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LaDivina
08-07-2018, 02:13 PM
A little less worried after hearing his voice. :)

:heartbeat:

Happyfemme
08-07-2018, 04:48 PM
Sad but relieved...

My mom passed away late last night and her pain is gone now.

I am so sorry for your loss. My condolences to you and your family.

Reach *BANNED*
08-07-2018, 06:19 PM
Not feeling good at all. I think I have the bug. Waiting for a call back from my doctor's office to see if they can help.

Well, I heard from them- only for the lady to say that she sent a "note" to the nurse? a note? I realize they are busy but it would have taken less than 10 minutes to call something in for me. So now, I still feel like death.

LeftWriteFemme
08-07-2018, 06:59 PM
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Gemme
08-07-2018, 08:02 PM
Sad but relieved...

My mom passed away late last night and her pain is gone now.

My condolences. (w)

candy_coated_bitch
08-07-2018, 09:25 PM
Sad but relieved...

My mom passed away late last night and her pain is gone now.

My deepest condolences.

Reach *BANNED*
08-08-2018, 01:16 PM
Feeling better than the last couple of days. Showering helped. Thinking this thing better lift of from me before 3 days is here.

LaDivina
08-08-2018, 01:56 PM
1. Boooooooored...work is so dead today.

2. Soooooooo excited for this weekend! :cheer:

Reach *BANNED*
08-08-2018, 01:58 PM
1. Boooooooored...work is so dead today.

2. Soooooooo excited for this weekend! :cheer:


That is funny I am too!! #2, not #1. :love1: :heartbeat:

Gemme
08-09-2018, 06:12 AM
Feeling better than the last couple of days. Showering helped. Thinking this thing better lift of from me before 3 days is here.

If you are under the weather, try Airborne or Emergen-C. They boost immunity and can help shorten usual maladies.

LaDivina
08-09-2018, 09:27 AM
Really, really angry at someone I've never met, for causing a ridiculous amount of stress on what was supposed to be an amazing weekend.

Hopeful that Reach and I can still eke out a little bit of amazing as we get to know each other in person.

Reach *BANNED*
08-09-2018, 07:01 PM
I am feeling MUCH better than earlier today!! Time for some stress free fun with My girl.

Oh and we are going eke, eke, and eke some more!!

Reach *BANNED*
08-10-2018, 07:24 AM
Feeling good. Really good, actually. Today will start a 4-day experience that I have looked forward to for weeks. I will not allow anyone or anything to touch that.

This weekend is going to be special in all connotations of that word.

... and there is a surprise involved. ;) (and I want to tell someone about it badly, bah)

FireSignFemme
08-10-2018, 04:09 PM
Fantastic!!! The air conditioner is still doing great! It's 101 degrees outside and I'm sitting here in sweatpants and a t-shirt and still feel cold enough that I might even have to put a sweatshirt on. I've turned down the dial but it's probably going to take some time for the apartment to warm up. Oh this is heaven. I was able to catch nine hours of uninterrupted sleep last night! Getting old isn't so bad it just takes a lot more supplies and equipment to age comfortably and gracefully that's all.

Gemme
08-10-2018, 08:06 PM
Exhausted. Today was a crazy ass busy day. Hot too.

Mopsie
08-11-2018, 05:29 AM
I'm feeling annoyed at this stomach thing I've had off and on all week. It needs to go now. I've been sleeping a ton and I've been spending all my other time in the bathroom.

Reach *BANNED*
08-11-2018, 06:17 AM
I'm feeling annoyed at this stomach thing I've had off and on all week. It needs to go now. I've been sleeping a ton and I've been spending all my other time in the bathroom.

I feel you on this one Mops (literally). I started the week out with it and it took a good 3-4 days before it started to let up. I also took Gemme's advice and started taking something to boost my immune system and that helped quite a bit. I hope you feel better soon!!

Mopsie
08-11-2018, 06:21 AM
I feel you on this one Mops (literally). I started the week out with it and it took a good 3-4 days before it started to let up. I also took Gemme's advice and started taking something to boost my immune system and that helped quite a bit. I hope you feel better soon!!

Oh it's so good to know that there's an end in sight! Glad to know that you're feeling better. :) And thanks for the well wishes.

Reach *BANNED*
08-11-2018, 06:29 AM
I feel on top of the world. (though I am kind of afraid of heights) she will be arriving today and that has fueled this "feeling" (not the fearful heights thing).

:heartbeat:

Gemme
08-11-2018, 07:14 PM
I feel you on this one Mops (literally). I started the week out with it and it took a good 3-4 days before it started to let up. I also took Gemme's advice and started taking something to boost my immune system and that helped quite a bit. I hope you feel better soon!!

You hear that, people?

Gemme was right.

That's what that is.

*smug*

Have a great time, Reach!

Chad
08-11-2018, 07:36 PM
I feel happy.

I had a great day off and I indulged my every whim.

Gemme
08-12-2018, 10:50 AM
I feel good. It's a beautiful, rainy day and I'm off of work. I've got a lot accomplished so far and feel good about my progress for the rest of the day too. However, I might take a teensy weensy nap in a little bit. Maybe. I'm still deciding so we'll see.

homoe
08-12-2018, 06:23 PM
Like I got ran over by a Mac Truck but in a good way.........:giggle:

FireSignFemme
08-12-2018, 07:51 PM
Like a run away train. Today I'm disobeying everyone. Including myself.

Blade
08-13-2018, 09:05 AM
Well I drove halfway to work and turned around and came back home. My belly is burning, this too shall pass but sure will hurt next weeks paycheck

Orema
08-13-2018, 09:11 AM
Sad. My love affair is going awry.

cinnamongrrl
08-13-2018, 11:04 AM
Incredibly grateful...

Y’all I appreciate every message sent regarding my mother’s passing. It has meant the world to me. Truly <3

LaDivina
08-13-2018, 02:27 PM
Grateful and oh so relieved.

candy_coated_bitch
08-13-2018, 05:17 PM
Frustrated and depressed.

Reach *BANNED*
08-13-2018, 08:40 PM
I am not quite sure I can put it to words. Suffice to say, happiness, every where.

Orema
08-14-2018, 06:35 AM
Better. I put in 11 hours at work yesterday and was exhausted by last night. Used to be a time when I could put in 18 hours, sleep for two, get up and meet the printer for a press check ... Those days are gone. I'm draggin' this morning but that's okay. Just have to take my time.

Reach *BANNED*
08-14-2018, 01:59 PM
A bit off kilter now.

Gemme
08-14-2018, 07:55 PM
Better. I put in 11 hours at work yesterday and was exhausted by last night. Used to be a time when I could put in 18 hours, sleep for two, get up and meet the printer for a press check ... Those days are gone. I'm draggin' this morning but that's okay. Just have to take my time.

I hear you! I used to get by on a couple of hours of sleep and go full steam the rest of the time but that was ohhhh, a feeewwwwwww years ago.

Like 20.

:blink:

I feel good overall. Taking a more objective point of view, I've pinpointed some issues and am taking steps to correct them and to work towards making a better future for myself. I have one more connection to sever and then I am really and truly free of something that's been hanging over my head for a while now. I can't wait to move forward and to get on with my life!

Reach *BANNED*
08-15-2018, 01:51 PM
I have a small nagging twitch of a headache in My left eye. Other than that- pretty damn fine.

Lyte
08-15-2018, 04:06 PM
Currently... fabulous! :koolaid:

I was a lil less than fab a lil while ago. More like :blink: while dealing with an irate customer. Talking … at length... with this person has me putting forth a question and theory...

Do y'all think that people who are rude… discourteous... kinda mean... are likely to be unhappy people? By rude I don't mean just their emotional state... upset... irate... annoyed... frustrated … etc... everyone feels like that now and then. It's my theory that people who act like that... rude... discourteous... mean... and are so repeatedly... must be pretty unhappy people.

FireSignFemme
08-15-2018, 06:04 PM
Currently... fabulous! :koolaid:

Do y'all think that people who are rude… discourteous... kinda mean... are likely to be unhappy people?


I don't think so. I think being mean to others is what makes them happy. If someone like that ever shut up and starting playing nicely, I think that would make them unhappy.

girl_dee
08-15-2018, 07:20 PM
super! just super!!!

