic and the symptoms were missed completely...my daughter is taking it very hard as she was very close to the eldest and middle child of this acquaintance...i pray for peace for her 3 children and peace for her...i am trying not to think about 6 months from now

Kenna · 05-12-2014, 11:09 PM

It's been on my mind a lot lately ...especially in the evenings and at bed time when I'm really hurting...
I'm not asking for pitty...

I'm just looking to vent ...

recently my health/mobility issues have gotten much worse...to the point where I fear within a year or less, I will be walker/wheelchair bound...this is an awful dark mental space it's sending me to.

I don't know how to process this fear or how to cope.
What happened to the strength I once prided myself about?

cricket26 · 05-27-2014, 06:42 PM

my daughter let me ex into the garage to get some yard tools...as she was gathering things, she told my daughter that one of the cats got outside and was attacked...the vet shaved her belly and she was cut up from head to toe...the vet stitched her up and sent her home hoping for the best...she chewed her stitches and the vet had to sew her up again, then it got infected...that little cat is a survivor because she is fine now

this is the second time something close to her was almost taken away...

Shystonefem · 05-27-2014, 06:55 PM

Tell the ASpCA that she is yours and the neighbor had no right to surrender her

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Originally Posted by IrishGrrl

A few weeks ago, my son brought home a puppy that he said was following him around the neighborhood. She was adorable..the cutest thing I've ever seen. It was clear that she was someone's pet, she was clean and smelled good, and had on a flea collar. So I said, let's ask around to the neighbors and see if anyone recognizes her. One neighbor said they knew the girl who owned her, and they took her in for a few days so they could look for the girl..and said if they couldnt find her, they would keep her. (which I was glad about) A few days later, they came over and said they couldnt keep her, or find the girl who owned her. I said, can you keep her a few days, and then I will take her? (I had a very busy work week, and was going to get her that friday) I went to get her on Wednesday, becouse I was anxious..(I was already in love with her and wanted her soooo much) The pup wasnt there. They said when they were walking her, she ran away. !!!!! I was sooo upset, I drove around in my pj's looking for her..calling her. I never found her. Since then, I've been so sad about losing her,that I decided to look at the ASPCA website for a dog/puppy.
Well what do you know!!! There she WAS~! I know it's her from the pic..and also her intake date is right for when she "ran away" from the neighbor.

I would rush right down there and get her...except it's 150 dollars to adopt..and I would have to pay the 300 dollar pet fee to the apartment office before adoption..(the aspca checks first before allowing the adoption)

I just dont have the money right now..and I"m incredibly sad..It will be a few months before I have the expendable finances..but I"m sure she wont be there by then.

I really wanted her....the kids even named her already..Baby.

This is my sadness today..thanks for listening.

Her name on this page is Lula

http://www.houstonspca.org/site/Page...dopt_main_dogs

Shystonefem · 05-27-2014, 06:56 PM

Just found out that I was cheated on by an ex...... Although the "feelings" aren't there, the anger is....

jerbear · 05-29-2014, 10:29 AM

Hearing more bad news about my dad who wont be doing treatments and going through more testing.... knowing that time is short and having to take over for him..... knowing that i have some damn big shoes to fill

01-25-2014, 10:04 PM	#601
QueenofSmirks Member How Do You Identify?: Just Me Preferred Pronoun?: she/her Relationship Status: Busy Join Date: Feb 2010 Location: Phoenix - Valley of the Sun Posts: 1,429 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 1,010 Thanked 2,916 Times in 880 Posts Rep Power: 21474853	The memorial service of someone very close and dear to me is planned for tomorrow. Some part of me doesn't want to go - as if not going means she isn't gone, or that I don't have to finally cross over that bridge of acceptance - even though I know she is gone, whether there is a memorial service to attend or not. The day of her death I cried all day off and on, at the hospital, and after leaving there. These last few days I've shed a few tears. Tomorrow I know I'm going to fall apart, and I don't want to. It's as if tomorrow marks reality, and I don't want to go there. __________________ Stephanie "There is only one success - to be able to spend your life in your own way." Christopher Morley

02-06-2014, 06:47 PM	#602
JAGG Infamous Member How Do You Identify?: Butch Preferred Pronoun?: JAGG Relationship Status: =) Join Date: Nov 2009 Location: Tulsa (cat free zone) Posts: 6,093 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 18,651 Thanked 17,531 Times in 4,137 Posts Rep Power: 21474858	My sunshine shadow Miss Maddie has the flu. And she is just a sad little lump on the sofa, covered up with a blanket. My sister said she isn't even talking, she just lays there with a sad little look on her face . Awww. __________________ I don't want to spend my life with someone I can live with, I want to spend my life with someone I can't live without.

