Cancer Support and Caregivers Who Are Trail Blazers!

[SuperFemme]

Originally Posted by fiercegrrl

tonight i can't figure out why i should go tomorrow and get an infusion of a drug that will add some extra time to my life. i don't really have any reason to get up any more. my friends have mostly all run away. i have no job. i can't find the energy to do the things i like to do. things that would help bring in some money. driving my truck is now painful sinc ei have a manual and my joints all hurt. i just don't see why i should prolong this. kind of a sucky place to be in.

i spent the better part of last week getting 6 bags of blood, four bags of cold plasma transufions and god knows what else to keep me on this planet.

i have to tell you that i am one of your biggest fans, and quietly cheer you on especially when I am in my worst of ways.

the universe will take care of you if you take care of you. i know this for sure.

please don't give up or in. your star shines bright and i need it here with me.

xoxo
cancergirl