Reach *BANNED*
08-16-2018, 06:06 AM
Like today is going to be a really good day.

Gemme
08-16-2018, 10:22 AM
Currently... fabulous! :koolaid:

I was a lil less than fab a lil while ago. More like :blink: while dealing with an irate customer. Talking … at length... with this person has me putting forth a question and theory...

Do y'all think that people who are rude… discourteous... kinda mean... are likely to be unhappy people? By rude I don't mean just their emotional state... upset... irate... annoyed... frustrated … etc... everyone feels like that now and then. It's my theory that people who act like that... rude... discourteous... mean... and are so repeatedly... must be pretty unhappy people.

I don't think so. I think being mean to others is what makes them happy. If someone like that ever shut up and starting playing nicely, I think that would make them unhappy.

I agree with both of you in a chicken and egg kind of way.

Some people are mean because they are unhappy and being mean and making others feel less than makes them feel better about themselves, which does make them happy but it's an empty happiness. It does nothing to fill the soul.

But...some people do get genuine pleasure from pricking other people's happiness balloons. Those people are usually villains in movies but there are mere mortals out there who strive to replicate that behavior.

I try my best to kill them with kindness. I turned my grumpy UPS delivery man around like that. I smiled really big and called him Sunshine every time I saw him and asked about his life, his day and, when he came back from vacation, how that went. He went to Aruba, btw. Lucky duck!

Now, he jokes with me and smiles when he brings stuff in instead of mean mugging and being a stink head. It doesn't work on everyone, though.

Currently, I am feeling pretty good. Today's my last day off before a long stretch so that will change in a few days most likely. It's harder to be happy when you're hot and tired and a little hangry, but I'll try.

Teddybear
08-16-2018, 02:58 PM
Concerned. Went to the dr to get results from blood work. Seems I am extremely anemic and one of the other test point to other test. I am at the age my mom was when she was diagnosed with cancer. I have already done that once I dont want to do it again.

I am doing my best to really not thinking in that direction but we all know how that goes.

Thank you for letting me venting.

RebelDyke
08-16-2018, 03:16 PM
who's excited? are you excited? cuz I'm excited! My dog is even excited. Back to school excitement!

ok MAYBE it's all the double shot espressos I've had

Lyte
08-16-2018, 05:21 PM
That is very true. There are some who get joy from making other's miserable. :|

But how 'bout this ... so if Joe is happiest when he's making other's miserable, wouldn't that mean that down deep, Joe is an unhappy person? Or, at the very least, there's a big something in his life (job, relationship, health, etc) that is making him unhappy and that the joy that he derives from other people's misery is a symptom of his unhappiness?

My theory suggests that the reverse is true too. That happy people ... at least more happy in their life than unhappy... are not the people who treat others poorly. That happy people are not (generally) the douchebags in our midst! :p

I don't think so. I think being mean to others is what makes them happy. If someone like that ever shut up and starting playing nicely, I think that would make them unhappy.


P.S. And I'm feeling pretty darn good too! ;)

Reach *BANNED*
08-17-2018, 12:40 PM
Today was a great day. Almost a mirror of yesterday. I am feeling just an abundance of joy.

RockOn
08-17-2018, 01:52 PM
I only slept about 1.5 hours last night but feeling good because it is Friday!
:)

Lyte
08-17-2018, 05:57 PM
I'm feeling a bit ... retaliatory. :fastdraq:

Overnight some POS left a voice mail saying that in addition to the marketing letter we sent him he'd like us to send over one of our female employees so that she can... assume a certain position ... so he can...

Disgusting and profane wouldn't come close to describing his voice mail.

See, this is the type of person who I figure has to be deeply unhappy... and yes, probably a lil disturbed ... to act out that way. Chances are this POS doesn't even realize just how unhappy and unfulfilled he's feeling deep down... below the bravado and acting out. A normal and/or happier person would have just torn up our junk mail and moved on with some worthwhile in their life.

Ya know ... typing that out now has me feeling more pity for this moron than a desire to reply... respond... react... to him. Good session... thanks! :p

Reach *BANNED*
08-18-2018, 09:12 AM
I got a great night's sleep, so I am feeling good.

homoe
08-18-2018, 09:23 AM
I'm feeling a bit ... retaliatory. :fastdraq:

Overnight some POS left a voice mail saying that in addition to the marketing letter we sent him he'd like us to send over one of our female employees so that she can... assume a certain position ... so he can...

Disgusting and profane wouldn't come close to describing his voice mail.

See, this is the type of person who I figure has to be deeply unhappy... and yes, probably a lil disturbed ... to act out that way. Chances are this POS doesn't even realize just how unhappy and unfulfilled he's feeling deep down... below the bravado and acting out. A normal and/or happier person would have just torn up our junk mail and moved on with some worthwhile in their life.

Ya know ... typing that out now has me feeling more pity for this moron than a desire to reply... respond... react... to him. Good session... thanks! :p

I'm kind of curious about the companies you's are sending your marketing letters too. Are these cold calls that are targeted and if so, where do you get your mailing list from?

homoe
08-18-2018, 09:49 AM
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Lyte
08-18-2018, 02:11 PM
Hey homoe :)

We only send letters to private individuals and only to those who recently purchased or refinanced a mortgage. When either of those things happen some if the info related to the transaction is considered "public knowledge." It's information that anyone... literally anyone... can obtain by going down to their local county deeds and trust office. Alternatively, there are a whole host of data companies out there that will electronically "mine" all kinds of public data and sell it. My company is only interested in name, address and sale price... of those who recently bought a home or refinanced a mortgage. We send them a letter saying who we are and what we do. If their curiosity is peaked they can call us or go to our website for more info. That's the only marketing we do. We don't cold call anyone... thank God.

Ironically... when I refi'ed my home a few years ago I got a letter from my own company. I told my boss... really?! Iol It's all very automated... data in is data out.


I'm kind of curious about the companies you's are sending your marketing letters too. Are these cold calls that are targeted and if so, where do you get your mailing list from?

Reach *BANNED*
08-18-2018, 03:59 PM
After a good tumble down the bottom two steps on the stairs and an ER visit later- not as good as I was this morning. Leg in a brace (immobilizing my knee) which got twisted like a soft serve cone and My shoulder is now totally immobilized with another wrap around brace. Nothing broken. However, My shoulder has two hairline fractures.

Did you know that hardwood floors have no give?

Food for thought. :|

Gemme
08-18-2018, 05:51 PM
After a good tumble down the bottom two steps on the stairs and an ER visit later- not as good as I was this morning. Leg in a brace (immobilizing my knee) which got twisted like a soft serve cone and My shoulder is now totally immobilized with another wrap around brace. Nothing broken. However, My shoulder has two hairline fractures.

Did you know that hardwood floors have no give?

Food for thought. :|

I suspected it, given that they are not called softwood floors.

:blink:

Yikes!

Be more careful!

RockOn
08-18-2018, 07:59 PM
Reach, you took hella spill! Hope you have a faster recovery for your speclfic injuries than normal predicted recovery time for them.

Reach *BANNED*
08-18-2018, 08:13 PM
I suspected it, given that they are not called softwood floors.

:blink:

Yikes!

Be more careful!


Ok the whole "softwood floors".. you gave me a laugh Gemme- thank you. At least it does not hurt to do that.

Reach *BANNED*
08-18-2018, 08:14 PM
Reach, you took hella spill! Hope you have a faster recovery for your speclfic injuries than normal predicted recovery time for them.

Thank you Rock. Oh, and I am not even going to ask what the predicted recovery time is. I would likely faint.

RockOn
08-19-2018, 07:17 AM
You are certainly welcome. I am always getting banged up and it makes me really feel for others when they have an incident.

Nothing half-assed about you, my friend. Each injury would be characterized as severe by itself. You pulled double-duty. :(

Feel better soon but make sure you take it real easy and give yourself time to heal well.

Reach *BANNED*
08-19-2018, 09:10 AM
In a word: sore. Sleeping was rough, but I got there eventually. I think a good soak in the tub today will be in order.