02-06-2014, 07:52 PM	#603
candy_coated_bitch Pixie Stick How Do You Identify?: The arteest formerly known as musicfemme. Preferred Pronoun?: She. Relationship Status: Happily taken. Join Date: Aug 2012 Location: Northampton, MA Posts: 11,293 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 31,723 Thanked 31,843 Times in 6,111 Posts Rep Power: 21474857	Having to leave my partner's house and come home. Snow. Grocery store lines. __________________ My Etsy Shop My Patreon My Website

02-09-2014, 09:57 AM	#604
Kenna Senior Member How Do You Identify?: Fiery, Sassy, Tough As Nails, Femme Tomboy Preferred Pronoun?: She Relationship Status: I am your favorite hello and hardest goodbye. Join Date: Nov 2009 Location: NC & CO Posts: 4,806 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 4,624 Thanked 12,196 Times in 3,779 Posts Rep Power: 21474856	My roommate's big german sheppard is down. He's flipped his stomach. I should have known something was wrong when he didn't bark his big dog bark when we got home last night. His big brown eyes are telling us it's time. Big dog gentle giant, you're breaking my heart. __________________ **************************** She has been through hell, so believe me when I say, fear her when she looks into a fire and smiles. ~E.Corona~

03-06-2014, 12:20 AM	#605
Kenna Senior Member How Do You Identify?: Fiery, Sassy, Tough As Nails, Femme Tomboy Preferred Pronoun?: She Relationship Status: I am your favorite hello and hardest goodbye. Join Date: Nov 2009 Location: NC & CO Posts: 4,806 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 4,624 Thanked 12,196 Times in 3,779 Posts Rep Power: 21474856	I miss my Momma D really bad...24+ beautiful loving years with the best Momma anyone could ask for somehow doesn't take away the loneliness of the past year without her.What an amazing woman. __________________ **************************** She has been through hell, so believe me when I say, fear her when she looks into a fire and smiles. ~E.Corona~

03-10-2014, 02:54 PM	#606
Bèsame* Practically Lives Here How Do You Identify?: Femm Preferred Pronoun?: She Relationship Status: loved by many Join Date: Sep 2012 Location: Closer to the waves Posts: 15,373 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 29,109 Thanked 40,936 Times in 10,726 Posts Rep Power: 21474864	sad....talking with my mom today. __________________ kisses A kiss is a whisper in your mouth. Can I borrow a kiss? I promise to give it back.

03-10-2014, 04:49 PM	#607
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03-11-2014, 01:00 PM	#608
MaggieBluIze Senior Member How Do You Identify?: Feisty Kick Butt Bratty Babygirl Femme LOL Preferred Pronoun?: Something Sweet Please =) Relationship Status: My rainbow bubble holds love, happiness and life with my sweet Husbutch Daddy Bass! Join Date: Feb 2010 Location: Austin TX Baby!!! Posts: 2,154 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 4,912 Thanked 5,385 Times in 1,504 Posts Rep Power: 21474854	My 40th Birthday is tomorrow ... this should be celebrated with family, at some point. Anyone that knows me knows I am incredibly close w/my Dad. I am sad because there are issues going on that may make it to where I do not get to celebrate with him. I never in my life thought anything would ever come between us. The hard part is the issue is not him, it's the bitch he is married to. Sometimes you have to step back till things are realized and issues are recognized and acknowledge. My heart is sad and I will continue for a resolution for us all. Sorry to spew, but this is my sad for today and for about a week now. __________________ s her sweet Daddy Bass ~~http://i11.photobucket.com/albums/a1...ion/maggie.jpg