Thank you again Rock. Yeah, it is true- nothing half-assed about me even when I injure myself. :blink:

Silk
08-19-2018, 04:42 PM
Elated. It's our first day as a wedded couple.

easygoingfemme
08-19-2018, 04:58 PM
After a good tumble down the bottom two steps on the stairs and an ER visit later- not as good as I was this morning. Leg in a brace (immobilizing my knee) which got twisted like a soft serve cone and My shoulder is now totally immobilized with another wrap around brace. Nothing broken. However, My shoulder has two hairline fractures.

Did you know that hardwood floors have no give?

Food for thought. :|

Oh my goodness. I'm glad it was only two steps - imagine the damage if it had been the whole flight? Be careful and rest up!

I feel like: my belly is full of good food and my body is tired from loads of physical labor today and my heart is happy.

Reach *BANNED*
08-19-2018, 05:25 PM
Oh my goodness. I'm glad it was only two steps - imagine the damage if it had been the whole flight? Be careful and rest up!

I feel like: my belly is full of good food and my body is tired from loads of physical labor today and my heart is happy.


Quite true. The ER doc said I was fortunate that my head did not take a good bounce or thud. Thank you Universe.

Thank you for the concern, easy. Glad you had a good day!

Bèsame*
08-19-2018, 05:37 PM
So happy.

This is my first day of vacation, and things are falling into place.

My girls called me today, to say "we got that one day covered, so dont come in"
Those are the same girls who told me to buy another swim suit. I'm going to spend a few days at the beach. I'll be looking super cute!

I've got a babysitter for the diabetic cat.

All things a go! I could high five myself!

Gemme
08-19-2018, 07:31 PM
Elated. It's our first day as a wedded couple.

Congrats!!! You and approximately 30,000 other couples took advantage of the palindrome of 8/18/18.

There's no getting out of forgetting your anniversary!

CherryWine
08-19-2018, 08:51 PM
I’m feeling a bit conflicted right now.

I had a pretty freakin’ awesome weekend, but I also feel like I am catching a summer cold.

Ain’t nobody got time for that.

Silk
08-19-2018, 09:15 PM
Thank you Gemme,
Yes it will be easy to remember though we were to wed a bit earlier. The delay ended up serendipitous as it gave me two extra days to make the journey.

Gemme
08-20-2018, 05:44 AM
Well, I feel fortunate that today is going to be a bit overcast and that it will remain in the 70s with a slighter lower dew point. I'll be working outside for most the day so that will be helpful and a little more comfortable than usual.

Also, I feel loved by the fur babes. A little too much sometimes....thanks, Loki!....but he stalks and harasses with love.

I think.

:blink:

cinnamongrrl
08-20-2018, 06:57 AM
Pleasantly surprised with the sunshine. I thought it was gonna be rainy for days.

Reach *BANNED*
08-20-2018, 07:47 AM
I am feeling pretty happy.

LaDivina
08-20-2018, 05:06 PM
Full, sleepy, and happy. :)

Gemme
08-20-2018, 07:18 PM
I'm a little too full from dinner, content when I look at the babies spread out snoozing, annoyed with customers who don't pay their damn bills, amused by my more eccentric customers, laughing at Celebrity Family Feud and the Discover commercial where she butt dials her ex, frustrated with those who don't take responsibility for their actions, interested in a show called A Million Little Things, a little sleepy and procrastinating cleaning the cat boxes.

So, not much going on, really.

Kenna
08-20-2018, 07:31 PM
Really excited!
One of my dearest friends has arranged a vacation to come down here for over a week. We reserved a doggie friendly suite at a Lodge near the Blue Ridge Parkway.
The Lodge is a perfect place to stay on top the mountain, within a short drive to Asheville and surrounding places that promise lots of fun places to explore.
We can either sit on top the mountain in our rocking chairs, or go get into trouble somewhere.

Reach *BANNED*
08-21-2018, 09:27 AM
I am feeling pretty alright, all things considered.

clay
08-21-2018, 11:37 AM
I gotz this! I have handled worse!!!

FireSignFemme
08-21-2018, 04:55 PM
Very happy and supremely content. Chores done quicker than anticipated leaving time for an unhurried, relaxing lunch. Great Chinese American food and wicked fun company. Son's girlfriend brought me more tomatoes bcause she's sweet and thoughtful like that. Apartment nice and cool upon returning home. Monte taking a nap so plenty of time for myself. Computer out of sick bay, what's not to like about today. :)

Esme nha Maire
08-21-2018, 05:21 PM
Simultaneously stressed, tired, and happy. Stressed due to finances and having to deal with benefits system, tired due to the lateness of the hour, and happy because I came across Deanne Smith's videos just this evening.

This is the first one that I came across: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MGPNK9qE9mI

and then this, where Deanne is still excellent but upstaged by a kitten; https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rkWy8nRWPGk

Made my evening, did that!

Gemme
08-21-2018, 07:19 PM
I feel pretty good. Could be better, could be worse.

Wrang1er
08-22-2018, 12:18 PM
Exorbitantly bummed.

Wrang1er
08-22-2018, 12:26 PM
Exorbitantly bummed.

I also feel angry.

Teddybear
08-22-2018, 12:28 PM
I am still concerned but even more so. I have to go in for more blood work 3rd time in 3 weeks and today they asked for records of 14 years ago when I had my cancer surgery. When I seen the dr the 1st time we talked about it and she said it was 14 yrs ago we wont need them. That just makes the unknown even scarier.

clay
08-22-2018, 12:28 PM
I also feel angry.

You have every right to be, my friend!!! That is a healthy feeling considering the circumstances. Hang in there, Wrang!! I love you my friend!!!

Reach *BANNED*
08-22-2018, 08:47 PM
Sore, tired, and annoyed. Not necessarily in that order. But guess what? still smiling.

Gemme
08-23-2018, 04:43 AM
Like I have a ton of stuff to do today.

Reach *BANNED*
08-23-2018, 06:23 AM
Feeling sore (broken record) and happy. I do know this, my life is rarely dull. :|

Chad
08-23-2018, 11:03 AM
I feel happy and healthy.

:cowboy:

Bèsame*
08-23-2018, 11:32 AM
Sunburned!

FireSignFemme
08-23-2018, 08:21 PM
Loved and appreciated.

Kenna
08-23-2018, 10:24 PM
Cooooollll
I can't believe it's only 55° up on this mountain!

Reach *BANNED*
08-24-2018, 09:55 AM
I feel pretty good. :king:

JDeere
08-24-2018, 10:02 AM
Still processing a lot of emotions.

FireSignFemme
08-24-2018, 12:45 PM
Cooooollll
I can't believe it's only 55° up on this mountain!

Braggart .........

Bootsandheels
08-24-2018, 04:00 PM
Hoping the horrible smoke that has gripped our area will finally clear completely out! So hard for everyone to breathe including my little Leo who has been coughing, sneezing and hacking along with me. Praying for WINDS AND RAINS! :rainsing:

Gayandgray
08-25-2018, 07:19 AM
Very, very sad. I work all weekend then when I come home Monday morning, I have to spend the final hours with our dog Baxter. He has cancer in both lungs and the vet is coming to the house in the afternoon to put him down. I don’t want to but he is suffering too bad and struggling to breathe, even with the meds they have him on. My spouse is heart broken. Her daughter died last month from cancer. Now our sweet special needs dog is going too. We are burning him out back next to our other Boston, Brandy, under the big oak tree. Thank goodness I’m on antidepressants now or I don’t think I could take it.

Reach *BANNED*
08-25-2018, 08:06 AM
Very, very sad. I work all weekend then when I come home Monday morning, I have to spend the final hours with our dog Baxter. He has cancer in both lungs and the vet is coming to the house in the afternoon to put him down. I don’t want to but he is suffering too bad and struggling to breathe, even with the meds they have him on. My spouse is heart broken. Her daughter died last month from cancer. Now our sweet special needs dog is going too. We are burning him out back next to our other Boston, Brandy, under the big oak tree. Thank goodness I’m on antidepressants now or I don’t think I could take it.


Gayandgray - My condolences on having to put your beloved pet to sleep. I have been there (twice actually) and you are right in regards to the suffering. I had to make that choice, too. I had to realize it was time to let go so that my pet(s) did not suffer any longer. Does not make it any more bearable, but there is solace in that. :candle:

My condolences to your spouse on the passing of her/his daughter. :candle:

Reach *BANNED*
08-25-2018, 08:07 AM
I am feeling like I am on the mend. Now, I am tinged with sadness at reading Gayandgray's post.

candy_coated_bitch
08-25-2018, 09:04 AM
It's really a mixed bag right now.

FireSignFemme
08-25-2018, 09:24 AM
Like I have jet lag without having done the flying. I don't feel sick but maybe I'm coming down with a bug or something.

Gemme
08-25-2018, 12:32 PM
Very, very sad. I work all weekend then when I come home Monday morning, I have to spend the final hours with our dog Baxter. He has cancer in both lungs and the vet is coming to the house in the afternoon to put him down. I don’t want to but he is suffering too bad and struggling to breathe, even with the meds they have him on. My spouse is heart broken. Her daughter died last month from cancer. Now our sweet special needs dog is going too. We are burning him out back next to our other Boston, Brandy, under the big oak tree. Thank goodness I’m on antidepressants now or I don’t think I could take it.

I'm so sorry to hear this! I've been there and it's such a difficult decision. Just know that you are making the RIGHT decision for Baxter, even if it's hurtful for you and your spouse. It's not ethical to let an animal suffer for our own emotional needs. When my Oliver's seizure meds started actually giving him seizures and he'd cycle through several in a row over and over, I knew it was time. Be with him to the end and make sure everyone gets a chance to say 'see you later'.

(w)

CherryWine
08-25-2018, 03:04 PM
Like I’m way too old to be staying out until 4:00 AM. :seeingstars: It sure was fun, but I’m paying for it today. Oy! :D

homoe
08-26-2018, 05:54 AM
.



jet lagged and sleep deprived............

easygoingfemme
08-26-2018, 07:09 AM
Very, very sad. I work all weekend then when I come home Monday morning, I have to spend the final hours with our dog Baxter. He has cancer in both lungs and the vet is coming to the house in the afternoon to put him down. I don’t want to but he is suffering too bad and struggling to breathe, even with the meds they have him on. My spouse is heart broken. Her daughter died last month from cancer. Now our sweet special needs dog is going too. We are burning him out back next to our other Boston, Brandy, under the big oak tree. Thank goodness I’m on antidepressants now or I don’t think I could take it.

I am so very sorry. Your family is experiencing a lot of very painful loss. Sending my best your way. I'm glad you are able to have your vet come to your house...

easygoingfemme
08-26-2018, 07:09 AM
I'm feeling a little achy from being on the bike for so long yesterday but also happy because it was sooooo much fun!

Gemme
08-26-2018, 09:23 AM
I feel pretty good. I got a good workout in today and will get to play with paint and paper again later so that'll make for a good time.

Reach *BANNED*
08-26-2018, 04:22 PM
Feeling so-so. Stomach has felt off today as well. But, like they said it is going to take a bit to be back to my old self.

Orema
08-27-2018, 07:32 AM
Okay. Didn't make it to the movies but I will soon. Will be busy as a bee at work for the next few weeks. That's good cuz it will keep me out of trouble and out of this funk. Still looking at pianos, but I have to build another emergency stash before buying anything since I had to fork out for a HVAC unit this summer.

Bèsame*
08-27-2018, 08:12 AM
I have that, first day back after a vacation feeling.

Ya, that one !

Let's see what awaits me..just breathe and remember floating with the waves last week!

SirenManda
08-27-2018, 08:58 AM
Super happy and giddy today. It’s a brand new week and I’m ready to slay it. 💕

2qt
08-27-2018, 02:06 PM
Feeling much more positive about my decisions lately.....Knowing I made the right decisions for the right reasons has given me some relief from the thoughts that have plagued me.... I can see a light at the end of the tunnel & it's not the train light I expected to see....

Esme nha Maire
08-29-2018, 04:39 AM
Overwhelmed. Numb. Just hope I get enough help quickly enough.

Esme nha Maire
08-30-2018, 04:50 AM
Terrified. Later today a friend is coming to help me look at my finances because I go into utter blind panic if I try to do so by myself. I'm so scared about what the result might be. And tommorow I have to go to another Universal Credit interview, and that's scary. And I need mental health support and maybe a little practical support for a while, and I'm anxious about applying for that. It's like inside about a month my life has fallen apart from being tough, but heading the right way, to shit I'm not sure I can cope anymore. My moods are up and down like a yo-yo.

Reach *BANNED*
08-30-2018, 05:53 PM
Excited and happy.

Chad
08-30-2018, 08:42 PM
I am so happy to be home.

Gemme
08-30-2018, 10:15 PM
Annoyed. My stomach apparently no longer has its Teflon coating.

Reach *BANNED*
08-31-2018, 07:43 PM
Annoyed. My stomach apparently no longer has its Teflon coating.


awww that sucks. Take the advice you gave me. It worked. Hope you feel better soon.

Reach *BANNED*
08-31-2018, 07:43 PM
I am feeling really good and even moreso being here with My girl. :love1:

Esme nha Maire
09-01-2018, 01:54 AM
Happy for a minor victory - I'm down 2 sizes in my jeans!

Mopsie
09-01-2018, 06:24 AM
Happy for a minor victory - I'm down 2 sizes in my jeans!

:cheer: Congratulations! :cheer:

FireSignFemme
09-01-2018, 11:11 AM
Happy for a minor victory - I'm down 2 sizes in my jeans!

That's not a minor victory, down two sizes that's a real accomplishment.

Gemme
09-01-2018, 03:00 PM
awww that sucks. Take the advice you gave me. It worked. Hope you feel better soon.

I gave you stomach advice?

:blink:

Well, I took antacids and Pepto and drank more water and ate something creamy to counteract the acid and eventually it eased up but it took a while.

I used to have really bad episodes years ago and it was a nightmare because the doctors could never lock down what the issue was. Eventually, it went away on its own but not before I had some pretty scary experiences, including blacking out a few times. No bueno!

TL1
09-01-2018, 05:06 PM
In this moment..... pretty damn good

Reach *BANNED*
09-02-2018, 04:59 PM
I gave you stomach advice?

:blink:

Well, I took antacids and Pepto and drank more water and ate something creamy to counteract the acid and eventually it eased up but it took a while.

I used to have really bad episodes years ago and it was a nightmare because the doctors could never lock down what the issue was. Eventually, it went away on its own but not before I had some pretty scary experiences, including blacking out a few times. No bueno!


Ummmmm I thought you did? It was a few weeks ago I think- you told me to take Emergen-C and something else to help bolster my immune system?

Oh wow. No bueno, for real. The whole blacking out makes me think it has something to do with IBS?

Hope you are feeling better AND we missed you last night!!

Reach *BANNED*
09-02-2018, 05:00 PM
Oddly enough I feel pretty damn good considering the shots I did last night. I thought for sure today was going to be rough. But, nope- My girl and I went out to brunch and then did some shopping.

Gemme
09-02-2018, 08:51 PM
Ummmmm I thought you did? It was a few weeks ago I think- you told me to take Emergen-C and something else to help bolster my immune system?

Oh wow. No bueno, for real. The whole blacking out makes me think it has something to do with IBS?

Hope you are feeling better AND we missed you last night!!

Thank you! I wanted to go so bad too.

That was because you felt like you were coming down with something and they are general immune boosters. I take a couple of tablets the day after I've gotten less sleep or am feeling run down and it perks my system right up. I highly recommend taking a dose if you feel under the weather or have done something to damage your immune system.

Oh, it was crazy for a couple years there. My symptoms changed and mixed and matched and made it impossible to diagnose. I had to do a food journal to see what set it off and it was useless because it was never the same thing twice. They thought it was an ulcer and one thing or another. Even the big C was tossed around until my doc said that he could spend a few grand of my money and still not know what was up.

At that time, I figured out something that would keep it at bay if I stopped it early enough, so it became about managing versus prevention or diagnosis. As time went on, it petered off until now, when I only get one--maybe two---instances per year so it's absolutely manageable now.