03-11-2014, 03:45 PM	#609
WingsOnFire Senior Member How Do You Identify?: Queer..femme.. .babygirl...girl Preferred Pronoun?: Female Ones... Relationship Status: Enjoying life but ready to meet someone Join Date: Nov 2009 Location: Portland Oregon Posts: 3,945 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 12,015 Thanked 12,476 Times in 3,357 Posts Rep Power: 21474855	Sitting outside in the sun for the second time today on my break... I was sad to have to leave it and go back inside... it is quite beautiful today. __________________ Previously known as MidnightBlueEyes ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ http://gailsforum.files.wordpress.co...-psd340941.png

03-11-2014, 08:30 PM	#612
JustLovelyJenn Senior Member How Do You Identify?: Femme Preferred Pronoun?: She/her Relationship Status: That's Need to Know Join Date: Nov 2009 Location: Aberdeen, WA Posts: 4,478 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 12,464 Thanked 13,992 Times in 3,684 Posts Rep Power: 21474856	My son had a huge meltdown at the therapist today... tried to hide under the chairs and in a cabnet, banged the chair against a wall, then started throwing things, he tried to run out of the office and when I blocked him he started kicking me repeatedly... its the worst meltdown we have had in a really really long time... and it has made me SO sad. __________________ --Jenn

04-27-2014, 07:35 PM	#613
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04-27-2014, 08:36 PM	#614
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05-02-2014, 06:39 PM	#615
cricket26 Senior Member How Do You Identify?: femme Preferred Pronoun?: she/her Relationship Status: must be love on the brain Join Date: Oct 2012 Location: Texas Posts: 1,586 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 976 Thanked 4,240 Times in 1,301 Posts Rep Power: 21474850	an acquaintance of 20+ years was admitted to the hospital on thursday...she was given 4-6 months to live...pancreatic cancer...long story short she is an alcoholic and the symptoms were missed completely...my daughter is taking it very hard as she was very close to the eldest and middle child of this acquaintance...i pray for peace for her 3 children and peace for her...i am trying not to think about 6 months from now

05-12-2014, 11:09 PM	#616
Kenna Senior Member How Do You Identify?: Fiery, Sassy, Tough As Nails, Femme Tomboy Preferred Pronoun?: She Relationship Status: I am your favorite hello and hardest goodbye. Join Date: Nov 2009 Location: NC & CO Posts: 4,806 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 4,624 Thanked 12,196 Times in 3,779 Posts Rep Power: 21474856	It's been on my mind a lot lately ...especially in the evenings and at bed time when I'm really hurting... I'm not asking for pitty... I'm just looking to vent ... recently my health/mobility issues have gotten much worse...to the point where I fear within a year or less, I will be walker/wheelchair bound...this is an awful dark mental space it's sending me to. I don't know how to process this fear or how to cope. What happened to the strength I once prided myself about? __________________ **************************** She has been through hell, so believe me when I say, fear her when she looks into a fire and smiles. ~E.Corona~

05-27-2014, 06:42 PM	#617
cricket26 Senior Member How Do You Identify?: femme Preferred Pronoun?: she/her Relationship Status: must be love on the brain Join Date: Oct 2012 Location: Texas Posts: 1,586 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 976 Thanked 4,240 Times in 1,301 Posts Rep Power: 21474850	my daughter let me ex into the garage to get some yard tools...as she was gathering things, she told my daughter that one of the cats got outside and was attacked...the vet shaved her belly and she was cut up from head to toe...the vet stitched her up and sent her home hoping for the best...she chewed her stitches and the vet had to sew her up again, then it got infected...that little cat is a survivor because she is fine now this is the second time something close to her was almost taken away...

05-27-2014, 06:56 PM	#619
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05-29-2014, 10:29 AM	#620
jerbear Junior Member How Do You Identify?: butch Preferred Pronoun?: hy hym Relationship Status: Taken Join Date: Jan 2012 Location: ne Posts: 53 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 26 Thanked 163 Times in 42 Posts Rep Power: 1533757	Hearing more bad news about my dad who wont be doing treatments and going through more testing.... knowing that time is short and having to take over for him..... knowing that i have some damn big shoes to fill