I still don't know what it was. lol I watch a lot of Dead Files now so it could have been negative spirits for all I know.

Oddly enough I feel pretty damn good considering the shots I did last night. I thought for sure today was going to be rough. But, nope- My girl and I went out to brunch and then did some shopping.

If you drink a glass of water in between each alcoholic drink, you won't get dehydrated and get a hangover.

Fun fact: I have never been drunk. Tipsy, yes. Drunk, no. I'm too much of a control freak.

:blink:

To be thread compliant, I feel a little bummed. I forgot when Walmart closed on Sunday and was preparing to go to the gym and then WallyWorld but the store was closing about the time I was getting ready to leave so I trashed my plans and will just do it tomorrow morning.

It's a hella waste of good eyebrows, though.

:eyebrow:

Mel C.
09-03-2018, 09:53 AM
Incredibly lonely 😔. Saying goodbye to her is hard, even when it’s just for a few days.

Chad
09-03-2018, 10:03 AM
I am very happy. Long weekend, good food, and great company.

:cowboy:

Kenna
09-03-2018, 08:07 PM
Loopy and lightheaded

Esme nha Maire
09-04-2018, 11:35 AM
Mentally exhausted but pleased with myself 'cause I just spent an hour on the phone to my energy supplier trying to get an account anomaly sorted, and didn't go to pieces, even though I found it quite stressful!

Kätzchen
09-04-2018, 06:30 PM
I am feeling fucking awesome.

I got all my proverbial ducks lined up in a row, and I'm putting in an over-the-top effort to do all I can to find the best place to live and I'll get there. Slow and Steady, wins every time, for me.

:hk20:

Medusa
09-04-2018, 09:53 PM
I'm all keyed up with ANTICI-PAAAAAAATION!!

girl_dee
09-05-2018, 06:50 AM
tired- not sleeping very well!

Esme nha Maire
09-05-2018, 10:20 AM
Utterly baffled. I was going through a form to request help, without more than minor problems when I hit a question that I just could not make sense of at all, to the extent that I had no idea whether I should be selecting the yes option or the no option after the question. I know that they are, in general, trying to ascertain which aspects of life I'm having difficulty with - why the heck word the question in such a contorted way that it's not then possible to work out whether they expect you to press the yes or no button if you are having problems? Havent they heard of Keep It Simple, Stupid! ?!?!

I've left a message via webform, having found a way to mildly abuse the Councils system so I can explain what my problem is (because they didnt allow for the possibility anyone might have problems with that particular form!), but I've got a nasty feeling this is going to end up involving yet another phonecall :-(((

MaddieRobbie
09-05-2018, 10:41 AM
Enjoying a slow morning that's turned into a slow afternoon. I worked most of the weekend, so it feels nice to linger around and drink another bowl of strong coffee while catching up on emails...

I'm still in loose yoga pants and a t-shirt (don't judge...haha).

Reach *BANNED*
09-05-2018, 05:35 PM
To tell the truth, I am not quite sure. I guess I feel ambivalent.

Gemme
09-05-2018, 09:56 PM
I'm tired as shit and yet, I'm still up.

Orema
09-06-2018, 07:09 AM
Okay. I was up most of the night with an upset stomach and cramps in my foot. Of course, I started feeling better when it was time to get up. I made it into work but may not stay the full day.

Kenna
09-06-2018, 08:32 AM
Very sad for my dear, sweet neighbor who is grieving the loss of her great grandson. Broken hearted for her and her family.

FireSignFemme
09-06-2018, 10:38 AM
Terrific!........

Gemme
09-11-2018, 05:43 AM
I am feeling a LOT right now and nothing matches up. I feel happy because today is my Friday and I'm going to pick up Ocean's 8 at Redbox. Love Sandra Bullock! I feel sad because I have to do my job as an enforcer today and it will create sadness and anger for a couple of my customers. I feel annoyed because it was their actions, or rather lack of action, that led to this day and I feel that I care more about their things than they do. I feel accomplished because I changed up one of my insurance policies yesterday and will save myself almost $30 per month from now on. Score! I feel content as I look around my home and at my life. I'm doing okay. Really okay.

Esme nha Maire
09-11-2018, 06:11 AM
On the downswing of the mood rollercoaster and feeling utterly wretched today.

Wrang1er
09-11-2018, 11:55 AM
On the downswing of the mood rollercoaster and feeling utterly wretched today.

Esme...I hope you feel better soon! Hang in there!

Reach *BANNED*
09-11-2018, 05:15 PM
Much better today than the last couple of days. Crud bug. Also, feeling resigned, resolute, and happy.

Reach *BANNED*
09-11-2018, 05:17 PM
I am feeling a LOT right now and nothing matches up. I feel happy because today is my Friday and I'm going to pick up Ocean's 8 at Redbox. Love Sandra Bullock! I feel sad because I have to do my job as an enforcer today and it will create sadness and anger for a couple of my customers. I feel annoyed because it was their actions, or rather lack of action, that led to this day and I feel that I care more about their things than they do. I feel accomplished because I changed up one of my insurance policies yesterday and will save myself almost $30 per month from now on. Score! I feel content as I look around my home and at my life. I'm doing okay. Really okay.


This weekend is my birthday and Ocean's 8 is going to be the birthday movie. I cannot wait!!!

Gemme
09-11-2018, 08:54 PM
This weekend is my birthday and Ocean's 8 is going to be the birthday movie. I cannot wait!!!

Happy freakin' birthday and I'm happy to say that I acquired the movie after work so I'll be watching it in my pajamas tomorrow morning. Fun!

CherryWine
09-12-2018, 10:57 AM
Sweet relief!!! Our annual evaluation is over, and I’m pretty sure we kicked its ass.

https://78.media.tumblr.com/b194e7d4b82325fdf04f738fb1a3e059/tumblr_p7nz82NPHO1v26n36o1_500.gif

cinnamongrrl
09-12-2018, 12:18 PM
Sleepy....

The rain outside is draining me. But I’m getting stuff done at home . That is always a boost for a case of the drearies....

Reach *BANNED*
09-12-2018, 01:41 PM
I am feeling pretty damn good.

TL1
09-12-2018, 04:05 PM
Brazen.........

2qt
09-12-2018, 04:09 PM
Thankful it's almost Friday here! Whew..... Seeing a light at the end of a dark tunnel & feeling better.....

Orema
09-13-2018, 04:11 PM
Sore. I got a flu, tetanus, and the first of two shingle vaccine shots yesterday and my arms are still sore. I’ve been massaging them and that helps.

~ocean
09-13-2018, 08:43 PM
Sore. I got a flu, tetanus, and the first of two shingle vaccine shots yesterday and my arms are still sore. I’ve been massaging them and that helps.

((( orema )))))) that's a lot of meds going in your system ~

Orema
09-14-2018, 03:32 AM
((( orema )))))) that's a lot of meds going in your system ~

Thank you, dear ocean. I should have spread it out over a few days or even weeks, but I get so impatient and I just wanted it done and over with.

Mopsie
09-14-2018, 04:51 AM
I had a migraine last night and again this morning. I'm pretty sure it's related to Florence and all the stirred up weather stuff.

People are going through so much worse than me - I join them in wishing Florance would go away!

Reach *BANNED*
09-14-2018, 08:17 AM
I got a sound night of sleep. I woke up this morning feeling GOOD! Today is going to be a good day.

Gemme
09-14-2018, 06:55 PM
I felt pretty good early but am super annoyed now.

JDeere
09-14-2018, 11:18 PM
Tired, stressed, anxious.

candy_coated_bitch
09-15-2018, 03:01 AM
Hyper and blessed. I think I might actually be so excited I can't sleep!

Reach *BANNED*
09-15-2018, 12:30 PM
I feel alright albeit far to warm for my liking. Will be glad when the Sun sinks into the horizon.

MaddieRobbie
09-15-2018, 05:35 PM
Like a cold is coming on.

My fingers are crossed for the success of NyQuil. I got plans.

LaDivina
09-15-2018, 05:38 PM
Wicked full and sleepy, and ever so content.

Reach *BANNED*
09-16-2018, 08:35 AM
A year older and not feeling too shabby at all.

JDeere
09-16-2018, 11:11 AM
Kinda hungover Lol

Chad
09-16-2018, 11:11 AM
I am very happy.

I am taking the morning off from adulting.

candy_coated_bitch
09-16-2018, 12:35 PM
Exhausted, but happy and hopeful!

Gemme
09-16-2018, 05:48 PM
...like I should have stuck with only one Halo Top.

FireSignFemme
09-16-2018, 08:37 PM
...like I should have stuck with only one Halo Top.

Spit it out! Spit it out! Spit it out!

https://thumbs.worthpoint.com/zoom/images1/1/0611/13/vintage-1906-gilberts-syrup-ipecac_1_ff50bfe4b46d7913984b6dabf67b1e9c.jpg

TL1
09-16-2018, 09:59 PM
Spit it out! Spit it out! Spit it out!

https://thumbs.worthpoint.com/zoom/images1/1/0611/13/vintage-1906-gilberts-syrup-ipecac_1_ff50bfe4b46d7913984b6dabf67b1e9c.jpg

Well I sure hope she doesn’t regret it THAT much!



Amused at some of the posts around here tonight!

candy_coated_bitch
09-17-2018, 12:53 AM
Frustrated. Very frustrated.

Gemme
09-17-2018, 12:22 PM
I feel good....insert James Brown here...and a little bloated. I should have laid off those last pieces of buttermilk lemon candy squares but c'mon....buttermilk lemon!

girl_dee
09-17-2018, 01:15 PM
Frustrated with work today but happy in the other 99.99% of my life.

candy_coated_bitch
09-17-2018, 02:40 PM
I am bored waiting for a procedure at the gynecologist. I'd rather wait though and come back an extra time just for this when I have to come back for an annual exam anyways. Too many damn appointments!

Reach *BANNED*
09-17-2018, 03:09 PM
Today, I feel accomplished and quite happy.

CherryWine
09-17-2018, 07:57 PM
Pretty mellow at the moment.

Gemme
09-17-2018, 10:07 PM
I'm finally starting to get sleepy but now I'm hungry.

RockOn
09-17-2018, 10:56 PM
same thing happened to me ....

put some pimento cheese on a fresh hot dog bun ... drink a glass of strawberry milk to wash it down ...

it will help you, I promise ;)

Orema
09-18-2018, 05:47 AM
I've been better ... listening to women in swing states justify their votes for Trump. They don't care about Stormy (or "who's zooming who," as they said) ... the only perfect person they can vote for is Jesus Christ. And even though they may not like a Republican doesn't mean they'll vote for the Dems. It goes on. I need a tylenol.

Chad
09-18-2018, 11:13 AM
I am a little under the weather with high mold counts and bad allergies. I came to work anyway to finish my 2000 plus page report. Ha!

:glasses:

Gemme
09-18-2018, 11:28 AM
Pimento cheese? Nope. All yours, RockOn!

I feel pretty good.

Without pimento cheese.

:blink:

Reach *BANNED*
09-18-2018, 11:29 AM
I feel kind of middle of the road today. Not super happy- but, not super sad. If I were to equate it to say a gas gauge- My tank is half full- and that is alright for today.

RockOn
09-18-2018, 01:57 PM
I had a feeling Gemme would be snickety about pimento cheese when I was typing the comment. Sometimes you just get a vibe! Heh Heh!

Gemme, glad to hear you feel pretty good.
:)


*passing Orema a couple of tylenol*
*smiles and waves to Orema*
Hope the tylenol helps!
:)

Gemme
09-19-2018, 08:35 AM
I feel okay but very, very tired. Sleep was an elusive mistress last night.

TL1
09-19-2018, 10:29 AM
A bit sleepy.... even though I did sleep well last night. Feeling like this meeting today is going to knock me right out too. This particular kind is always so boring and even when not sleepy I have trouble staying awake. The kind where we don’t talk and we all just have to listen to the big boss people talk from their big offices from the other side of the country on a conference call in a big room. :dozey:

Reach *BANNED*
09-20-2018, 10:18 AM
The crud is back again. Time to see My doc I think. :(

Gemme
09-20-2018, 10:21 AM
The crud is back again. Time to see My doc I think. :(

Feel better soon!

I feel okay but a little out of sorts. I slept very, very late today and have less time to do the things I wanted to do. It's my last day off and ye ole Mother Nature's kicking my butt.

girl_dee
09-20-2018, 06:15 PM
Day 2 of headache... about to take the big gun

CherryWine
09-20-2018, 09:12 PM
Slightly like I’m on the verge (or in the midst) of an existential crisis...or awakening.

Basically, I am all up in my feelings, but I’m not quite sure how to handle it. Hey...I’m an INTP, and that is how it goes. Lol.

Anyway, I am feeling very grateful for people, past and present, who have helped me see things from a different perspective.

Glenn
09-20-2018, 10:00 PM
Not too bad. It isn't everyday I'm given very weathered, over a century old, wood boards from an old fence to do projects with :)

Reach *BANNED*
09-21-2018, 12:13 PM
I think I finally turned a corner on this crud-bug-thing. Feeling better this afternoon. Hopefully it sticks.

Thank you everyone for the get well wishes.

easygoingfemme
09-21-2018, 02:55 PM
This week at work tested me in many many ways. I'm still on call tonight so it's not over but at least it's Friday. I'm feeling emotionally and physically exhausted but also looking forward to a low key date night with my spouse.

Gemme
09-21-2018, 08:28 PM
I feel good. Tired, but good. I ate too much at dinner but bacon and cheddar Cheez-Its are soooooooooo good.

Reach *BANNED*
09-22-2018, 07:50 AM
I feel good. Tired, but good. I ate too much at dinner but bacon and cheddar Cheez-Its are soooooooooo good.

There is just NO way to go wrong with a bacon and cheese combo!! I am going to have to add those to My next grocery list. :|

Reach *BANNED*
09-22-2018, 07:51 AM
Feeling even better than yesterday. On top of that- feeling quite content and happy as well.

Reach *BANNED*
09-23-2018, 08:29 AM
Slept in and feel good doing it. A good night's rest is a must have for me. I have the blinds open and enjoying the first day of Fall!! :hanging:

Gemme
09-23-2018, 03:45 PM
I feel like I won't be getting that Caulipower pizza again.

:blink:

FireSignFemme
09-23-2018, 05:54 PM
Patient, there's a lot to be said for being able to wait.

cricket26
09-23-2018, 08:09 PM
I am fighting off some melancholy...must be the rain...

Reach *BANNED*
09-25-2018, 06:37 PM
I think I am fighting off a bit of a depression. I am taking steps to combat it- cannot keep this old guy down for long. Other than that- content.

RockOn
09-25-2018, 06:51 PM
My frame of mind is not great right now. I have an all day training session tomorrow and just before I left work today, I pulled up the email to see who else will be attending.

There will be two asshole men I cannot stand there. I know one will approach me at some point and try to chit chat. We were sort of friends about 10 years ago. Tomorrow may become HIS DAY to find out why I want nothing to do with him ever again.

I am trying so hard to demobilize my head and my thinking tonight. It is not serving any useful purpose. This task is turning into a real quiz.

Reach *BANNED*
09-27-2018, 08:53 AM
Feeling ok. A work in progress, as always. However, I put up one helluva fight. ;)

Gemme
09-27-2018, 04:41 PM
My frame of mind is not great right now. I have an all day training session tomorrow and just before I left work today, I pulled up the email to see who else will be attending.

There will be two asshole men I cannot stand there. I know one will approach me at some point and try to chit chat. We were sort of friends about 10 years ago. Tomorrow may become HIS DAY to find out why I want nothing to do with him ever again.

I am trying so hard to demobilize my head and my thinking tonight. It is not serving any useful purpose. This task is turning into a real quiz.

Hey, how did this go?





I'm okay today. I've felt a bit sluggish the past couple of days but relaxed too. Now, I have fun plans for this weekend. Maybe a couple of movies to take in, crafts to buy and chores to do. I don't mind chores, except bathroom chores. Even when it's only me, it eventually adds up to ick.

:blink:

Reach *BANNED*
09-28-2018, 03:19 PM
Today was a really good day. I am hopeful for some things to come to fruition next week. (crossing all I can- well except maybe My legs..*thinks)

RockOn
09-28-2018, 08:56 PM
It went about like I thought it would but I did not act the ass.

The one that I thought would come over and try to be chatty did so and I ignored him. I really wanted him to press me so I could tell him the problem I had with him. At one point, I was thinking to tell him anyway but did not.

To be.honest, I did not want to spoil my day. I have had this one trainer before and she just puts you in a good mood, makes learning lots of fun. She is a retired local college professor. Everyone laughs like they are at a party.

I deliberately intimindated the other one a couple of times. I could not help myself. He does not realize I do this intentionally. This one is truly a pig! I don't know if you remember me talking about a guy that moved near my cubicle and snorted snot no less than 3 times a minute for months ... drove me insane. I called him the pig snorter. I think someone heard me tell my supervisor I planned to kill the pig snorter and relayed it to him. I would go over to his cubie, put a wad of Kleenex on his desk right in front of him and say,"our employer does not mind one bit if we get up, stretch our legs, walk around, go to the bathroom and blow our noses." He was moved to another area to sit near his team when a cubie was vacated.I was so happy!

Thanks for asking. :)

JDeere
09-29-2018, 12:21 AM
Very tired

Stressed

Contemplative

easygoingfemme
09-29-2018, 07:11 AM
Better than I have for the past couple of days. Watching the Kavenaugh trial wrecked me. I can't even get into it but it dragged me and kicked me around hard. I took yesterday off as a mental health day and I really needed that. I didn't really get functioning until I got together with some girlfriends in the evening. We all were shellshocked. Today I feel like my energy is back from the drain that happened and I feel focused and ready to get back into the fight.

Gemme
09-29-2018, 07:18 AM
I feel like I should have gone to bed sooner but okay overall.

Chad
09-29-2018, 08:56 AM
I feel a little tired. There is so much pressure on me from work and home that I just want to escape. I have been thinking a lot about my lovely friends in New England and NYC and how nice that it would be to spend time with them. However, I am chained to work and home with mom. Ugh I miss my freedom.

~ocean
09-29-2018, 09:16 AM
I feel a little tired. There is so much pressure on me from work and home that I just want to escape. I have been thinking a lot about my lovely friends in New England and NYC and how nice that it would be to spend time with them. However, I am chained to work and home with mom. Ugh I miss my freedom.

can you bring a companion along w/ your mom ? or would it be too hard for her to travel ?

Chad
09-29-2018, 09:38 AM
can you bring a companion along w/ your mom ? or would it be too hard for her to travel ?

Great idea ocean, I would love for mom to meet my friends. However, I don't think that she has the stamina to make that trip. She is a bit wobbly. I am trying to find a way to take her to Brazil where my son is working. I am not sure that will work either. I may need to have my cousin take care of her while I travel. Ugh.

~ocean
09-29-2018, 10:10 AM
Great idea ocean, I would love for mom to meet my friends. However, I don't think that she has the stamina to make that trip. She is a bit wobbly. I am trying to find a way to take her to Brazil where my son is working. I am not sure that will work either. I may need to have my cousin take care of her while I travel. Ugh.

((((( chad )))))) keep up YOUR strength ! I'm sure you have the right technology to share with her when your away with your cousin. soo important to remember yourself, when your taking care of others.

Reach *BANNED*
09-29-2018, 10:18 AM
Feeling pretty damn good today. Cannot shake a stick at that.

Chad
09-29-2018, 10:50 AM
Better than I have for the past couple of days. Watching the Kavenaugh trial wrecked me. I can't even get into it but it dragged me and kicked me around hard. I took yesterday off as a mental health day and I really needed that. I didn't really get functioning until I got together with some girlfriends in the evening. We all were shellshocked. Today I feel like my energy is back from the drain that happened and I feel focused and ready to get back into the fight.

I just want you to know that I am sorry my friend. I am sad that you were sad. My thoughts are with you.

Chad
09-29-2018, 10:53 AM
((((( chad )))))) keep up YOUR strength ! I'm sure you have the right technology to share with her when your away with your cousin. soo important to remember yourself, when your taking care of others.

Thank you, are you in New England? Let's have a coffee and some laughs my next trip up.

candy_coated_bitch
09-29-2018, 01:49 PM
CIJS Cats are the cutest thing?

CIAJS I am really feeling my blessings today.

Jar
09-29-2018, 06:16 PM
I am feeling like I’m missing community. I miss wearing my favorite tie and flirting with the femmes. I miss the energy

candy_coated_bitch
09-29-2018, 08:04 PM
CIJS Cats are the cutest thing?

CIAJS I am really feeling my blessings today.

Oooops, pointed out to me I am posting in the wrong thread!

JDeere
09-29-2018, 08:47 PM
I have a horrendous stomach ache

Im way beyond tired and sleepy, I cant relax enough to sleep

RockOn
09-30-2018, 07:04 AM
I am feeling terribly annoyed and aggravated. I bought some Autumn Blaze Maple trees and have been up since daybreak measuring, checking spacing ... laying out where I want to place each one in general.

I tapped all my stakes in the ground, turned around and my youngest pooch, Jeffrey Alan, went along behind me, pulled up every stake.

At a year and a half, Jeffrey is still so full of puppy traits. I will be so thankful when he matures. I think my next dog will be at least a year old when I adopt her. Later on, Jeffrey will be getting a play pal. He has just about ran Jennifer Avery into the ground. She is a stout little pocket pittie - a bit chubby.

Gemme
09-30-2018, 09:29 AM
I feel good!

Kenna
09-30-2018, 12:34 PM
Really awesome! Enjoyed our trip to the Sunday market where I scored 2 antique solid wood doors for $20. Had a great lunch made by my roomie. Love getting projects done with my workshop. Picked out the perfect exterior color for my front doors, hopefully to be finished by this evening. And maybe I'll have time to hang my antique metal milk crates (upcycled shelves).

FireSignFemme
09-30-2018, 03:41 PM
Relieved and happy. I woke to good news, my youngest and his wife are now first time home buyers. Before they were living in a 2br single wide trailer, on a rented lot. It was an older mobile home that couldn't be moved. It wasn't in a bad area, just one that left a lot to be desired for a young couple with small children. I worried about the the roof on that mobile. The new place needs some work, but it's in much better shape than where they were living, and it's in an excellent school district. His brother is helping them move today.

Reach *BANNED*
10-01-2018, 06:44 AM
Like a bright spot on a rainy day.

girl_dee
10-01-2018, 06:14 PM
Fantastic! I had a kick ass day at work, causing me to believe that I am not actually losing my mind.

Gemme
10-01-2018, 06:31 PM
Well, I think I feel okay but my throat and head are putting up an argument for the opposing vote.

Chad
10-01-2018, 07:28 PM
I hope to feel better soon. I have been coughing to the point of throwing up. My coworkers pushed me to go see my doctor and sure enough I have allergy induced asthma.

That makes sense because molds have been in the 1300's.

Now I have more allergy meds and inhalers.
I look forward to breathing easy again soon.

Gemme
10-02-2018, 05:26 AM
Better! Props to Airborne, Emergen-C, oj, good food and the tiniest smidge more sleep.

RockOn
10-03-2018, 06:18 PM
a little tired, a lot hungry ... I may eat shelves 2 and 3 from the fridge ;)

unloaded the truck soon as I got home ...
- 14 bags top soil
- enormous bag of peat moss
- 6 bags cow manure
- some high nitrogen tree fertilizer
- cutest pair of pruners, really little but look like loping shears

Gemme
10-03-2018, 11:20 PM
Less better. I've been down for the count today. Hopefully, tomorrow will be better.

bright_arrow
10-04-2018, 01:01 AM
Better than I felt earlier. A nap after work and late-night dinner did the trick!

Kenna
10-04-2018, 09:20 PM
Annoyed with sudden onset of very blurry eyesight both near and far, for 2 days now. Even my glasses don't fix it.

Gemme
10-05-2018, 05:57 AM
Better. I think I might actually be able to make it through the day today at work. Win!

MsTinkerbelly
10-05-2018, 08:03 AM
I feel better than I did yesterday, so look out world! :hangloose:

imperfect_cupcake
10-05-2018, 12:11 PM
A bit out of sorts. A friend of mine died, one of my old crew- we are like cousins we've known each other for so long because we grew up together - and his memorial is being planned.
I'm not good with this kind of thing. People are talking and sharing memories and such and I just can't do that.
Its made me feel even more tired than I already feel with school and mum stuff. I'm sleeping in a lot and I desperately need it.
To be honest, I need a day or two on the couch watching crap TV drinking soup with a quilt.

Mum stuff ends on the 17th when it just becomes weekly visits with a monthly health care meeting tacked onto the end of a visit.

School ends on Oct 31st.

The Memorial is on Oct 21st.

I am SO going to fucking take a few days off in November and SLEEP/rest.

easygoingfemme
10-05-2018, 03:39 PM
Pretty numb. Too much to let it all in.

Gemme
10-05-2018, 06:24 PM
I made it through the day so that's a good thing since I'm on my own tomorrow and it's going to be a very long shift.

clay
10-05-2018, 08:46 PM
a little tired, a lot hungry ... I may eat shelves 2 and 3 from the fridge ;)

unloaded the truck soon as I got home ...
- 14 bags top soil
- enormous bag of peat moss
- 6 bags cow manure
- some high nitrogen tree fertilizer
- cutest pair of pruners, really little but look like loping shears

Why ya wanna to be eating the "shelves"...I just couldn't resist....lol
......

JDeere
10-05-2018, 08:56 PM
What am I not feeling LOL

ummm tired and I have had a headache since last night so...

TL1
10-05-2018, 09:08 PM
I feel sore and good. Oh and the sore isn’t what you think. Gutter brains!

I feel maybe I shouldn’t have had that “one more” drink but I feel good so maybe I should have. And I did so yeah. Damn friends. Good people.

Gemme
10-06-2018, 04:32 AM
I feel better but my nighttime medicine leaves a horrible taste in my mouth in the morning and that makes me feel a bit queasy, truthfully.

cricket26
10-06-2018, 08:03 AM
i feel rested but stressed as we had an emergency surgery last nite, her retina detached 1/4 of the way and a 4:30 eye appointment turned into a 9pm surgery


the surgery was 1 hour and i drove around the hospital trying to figure out where the patient pick up was after hours, i finally decided to park at the patient pick up area and go get food as neither of us had eaten since lunch

after picking up food i made it back to the waiting room just in time to see the dr and he said everything went well

now she has to sit in a special torture chair for at least one week maybe two

oh and she cannot drive for 8 weeks

girl_dee
10-06-2018, 10:42 AM
i feel rested but stressed as we had an emergency surgery last nite, her retina detached 1/4 of the way and a 4:30 eye appointment turned into a 9pm surgery


the surgery was 1 hour and i drove around the hospital trying to figure out where the patient pick up was after hours, i finally decided to park at the patient pick up area and go get food as neither of us had eaten since lunch

after picking up food i made it back to the waiting room just in time to see the dr and he said everything went well

now she has to sit in a special torture chair for at least one week maybe two

oh and she cannot drive for 8 weeks


oh gosh! Send her my love! I hope this is the end of it for her!

CherryWine
10-12-2018, 09:23 AM
Energized and ready to get outside and enjoy the beautiful fall weather that finally decided to arrive.

I’ve definitely got that Friday feeling. :D

cinnamongrrl
10-12-2018, 09:33 AM
Tired and hungry...

Today is my first day back to work after a horrendous bout with a head cold that tried to meander to my chest.

Mucinex is awesome for avoiding such things, but Lord, it makes me feel all tuckered out

girl_dee
10-12-2018, 01:29 PM
Like not going back to work. That’s the hard part of coming home for lunch..

Well.. off I go!

Greco
10-12-2018, 01:33 PM
At the moment, pissed.

Greco

Greco
10-12-2018, 01:57 PM
Better. Much...much...Better.

Greco

Gemme
10-12-2018, 08:34 PM
I'm getting a little sleepy.

easygoingfemme
10-12-2018, 08:38 PM
I'm getting a little sleepy.

Me too........

WheatToast
10-13-2018, 01:50 AM
Me too........

I wish I could get sleepy.
On Friday morning, I was scheduled to have breakfast with my best male friend, a straight, smart-assed, kind hearted guy I just adore.
He knew I was gay, but he didn't care about things like that.

I texted him Friday around 9 a.m. to see if we were still on, then I went about my business, remembering to text him again every hour or so.
He owns a restaurant, so when noon came and went, I just figured he had gotten too swamped to answer my texts.
By 2, I was getting concerned so I called him at the restaurant.
His manager answered, so I asked if he was there. She said quietly, "He died this morning."
I had to ask three times because my brain was not accepting it.
Finally, I said I was coming to the restaurant right then.

He had suffered a massive heart attack and died that morning in bed.
I'd just seen him the night before, and now he's gone.
We were very similar in personality and senses of humor. He always used to say, "Bye, babe, I love you," whenever we'd say goodbye.
I am not so quick to say I love someone, especially straight guy friends, but I had just started saying it back to him that last week.

He was only 50. He wasn't supposed to go before I did.

We had so many things going--I was helping him do some marketing and designing some new stuff for his restaurant. I wanted to create an outdoor cartoonish statue of him, like the old Bob's Big Boy character.
I had just showed him the cartoon roughs and he was into them.
We were inventing new menu items for his place.

I had just talked him out of being a "Colorado Republican." He was going to vote a straight Democratic ticket next month for the first time, ever.

And now he's gone.

I wish I could unscrew my head for a month and just stop the political headaches and worries, and now this pain.

homoe
10-13-2018, 06:08 AM
..

Thursday at my doctors appointment I received both a flu shot and a pneumonia shot. While I really didn't feel I had an adverse reaction to either, for some reason I just felt out of it all day Friday.

Esme nha Maire
10-13-2018, 11:13 AM
Good. I woke up feeling OK, I had a nice day out with some friends, and I'm still feeling OK now, no ups or downs or panics. Best day I've had in weeks!

Gemme
10-14-2018, 08:40 AM
I feel pretty good but would feel better if I could figure out how to stretch time. Too much stuff to do!

clay
10-14-2018, 11:23 AM
I wish I could get sleepy.
On Friday morning, I was scheduled to have breakfast with my best male friend, a straight, smart-assed, kind hearted guy I just adore.
He knew I was gay, but he didn't care about things like that.

I texted him Friday around 9 a.m. to see if we were still on, then I went about my business, remembering to text him again every hour or so.
He owns a restaurant, so when noon came and went, I just figured he had gotten too swamped to answer my texts.
By 2, I was getting concerned so I called him at the restaurant.
His manager answered, so I asked if he was there. She said quietly, "He died this morning."
I had to ask three times because my brain was not accepting it.
Finally, I said I was coming to the restaurant right then.

He had suffered a massive heart attack and died that morning in bed.
I'd just seen him the night before, and now he's gone.
We were very similar in personality and senses of humor. He always used to say, "Bye, babe, I love you," whenever we'd say goodbye.
I am not so quick to say I love someone, especially straight guy friends, but I had just started saying it back to him that last week.

He was only 50. He wasn't supposed to go before I did.

We had so many things going--I was helping him do some marketing and designing some new stuff for his restaurant. I wanted to create an outdoor cartoonish statue of him, like the old Bob's Big Boy character.
I had just showed him the cartoon roughs and he was into them.
We were inventing new menu items for his place.

I had just talked him out of being a "Colorado Republican." He was going to vote a straight Democratic ticket next month for the first time, ever.

And now he's gone.

I wish I could unscrew my head for a month and just stop the political headaches and worries, and now this pain.

WheatToast.......hugs. I am so sorry for the loss of your very dear friend! That is a huge void...and none of my words can fill that, just know you are in my healing energy vibes.

LaDivina
10-14-2018, 07:19 PM
Wonderfully hopeful.

TL1
10-15-2018, 05:35 PM
I have a headache because today was really busy at work.

But even so I am in a tremendously good mood. And for no obvious reason. I feel energetic and happy.